duchesstopaz - Essence
Essence

Discovering and Rediscovering Me, while Adapting, Changing, and Evolving along the Way - Public Diary21 y/o Black, Non-Binary, Queer Individual with Dreams, and a Life to Live and a Story to Share TW: Abuse, Su*c*de Attempt, Su*c*dal Ideation, Depression, Anxiety

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Latest Posts by duchesstopaz - Page 3

1 year ago
SIMONE ASHLEY As INDIRA THE LITTLE MERMAID (2023)
SIMONE ASHLEY As INDIRA THE LITTLE MERMAID (2023)
SIMONE ASHLEY As INDIRA THE LITTLE MERMAID (2023)
SIMONE ASHLEY As INDIRA THE LITTLE MERMAID (2023)

SIMONE ASHLEY as INDIRA THE LITTLE MERMAID (2023)

1 year ago

I wanna ruin your days so I wanna point out the painful thing I realised:

when Buck had the pulmonary embolism in the Grant-Nash backyard the doctors said that the reason he survived was because he was surrounded by medical professionals but when we saw Maddie and Chimney at the hospital neither had a single drop of blood on them so the only thing that makes sense is that Hen and Eddie were the ones that got Buck stable 🤧

1 year ago
Curious Lil Asta

Curious lil Asta

My TWITTER

1 year ago

The orange kitty presented...

1 year ago
Duality

Duality

I just found this drawing in an old folder. About time I finished it!

1 year ago
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good
My Daughters From The Seven Seas, I Welcome You From All Of Your Waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s So Good

My daughters from the Seven Seas, I welcome you from all of your waters. Tamika, Perla. It’s so good to see you. Caspia, Indira. It fills my heart to have you all here. Mala, Karina… where is Ariel?

1 year ago

That's a great table design (credit)

1 year ago
Jonah Really Doing The Most For Ariel/Eric Shippers With These BTS Photos Of Him And Halle 🥰
Jonah Really Doing The Most For Ariel/Eric Shippers With These BTS Photos Of Him And Halle 🥰
Jonah Really Doing The Most For Ariel/Eric Shippers With These BTS Photos Of Him And Halle 🥰

Jonah really doing the most for Ariel/Eric shippers with these BTS photos of him and Halle 🥰

image
1 year ago
Submitting Yourself To The Mortifying Ordeal Of Getting Put Into An Headlock (hug) And Noogie’d By

submitting yourself to the mortifying ordeal of getting put into an headlock (hug) and noogie’d by your best friend (love of your life) in order to enjoy the rewards of feeling loved (and arm)

1 year ago
Redrew An Old Drawing I Did!

Redrew an old drawing I did!

1 year ago
HALLE BAILEY Performing Part Of Your World For The First Time Since Filming Disneyland, May 2023
HALLE BAILEY Performing Part Of Your World For The First Time Since Filming Disneyland, May 2023
HALLE BAILEY Performing Part Of Your World For The First Time Since Filming Disneyland, May 2023
HALLE BAILEY Performing Part Of Your World For The First Time Since Filming Disneyland, May 2023
HALLE BAILEY Performing Part Of Your World For The First Time Since Filming Disneyland, May 2023

HALLE BAILEY performing Part of Your World for the first time since filming Disneyland, May 2023

1 year ago

Something about I'm not over it, not over her...

and

The things that make you sad, am I one of them?

And the opening Pepa offered Eddie, that she didn't get it right the first time, either. "Right" being the forever love that Eddie's heart so clearly longs for.

Sometimes it takes three tries to get it right.

I'm still chewing on this, but there's something about how Eddie believes that in order to accept his love for Buck — to allow himself permission to love Buck — he would have to regret Shannon. And Christopher. Loving Buck would mean he never loved Shannon, shouldn't ever have been with her, therefore no Christopher. Which is such an unacceptable, alien concept, Eddie stays stuck.

But Pepa offered him a different view. Sometimes, it takes three tries to get it right. And all those "tries" are part of the process. Eddie is learning that he gets to hold all of it, that he doesn't have to choose. That Shannon's ghost — not her death but their life together — and Christopher and his forever love with Buck? All of them are part of who Eddie is — part of his heart — and always will be.

It's all very queer awakening in adulthood. Eddie is about to set himself free and finally allow his heart to have what it wants. What a wondrous thing to behold.

1 year ago

Yes yes we have all heard about your "Disaster Chaos Goblin Queer Energy" but are you like, normal around trans women

1 year ago

It's June 1. It's time.

Go be gay.

1 year ago

Don’t mind me, just sitting here thinking about…..stuff. Mind boggling stuff.

Don’t Mind Me, Just Sitting Here Thinking About…..stuff. Mind Boggling Stuff.
1 year ago
Kay I Don’t Know Shit About Naruto So I Hope This Is Accurate!! Anon I Trust U
Kay I Don’t Know Shit About Naruto So I Hope This Is Accurate!! Anon I Trust U

kay i don’t know shit about naruto so i hope this is accurate!! anon i trust u

1 year ago

Buck: Eddie, my hands are cold.

Eddie: *Holds Buck's hand*

Buck: ...

Buck: You know, my mouth is actually cold, too.

Eddie: *Covers Buck's mouth with his other hand*

Buck: *Muffled* Jokes on you, really. I'm kind of into this.

1 year ago
Sharkboy And Lavagirl

sharkboy and lavagirl

1 year ago
Angelarium Tarot By Peter Mohrbacher
Angelarium Tarot By Peter Mohrbacher
Angelarium Tarot By Peter Mohrbacher
Angelarium Tarot By Peter Mohrbacher
Angelarium Tarot By Peter Mohrbacher

Angelarium Tarot by Peter Mohrbacher

1 year ago
Watchers In The Wave By Tuomas Korpi
Watchers In The Wave By Tuomas Korpi

Watchers in the wave by Tuomas Korpi

1 year ago
Art By Denis Istomin
Art By Denis Istomin
Art By Denis Istomin
Art By Denis Istomin
Art By Denis Istomin

Art by Denis Istomin

1 year ago
Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni
Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni
Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni
Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni
Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni

Birbfest 2022 (part 2) by Alice Pisoni

1 year ago

30 trips around the sun and im still surprised when the days get shorter after a long summer like the nights already feel much cooler now and soon it'll be dark at 4 in the afternoon and i'll go wow man look how dark it is and it's only 4 and come spring ill realize that wow you can actually tell the days are getting longer and warmer isnt that crazy and in the summer i'll be lying in bed at 11 thinking woah it's still not dark out and then in september ill say to myself phew that sure was a long summer you can already tell the days are getting shorter and ill remember this post and maybe ill go look for it and reblog it and dear reader, i for one hope that we both live to see it

1 year ago
Normani: about Last Night 🖤
Normani: about Last Night 🖤
Normani: about Last Night 🖤
Normani: about Last Night 🖤

normani: about last night 🖤

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