Ds29gurl2 - Hyper Fixation? What Hyper Fixation?

A Town with an Ocean View

For anyone with anxiety and that loves Studio Ghibli have a listen to these ambiances, you'll feel better 😊

Kokiri's Green house: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8x_DFFOglg&t=590s

Ursula's Cabin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mt6iFE2dMEk

Eugene looks like he unalived Ned and is going to his funeral.

my stupid a*s 😂

This was me when I was little. My priest grew frustrated with me when I asked if Mary truly had any choice in having Jesus. Worst of all, if I was a good girl would this happen to me? Sooo... I did everything not to be his type, following my previous priest's list of offenses women can commits. Which is somehow longer than it is for men for some reason, of course 🙄

My list of offenses

Tattoos/Piercings

Bisexual

Dark Clothes

Spoke my mind in Church

Believe in Evolution/Science

Being single

Doesn't want kids

Refuses to respect racist/stupid elders in my family, their tits/balls sagging ≠ wisdom, and cutting them out of my life after I moved out of the family home

In that same vein, calling my "sainted father" a fucking asshole for verbally abusing my mom, sister and me all our lives

and the list will continue to grow as I get older and give less of a fuck. The magic sky man, really a human man with a power kink, can get bent before they think they can control me.

I have been hyper fixating on Spock for years now. With good reason. I grew up with a verbally abusive father that at one time yelled at me so loud I wet my pjs in fear. He then told me I was doing it for attention. I was 7 years old. Spock is the exact opposite of my father. He is calm, collected, brilliant and fiercely loyal to those he cares about, even when he is going through his own troubles with HIS father, Sarek. It sounds corny, but growing up with a father like mine and watching other family men do the same, I thought I was going to have to spend the rest of my life getting yelled at but staying with him for the kids. Spock, and Star Trek really, showed me that I can find someone who is intelligent and listens to me. That I don't have to have children and if I do, it is better to leave than stay with someone who treats my kids like crap. Unlike my mom. I haven't met my Spock yet, but I will wait until I do. To everyone reading this, please never accept being treated like less, by family or otherwise, and if you are already in a bad relationship if not for yourself, please leave for the kids.

Ostara Altar ‘23

This year’s Ostara altar