enjoy-it-while-it-lasts
metal and bone in the pine trees
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if i bring my “im so unbearably unhappy” to my parents they tell me to suck it up and finish my degree but if i bring it to my friends they’re like no literally go insane change ur last name move to mountains make art live free its such a crazy contrast im being pulled in fifty thousand directions and we’re not even halfway thru the year yet im convinced im not making it to next month if i dont make some major shifts but the thought of dropping out and sticking that label onto myself forever because of my mental health is terrifying and an endless opportunity for these people to write me off as “dysfunctional” again when im literally still working thru the traumas of my teenage years because of them its such a catch-22 to leave me with some useless economics degree and call it a day and such a death sentence to me i cant imagine paying all that money and wasting all that energy to go on to play with fake numbers in the fucking office all day
it is our moral responsibility to hornypost about sister daniel. dan thrives on attention and he is chronically deprived of people being horny about him and telling him he's hot because 90% of his fans are lesbians please think about dan for a moment. this is all he has
we asked girls what they think about since boys think about the roman empire, girl dinner, girl math, girl logic, let me explain world events to girls using shopping and boys as metaphors, not wearing makeup makes u a pick me, being butch somehow also makes u a pick me, so does being fat or ugly, hot girls read, hey if ur struggling financially or ur almost 18 and dont know what to do with ur life let me tell u how much money i made as a stripper doesnt that sound so much more fun than an office job, preventative botox, chemical peels that burn off the first three layers of ur skin, teen girls with 20 step skincare routines, a day in my life as a stay at home girlfriend, bimbocore, and this is all feminist actually do u want to kill urself yet
the mountain goats make music for people who spent their entire lives convinced they would die before they were 17 except now they're 26 and they have a job and friends and hobbies and they're not sure what they're meant to do now that they've survived
~~ Arseny Tarkovsky, "I dreamed this dream and this I still dream of it"
Literally baffling to me that people I thought I could trust blatantly break it n chose their ego n addiction to run every aspect of their life n thoughts. I know what It’s like so I try to be there but it’s sad knowing there is a point in which that person completely loses themselves.
tiktok refugees i believe you are few but it is VITAL that you know on tumblr you can speak freely. kill. die. sex. fuck. you can say things here
eventually, you’ll end up learning how to separate urself from ppl who aren’t on the same page as you. spiritually, mentally, emotionally
Columbia student flashes the peace sign after being beaten by riot police at an antiwar demonstration, April 1968
via reddit
i take immense pride in being able to break away from the zeitgeist of celebrity worship culture. i do not give a shit about their personal lives, i don’t care who they are dating or what they’re wearing, i don’t want to meet any of them. i love how they don’t know who i am, just like i don’t know who they really are. celebrities don’t care about me and i don’t care about them, i only care about their work. and that’s a very healthy mindset to have.
in other news, my grandfather died yesterday. he was suffering from dementia and got physical four years ago when i last visited him. he was in and out of hospitals for a while. i was told there was some kind of tumor. they just dropped it on me nonchalantly. i feel nothing. i want to disappear and never be found.