if i bring my “im so unbearably unhappy” to my parents they tell me to suck it up and finish my degree but if i bring it to my friends they’re like no literally go insane change ur last name move to mountains make art live free its such a crazy contrast im being pulled in fifty thousand directions and we’re not even halfway thru the year yet im convinced im not making it to next month if i dont make some major shifts but the thought of dropping out and sticking that label onto myself forever because of my mental health is terrifying and an endless opportunity for these people to write me off as “dysfunctional” again when im literally still working thru the traumas of my teenage years because of them its such a catch-22 to leave me with some useless economics degree and call it a day and such a death sentence to me i cant imagine paying all that money and wasting all that energy to go on to play with fake numbers in the fucking office all day
the mountain goats make music for people who spent their entire lives convinced they would die before they were 17 except now they're 26 and they have a job and friends and hobbies and they're not sure what they're meant to do now that they've survived
“A self that goes on changing is a self that goes on living.”
— Virginia Woolf
I don't usually like to post about current events/news still in the making, and Navalny's team says they are not yet convinced he really is dead, but I am not one to truly believe in miracles and I worry these news will end up not getting seen by as many people as they should be.
So.
Navalny is apparently dead, and with him one of the last big opposition politicians is gone. This is one of the biggest blows to the Russian opposition in years. Please keep an eye on the news. Don't let Navalny's work be in vain.
eventually, you’ll end up learning how to separate urself from ppl who aren’t on the same page as you. spiritually, mentally, emotionally
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Overstimulating the autistic child who caufht me vaping in the elementary school bathroom to make sure he goes non verbal and cant testify against me