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Tout est dit j'adore ma cocufieuse

All is said I love my hotwife

@myheartinherhands

@myheartinherhands

My wife really knows how to tease me, also what makes me orgasm the hardest.

"I mean -- we both know it's true. Ever since I started going steady with my boyfriend -- when I became sexually exclusive to him and stopped having any kind of sex with you at all -- I've thought of you much more like a friend than like and romantic partner, so yeah -- I think it makes sense to make friendzoning you official by changing your status on my facebook page. And I'm pleased that you suggested it -- because obviously I was thinking about doing it already."

And I orgasmed. I could tell for months she was falling in love. Even right when they met the new relationship energy crazy. I told her I wanted her to tell me if she is in love with him.

She tells me it makes her love me deeply even more.

One of my boundaries is that she doesn't take off her wedding ring. Even if other people know she is married and has a boyfriend. Lately I've been fantasizing about that boundary being removed. Her being part of his life without that symbol raising eyebrows or questions. Them just being boyfriend and girlfriend when together.

I support her happiness, even if it means prioritizing her needs over my own. I accept it is a possibility. I don't hope for it. Instead I trust she can have an abundance of love and still love me for what I give her and the life we have together while enjoying loving him as a lover, someone that fulfills her sexual needs and someone she can have fun with being a couple when they are together.

It is hard for some people to grasp not having access to your own wife's pussy. The fact is, it was never that great having you penetrate her in the first place. That is why she quickly cuckolded you when you presented her with the opportunity. Now that she has a boyfriend, she gets regularly fucked by him. Of course it is better sex, that is what you and your wife sought out. You still are her best-friend, you have your house, kids and life together. You cuddle and kiss and are intimate. Her pussy now is just for other men only and that is arousing for both of you.

It starts by just wanting your wife to have sex with other men. It is the emotional cuckolding that is the biggest turn-on. Knowing this is where she belongs.

Honey, don't be mad. You know you like it.

He came over Saturday while you were out of town and we had kind of a nice night. We started kissing, then well, his strong hands started to undress me.

His hands started to explore my body. I started to kiss his body. I had his cock in my hand, he was so hard. He felt so big in my hands. He started to kiss my nipples and suck on on them. He kissed me deeply, oh baby, I love how he kisses me. Does it make you want to stroke your dick, knowing how much I love being with him? How he spent the night in our bed.

He is so much bigger than you. I took his cock in my mouth. Felt it hard between my lips. I took it all into my mouth, trying my best to take as much as I possibly could. I could feel his veins he was so hard. I asked him what he wanted? He said he needed to fuck me, like I needed to be fucked, like you don't fuck me. To take me.

I was so wet!

He got between my legs. Slowly he guided his cock inside me. I could feel my body shutter as his cock spread me open. Almost all at once he was inside me. I felt so full. My first orgasm was almost instant. I came as soon as he entered me. He feels so good inside me.

Once he got going he just worked it like a piston, in and out, smoothly, perfect rhythm to my thrust.

I could feel his cock throbbing. Sending pulses of pleasure through my body. He so strong and forceful. Waves of continued orgasm washed over me.

I wrapped my hands around his neck. Telling him he feels so good, that I love his cock. That I love him and want him to fuck me anytime he wants.

He pulled out and for a moment I felt so empty. I got on all fours in front of him. I begged him for more. I watched him guide his cock into my pussy, it felt so good. He took both my hips and pulled himself so deep inside me. It felt so good. He fucked me and my body was on fire. I could feel his cock throbbing and twitching. Then exploding inside my pussy. His thick seed bursting inside me. I could feel the force of it on the back of my pussy. He was filling me. Waves of accomplishment and pleasure pulsating through my body. Then he just held me. He fucks me so good baby. I love him.

As a cuckold, it excites you. That next level of cuckolding. It’s no longer just about your wife being fucked by other men for physical pleasure and fulfillment. Now, she has emotional feelings and fantasies with this man, needs and desires she hasn’t felt in years. That intoxicating new relationship energy.

But it scares you too. That fear that she might leave you for him, the nagging thought that you aren’t enough. It breaks your heart a little, knowing her heart is no longer exclusively yours. You now have to share her, both emotionally and physically.

And yet, you can’t help it. You’re different from many men, wired in a way that you can’t control and you shouldn't even try to. That arousal you feel. That intense, overwhelming arousal, takes you to a whole new level of sexual fulfillment, without even being the one having sex. Only a cuckold can feel and understand it and crave it.

At first you fantasized about your wife fucking other men.

She did and enjoyed it. The variety and yes the fact they are bulls and they fuck her better than you can as her submissive husband. It made you hard, made you orgasm. There was some angst but after all it was just sex.

You loved helping her dress for them. Here shirts got shorter, tops tighter, leggings got more sexy. She started to workout more, care for her body more. Even stopped wearing bras. Becoming bolder even wearing thinner more share tops. If she is like my wife she had her boobs enlarged, her lips injected, has monthly visits to get her eyelash extensions. Then she met him. You still enjoy her dressing sexy for him. He is not just a bull though. Her relationship with him causes you much more angst. With that angst comes higher arousal. Her falling in love with him now a turn on. At times it feels like you are losing her. You might be. At the same time it pushes all the right cuckold buttons.

I didn't fantasize about my wife falling in love with another man. It was far from any fantasy, I just loved her fucking other men, casually, cuckolding me. When she fell in love with him, it felt like it broke a little bit of my heart, I still feel like it is breaking sometimes. BUT, that was not the only feeling I had. Not the only emotion. Seeing her fall in love was so fucking arousing. The way she smiles when she reads a text from him, her face gives it away that it is him who is messaging her. How her voice changes with excitement when I hear them talk on the phone, I know right away when it is him. I had to accept that is arouses me more than it tears me apart. That is emotional cuckolding. I want her to be happy above everything, even my own happiness. It has been the ultimate cuckolding, the ultimate ride, an experience I will never regret encouraging. In a way she was able to find love for him because of me. That is beautiful if you think about it.

You messaged her in the morning after a sleepless night to ask how it went with her bull? "Good morning, how was your night with him?"

Time went by pretty slow for you all evening. Taking care of the kids, feeding them dinner, putting them to bed. Thinking about your wife out with another man, probably being fucked.

In bed you were turned on but couldn't sleep so you finally gave in and jacked off thinking about her with him. Imaging your sexy wife being fucked by another man. You even opened tumblr and porn hub looking at images of women being fucked by studs with much larger cocks than you have. Your wife has told you how much she loves the way he stretches her pussy, that his cock isn't super long, of course longer than yours, maybe 7 inches or a little more. But he is thick, and she loves that, it makes her whole body feel full and stretched when he is fucking her. His cock makes her orgasm almost immediately. She has told you he has the perfect cock for her body. So the sun is up, you watched it rise, since you couldn't sleep. You are only thinking about her. Angst and pleasure are starting to mix, it has been so long since she contacted you. You haven't heard from her since she messaged you she arrived at his house yesterday evening. It is difficult, you try not to message her, try not to interrupt her time with him. You don't want to seem desperate or needy. But you can't help it. You are desperate and needy so you message her early in the morning. You don't hear back from her. The time slows again, the hours tick off. She isn't thinking about you, yes she still loves you and is grateful you encouraged her to go to him. It is him she is thinking about though as the sun wakes her up at 8am. You were up and texting her at 6am. She feels giddy, excited. Last night was amazing. The dinner out. More than that the sex. How he fucked her right when she walked through the door. How they kissed and felt like a couple at dinner. Feeling his cock in her mouth as he drove them back to his place. The way he fucked her hard and rough as soon as they returned. How after they laid together talking, he making her giggle, her making him laugh. That comfortable connection. Then it turned into soft and passionate kissing. Long slow thrust in and out of her as they made love. His hand rested gently on her face, their eyes locked, searching each other's thoughts in the dim glow of the room. The silence between them was heavy, filled with unspoken emotions. It felt right, undeniably so. He took a chance, his voice low and filled with confidence. "God, I love you," he said, the words hanging in the air like a confession.

She paused, just for a second, caught off guard yet swept up in the passion of the moment. Her feelings for him were real, undeniable. She breathed out softly, her voice trembling with emotion. "God, I love you too," she said, before collapsing into his arms, their lips meeting in another passionate kiss.

The night unfolded like a dream, the words "I love you" spoken again and again between gasps of pleasure and quiet whispers. As the sun rose, casting light into the room, she rolled on top of him, her excitement palpable. With a big smile, she told him, "I’m so in love with you." Her body pressed against his, and they made love again.

Back at home, the hours stretched on. By 10 a.m., you still hadn’t heard from her, the kids up watching TV, your room filled with silence.

In their shared bed, they lay cuddling each other, discussing what might come next. She tracing her fingers on his chest as she spoke, her voice conflicted yet honest. "I still love him. I want to be with him. But I’m in love with you too." Her words raw, unpolished, as if she were piecing together her emotions in real-time. "Maybe we just take it a day at a time," she suggested, her eyes searching his for reassurance. "This is all so new to me."

He nodded, pulling her closer. "I understand," he said gently. "I love you. I just want to be with you as much as I can." He reminded her you are a cuckold and are into her with other men. They laughed. She placed her head on him, "but I wasn't supposed to fall in love with another man."

It wasn’t until a little after 11 that your phone finally buzzed with her message.

"An amazing night and morning! We have a lot to talk about. On my way home. Thanks for encouraging me to stay with him. I can't wait to do it again soon. Love you."

Whenever I explore the fantasy of a daughter knowing her dad is a cuckold, I get messages saying there's no place for that in the cuckold kink!

As someone who has lived this dynamic for over 14 years while raising kids, I both agree and disagree. Our children have grown up seeing their mom dress sexy, naturally flirt with other men, and occasionally leave for nights away with “friends.” You can only keep it hidden for so long. Eventually, we got tired of lying about where she was.

We never explicitly said, "Mom cuckolds Dad." But we did start being honest about who she was with, simply mentioning the guy’s name. It wasn’t a big revelation, just a natural progression. They’d overhear us talking about him, and my wife couldn’t help but mention other guys names more as their connection deepened.

Then she met someone different, a man she fell in love with. He wasn’t just another fling. She started texting him all the time, dressing up for dates, and spending more nights at his place. We talked about him often, and as their bond grew, his name naturally became a regular part of conversation between her and I but also in conversations with friends and family she would mention our "Friends" name.

We’ve never told the kids they have a sexual relationship. To them, he’s just a close friend. When my daughter once asked where her mom sleeps when she stays with him, I simply said, "With him, just like when you have sleepovers with friends."

The reality is, at some point, she’ll figure it out. She’ll understand that her mom dates and fucks other men. And as someone who writes about both real experiences and fantasy, I enjoy exploring that boundary, where reality meets the unspoken. It also is an arousing thought thinking about my wife openly cuckolding me like this, kissing him in front of others, even my children. Her falling in love was the ultimate cuckolding so it just adds layers on top of that.

I've had a few Tumblr accounts over the years, some shut down by Tumblr, and one with the caption above I shut down myself. It’s always fun to see captions floating around and stumble across old ones I created.

At the time of this one, she was beginning to fall in love with her bull. I was eroticizing it, wrapped in the fantasy of it all while dealing with angst.

When a wife falls in love with another man, it’s no longer just the open, structured dynamic of cuckolding. Deeper emotions surface. She wants private time, meaningful conversations, shared experiences, weekend getaways with another man that don't include me. The things we all crave in a boyfriend-girlfriend or husband-wife relationship.

That’s when I started noticing little lies, half-truths… and eventually bigger ones. I couldn't contain my angst, I snooped on her phone. Watching her fall in love was incredibly arousing, but also deeply painful. The fear of losing her was overwhelming. It stripped away my confidence as a husband. Yes, it emasculated me even further.

Long story short: in a fit of angst, I decided I no longer wanted to be “Sissy By Her.” I deleted the account, threw away all my panties, and ordered men’s boxers. When they arrived, I put them on proudly, trying to "man up."

But it felt fake. Not me. I hated the feeling of being in mens boxers again, lose around my dick, just not fitting my body right.

That angsty fit lasted maybe seven days before I ordered 20 pairs of the thong panties I love, in all different colors. Yes probably went over board with the amount, it just felt like such a strong need.

By then, my wife had ended things with him in an attempt to protect our marriage. And I begged her, truly begged her, to go back. To reconnect with him. To cuckold me however she wants. Even if it means being in love with another man. So is was fitting to name my next blog - life of.

@myheartinherhands

Blog went public???

November 10th 2018, I started this second blog and during the purge it got perma private.

I log in and I see a picture in the little title area. (A feature banned to private blogs). While my main blog still remains perma private, this one is now public.

Why is it a big deal to me? Well now I have access to the "Archive" feature and can see all my posts in one screen and the dates I posted them. For some reason this feature is banned in perma private, maybe as a punishment?

Either way, welcome new guests! I am sure more traffic will now flow though.

She may not ever leave you, in reality you don't want that but in fantasy it is arousing. You are also sharing her with men that might be more fit then you, have a bigger cock, fuck her better. For most of us cuckolds we want her to be more sexually fulfilled. Otherwise what would the point be if she is having worst sex than with you? No together you make sure she is having better sex. Then there are emotions and connections. For the right man she will start feeling them. That new relationship energy. A blend of cuckolding with polyamory. If you are lucky, if you are everything she needs you to be as the cuckold you won't lose her. It will feel that way sometimes though as you explore and play this game.

You've tried to be a good and supportive cuck for her -- and you do know how much she really needs the sex she has several times each week with her "boyfriend-with-benefits" -- but each time she takes her cuckolding to the next level it makes the situation harder and harder for you to deal with and accept -- although you also know that if you ever forced the matter, that she would ultimately choose him over you.