I'm right, right? Cause that's my whole feeling right now
Things That I Needed To Hear But Never Did (Part Two):
- Someone loves you, somewhere. Even if you feel like they don't. They do. They do. I promise you, they do.
- You're important to someone. You're just as important to someone as they are you. To them, you are the first choice.
- Nothing is wrong with you. There is no coding that needs to be fixed.
- You are you, and that is so great and so important, and you are unique and original. No one could ever replace you.
- Someone will fall for you as much as you fall for them. Those sappy notes and letters you write? Someone will do the same for you.
- Hugs are important. Physical affection is important. Not everything results in you getting hurt.
- Someone would die for you as much as you would them.
- You matter in someone else's world. You are apart of their story as they are yours.
- You can and will be found.
- The darkness isn't forever.
- If you disappear, someone will go on a journey to find you.
- There will be someone that will never, ever leave you despite anything you say or go through.
So like,, the jacket is kinda right?? But the wrong color?
Yeah! I like this anyway!
it was bound to happen anyway
doll maker can be found here!
if this post gets 100,000 notes by August 21, 2020 (my 18th birthday), i swear on my own mortal soul that i’ll get a tattoo that says “sometimes it be like that”
Important Things My Friends Have Said To Me:
- "No, it's not okay. I can tell you're upset. I'm here if you want to talk."
- "I can't help you if you don't want to help yourself."
- "Trust me. I'm not going to hurt you. I promise."
- "You are too amazing for us to forget. We'd be stupid if we forgot you."
- "Don't worry. I'll protect you."
- "I wilL PUNCH YOU WITH FRIENDSHIP IF YOU DON'T STOP TALKING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF."
- "Don't worry! I'm smiling, and you should too. :D"
- "You should've told me. I'm here for you. I'm always here for you."
- "They love you, I love you. Please, accept our love."
I have such wholesome and great friends. What did I do to deserve them?
Fun Facts About Me (Part One):
- I am most certainly a heartbreaker, but I always feel bad about it
- I wear my heart on my sleeve
- Sometimes if you listen closely, I'm singing
- Catch me walking anywhere and I'm also singing
- I also randomly dance
- I drink a lot of water. A lot.
- I have a scar on my left hand from clawing myself with my own fingernail
- My fingernails are pointed upwards on purpose
- I have an iconic fashion style
- And by that I mean I only wear black, purple, and blue
- I have tiny arms
- I have tiny hands
- I'm really smol
- Smoller than most. It looks kinda unhealthy
- I have an awkward hunch
- My eyes are very intimidating
Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:
-Flinch at physical contact
-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path
-Can't solve most school locks
-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.
-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.
-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.
-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.
-I use literally too much.
-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.
-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.
-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.
-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.
-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.
-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.
-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.
-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.
-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.
-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.
-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.
-That's why I'm overprotective of them.
-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.
-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.
-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.
-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.
-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.
-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.
-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.
-I count nightmares as just dreams.
-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.
-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.
-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.
-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.
-I love people watching.
-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.
-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??
#mood
"A part of me wonders if you'll even show up to my funeral. Will we still be friends before we die?"
- Dreaming of Wolves//Dark 3AM Thoughts
(Don't worry, I'm okay I swear, I'm just expressing myself.)
RAINAIR-
I got Venuew
How about rabbit fren? uwu
okay so i had a really fucked up dream last night and im still kinda shaken and nauseous even though i’ve been awake for hours so if anybody wants to send me happy asks or pictures of your pets or just anything nice your local flowerchild would Very Much Appreciate It
(especially pictures of pet rats if you have one)
chronic wolf girl in too many fandoms - infj/infp, 4w5, aquarius sun :)
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