Emotioncandau - Cocu Trouple

To be honest I already knew she was falling in love with him. When she asked if it was okay if she loves him, what was I supposed to say? I can’t tell someone they cannot love another person. At that point even though it caused a lot of angst and confusion it caused just as much arousal too! I couldn’t hide that from her either. Even today when she tells me she loves him, I almost instantly cum!

It is interesting watching new relationship energy as an observer. Something you didn’t watch her experience when she fell in love with you. The excitement of getting ready to see him, the smiles of incoming texts, the energy and happiness flowing through her during every day tasks. Of course she may have felt these same things with you, It is just something you didn’t see when you weren’t there, when she was at home. Now to witness her having him on her mind all day, craving him in every way. Him dominating the topics of every conversation. As you try your best to support her as her best friend also fearing the day she leaves you for him. 

Having her boyfriend tell you that sex with her isn’t allowed anymore means you’ll be fapping to the thought of her and him together way more often..

"I mean -- we both know it's true. Ever since I started going steady with my boyfriend -- when I became sexually exclusive to him and stopped having any kind of sex with you at all -- I've thought of you much more like a friend than like and romantic partner, so yeah -- I think it makes sense to make friendzoning you official by changing your status on my facebook page. And I'm pleased that you suggested it -- because obviously I was thinking about doing it already."

My wife is so much in love of her boyfriend and asked if she can friendzone me while we stay married and be only for her boyfriend i m so proud of her i love ger to be in a couple

Ma femme est tellement amoureuse de son petit ami qu'elle m'a demandé si elle pouvait me mettre en friendzone pendant que nous restons mariés et n'être que pour son petit ami. Je suis tellement fière d'elle que j'aime qu'elle soit en couple.

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I've had a few Tumblr accounts over the years, some shut down by Tumblr, and one with the caption above I shut down myself. It’s always fun to see captions floating around and stumble across old ones I created.

At the time of this one, she was beginning to fall in love with her bull. I was eroticizing it, wrapped in the fantasy of it all while dealing with angst.

When a wife falls in love with another man, it’s no longer just the open, structured dynamic of cuckolding. Deeper emotions surface. She wants private time, meaningful conversations, shared experiences, weekend getaways with another man that don't include me. The things we all crave in a boyfriend-girlfriend or husband-wife relationship.

That’s when I started noticing little lies, half-truths… and eventually bigger ones. I couldn't contain my angst, I snooped on her phone. Watching her fall in love was incredibly arousing, but also deeply painful. The fear of losing her was overwhelming. It stripped away my confidence as a husband. Yes, it emasculated me even further.

Long story short: in a fit of angst, I decided I no longer wanted to be “Sissy By Her.” I deleted the account, threw away all my panties, and ordered men’s boxers. When they arrived, I put them on proudly, trying to "man up."

But it felt fake. Not me. I hated the feeling of being in mens boxers again, lose around my dick, just not fitting my body right.

That angsty fit lasted maybe seven days before I ordered 20 pairs of the thong panties I love, in all different colors. Yes probably went over board with the amount, it just felt like such a strong need.

By then, my wife had ended things with him in an attempt to protect our marriage. And I begged her, truly begged her, to go back. To reconnect with him. To cuckold me however she wants. Even if it means being in love with another man. So is was fitting to name my next blog - life of.