How Doing
How doing
A incredible time to ask this, anon, I say in a not-mad-at-you-albeit-I-am-being-sarcastic-here
I was texting my mother and something she said cut a little too deep than it should have done (about my tone when replying to something she had said). I apologise, explain I have had a shit day
The shit day in question:
- I lost my nana on my birthday last Sunday and got told the day after
- Since then I have been a downright wreck and had to have the week off from volunteering. Today was also no exception. I felt awful the entirety of today, my sertraline is likely running overtime due to this
- My family at home do know that I have struggled with this news, but I don't think they realise how much more it can hurt when you are alone in this situation, isolated from everyone else. There is no community around me to help
- I contemplated calling my mother when I knew she would be awake for support and now that is no longer an option. I just cannot interact with her for a while, I need some space and so I lose a desperately-needed voice of support during all this (she is the only family member I really only speak to)
I have been so close to tears the entire day and this frankly tips it over the edge. I love her so much, I just wish I could speak to her right now
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I fear I cannot act my usual whimsy self in response to this because I have genuinely stared at this ask for the past ten minutes, trying to figure out how to process this.
Anon, I do dearly hope you have made it upon my notes entitled: 'Things to mention during my weekly therapy sessions'
Oh I see! That is rather sweet then. Thank you
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This feels like a trick question.
Is this your man, correct? Please come pick him up, he keeps staring at me and releasing his musky onion scent that makes me tearful.
Apart from that, he seems to be very polite gentleman!
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Guh. Infinite number of cows . . save me . .
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I know what you are gay bear sugar daddy bot.
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Ola,
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Oy oy.... How goes it? Surviving?
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