β synopsis: ππππ ππππππ, the popular guy in your class, chooses to sit next to you, of all people. you've fallen head over heels, what happens next?
β warnings: highschool au! angst, fluff in the beginning, will not be writing a part 2, swearing, gaslighting, betrayal, just a bet troupe, gojo being a dick or everybody generally, 3.4k words!
β a/n: not my proudest work to be honest :( also tried another formatting lmk if u liked it! comments and reblogs r very much appreciated i will love u forever
"yo. can i sit here?" gojo satoru grins, effortlessly sliding into the empty seat next to you and making himself at home.
...huh? isn't that the popular guy who's usually surrounded by his friends? he's constantly the subject of admiration among the girls in your class, eliciting swoons and whispers of infatuation wherever he goes. confusion creeps in as you wonder why he didn't choose the empty seat next to suguru. there's no conceivable reason for someone like gojo, popular and charismatic, to opt for the seat beside you. you feel a sense of self-consciousness settling in.
nevertheless, you nod softly, though you're well aware the question was more of a rhetorical one. he's fashionably late, by twenty minutes, to be precise, unabashedly ignoring the scolding glares from your teacher about punctuality. instead, he buries himself in the deep blue plastic seat, sticking his tongue out when the teacher turns his back, letting out a huffy pout from the lecture.
nervously, you glance up from your notebook, cautiously stealing a peek at your new desk buddy. he's prettyβ real pretty, snowy white lashes adorning his pretty cerulean spheres, dainty fingers idly spinning a pencil out of sheer boredom. and as if kissed by the blush of a gentle sunrise, his lips possess a natural rosy hue, smooth and plump, belong to him like a delicate work of art. you wonder just how many kisses they've stolen. caught in a moment of admiration, you find yourself staring a tad longer than socially acceptable.
his eyes flicker, locking onto yours, and the realization hits youβoh, he caught you staring. shit. immediately, you break eye contact as you cough awkwardly. you swiftly attempt to play it off, pretending as if you were engrossed in examining the intricate texture of your silver-grey desk instead. your cheeks burn with embarrassment, and you hope he hasn't interpreted your lingering gaze as anything more than idle curiosity.
...should you say something? try to deny you were very clearly eye fucking him? he probably thinks you're a freak now. perhaps he sat next to you out of pity, and now he regrets it. out of sheer embarrassment, the words die in your mouth before they could ever leave, keeping your gaze glued to the floor as you refuse to acknowledge that his presence ever existed.
however, it appears that gojo won't let you suffer the embarrassment in peace. when your stern teacher turns away, he subtly slides a ripped edge of his blue-lined paper towards you, bearing a simple 'hi :)'. he's attempting a conversation, a surprising but welcome distraction from the awkwardness of being caught staring. an opportunity to salvage a bit of your dignity. now, the challenge lies in crafting a response that strikes the right balance.
would 'hey' sound too dry? but 'heyyyy' makes it seem like you're a little too interested. you opt for a casual 'heyy' with your black pen, scribbling the reply with extra caution to avoid prying eyes. as soon as the teacher is out of view, you subtly slip the note back to gojo. his lips curl into a slight smile upon reading your response.
two minutes pass by before you get a response. 'do you get this lesson? i'm soo lost..' accompanied by a small doodle of a crying suguru. you can't help but stifle a giggle; the drawing is poorly done, yet undeniably cute. the teacher swiftly turns around at the sound, prompting both of you to scramble and make it look like you're diligently focused on the lesson. the suspicious gaze lingers for a moment before the teacher returns to the whiteboard.
'maybe it's cause you missed like, half of the lesson.' you write back. he rolls his eyes playfully upon reading your retort, swiftly countering with a pout. "it's not my fault this class is so boring.'
'who said philosophy was supposed to be fun?' you reply. in response, gojo eagerly accepts the note, maintaining the subtle exchange of eye contact. 'hey, be nice to mr. aristotle, he's a great guy :(' he sends back. and thirty minutes seem to pass in the blink of an eye.
the bell chimes, signaling the end of the philosophy session and the need to transition to your next course. reluctantly, you stow your textbook in your bag, feeling a twinge of sadness at the realization that this amusing interaction might have been a one-time occurrence.
it's been a while since you've genuinely laughed. so when his ocean blue eyes latch onto yours with a genuine sense of hope, you quickly fold when he asks you if you're interested in sitting with him again tomorrow.
in those thirty short minutes, you learn three things about gojo satoru. firstly, you realize you've sorely misjudged him. he's not just another nepo-baby cheating his way through school; he's actually quite smart, smarter than he lets on. he's especially good in biochemistry, and he promises to help you study next time.
secondly, you discover that he loves sweets, just as you do. you both agree that kikufuku mochi is better than strawberry dango, and he even tells you about his favorite shop. maybe you can go together sometime.
and thirdly, he doesn't tell you this outright, but you learn that gojo is insecure. what strikes you the most is the glimpse of uncertainty you catch beneath his confident exterior. it's not about his looks or intelligence, but it's actually about his relationship with suguru. he's afraid to lose him, a fear that seems to drive him more than anything else. he overcompensates for his self-doubt. but you find that his flaws make him all the more pretty.
it's peculiar, the speed at which gojo somehow effortlessly integrates into your daily life. how he's feeling is how you're feeling, which is usually reflected on his friendship with suguru. if they had a fight, he'd be sad, and if everything was alright, he was too. but either way was okay with you, you just want to be there for him. what was once a dreaded fourth period now stands as the radiant highlight of your entire day.
despite the limited instances of verbal communication βperhaps a mere once or twiceβ the inexplicable truth remains: you've fallen head over heels for him. the simple act of passing notes with satoru becomes more than a routine; it evolves into the sole force that awakens you in the morning, the singular thought that propels you forward and keeps you going throughout the day.
and just maybe, the hopeless romantic within you fervently clings to the belief that his sentiments go beyond mere friendship. his actions seem to carry an extra layer of care, an attentiveness that extends beyond your platonic friendship. he notices the little things that escape the notice of others. it wasn't lost on him when you shed tears the other night due to the weight of stress; he went out of his way to procure your favorite candy bar, a sweet gesture aimed at brightening your spirits.
he took notice of your new haircut, expressing in a note that it frames your face nicely. he had comforted you when a classmate aimed a subtle insult your way, he wrote that the words of someone whose foundation didn't match their face shouldn't hold much weight. he even made an effort to be punctual for class, all to engage in the shared exchange of silly notes with you. and honestly, even if he didn't like you back, you'd be fine.
because your heart swells with gratefulness at the fact that he chose to sit with you. he wanted to be your friend even when nobody else did. you trusted and loved him with your whole heart, because that's what you believed he deserved.
so imagine your surprise when you overhear his conversation with suguru that day.
"just a day more, then you win the bet." geto groans, tossing his head back in exasperation. the two of them linger in the now-empty classroom, the echoes of other students long gone.
"yep, twenty four hours, then you owe me three hundred dollars." satoru sings, playfully nudging his best friend's shoulder. he's all sunshine and smiles, swinging his feet from the desk he's currently sitting on.
"and it wasn't even that hard. i just had to get 'em to fall for me." suguru rolls his eyes. "dude, if i was you, i would've tapped out the first week. how'd you manage to do it?" he huffs, clearly annoyed at the impending financial loss.
satoru mischievously grins. "just used my charm." he fluffs his hair with a smug expression on his face. "can't believe it worked so fast, though. they must be real desperate for someone's attention. all it took was for you to fuckin' pretend like you cared." suguru grouches, being a sore loser. you don't hear the rest, the notebook you had lost long forgotten.
a lump forms in your throat, a sensation of dread creeping up on you. you desperately want to believe he's not talking about you, but you can't shake the realization that to him, you were nothing more than a pawn in a betβ a tool used for his amusement. you're overwhelmed by a sense of stupidity, a painful realization sinking in, drowning every rational thought.
he never cared. you could fall dead at this moment and he wouldn't even spare you a glance. you should've known. why would he? you feel stupid for allowing him entry into your life, stupid for naively believing in his sincerity, and stupid for daring to love a heartless jerk who played with the fragile strings of your heart.
they're right. you are pathetic. you just blindly fell for the first person who gave, or rather, pretended to give a shit. a relentless ache throbs in your chest as you stubbornly refuse to succumb to tears over a boyβ a resolution crumbling like fragile glass. despite your stubborn determination, an uncontrollable torrent of hot tears streams down your face, distorting the world into a watery blur.
the desperate yearning for someone to choose you, to envelop you in unconditional and pure love, had fueled your hopes. and for a fleeting moment, you believed you'd found it, only to witness your heart being ruthlessly trampled blue. clutching onto the tattered shreds of your dignity, half-broken and bleeding, you muster the strength to leave swiftly before they catch a glimpse of you.
the bitter taste of betrayal lingers in the air, each teardrop is a testament to the shattering of dreams, the dead hope that once soared. the yearning for a love that stands unwavering proves to be a mirage, leaving you grappling with the shards of a love that was never truly yours.
that day, you learn one more thing about gojo satoru. he's just like everybody else.
cerulean eyes, like pools of shimmering azure, flicker with concern as they scan the empty seat beside him. minutes stretch into eternity on the clock, each tick of the second hand amplifying the weight of his worry. nine twenty morphs into nine fifty pretty quickly, and he can't help but be a little annoyed. at this rate, you'll only get in twenty minutes of 'talking.'
you're always punctualβeight fifty-five on the dot. but today, the clock ticks on, and there's no sign of you anywhere. his brows furrow with concern, a nervous flutter dancing in his stomach. did something happen to you? the mere possibility sends a pang of anxiety through him, and he fidgets restlessly in his seat, unable to focus on the lesson before him.
yet, when his gaze shifts to meet suguru's, he swiftly masks his apprehension with an air of nonchalance, as if feigning indifference to your absence. but inwardly, his heart races as he anxiously awaits your arrival. when you finally walk in, he's already scribbling furiously on a piece of paper, filled with questions about what could have delayed you today. yet, as he extends his hand to pass you the note, his eager smile fades into confusion and disappointment.
you walk right past seat thirteen, your usual spot, without so much as a glance in his direction. instead, you approach a random girl and ask if you could sit with her. his heart sinks, a flush of embarrassment coloring his cheeks as a torrent of thoughts flood his mind. is something wrong? are you upset with him? he replays every interaction in his mind, searching for any misstep. but he can't find one. he's been careful to maintain the perfect facade when you're around. perhaps you simply forgot, he reasons with himself, attempting to quell the rising tide of hurt and confusion.
yes, that must be it.
...just a simple oversight.
"hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!! just wait a moment!!" gojo's voice cuts through the chatter of students eager to leave as soon as the bell rings. he grabs your wrist, his touch gentle yet firm, halting your attempt to blend into the rush. his heart races in his chest, the sudden surge of adrenaline making his palms clammy.
"um... you didn't sit with me today." he mumbles, the words coming out in a rush, his voice tinged with uncertainty. his fingers toy with the ring around his finger, his gaze fixed on the ground as he struggles to find the right words to continue the conversation. he doesn't like the way you're looking at him. there's a flicker of irritation in your gaze, a departure from the usual warmth and affection that he's grown accustomed to. normally, when his eyes meet yours, your cheeks tint pink, your pupils dilate, and you give him the cutest starry-eyed look. but not today.
"yeah," you mutter casually, your eyebrow raising ever so slightly. there's a certain coldness in your eyes that sends a shiver down his spine. you're about to leave again, but he moves to block the door, a frown creasing his forehead.
"did i do something wrong? i don't understand why you're suddenly acting so bitchy," he huffs, irritation lacing his voice. the words tumble out before he can stop them, frustration simmering beneath the surface. "no," you reply simply, your tone devoid of any emotion, as if you genuinely don't care. it stings his ego, leaving a sour taste in his mouth.
"you can 'use your charm' to make a new friend. since it's so easy for you, right?" you mutter, your voice trembling with suppressed anger. you promised yourself you'd hold it together, but the wound is still raw, etched deep into your mind as a flush of resentment rises within his eyes widen in shock, a pang of guilt stabbing at his heart. you heard that? no, no, no... he hadn't meant for you to be there. he had been so careful, or so he thought.
"i didn't mean it, i just-" he stutters, desperately searching for an excuse, but he knows it's futile. there's no chance you'd believe him now, would you? his heart sinks. he doesn't want you to hate him. "i was easy, right?" you laugh bitterly, each word dripping with sarcasm and pain.
"i hope that three hundred dollars was worth it. not that you even needed it, though. you think toying with people is fun? you're a dick, satoru, go to fucking hell." you hiss, your words laced with venom, cutting through the air like a sharp blade. "let me explain-" he protests, desperation evident in his voice as he tries to reason with you. but you're too angry to even consider it.
"explain? explain what?'" you explode, your voice rising with each syllable, oblivious to the judgmental glances of passersby. you scoff, tears threatening to spill over.
"i didn't mean it," he cuts you off, his own voice strained with emotion. "you're my friend, i justβ" his voice cracks. "friends don't manipulate other people's feelings." you interrupt, your voice laced with venom as you spit out each word. you're aware you look like a mess, mascara staining your cheeks. "friends don't trick and hurt you on purpose!" you yell, tongue dripping with malice. "and here's the thing. you may be the greatest, satoru, but you will never, be enough. not for suguru, not for anybody."
you almost regret saying it. targetting his biggest insecurity. but then again, he deserves it. "how could you say that?" his voice is broken, quiet, as he mumbles it out as a whisper. the eyes that you once found so stunning suddenly look just like everybody else's. they well with tears, but are quickly blinked away. "you don't get to cry, satoru," you scoff, unzipping your bag and opening the front pouch.
you toss all the letters you've written in class, all the sticky notes, every single ripped paper, every little doodle, flipping your bag over and emptying it on the floor. every single heart fluttering moment you experienced seems so dead now. "you don't get to act like you cared. it's only fair, after all." you manage to muster, fighting to keep your voice stable. tears drip down your chin as your bottom lip trembles.
every step feels like a battle, a relentless tug-of-war between what your heart wants and what your mind knows is right. leaving him behind is like tearing off a piece of your own soul, but you convince yourself it's for the betterβ for your own sanity, for your own self-respect. each stride forward is heavy with the weight of goodbye, each breath drawn in a struggle against the ache in your chest. and as you finally turn away, a part of you dies inside, a piece of your spirit crumbling in the wake of shattered trust and broken dreams. you can feel his eyes on your retreating figure, the silent witness to your silent agony.
this time he doesn't try to stop you. and when you leave, gojo finally allows himself to cry.
today, gojo finds himself seated next to suguru, reclaiming his former spot from before the bet. yet, everything feels different now. the idiotic jokes his friends make just aren't as funny anymore. their presence is irritating to him. he laughs, but the sound lacks the same genuine joy it once held with you. he smiles, but it's a mere shadow of the radiant expression he wore in your presence. his heart may feel a fleeting sense of happiness, but there will always be a hole where you once were.
his so-called 'buddies' don't even notice that he's at his lowest point, and he can't help but think about the way you would've noticed immediately.
how you would've sent him a cute note with his favourite candy attached, because you kept them in your bag just for him, for these kinds of days. he feels so numb. he's always been so confident, yet he can't even muster up the courage to pass by your desk.
and he can't help but wonder what might have been if he had chosen differently that day, if his intentions had been pure from the start. would you two have gotten somewhere? he supposes that now, he'll never know the answer. his eyes cloud over at that thought, slouching back down into his seat.
he never had the chance to tell you how sorry he was, how he would take it all back in an instant if he could. he didn't mean to hurt you. he was stupid and careless. and yet, he tries to convince himself that he'll be okay. that he'll be able to get over you one day. one day, when he's married and has two kids, he'll look back at this and laugh. so then why does his heart feel so heavy? you're not suguru, it's true. but suguru never made him feel this way. and he's confused with his own feelings.
he doesn't know what love is.
he's only sixteen.
perhaps he'll never know. but for him, love was sneaking kikifuku mochi into class for you to share. it was sending you cat memes at three am in the morning, only for you to groggily respond with your own. it was doodling you in his notebook in his spare time. it was how what you were feeling was how he was feeling too.
you were right, it seems.
gojo satoru, the greatest, yet not enough to make you stay.
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This hotd hyperfixation I have is going out of hand π«
Knight Aemond x Princess Reader mood board
Masterlist: The Hunt ; Night Off ; Neglectful Jealousy ; Devious Forgiveness
Your knight, Aemond, who was always by your side, no matter how much you tried to bribe him, he will not fall for it. He was always trailing you, refusing you to be out of sight, not because of duty but because he simply needed to be around you.
You knight, Aemond, who will always savor your scent whenever you are near him. Who would always find an excuse to touch your skin, may it be him offering his hand as you walked down the stairs or him wrapping his arms around your frame whenever the measliest of threats arose, disguising his passion as protection.
Your knight, Aemond, who would always stare down and intimidate any suitor of yours. Trailing closely behind as you tried to get to know them, always quick to go in between and meddle when he felt you were warming up with any lord or prince. Unable to stomach seeing you grow agreeable with your courtships.
Your knight, Aemond, who was always there the second you called for him. It does not matter if he has barely rested or eaten; the moment you send for him, he will be rushing down the castle halls, tending to your needs, no matter how insignificant or even frivolous they are.Β
Your knight, Aemond, who would always listen intently to your babbling. Nodding along as you tell him your encounters for the day though he already knew because he was always by your side. Occasionally indulging you with his silver-tongued quips as he would sometimes be the one to share with you the latest gossip in court.Β
Your knight, Aemond, who had been growing quite obvious with his affection for you. Sending you small tokens and flowers. He would often utilize the lie that the gifts were sent by an unnamed lord when, in reality, they all came from him.Β
Your knight Aemond, who knew fully well that yearning for you would make no difference because whatever love you two would have for each other would be a love that would be denied and could not be, for how could a knight ever deserve a princess?Β
Your knight, Aemond, who would settle to just being your sworn protector just as long as he had you near. Because as dreadful it was to see you be bound to another, nothing would compare to not having you near him; at those moments when he stood by your side, he indulged himself with a fantasy and pretended that you were his.Β
letβs talk, shall we?
itβs no secret that tumblr writers have been leaving or deactivating their blogs, especially in the last year or two. and i think the reason why is even less of a secret.
the fact that writers have to practically beg for feedback and interaction on a site where they post their works for FREE is ridiculous. the fact that most of the people who are reading and consuming these works donβt even spare 10 seconds to add a nice tag to their reblog (if they even bother to do that) is borderline enraging. this is tumblr, not instagram or twitter. likes on tumblr do nothing for the writer. i donβt care if you think that it helps them appear in the tags, or if you think that seeing yet another β___ liked your postβ is encouraging to them, because it doesnβt and its not.
and speaking of likes, why is the ratio of likes to reblogs so fucking huge? and before you think iβm being dramatic, lets take a look at some of the notes from my own works.
at the time of me writing this, my one-shot, dream lover, has 821 notes. thatβs pretty good right? but letβs see how many are empty likes and how many are reblogs.
769 likes.
52 reblogs.
out of those 52 reblogs, 35 of them are empty. no tag, no comment.
one of my reactions currently has 2,038 notes. you may be thinking thatβs a lot, which it is and iβm incredibly thankful for how many notes iβve gotten on it. but how many are likes and how many are reblogs?
1,924 likes.
113 reblogs.
out of those 113 reblogs, 81 of them are empty.
one of my headcanons currently has 1,110 notes.
1,069 likes.
41 reblogs.
28 of those 41 reblog are empty.
why is it so hard to reblog things and give feedback?
βoh but it wonβt fit my blog theme!β if youβre so fucking concerned about what your precious tumblr blog looks like, then send an ask. theyβre just as appreciated.
βi donβt know what to say tho!β weβre not asking you to be shakespeare. if youβre really that no thoughts head empty just put a keyboard smash, if nothing else.
βbut iβm shy and embarrassed!β the anonymous option is there for a reason, and most writers have it turned on. being shy when you have the option of keeping your identity a secret is no excuse.
and yes, iβm aware that some writers donβt have the anon option on, which brings me to my final point.
stop. demanding.
if a writer has requests open, be a decent human being and use your manners. going into their inbox and saying β____βs reaction of this.β is no way to request something. saying please, thank you, or even βhey, could you do a reaction of _____?β is a thousand times better than just telling them what you want them to write.
writers spend hours of their time and energy to write things for you to read, and leaving an empty like is meaningless to them.
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stop making them desperate for any spare crumb of interaction and start leaving feedback if you love these writers so much.
them eyelashes π
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guess who canβt draw hair π»
I spent my one n only braincell to draw this :P
Jjk kitchen nightmares AU part 9 guys!! Took me ages and failed an exam in the meantime! In any case, enjoy the Hakari centric episode :D
my love π«Άπ»
Silent Love: Ch. 6 - "Forgiveness"
βΉ ΧΧΰ«’ΰΌΰΌΰΏ Chapter Four
Previous Chapter: "Good Guy."
Chapter One: New Roommate(s)
Master-List: Here!
.γ»γγ㻠qο½₯οΎοΎο½₯ β°ββ€ Sukuna x Reader
βΜ©Ν βΜ©ΝΜ©Ν βΜ©Μ©ΝΝ Sypnosis:
When moving out of your dorm and leaving your eccentric roommate goes to shit, you're offered by one of her friends to move in with him... for free! That is, if you don't mind living with two completely opposite college boys.
However, life isn't that easy, and there's a hot asshole around the corner to piss you off. Especially when he's always up late at night when you're studying, purposely trying to get on your nerves in the most perverse way possible.
You hate him.
βΜ©Ν βΜ©ΝΜ©Ν βΜ©Μ©ΝΝ Genre:
College/Modern World AU. Multiple parts.
Shameless Smut, Thin Walls, Mildly Dubious Consent, Roommates Fluff and Crack, Slice of Life, Kinda Slow Burn, Oral Sex Vaginal Sex, Slight Age Difference, Degradation Fake/Pretend Relationship, Dirty Talk, Dirty Thoughts, Enemies to Lovers, Spit Kink, Angst, Hurt/Comfort.
βΜ©Ν βΜ©ΝΜ©Ν βΜ©Μ©ΝΝ Word Count: 27,169
ο½₯ qοΎβ:Β *ο½₯ November 14th, 2023 β½ .* :βοΎ.
Wednesday
You keep your eyes closed, ankles crossed while sitting down on the toilet. Your fingers play with the end of your sweatshirt while Uraume kneels before you, their thumb pads softly working into the eyelid of your eyes. Softly rubbing left and right, and up and down.Β
βThis always helps with swelling.β Their voice is monotone, holding no emotion or form of expression. βCooling them down is good for a short amount of time, but it can strain the eyes and be uncomfortable. Rubbing them gently removes the fluids that have built up.βΒ
Uraume is completely different from when you first met them. Theyβre more collected, calm, emotionless, and put together. They havenβt so much as smiled yet, nor do they even sound human. Theyβre also wearing something more formal, a white button up shirt, and some nice black pants. You feel like a child next to them, messy and disorganized.Β
You sheepishly nod, βI didnβt know that.βΒ
βYou most likely havenβt cried enough to know that.β Uraume tells you, pulling their hands away from your face in exchange for a cool damp cloth. βThese are things you learn with experience, much rather time.β
You tilt your head, βHave you cried enough?βΒ
Uraume pauses for a moment, before responding, βNot me, no.β The stand up, tossing the wet cloth in the sink and it hits the bowl with a gross splat. Then, they add, βBut, someone I used to tend to, yes.βΒ
You nod, fluttering your eyes open, you immediately notice how much lighter your eyes feel, along with your vision being a bit better. You push yourself off the toilet seat lid, moving to the mirror and looking at yourself.Β
Uraumeβs standing next to you, looking at you through the mirror. βLooks good enough for the day, wouldn't you agree?β They grab their rolled up sleeves, and pull them down, making sure that the cuffs of their nice shirt rest perfectly at their wrist.Β
You nod, the tips of your fingers moving to the corners of your eyes. Theyβre still a bit irritated, but the swelling is practically gone, along with your eyes, no longer bloodshot, more tired or high looking. βYeah, it looks good.β You smile slightly.Β
Uraume nods satisfied, βThatβs good.β They sigh to themselves, closing their eyes with a bit of exhaustion, their hand pressing against their mouth, mumbling, βThis is getting to become my normal again.β They open the restroom door and leave the small room.Β
You follow after, blinking a few times, βIs thereβ¦?β You watch as Uraume makes way to the kitchen, opening the plastic bag they brought with them. βUhmβ¦ are you? Is there something youβre here for?β
Uruame nods, placing the things on the table. βOf course, Iβm here for Sukuna.β They place the final item, and you quickly observe theyβre the ingredients for cookies.Β
Cookies?
βOh, well, Iβm sorry butβ¦β You move to the island, resting your weight on it, βSukunaβs not here, and I have no idea when heβs coming back.β You pass them an unsure smile, βIf you want, you can stay and wait, but I donβt know how long youβll be waiting.βΒ
βIβm aware.β Uraume tells you, discarding the plastic bag, βHeβs currently at my place, heβs going to return later today.β They pull out their phone, typing something. You canβt deny youβre jealous, especially knowing that Sukuna spent the night there.Β
Wait, what?Β
Now, youβre a bit confused, why would Uraume come here for Sukuna while heβs at their house? βOh, did he tell you that?β You lean back and forth, a bit anxious at the thought of Sukuna coming home. βHe hasnβt told me, or Yuuji anything.βΒ
βNo.β Uraume tucks their phone in their pockets, βI just told him. He should be here in an hour or two.β They shrug, βHowever long it takes for him to get out of bed.βΒ Β
You tense, βOh, uhm. Okay.β You twist your feet to the hall, ready to leave. βIβll be in my room if you need anythingββΒ
βI do.β Uraume points at the items on the island counter, βIβm making something, itβd be nice to have an extra pair of hands.β Their finger taps expectantly on the counter, almost impatiently. They want you to stay, and you donβt want to stay. The idea of Sukuna coming home has you anxious, and avoidant, you really donβt want to see him right now.Β
βOh, uhmβ¦β You thickly swallow, shakily pointing at Yuujiβs room, βIf you wantβ¦ I can go grab Yuuji?β You pass them an unsure smile, letting your hand fall to your side again.Β
Uraume shakes their head, βNo. Your help is good. Come on.β They point at the butter, itβs two sticks. βPut those in the fridge for me, I have a feeling theyβre close to melting.β You pass them an unsure look, naturally turning to go to your room, only for Uraume to say, βIβm trying to help you feel better, youβre being a brat.βΒ
You blink at their abruptness, before slowly nodding, βOkay.β You grab the two slabs of butter, and move them to the fridge. βBossy.β You whisper, shutting the fridge behind you.Β
βNo, not at all, just trying to help you.β Uraume says, reaching into their personal bag and pulling out a headband, βPeople tend to drown in their emotions if they donβt have anything to distract them.β Their hair is now out of their face, βBesides, everyone likes making cookies.β They blink at you.
You roll your eyes at that, youβre sure Sukuna doesnβt like cookies, heβs too brittle for that. You cross your arms over your chest, huffing a small bit.
βEven Sukuna.β Uraume quips mindlessly. βAlthough, he is picky about how theyβre made. But, heβs like that with all food, it needs to be perfect, or it goes in the trash.β Despite the content matter, Uraume doesnβt sound like theyβre complaining, it sounds more mindful if anything.Β
You laugh a bit, βAm I really that readable?βΒ
βPeople tend to be when theyβre mad.βΒ
βReally?β You lean on the fridge, biting the inside of your cheek, trying to find a kind way to phrase your words. βUhm, Uraume, I appreciate the attempt to make meβ¦ uh, feel better, but Iβm not interested.β You place your hands behind your back, βIβm sure Sukuna would be more than happy to helpββΒ
βHe told me what happened.β Uraume says, reading your face, seeing the way your face burns. βHe told me everything. Including what occurred at the party.β Whichβ¦ they already had a faint idea of what occurred.Β
βOh.β You donβt know what to say anymore and Uraume knows that. βIβm surprised, I didnβt take him as someone to talk about such things.β Itβs a slight jab at Sukuna, but itβs the least he owes you, right?Β
βHe doesnβt.β Uraume moves around the island, βAlthough, as of yesterday, heβs become much better at it.β Uraume tilts their head at you, narrowing their eyes. βAny idea to why?β You divert your eyes at that implication, shaking your head. βIβm sure youβre aware, but back when he moved out, he moved in with me, I was the friend who took him in.βΒ
That makes you gasp, βYouβreβ¦ So, you two lived together duringββΒ
βYes.β Uraume looks down, βYesterday, Iβve never seen him soβ¦ vulnerable. Itβs endearing, as his friend, but very odd to witness.β They hesitate to say, βItβs almost as if Iβm reliving my youth. Dealing with Sukuna back when he was a teen and first moved in with me.βΒ
You feel your chest flutter, βWait, you meanβ¦?β You play with the end of your shirt, your face slowly heating up. βHeβs also hurt by what happened?... He cares about what happened?β Uraume can sense your flattery, itβs as easy to read as a childrenβs book.Β
Uraume turns away from you, chin resting on the palm of your hand. βI didnβt say that, but if thatβs how you take it.β They reply emotionlessly, not bothering to look at you.Β
Youβre trying to hide a smile, but are miserably failing. Which makes you turn away from them altogether, βCan you tell meβ¦ what he said?β Your fingers are toying with each other.Β
βNo.β They push themselves away from the chair, moving towards the ingredients on the table. βAre you going to help me with these cookies?β They pass you an expecting look, a bit hurriedly too.Β
You move after them, softly saying βI canβt cook.β Youβre a bit embarrassed by that confession, even though youβve said it close to a million times now.Β
Uraume softly sighs, letting their head fall in a tilt, βI donβt think that matters, Suββ Uraume pauses for a moment, before awkwardly adding, βItβs cookies.β They grab some bowls from the cabinets, placing them on the table lightly. βYou canβt mess up cookies.βΒ
You rub your arm, βYouβd be surprised.β You open the drawers and pull out some mixing supplies, along with falling to the floor cabinets to pull out the electric mixer. You didnβt think there was one, but checked just in case, which thank god you did.Β
Uraume doesnβt respond, just grabs the sticks of butter and uses a butter knife to cut them into chunks. You take this time to ask more questions, βSukuna likes your cooking?β You tilt your head to the side, βBut, needs things to be perfect?βΒ
Uraume nods, βYes.βΒ
βHow did he know your cooking was perfect?β You grab some paper towels and place them on the counter, allowing Uraume to place the blocks of butter on them.Β
βHe didnβt, and it wasnβt.β Uraume almost smiles to themself, recalling back to those times. βAnd he wouldnβt eat anything I made for quite some time. Sometimes he would starve himself, which I forced him to eat before he died in my house.βΒ
You laugh, and Uraume adds, βCould you imagine that? Cleaning a dead body?β They shiver, βThe absolute time and mess it would be, the smell?...β They wrinkle their nose, before relaxing, βIs what I would say about anyone else, but itβs Sukuna.βΒ
You lean on the counter, a bit of dread filling your stomach. βYouβ¦ like Sukuna?βΒ
βI love Sukuna, more than myself, actually.β That makes your stomach drop, twisting into something gross and unnerving. Uraume shakes their head, βNot like your type of love, mine is moreβ¦ admiration, if anything.βΒ
βOh?β You tilt your head to the side, βYou admire Sukuna.βΒ
βOf course.β Uraume went through something similar to him, but was much moreβ¦ crushed by the situation. Sukuna handled it far better than they did, which was admirable to Uraume. They hesitate, but add a small, βSukuna admires youβ¦βΒ
βReally?...β You turn away, cheeks burning, and heart racing. However, you donβt dwindle on it for too long, youβre quick to change the discussion. βSo, how did Sukuna grow to like your cooking?β You tap your finger against the table, the action creating a small noise of which Uraume absolutely despises.Β
βHe had no money, nor anything to eat.β They toss some of the butter cubes into the bowel, passing you an empty one and silently ushering you to do the same. βYet, that didnβt stop him. Like I said, he almost starved. But, I cared enough to force him to eat.βΒ
You nod, mimicking their actions and placing the butter in your bowl. βSo, you learned how to cook for him?β You push your bowl in their direction.Β
Uraume grabs some sugar, pouring some into their bowl, and pouring an equal amount into yours, βYes. I learned exactly how to cook for Sukunaβs taste.β They sigh a bit, βIt was difficult the first few tries, good food would go to waste, but I managed to get it βperfectβ soon enough.βΒ
βHow did you make it, βperfect?β Sounds a bit impossible.βΒ
Uraume adds brown sugar to both the bowls, eyeing the amount. βI donβt know.β Uraume passes you a whisk, mixing their batch which entitled you to do the same. βOne day, after his constant comments on how to make the food, I served it to him, and he ate it.βΒ
You struggle a bit to mix the ingredients, before finding a rhythm that is good for you. βHm. Sounds like Sukuna.β You smile a bit, but immediately hide it, βHeβs bi-polar as hell.βΒ
Uraume quickly breathes out of their nose, βSure.β They tap their whisk on the side of the bowl, their free hand spinning the container while expertly twisting their hand and mixing the batter, βAlthough, I have a suspicion it wasnβt the food that wasβ¦βnot perfect.ββΒ
βWhat does that mean?β You glance at both your bowls, and notice yours doesnβt look as nice as Uraumeβs. You start mixing with a bit more purpose. Uraume doesnβt respond, just taps their whisk on the edge, then takes yours to do the same.Β
βDoes he feel bad?β You ask, watching them mix your bowl.Β
Uraume pauses, before finally removing the whisk, tapping the edge of the bowl and placing the whisk to the side. βYouβll see.β They add an egg along with vanilla extract in both bowls, handing you the items again.Β
You smile a bit, you know you should feel bad, Uraume is silently telling you that he is hurt over the situation, but that makes you a bit happy. Knowing that heβs in pain, just like you, maybe even crying, makes you happy. Because, it means one thing. Sukuna does care for you.Β
β-Β
You cringe, eyeing your burnt cookies, and Uraumeβs perfect ones. You grab one of your cookies, tapping it on the pan, itβs solid. You drop the cookie, βI told you I was bad at cooking.β You pout slightly.Β
βLike I said before, I donβt believe it matters.β Uraume grabs one of your cookies, breaking off a piece, and popping it into their mouth. You can hear the loud crunching, before they pause, close their eyes, reach for a paper towel, and silently spit the cookie inside the towel.Β
βIβm sorry.β You say, but smile ever so slightly, you find the situation a bit amusing. βI swear, only I would be able to find a way to ruin cookies.β You pick up the remaining piece, popping it in your mouth, only to split it back out into your hand. Wow, those are horrible.
Uraume nods, tossing the paper towel out, βItβs just a matter of practice.β They sigh, looking at the two trays, βI suppose we can toss them out and say you made mine.β They put their hand to their chin in thought.Β
βNo! Why would we do that!β You take one of Uraumeβs cookies, βYouβre being ridiculous. Here, let me justββ Your heart stops when your head the garage door opens, Sukunaβs engine revving. You feel an indescribable worry shot through your body, forcing yourself to freeze.Β
Uraumeβs leaning on the island counter, chin resting on their palm while theyβre looking at you. βToo late, it seems that Sukunaβs home already.β Theyβre watching you so intently, youβre a bit unnerved by it, are theyβ¦? Are they waiting to see whatβs going to happen?
βCookies?β Sukuna asks, closing the door behind him.Β
You jump, turning back to look at him. Sukunaβs eyes are already on you, and unlike normal, heβs looking directly at your eyes. His hands twitch as his sides, unsure of what to do. Youβre looking at his eyes too, they look familiar. They look like yours.
Sukuna raises his hand, and weakly waves.Β
You mimic him, passing him a weak smile. βHi.βΒ
βShe made cookies for you.β Uraume cocks their head to the side, gesturing at the two trays. βShe left the first batch in for two long, and insists on making a second batch for you.β They pull the headband off their head, letting their hair fall in their face.Β
You blink at this, turning over your shoulder to say, βNo, thatβs a lie, Uraume made one batch, I made the other.β You canβt look at Sukuna, you only mumble with a flushed face, βI messed up my batchβ¦ for you.βΒ
Sukuna finally tears his gaze away from you, looking at the trays. βYou made them for me?β He takes a few steps forward, standing in front of the two trays. He makes a face at your burnt cookies.Β
You feel even more embarrassed now that heβs blatantly looking, βU-Uraume made some for you, too.β You stutter, playing with the ends of your sweatshirt. You feel Uraume standing next to you, their arm touching yours.Β
βIt was all her idea.β They immediately press their hand to your mouth, not allowing you to add to their statement. Going so far to shoot you a nasty glare when you turn to look at them. Thatβs when you feel something click into place, Uraumeβs helping you right now.
Uraume is here for Sukuna.Β
You canβt help but wonder, did Sukuna send Uraume to check up on you? See how youβre doing and if youβre okay? Is that why they texted him to finally come to the house? You feel so many questions flooding your mind, but your mind is stuck on the implications.Β
Sukuna sent Uraume to check up on you for him. Uraume is here for Sukuna. They're here in place for Sukuna.
βWhich oneβs did you make?β Sukuna asks you, finally glancing over his shoulder. By this time, Uraume already pulled their hand away from you, acting as if nothing had happened.Β
βUh,β You point at the tray with the burnt cookies, βThe ones that are rocks.β You move to grab them, βHere, let me just toss them out, I know no one is going to eat them.β You reach for the tray, but Sukuna grabs your wrist, shaking his head.Β
Sukuna grabs one of your cookies, and pops it into his mouth. You cringe when you can hear the harsh chewing, and you instinctively reach for a paper towel, but Sukuna doesnβt give any indication of the taste. He just closes his eyes.Β
Heβs eating your cookie? Heβs eating your burnt cookie that is sitting next to Uraumeβs perfect ones. The picky Sukuna, is eating one of your fucked up cookiesβ¦ and why? You softly pull away from his grasp, βYouβre eating itβ¦?β Sukuna swallows, and it makes your cringe. βYou didnβt have to doββΒ
βYouβre cooking isβ¦β Sukuna places his hand over his mouth, turning away from you. βYou really do need to work on it.β His voice sounds shaky, uneven, and a bit mocking. βDid you even try?β Is he laughing at you?
βI canβt believe you ate that.β Youβre burning up, turning away from him. βAnd, of course I did, I justβ¦ messed up.β You cross your arms over your chest, βAnd, itβsβitβs the thought that countsβ¦βΒ
βDumb girl.β Sukuna replies with a small amount of amusement.Β
You look at him for a second, mumbling, βWhyβWhy did you eat them? Theyβre obviously notβ¦ perfect.βΒ
Sukuna raises one of his eyebrows, pinching your cheek. βYou made them for me, itβd be rude not to.β He wrinkles his nose, shaking his head slightly, βEven if theyβre shit.β
Uraume smiles slightly, grabbing their things. βItβs getting late, I suppose itβs time for me to leave.β They turn for the door.Β
Sukuna looks at Uraume, he places his hand on the back of his neck. βThanks.β He waves, βIβll see you around.βΒ
They smile to themself, βAnything for βMasterβ Sukuna.β Yet, right before they leave the house, they point at Sukuna, βI donβt want to see you acting weird anymore.β They point at you next, βYou, learn to like better people.βΒ
βWhat?! W-What does thatβ¦ mean?β Uraume passes you a knowing look, which makes you flush. You place your hands on your hips, pretending to roll your eyes as you look to the side. βBye, Uraume. See you later.βΒ
Sukuna nods in agreement, βOf course, Iβll see you.β Uraume waves, finally leaving the two of you alone in the kitchen. Itβs silent, but not like the silence when the two of you argued, it seems more comfortable and somber.Β
Youβre about to say something, when your phone rings, making both of you jump. You laugh slightly, βSorry.β You pull it from your pocket, checking the called ID. You feel a small spike of dread when you see your momβs name, did something happen? βWait, let me get this.βΒ
Sukuna just nods, instinctively grabbing for another one of your cookies, but quickly pulls his hand back. It makes you hide a giggle before answering. You place your phone on the counter, seeing her face fill your screen. You pass her a small wave.Β
She waves back, βHi.β She pulls something on the screen, and you recognize it as your driving license. βYou left something, I forgot to tell you yesterday.β She looks at the card, nodding her head, βYou are so cute in this.β
You let out a sigh of relief, nodding your head, βOh, I didnβt even know.β It wasnβt like youβre actively driving, so keeping it on you at all times wasnβt entirely necessary. It was just used as a form of identification. βIβm sure I can pick it up during the holidays.β Your mom nods, and in the corner of your eye you can see Sukuna looking over your shoulder.Β
Oh no.
βWho is that?β Sheβs trying to look over your shoulder, despite being on a call. βOh myβis that your boyfriend? Heβs so hot!β Sheβs signing a bit more frantically, sheβs excited. βWhy didnβt you tell me about it? You are so lucky, baby, I wish your fatherββ
βMom!β You say, covering your face. βCan you not, heβs just my roommate.β You bring your hands down, and silently tell her, βFor now, just wait.βΒ
If your mom could, you know she would be smiling like an idiot. Sheβs always been one for listening to your stupid drama or about boys, youβre sure itβs no different even in your adulthood. βI knew it, I have a sense for these things.β She nods, βYou have good taste, although, he looks like anββΒ
βAsshole.β You nod, βIβll talk to you later mom. Iβll see you during break.β She nods and ends the call, prompting you to let out a relieved sigh.
Sukuna stand next to you, one of Uraumeβs cookies in hand, βMom?βΒ
You nod, turning your head to look at him, βYeah.β You snatch the cookie from his hand, taking a bite and handing it back to him.Β
Sukunaβs eye twitches at your actions, βFuckinβ disgusting.β He scowls at the cookie.Β
You hide a giggle, βI accidentally left my drivers license.βΒ
βYou couldβve grabbed another fuckinβ cookie.βΒ
βYouβre still on the cookie?!β You give him an aspirated look.Β
βJust tell me what she said.β He waves you off, βIβm over the cookie now.β
You laugh abruptly, βAr-Are you?β He rolls his eyes and nods in acknowledgement, you quickly add, βShe thought you were my boyfriend.β Youβre tempted to take another bite of his cookie to mess with him.Β
Sukuna looks at the bitten cookie, passes it a scowl, then pops the rest into his mouth, chewing while asking you, βWhatβd you say to that shit?βΒ
You turn on your heel, walking towards your room, βYouβre the worst person ever, and Iβd rather date Yuuji than you.β You have a smug smile on your face, fluttering you lashes innocently at him. βWhat else would there be to say?βΒ
Sukuna scowls at you, βYouβre such a fuckinβ liar.β He wants to follow after you, but keeps in his spot. βYou know you loveββ He stops himself from finishing his sentence, he probably shouldnβt mess with you too much right now. Especially saying something of that nature.Β
You wave him off, opening your door. βYouβre so full of yourself. I will never like you.βΒ
Sukuna half smiles, something you canβt decipher hiding behind it, but it becomes more real once he sees you smiling back at him. βPromise?β He tilts his head to the side.Β
You stop at the door, leaning on the frame while looking at him, βDo you promise?β Thereβs a small smile on your lips, your eyes full of curiosity, but itβs tainted with a bit of pain. Like youβre looking for something in his answer.Β
Sukuna pushes his hair back, giving you a boyish look, βDo youβ¦ want me to?β
You bite the inside of your cheek, trying to stop your smile from building as you look to the side. You pass him a final smile, before silently entering your room and closing the door behind you. Sukuna cups his face, shaking his head into his hand.Β
He hates that heβs smiling right now.Β
ο½₯ qοΎβ:Β *ο½₯ November 30th, 2023 β½ .* :βοΎ.
Thursday
Yuuji picks up his controller remote, which is coincidentally pink, and clicks the icon for YouTube. βI usually do this with Fusiguro or Nobara, but theyβre out of commission today.β He leans on your legs, his head falling back on your knees, βStudying or somethingβ¦βΒ
You run your fingers through his hair, βI mean, finals are coming up, Yuuji.β You grab another butterfly hair clip, clipping it to his hair to hold his bangs back. βIβve been starting to study, too.β
Yuuji groans, closing eyes and moaning, βI donβt want to study.β He lets his head fall to the side, which you quickly grab and pull it back on your knees, adding more hair clips. βI donβt even want to take a final, why canβt break justβ¦ come.β
βDonβt whine, Yuuji, youβre a smart boy.β You take one of your under eye patches, and place it in its designated space. βI promise you, itβll go by so quick, you wonβt even process it.β You nod, βThere, that should feel refreshing for your skin.βΒ
Yuuji nods, propping his head back up and searching for something on the search bar. βIt feels good.β He clicks something, mindlessly telling you, βWe should do this more often, I like doing girly things.βΒ
You giggle, twisting your hair up and pulling it out of your place. βWe can totally do that.β You place another pair of eye patches underneath your eyes, and tap them in place. βAlthough, Iβm moving out after finals, so you may have to hurry.βΒ Β
Yuuji gawks at this, twisting his head so fast, you think heβs going to break it. βWhat?! Youβre still moving out?β He sighs, shaking his head, βIs it Sukuna?β He throws a dirty look in a general area.Β
You laugh, βNo, itβs not Sukuna, Yuuji.β You pat his head, βAlthough the thought is thoroughly appreciated.β You watch as he plays the half time of a super bowl game, one featuring Shakira and Jlo. Of course.Β
βOh, are you two still mad at each other?β Yuuji leans his head back, allowing you to put some star pimple patches on some designated areas. βOr, did you two make up?βΒ
βMad at each other? No.β You close the small container which you keep your pimples patches in, before looking to the side and thinking. βMe mad at him? Well.. I havenβt completely forgiven him. But, Iβm not as mad anymore.β You smile a bit, thinking about Uraume, and what they did to calm a bit of tension between the two of you. βBut, I feel like that doesnβt answer your question.β
Yuuji looks at you with determination, shaking his head. βStay here. If it is Sukuna, I can kick him out.β He grabs your hands, giving you a curt nod. βMhm!β You just laugh, hand pressing against his head to push him away from you.Β
βYouβre being ridiculous, Yuuji.β You tap his forehead.Β
βI pay for the house, Yuuji. Please, throw me out, see what happens.β Sukuna snarkily adds from behind the two of you. βMaybe ask our old man for a job while youβre at it. Get you to stop leeching off me.β He grumbles.Β
Yuuji flops back into your legs, groaning out dramatically while you giggle. βBut I donβt want to workβ¦β The super bowl music starts, and Yuuji springs out of your lap, raising in his arms as he dances in his spot.Β
You laugh again, looking at Sukuna and passing him a quick shrug.Β
Yuuji is already up again, the system remote in hand and singing Shakira opening half. Moving his hips, and smiling like an idiot. Still, you got to give it to him, heβs actually really good at dancing. A part of you thinks Shakira shouldβve had Yuuji as one of her backup dancers.Β
Yuuji looks at his brother, passing him an unsure smile, before saying your name. You snap your attention to him, βHey, can you do all this to him, too?β He gestures to his face, βIf you couldnβt tell, his skin is literally crying for help.βΒ
Sukunaβs eye twitches, βIf you didnβt know, I actually take care of my skin.β He moves to stand over Yuuji. He crosses his arms over his shoulder, smirking to himself while adding, βProbably better than you wash your ass.βΒ
βHey!β Yuuji yells, pointing an accusing finger at Sukuna, βI wash my face with a soap bar.β He narrows his eyes, βAnd my ass, too.β He turns back to the TV, wiggling his shoulders to the beat.Β
Sukuna rolls his eyes, βWe can totally tell.βΒ
Yuuji pauses his dancing for a moment, pointing at you. βDo a face mask on him so he has to shut up.β He turns back to the TV and dances like nothing happened, completely changing up his attitude the moment Jlo appears on the screen.Β
Sukuna drops down next to you, making you bounce ever so slight from the weight distribution. He closes his eyes, leaning his head back, βAlright, let's get this shit over with.β He taps your thigh.Β
You raise an eyebrow, βWait, you actually want me to do this?β You push his hand away from you, βI thought this type of stuff would be too girly for you, or something?β Besides, youβre not too keen on touching him right now, youβre not completely healed from the argument between you two. Better than before, but not completely over it.Β
You wonder if Sukuna is over it, he did seem relatively upset over what you did. Even if you have no clue what you did. He seems over it, then again, you can never know with Sukuna. Yet, a part of you wishes you do.Β
βJust do the shit before I leave.β Sukuna tells you, eyes still closed and his body relaxed on the couch. If you know Sukuna well enough, youβre sure that means he wants to do this, just wonβt admit it.Β
You can help, but subtly smile. βThen ask politely.β You point at Yuujiβs dancing body, βYour younger brother had no problem doing that.β Yuuji didnβt ask, you forced it on him, but Sukuna doesnβt need to know that. βArenβt you supposed to be setting an example?βΒ
Sukunaβs eyebrow twitches with frustration, but he remains silent. Which you think is much better then hurling more insults at you, so you take it as him asking politely. βWhatever.β You grab a pink headband, and place it on his forehead, sliding his hair behind it. You pick a few of his baby hairs and clip them with your hair clips. βYou know, I saw you before all this, just mixed you up with Yuuji.βΒ
βReally?β Sukuna asks, not bothering to open his eyes.Β
βYeah.β You grab a moisturizer, placing it on the tips of your fingers before spreading it to the other hand and placing it on his skin. βI was with Maki when I first saw you.β You laugh to yourself,Β βShe said you were spoiled.β In nice terms, βThen, I met Yuuji, and complimented his hair, since it was the only thing that stood out to me.β You pull your fingers away, βLooks like Yuuji stole the only compliment I would ever give you.βΒ
βOh, how absolutely kind of you.β Sukuna pauses for a moment, recalling the conversation youβre referencing. βWait, thatβs why you said I didnβt work to get here?β He huffs a small bit.
βI was hoping you forgot.β You whisper, gathering more eyepatches to place on Sukuna.Β
βI have a good memory.β Sukuna tells you, finally opening his eyes to look at you, βIβm sure you know that, at least.β You donβt respond, just peel open the product and place them under his eyes. βJust so you know, I pay for my and Yuujiβs education. I work for our grandpa.βΒ
That surprises you a bit, βThatβs kind of you.β You feel that's a common thing you tell Sukuna mindlessly. You place the final eyepatch, swiping your fingers over both to make sure they stick. βI donβt think Iβve ever seen you leave for work.β You open a face mask, spreading it open to make it easier to fit over his face.Β
βYeah, youβre just really forgetful.β You glare at him, which clearly assumes him. βItβs nothinβ I need to leave the house for, purely mental work.β He smiles to himself, flicking your forehead. βStuff your little brain wouldnβt be able to wrap around.β He mocks you.
You feel your eye twitch, you slap the face mask over his face. You laugh when he flinches, his eyes shutting from the intrusion. βUh-huh. Yeah, my stupid girl brain wouldn't be able to wrap around your big man, alpha job.βΒ
Sukuna shakes his head, trying to hide his smile, βYouβre so fuckinβ dumb.βΒ
You spread the mask over his face, βYeah, yeah.β You tap his cheek, removing the small air bubble caught between his skin and the mask. βOkay, there.β You grab the package and check the instructions, βSays to leave on the skin for fifteen minutes.βΒ
Sukuna sits up, about to speak when you cut him off, βAh, nope! It means no talking for fifteen minutes.β You tap his shoulder a few times, a cheeky smile building on your lips. βYou donβt want to get wrinkles, right?β You push yourself off the couch, tapping Yuujiβs shoulder to show him your masterpiece.Β
When Yuuji turns to look at Sukuna, his jaw drops, βHoly shit, I didnβt think heβd actually let you do it.β He smiles at his brother, hand holding onto each other while singing, βHeβs such a cutie, maybe heβll let you do his makeup, too.βΒ
βBoth of you come any closer to me, and I will kill you.β Sukuna says with a scowl, pulling up his phone to scroll through it. βEspecially, you, Yuuji.β
Yuuji wraps his arms around your shoulder, whispering, βHear that, heβs got a soft spot for you.β He wiggles his shoulder, singing in your ear, βMaybe, he likes you.β
A pillow comes right between the two of you, but hits directly on Yuujiβs head, making him fall to the floor on his knees. Sukuna cockily laughing behind him, βThatβs what you get for whisperinβ like little fuckinβ girlies.βΒ
Yuuji just collapses into himself, βWhyβ¦ Why does this always happen to meβ¦?β He reaches a tantalizing hand for you, shaking while he mumbles, βAn.. an angel. An angel has come for meβ¦βΒ
You giggle, naturally reaching back for him, but Sukuna places his body between you and Yuuji, smirking while he slaps his hand down. βYeah, thatβs one hell of a way to put it.β He picks up the pillow again, only to throw it back at Yuujiβs face.Β
Yuujiβs reaching for you, again, but your attention is preoccupied by picking a new video to watch. Whichβ¦ Sukuna feels a small pride in. Youβre not paying attention to Yuuji, then again, youβre not paying attention to him, but itβs better than you hanging off his brother in front of him.Β
Selfishly.Β
Sukuna swears when Yuujiβs hands dramatically falls to the floor, he can hear Yuuji whisper, βTraitorβ¦β Of which falls on deaf ears, clear by the way you're humming to yourself and clicking onto a video.Β
βHere, I picked a Selena video.β You say with a smile, placing the remote down. βItβs the intro to her performance at the Astrodome.β You already smile when you see her waving to the crowd.Β
Yuuji gains an inhuman amount of strength to push the pillow and Sukuna off him, joining your side and chanting Selenaβs name. Youβre quick to grab your hair brush, using it as a mic to sing along with Selenaβs singing while Yuuji messily follows her dancing on the screen.Β
Sukuna merely sits on his heels, looking at the both of you idiots with a dumbfounded look. Youβre idiots, you two are actual idiots, maybe even mental. Still, Sukuna isβ¦ smiling. A fond look on his face watching the two of you enjoy yourselves.Β
More specifically you. Youβre hair tied back with a similar fuzzy head band, although yours is decorated with small cat ears and the color white. Some matching colorful clips holding back your baby hairs, and your face adorned with star pimple patches and eye masks.
Youβre so weird, he thinks to himself. Itβs nice to look at.
Even when you turn to look at him, passing him a face that can only be read as, βStop looking at me, weirdo.β Sukuna still admires you, passing you an expression youβve never seen before. It makes your chest flutter a bit.Β
βYou look dumb.β Sukuna tells you with a smile, laughing when you push his shoulder making him fall off his heels.
βOh please, have you looked in the mirror?β You say between lyrics, passing him a smug smile as you say, βIβm sure your blonde girlfriend would be on her knees if she saw you right now.β You laugh to yourself, spinning alongside Yuuji.Β
Sukuna rolls his eyes, grabbing your wrist and pulling you down with him, βForget about her.β He tells you, enjoying the way you perfectly fall into his chest, an adorable glare staring at him, βI know I have.βΒ
You naturally place your hands on the floor, pushing yourself off his chest. βI havenβt.β Your words are directed at something else, and Sukuna knows that. Still, you donβt stand up just yet, you keep your gaze concentrated on him.Β
Sukuna looks to the side for a moment, βIβm aware.βΒ
βI have such a thing for asses.β Yuuji says from behind the two of you, making you turn your head over your shoulder to give him a questionable look. Only to see heβs giving you a mirroring look, βWoah, I literally had my back to you for five seconds, what is happening?β He covers his face, βI feel like Iβm interrupting.β
βIβm trying to kill your brother.βΒ
βOh.β Yuuji slowly nods to himself, βFair.βΒ
You look at the pillow, then point at it, βPass me that so I can suffocate him.β Yet, Yuujiβs quick by your side, placing the pillow over Sukunaβs face with a laugh. βOr, you can do that, too.β You place your weight on Sukuna, keeping him in place.Β
βWe got him!β Yuuji yells, looking back and forth around the room. βSomeone call animal control!β You giggle, only for both of you to be pushed back, practically sliding across the room as Sukuna sits back up. Yuuji fakes worry, βHeβs loose!β
You and Yuuji start laughing again, finding humor in how dumb that line was, while sitting on the ground. Before both you take a moment to stare at Sukuna. You point at him, βSu-Sukuna, your faceβ¦β You cup your mouth, trying not to laugh, β..Whereβd your face mask go?βΒ
Yuuji makes a confused face, before lifting the pillow heβs still holding onto. Displaying Sukuanβs face mask perfectly intact and sticking to the cushion. You and Yuuji fall to the floor, laughing hysterically.Β
Sukuna turns away from the two of you, his hand placed on his lips. βI-Idiots.βΒ
Yuuji then proceeds to pick himself up with the pillow, raising it in the air and recreating his best ghost impression while violently sprinting after you. βBoo!β You awkwardly get up, your feet sliding on the wooden floor as you run away from him with a fake cry.Β
Sukuna justβ¦ watches as this unfolds in front of him.Β
And at some point, he swears there is actual terror on your face while youβre running away from Yuuji. Practically, slipping on everything everytime you take a quick corner or round the dining room table. Yujiβs quick on your tail with another scary yell, which tears a real scared scream from you.Β
You pass Sukuna a quick look, hiding behind the dinner table. And despite your terror, youβre smiling, clearly enjoying yourself, as you scream, βHelp me!β Then, quickly run behind him, hands pressing into his back, βIβm calling for backup, someone get the ghostbusters in here!βΒ
Sukuna, does something that shocks you both, he laughs. His hand lifts to his eyes while he shakes his head, βYouβre so stupid.β Yuuji takes this as an invitation to continue, this time giving his attention to his brother. Only for it to seriously fail and receive a bodyslam into the couch, the pillow long gone.Β
Your jaw drops, watchingβalmost in slow motionβas Yuuji drops, presumably, dead in his spot. His hand dramatically falling limp by his head, his head falling to the side with it. He mumbles, βBrotherβ¦?β He blinks, his other hand touching his face, βIs this heaven?βΒ
βItβs hell.β You quickly perk in, sitting by his head, βI hope you had fun Yuuji, because itβs nothing but suffering and fire from here on out.β You laugh to yourself, pulling his head into your lap. βI swear, youβre always dying on me, Yuuji. Itβs like youβre trying to escape from me.βΒ
Yuuji covers his face with his forearm, βYouβve finally figured me outβ¦βΒ
You slap his arm, Sukuna sitting on his legs, which you have to think is painful, but Yuuji doesnβt flinch. βRude.β You mumble, pulling his arm off his face, βWhat were you saying?β You silently scold Sukuna for sitting on his brother's legs, but he doesnβt move.Β
Yuujiβs eyebrows furrow, him looking to the side in thought. βWhat was I saying?β his eyes land on the screen, watching as Selena finishes her final song to the intro of her performance. βOh!β He sits up, βAsses.β He says with full confidence.Β
You tilt your head to the side, passing Sukuna an unprepared look, before repeating his words with uncertainty, βAsses?β Thereβs a small laugh hidden behind your words.Β
βAsses.β Yuuji asserts, βI have a thing for asses.βΒ
You nod your head, eyes wide, βWow. Thatβsβ¦ amazing, Yuuji.β You give him a forced smile, as if he were a toddler passing you a horribly drawn drawing, βI didnβt need to know that.β You stand up, almost pushing Yuuji off the couch as you do so.Β
Yuuji throws finger guns at you, clicking his tongue, βWell, now you do.β He falls back down, taking your place on the couch. Yuuji passes you, what he thinks is a charming smile, but looks more scary if anything.Β βBy the way, you have an amazingββΒ
Sukuna hits the back of Yuujiβs head, βLearn to shut your fuckinβ mouth, Yuu.β
Yuu? Is that a nickname Sukuna calls Yuuji? Youβve never heard it before. You put your hand out, βWait, Sukuna, let the boy speak.β You shrug, turning your attention back to the screen, βHe may say something that I want to hear.β You scroll through the related videos, and try to pick another song to listen to.Β
Yuuji passes Sukuna a smug smile, βYeah, Sukuna.βΒ
Sukuna just rolls his eyes. You give up on finding a video, and place the controller in Sukunaβs hands, silently telling him to pick something. Then, you sit on the ground next to the coffee table, since both boys are taking up the couch.Β
Yuuji pulls his legs from under his brother and stretches them, pulling out his phone in the meantime. Yuuji calls your name, βAre you free the whole next week?β You just give a halfhearted shrug. βWell, if you are, Nobara and Megumi are planning on meeting up in the library for the whole week, to study. They just texted me about it.βΒ
You watch as Sukuna begins searching for a song to listen to. βOh, that actually sounds really nice, Iβd totally beββ You pause, thinking for a moment, βWait, I canβt on Monday and Wednesdays, I have my club.β You groan at that thought.Β
Yuuji tilts his head to the side, βWait, I thought you liked going to your club?βΒ
You turn to look at him over your shoulder, βNo, I do. Believe me, I do.β You sigh, βBut, I have to go to every club meeting since no one wants to cover for me. Itβs honestly so exhausting. Like, you donβt even have to do much, you just have to check roll-call, yet no one seems to want to take on the small work load. βAnd with finals coming up, I really need a break.βΒ
Yuuji hums, pouting ever so slightly, βSorry to hear that, if you want, I can take your spot.βΒ
You laugh, shaking your head while turning back to the TV, only to see a video playing. βI feel it coming.β By, The Weekend. You hum to yourself, already nodding your head to the beat. You smile to yourself, βTell me what you really like.βΒ
Yuuji nods with you, skipping a few lines before adding, βJust take it step by step.β He pushes himself off the couch, crawling next to you, βYouβve been scared of love, and what it did to you.β He bumps into your shoulder, making you nod in sync with him.
βI feelinβ coming, babe.β You sing, this time snapping your fingers to the beat, your shoulder rolling together. The two of you enjoy the rest of the song while humming parts, eyes engrossed in the music video. Until you turn over your shoulder to look at Sukuna.Β
You feel a bitβ¦ shocked by what you see.Β
Sukunaβs nodding along, his eyes already on you while singing along, and now that youβre looking at him, it feels like you can hear him singing, βYouβve been scared of love, and what it did to you.β It sounds a bit odd, knowing how deep his voice is, but at the same time itβs domestic. A bit intimate to you, never in your life would you think that one day you would see Sukuna singing along to a weekend song.Β
You pass him a ridiculous smile at him, nodding your head a bit more dramatically, βYou donβt have to run, I know what youβve been through.β You place your hand over your heart, which gives Sukuna some form of encouragement.Β
He places his hand on his chest, βJust a simple touch, and it can set you free.βΒ
βWe donβt have to rush when youβre alone with me.β You mouth back, swaying your shoulders slightly.Β
Yuuji leans back, shooting his hands in the air while loudly singing, βI feel it coming,β Which inclines everyone to sing the final lines together with a laugh.
It may seem ridiculous, singing along to a weekend song with Sukuna, butβ¦ it feels real.Β
Sukuna feels real.Β
β
You stretch your arms over your head, letting out a long yawn. βI think Iβm clocking in for the night.β You push yourself off the ground, accidentally making Yuuji fall to the floor. Shit, you didnβt know he was sleeping on you.Β
Yuuji shoots up, βIβm up! Iβm up!β He blinks hard, looking around a bit confused, βUh, save your tears for another day?...β He lets his head fall back onto the floor, almost as if he had passed out again. This time, without you to cushion his fall.Β Β
You laugh, rolling your eyes, βGoodnight, Yuuji.β You pat his head, which gains you a small smile from him.Β
Yuuji pats your hand back, βNight, night.β He curls into himself, much like a puppy.Β
A small huff leaves your lips, before you make your way to your room. Sukuna passes you a quick glance, which you return with a curt wave. βSee you in the morning, Sukuna.βΒ
Yet, when you go to open your door, a hand grabs yours. You donβt even need to look at him to know who it is, you turn over your shoulder, the name leaving your mouth like sticky honey, βSukuna?β Yet, your eyes arenβt on his face, they're stuck on your hand.Β
Heβs holding your hand.
Albeit, he is holding it a bit awkwardly, but heβs holding you. Last time you were in a similar situation he was holding your wrist, now heβs holding your hand.Β A small difference, but it holds more meaning than you can ever imagine. Youβve never noticed before, most likely because youβve never taken the time to mentally note, but Sukunaβs had it much larger than yours. It holds your whole hand whole, it's warm and calloused. Itβs comforting.
Itβs far more intimate now.
βYou're rude.β He tells you, but for once, thereβs no malice in his voice. Itβs more calm and playful, shockingly. βI see you clearly have a favorite brother, pretty girl.βΒ
You raise your eyebrow at him, slowly pulling your hand away to cross it over your chest. βWhat? Is it that I didnβt wish you a good slumber?β You smile while he glares at you, you tilt your head to the side ever so slightly, βYouβre oddly sassy today?βΒ
Wait, did he just call you pretty girl? βWait, what did you call me?β You blink dumbly.Β
βI didnβt say anything.β Sukuna says, before adding, βBesides, youβre always fuckinβ annoying, but you donβt see me bitching at you βbout it.β You raise an eyebrow, which is more than enough said. βOkay, fine, Iβll give you that.βΒ
You nod satisfied, βThatβs what I thought.β You shake your head, βWait, no, youβre not changing the conversation, what did you call me?βΒ
βDookie stain?β Sukuna says with a satisfied smirk.Β
βOh my god.β You place your hand over your face, βI donβt think Iβm ever going to forgive you.β And with that sentence alone, the tone between the two of you snapped into something less light-hearted, and moreβ¦ distant.Β
Thereβs a small silence between you two, and it isnβt very comfortable, nor is it uncomfortable. If anything, itβs moreβ¦. The two of you donβt know what to say. Should you say something about the argument? Or, should you leave the topic to simmer, then eventually die out? Maybe, find a completely different topic to talk about, despite how much you want to talk about the argument.
You look to the side, biting your bottom lip gently. Sukuna leans on the wall across from you, βYouβre still mad?β Looks like Sukuna can also read your mind.Β
Youβre hesitant to say, βNot as much as before, no.β You hug yourself, βIβm guessing youβre also no longer madβ¦?β You give Sukuna a hopeful look, but it isnβt returned.Β
Sukuna doesnβt say anything, just softly sighs. βFinals are coming up.β He tells you, and him ignoring your question, is answer enough. Heβs still bothered over what happened. Still, a part of you wonders what you did that got under his skin. That makes you feel a bit worse, the fact that you donβt know. Yet, it couldnβt have been that bad, right?Β
That thought makes you feel even worse.
You merely nod, not adding to his words. You donβt have much strength to do that right now. Maybe, you donβt have the strength to have that conversation right now, much rather to your own desires.Β
Sukuna seems unsure, hesitant to say, βI study at home, if the brat isnβt bothering you, you should come by.β He cocks his head in the direction of his room. βI already know how annoyinβ he can be.βΒ
You tilt your head to the side, raising an eyebrow. βWait, right now?β You tap your door, βItβs past my bedtime, and Iβm actually really tired.β You tease.Β
Sukuna scoffs at you, βNo, dumbass. Later.β You laugh a bit, knowing that even though you're clearly joking, Sukuna seems to find offense to everything. βBesides, Iβm going toβ¦ uh, talk to Yuuji right now.β He passed you a look that says a thousand words.Β
You feel your lips part a bit, knowing exactly what Sukuna and Yuujiβs conversation is going to entail. And, as much as you are a bit mad at him, you smile at him. Your eyes glowing in the small light of the hallway, while your eyes shine bright at him, βThat soundβ¦ amazing.β You nod softly, βIβm glad.β
Sukuna diverts his gaze away from you, not able to hold your gaze. βYeah, whatever.β He crosses his arms over his chest, mimicking your stance. βI swear, you always look at me with that stupid smile. Itβs annoying as hell.βΒ
Youβre still smiling, tilting your head to try and look at his face. βWhat? You hate my smile?β You say, leaning closer to him, βIs that why you canβt look at me right now?βΒ
βI canβt look at your hideous face.β Sukuna responds.Β
βUh-huh, sure. I completely believe you.β You smile a bit, βIβm sure thatβs why you called me a pretty girl right now. Just because of how hideous I am.β Sukuna doesnβt respond, but the twitch in his eyebrow is satisfying enough. βOkay, yeah, we can study later.β You turn on your heel, opening your door, βSince you asked so nicely, Sukuna.β You say animatedly.Β
βDidnβt ask for anything.β Sukuna tells you while rolling his eyes, pushing himself off the wall to stand a bit closer to you. βYou might actually be going mental.β He pinches your nose, blocking your airway for a moment.Β
βSure.β Your voice sounds ridiculous. Which makes Sukuna smile a small bit. You wave his hand off, turning to your room. Yet, right before you close your door behind you, you pause to look at him. Your head leaning on the door. Sukuna almost perks up at you, expecting something. Itβs a bit puppy-like in a way. βSay it.β Your eyes are boring into him.Β
βSay what?β Sukuna mumbles back, passing you a disinterested sigh. You just give him an expecting look, similar to the one he was giving you not even a few seconds ago. He loudlyβand obnoxiouslyβsighs, βGood fuckinβ night, loser.β
You burst into laughter at his insult, which doesnβt at all feel insulting, but more humorous. βBye, Sukuna.β You watch as he makes his way back to the living room, but you call his name again, just to mess with him. ββKuna?βΒ
Sukunaβvisiblyβsighs, his shoulder slowly raising, then lowering, before slowly turning his head over his shoulder to look at you. βWhat do you want now, idiot?β Heβs glaring at you, but itβs still entirely humorous in your head.Β
βGoodβ¦β You watch as he eyes perk a bit, and you laugh a bit, you canβt help it, really. βGood luck removing those eye masks, they stain the skin.βΒ
βFuck you.β He flips you off.Β
ο½₯ qοΎβ:Β *ο½₯ December 1st, 2023 β½ .* :βοΎ.
Friday
βItβs done!β You squeal, throwing your hand in the air with enthusiasm. Only for you to collapse onto your computer, βOh my god, Iβm done.β Your eyes close, rubbing your eyelids from the strain of looking at a screen without your glasses. βI hate Gojo, I pray for Gojoβs students next year. This project is literally so invasive.β
Yuuji merely nods, a bit caught up in his thoughts. You canβt help but notice Yuuji seems a bit different, more put at ease, and untroubled with himself. A blissful smile on his face, as his eyes blink with a similar tone, he looks happy. But, not in the sense of grinning ear to ear, but in selfβ¦ contentment.Β
You can even see it in the way he holds his body, his shoulders seem lighter, his smile less forced. Itβs almost as if youβre finally getting a glimpse at the real Yuuji, not the one heβs been trying to force into your eye. Heβs still Yuuji, but moreβ¦ real.Β
It makes you feel warm.Β
You can also see the slight puffiness in Yuujiβs eye. Theyβre a bit red, and the corners look a bit irritated, too. You assume their conversation entailed a few tears, but youβre not going to point them out, nor are you going to ask. Youβre sure Nobara will do that for you.
If anything, youβll bother Sukuna about it later. Noticing his eyes are also a bit irritated at the corners, too. Not in front of Yuuji, though, maybe when the two of you study on your own, youβll tease him about it.Β
You bite the inside of your cheek, turning your computer to Yuuji, βWait, can you check it for me? I feel like itβs too personal.β Knowing Gojo, heβd probably love that. βShould I tone it back some more? Or, should I say βfuck it,β and leave it as is?β
Yuuji leans over, eyes skimming the google document. βI think itβs fine, your writing is way better than any papers Iβve done.βΒ
Sukuna reaches over, taking your computer, only for you to snatch it away from him. βAh, you canβt see it yet.β Youβre mumbling a bit, your face growing hot, βI still have some comments I need to delete before I turn it in.β Again, you think itβs far too personal for a normal school paper, much less for Sukuna to read.Β
Sukuna doesnβt bother to ask, just lets you do whatever. βWeirdo.β
βWe still enjoying our Friday out?β You ask Yuuji, pulling your head up to look at him. βItβs our last glimpse into freedom for a month.βΒ
Yuuji perks at this, βYeah, Nobara should be swinging by with Megumi anytime now.β He closes his computer, looking at Sukuna sitting across from him. βYou sure you donβt want to come, Megumi is going to be there.βΒ
βYouβre acting like Megumi is going to suede his decision.β You rest your head on your hand, looking at Yuuji. βWait, unless theyβre secretly dating, and this is your way of coming out to me.β You turn your attention to Sukuna, passing him a smug smirk.Β
βIβll kill you.β Sukuna says, not taking his eyes off his computer.Β
You merely giggle in response, leaning ever so slightly in his direction. βMhm. Keep talking to me like that.βΒ
Yuuji blinks innocently, βI donβt know, It might. I think Sukuna likes Megumi.β He narrows his eyes at you, βWait, Iβm changing my answer, sheβs going to be there.β Yuuji points at you.Β
βYouβre acting like that is going to change my answer.β Sukuna rubs his eyes.Β
You shrug, βIt might.βΒ
Yuuji sighs, looking away from you with a red face, βWell, Iβm goingβ¦βΒ
That makes both you and Sukuna turn to look at Yuuji, a smile building on your lips, while Sukuna bites the inside of his cheek. βIβllβ¦β He smiles a bit, βI always hated when you pulled that shit on me.β He leans back in his chair, letting out an exasperated breath. βIβll take you out somewhere this weekend, you good with that?β
Yuuji tries to hide it, but he smiles into his hand.Β
You lean close to Yuuji, βHe loves you, Yuuji, isnβt that so sweet?β Sukuna throws a pencil at your head, to which you almost tackle him for. You quickly compose yourself, βGood thing you love him, because everyday I fight the urge to take him out in his sleep.β You give Yuuji a small smile, βYouβre keeping me sane, Yuuji.β
βWho knew we actually had that in common?βΒ
βWe love Yuuji, or we want to killββ
βNobaraβs here.β Yuuji stands up, closing his computer and placing it in the middle of the table, which you allow your device to join next to. He laughs to himself, tucking his phone into his pocket, βShe also said, Megumi bought drinks, but I think thatβs a lie.βΒ
βLet me grab my shoes.β You push yourself back from the table, grabbing your converse and twisting your feet into them. Tapping them on the ground once you stand back up, satisfied with how they look.Β
Yuujiβs already by your side, draping a blue jean jacket over his red hoodie. βWeβll be back around ten, I donβt think weβre going to do anything crazy.β He tells Sukuna, looking over his shoulder to see his brother standing behind him.Β
βI donβt care what you do.β Sukuna says dismissively, βJust donβt wake me up when you get home.β His hands are in the pockets of his sweats.Β
Yuuji nods at Sukuna, pulling your hand quickly to the car. βSee you tomorrow.β Sukuna returns the gesture with a small wave, almost laughing when Yuuji pushes you into the car awkwardly. A small yelp resigns in his ears as he shuts the door again.Β
Sukuna softly nods to himself, making way back to the table, grabbing his computer from the center. He doesnβt know why he put his device in the pile when he was going to return not even a moment later, but what was done, was done.
βTo finish that stupid assignment for Getoβs classββ Sukuna pauses after opening his laptop, immediately flooded with a pink background, and a splitscreen of a google document. It hits him like a rock through a moving vehicle, this isnβt his computer.Β
See, if this computer was Yuujiβs, he wouldβve closed it and reached for his own. Itβs truly as simple as that. But, itβs not Yuujiβs computer, itβs yours, and the google document open is the research project you did on him.Β
Besides, what you donβt know, wonβt hurt you.Β
Sukuna hides the open webpage in favor of looking at your wallpaper, noticing what he thinks is your family under a cherry tree. But, he canβt spot you, which is a bit odd, you would assume that a picture like this would include everyoneβSukuna pasuses, his eyes landing on a small girl in the middle.Β
βHoly shit.β Sukuna mumbles to himself with a smile, trying not to laugh. That small girl is you. You look incredibly young, most likely a picture from middle school. Yet, what heβs a bit perplexed by, is your appearance, a stark contrast to how you look now. Glasses, braces, messy hair, and a fashion sense that screams early 2000βs.Β
Cute.Β
Sukuna wonders if you still need glasses, possibly changed them out for contact once you hit college? Now, he wants to see what you look like in glasses. Would you look childish, like the picture here, or would you look more grown and dignified. Some other thoughts pop into his head thinking about you wearing glasses, but he doesnβt dwindle on them for too long. Despite how inviting they may seem.Β
He opens the document again, immediately meeting with the simple words of, βProject, by me.β He thinks itβs a bit improper, and adds your name for you. You can thank him later for being such a kind roommate, andβnowβstudy partner.Β
Sukunaβs eyes naturally fall on the small circle chart at the beginning, explaining the nutrients, and food he intakes. Right next to it is a graph explaining his active life, how much he works out, and practices. Along with the calories he burns, along with what he gains from working out.Β
Itβs far more extensive than heβs ever noted about himself. Yet, thatβs not the part that seems interesting to him, more or less what heβs looking for. Heβs looking for personal notes about him. Yourβ¦ βevaluation,β of sorts. He wants to know what you wrote.Β
Sukuna actually spoke to Maki earlier in the day, asked her about the project.Β
βWhat?β Maki asked with a scowl, βWhy the hell would I do that?β She places her hands on her hips.Β
Sukunaβs quick to say your name, βAsked for an example, just hasnβt had the time to find you yet. Decided Iβd help her out.β He placed his hands into his pockets, tapping his foot on the ground impatiently.Β
Maki sighed, flicking her glasses to the bridge of her nose, before pulling out her computer, placing it on the picnic table where she was eating. βFine, but tell her she owes me.β She said with a groan.Β
βNah, Iβll take care of it.β Sukuna said, eyeing the screen Maki just showed him. She did it on her brother Megumi, writing about who he is, analyzing his character, and more specifically, who he is in her eyes. βHm.β He nodded to himself, βCool, Iβll buy you lunch, or something.βΒ
Maki shook her head, βSure, whatever.βΒ
Now, Sukuna canβt deny how curious he is about what you wrote about him. Along with the small comments you added to yourself. Heβs quick to click the first one. Itβs attached to a sentence.Β
βSukuna Itadori β a previous student of yours β holds himself with pride, strength, and dignity. Yet, contains a side to him which no one seems to view, a side thatβs more caring then most would note.βΒ
β βPride is one hell of a way to put it. I already hate this.βΒ
Sukuna laughs a bit, clicking onto the next personal comment.Β
βSukuna is an individual that pushes everyone out, in fear of rejection. (Rejection β the dismissing or refusing of a proposal, idea, etc.) However, the rejection feared isnβt tainted in love, or measly relationships written in immature youth, nor is it littered from social cliques which people tend to flock to, but rejection as in the fear of yourself, of never meeting what you pray to become.βΒ
β βThatβs all the professor is going to get out of me, honestly, the man is so nosey. Fail me if you need to, I donβt care anymore.βΒ
There's another comment attached to it.Β
β βSukuna deserves so much better, then just being my stupid fucking project. I wish I could tell him that.β
That makes Sukuna reel back, his heart beating loudly in his chest. A plethora of emotions flooding his head, along with guilt seeping through his chest. It feels weird, something he feels very little of, but itβs real and drowning. Youβ¦ You do know why heβs mad.Β
Now, ughβ¦ he feels a bit stupid.Β
Now, he feels bad.Β
Sukuna shakes his head, he wants to continue, but doesnβt know if he should. Thereβs only a few more comments, which canβt be too revealing, it canβt make him react in such a way as the previous one, right? So, heβs fine to continue.Β
βI noted that being by the side of an athlete was going to be revealing of his character, however, I couldnβt help but notice the change of mine. I became more nervous, scared, excited, and riddled with anxiety. My personal agenda against Sukuna switching from the one I heard from acquaintances, to something I could piece together on my own. Heβs brash, stoic, and pleasing to the eye.βΒ
β ββPleasing to the eye?β What is this, 1900? I swear, just call him sexy asf, Iβm sure Gojo wouldnβt careβ¦ hell, heβll probably understand if anything.β
That makes Sukuna laugh, βSheβs going to hate me.β But, that doesnβt keep him away from looking, if anything, it has him clicking your second to last personal comment. However, right before he can get to them, Sukuna notices the massive paragraph break between a conclusion, and the two more comments.Β
The conclusion is simple and dignified. However, the paragraph under the break isn't so much.Β
βSukuna Itadori. A man who has managed to flip my world upside down, a complex person of which I feel I will never understand. Yet, I've grown to terms with that. Iβve grown to terms that the only individual I will understand is myself, however, spending time with some else at close proximity, passes me a glimpse into someone else's life, along with their problems and aspirations. I understand so little, yet more than most.βΒ
β βThis is too personal, I need to write a better conclusion. Ugh. So close to being done.βΒ
Sukuna agrees, mumbling to himself, βItβs like sheβs in love withββ His finger clicks the last personal comment.Β
β βJust say you love him, itβs not like heβs going to see it. Maybe, Gojo will give me a good grade for the confession, too.β
Sukuna closes the computer, then cups his face.Β
Heβs fine, thereβs nothing happening right now, his mind isnβt racing, nor is his heart beating quickly at all. Heβs completely calm, not freaking out at all. Hisβ¦
Sukunaβs ears are tinted red.Β
Youβre going to kill him.Β
ο½₯ qοΎβ:Β *ο½₯ December 2nd, 2023 β½ .* :βοΎ.
Monday
You already told yourselfβclose to a million times nowβyou put your name on the document. You just donβt remember putting your name, even though you distinctly remember, not putting your name on the document. You shouldnβt think about it anymore, anyway, you turned in the assignment andβ
βMadame President, are you okay?βΒ
βStop calling me that, I actually hate it.β You mumble to yourself, before standing straight up. βUh, whatβs up?β You glance around, βAre there more papers I need to fill out, or something?β A boy shows you his drawing of him and you, a heart in the middle.Β
You smile, patting his head, taking the paper away from him, telling him a silent βthank you,β before looking at your peer. βUh, no, thereβs someoneβ¦ uh, someoneβs waiting for you.β They push their glasses to the bridge of their nose. Pointing inβwhat you thinkβis a general area.Β
You feel everything around you go blank, the floor sinking beneath you. You want to swallow the lump in your throat, but you canβt. You force a nod, βUh, yeah, Iβll goβ¦ talk to them.β Walking to the person makes your heart pound, your body littered with anxiety.Β
Mahito.Β
Heβs smiling at you like a friend, waving widely and catching the attention of your fellow peers and children. He calls your name so kindly, you wonder if you hallucinated the whole night at the party. βYoo-hoo! Come here!βΒ
You feel your eye twitch, your feet sinking into the ground with each step. You pass him a half-hearted wave, βUh, what do you want?β That sounded really mean, but he deserves it.Β
βAwh, donβt be tense with me, Iβm not here to hurt you.β Mahito waves his hand reassuringly, before his eyes narrow in on you. βI just wanted to talk to you, little puppy. Without your owner to bother us, this time.βΒ
That nickname makes you uncomfortableβno, Mahito makes you uncomfortable. βUhβ¦? My owner?β Is he talking about Sukuna? That makes you scowl, why in the world would Mahito think Sukuna owns you? Just because you spent some time around himβand like himβdoesnβt mean anything. βIβm sorry, why are you here?βΒ
Mahito pushes his hair over his shoulder, his smile widening. βIβm here to talk to you.β He taps your forehead, and his finger is cold, sending an uncomfortable shiver down your spine. βAlso, Sukuna sent me for you.βΒ
βDid he?β You glance over your shoulder, looking at the children and peers playing. It makes you feel a bit sick, youβre in such a tight situation. You canβt cuss him out, nor can you make a big scene. Youβre trapped, and thereβs nothing you can do.Β
Mahito nods, βYup! Heβs asking to bring you to the parking lot.β He places his hand on your head, ruffling your hair, which you hate immensely. βJust wants to make sure his little puppy doesnβt get lost on the way over there.β He smiles at you, βIsnβt that so kind? Wanting to keep you safe from the horrible people out there?βΒ
You push his hand off your head, βDonβt touchββΒ
A hand presses on your shoulder, making you turn. βPresident, if you need to leave, thatβs fine.β They lean in a small bit, cupping your ear as they whisper, βA few of the kids are scared of your friend.βΒ
You shrug them off, βHeβs not my friend.β But, that leaves you in a horrible place to make a decision. You donβt want to distress the children, but you also donβt want to leave anywhere with Mahito. Your head is screaming at you, that is a horrible idea, and youβre going to listen.Β
βWhat? But, I thought we were close?β Mahito takes a step forward, placing his arm over your shoulders, βIs this you telling me that you hate me? That you donβt want to be my friend?βΒ
Yes. βUh, I would personallyβ¦β You push him off you, glancing at your peer, then the children again. You look down at the drawing in your hands, before softly sighing in defeat. βFine. Where does he want to meet?β Your head is screaming at you, donβt, youβre going to get hurt, but you canβt be around children with this creep.Β
Mahito jumps with joy, humming to himself briefly, βYay!β He claps his hands excitedly, grabbing your wrist to pull you along with him, but something grabs your hand, pulling you away from him. Mahito instantly turns on his heel with a questionable look, before his face flushes pale.Β
You keep your back to them, their chest hitting the back of your head. Their voice is laced with venom, βYou really want to die, huh?β Naturally, relief washes over your body, your hand squeezing his. A silent thank you, and gain of strength.Β
Mahito thickly swallows, shaking his head, βLetβs stop kidding around, Sukuna, youβre not going to kill me.β He waves off his sentence, βThatβsβ¦ illegal.β He sounds unsure of himself, passing the two of you an unnerved smile.Β
Sukuna merely raises one of his eyebrows, βYou want to talk about shit thatβs illegal?β He sticks his free hand out, holding it open and gesturing for him to hand him something. βGive me your phone, letβs see whatβs on it.βΒ
Mahito seems to cower at that, shaking his head. βNo, actually, do we have practice today? I think I need to beβ¦ there.β They donβt have practice today? He turns on his heel, shoving his hands into his pockets, βIβll see you there, Sukuna.βΒ
You twist on your heel, looking at him, βWhat are you doing here?βΒ
βSaving your ass, apparently.βΒ
βHow did you even find me?β You cross your arms over your chest, tapping your foot impatiently.Β
Sukuna raises an eyebrow at you, lifting his sunglasses up to keep his hair out his face. βI didnβt find you, I just remembered.β Heβs wearing something that fits along with his sunglasses, a black button up shirt, two buttons popped at the collar, and the sleeves raised above his elbows. Heβs wearing some black pants, however, theyβre matched with some red jordans.Β
βRemembered?β You say a bit confused, βWhat do you mean, remember? Iβve never brought you here.β You glance at the person with glasses, passing them a quick look of, βdid I?β They shake their head shamefully.Β
Sukuna rolls his eyes, lifting his hand to rest on the back of his neck. βWhen we first saw each other.β He turns away from you, and, maybe itβs the sunβitβs December, thereβs no sunβthatβs making his ears red.
You blink a few times, before your eyes widen with realization, βWait, you noticed me?β You tilt your head to the side, trying to look at him, βWait, are you saying you were looking at me when you passed by with your football friends. You noticed me?β
βDonβt sound so giddy, weirdo.β Sukuna finally looks at you again, but he pinches your cheek, hard. βWho wouldnβt notice your ugly face.βΒ
He smirks to himself, but it quickly dies into a scowl. βLooks like Mahito noticed you first.β He sighs, leaning his head back slightly, βIf I were you, I would file a restraining order.β
You shudder, recalling the blue-haired man, βUgh, I donβt want to remember him, or thatβ¦β Your voice waivers a bit, before you finish your sentence, βUh, that nightβ¦β You divert your eyes, pulling your hand in front of your body to look at the drawing again. You shake your head, βWhat on his phone, by the way?βΒ
Sukuna looks to the side, licking his teeth. βDonβt worry about it.β He places his hand on your head, but instead of ruffling your hair like Mahito, he fixes the messy strands. βItβs nothing youβre ever going to have to worry about.βΒ
βWhat does thatββ
βYouβre a horrible fuckinβ artist.β He takes the paper from you, looking at the drawing. βGood thing youβre becoming a physical therapist.βΒ
βI didnβt draw that.β You flinch when you feel a small hand tug at the bottom of your shirt, drawing your attention to the artist of the drawing Sukuna is holding. You instantly lower yourself to his height, your hand touching his shoulder gently.Β
βIs he bullying you? Mean one.β The boy asks, pointing a finger at Sukuna when he stops signing at you. A small breath of relief passes your lips, youβre glad heβs around with Sukuna, and not with Mahito.Β
You laugh a small bit, a smile splitting your lips as you quickly glance at Sukuna. Heβs looking at you curiously. You shake your head, βNo. Not bullying me.β You pat his head, βA close friend. Heβs nice, most of the time.β
βHe looks very scary.β The boy tells you, βIs he the boyfriend?βΒ
You loudly laugh at that, shaking your head. Sukuna hands the drawing back to you, βDid he ask you if Iβm your boyfriend?βΒ
That accurate guess startles you, βUh, yeah? He did?... Wait, howβd you know that?β You blink a bit at him, taking the boy into your arms as he silently asks for a hug.Β
Sukuna shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets. βA good guess.βΒ
You narrow your eyes on him, suspicious. βA good guess?β Maybe, Sukuna and Uraume are part Jedi, or something? For some reason, that makes a lot of sense in your head.Β
The boy tugs your shirt again, βIs he take you away from me?βΒ
You smile, βNo, he will not take me away from you.β You look up, locking eyes with his mother, βBut, your mom is here to pick you up.β He perks at that, quickly twisting around and searching for his mom with an excited smile. You stand up, pointing a finger at the person with glasses again, βYou, go sign him out, I gottaβ deal with him.β You cock your head in Sukunaβs direction.Β
βFine, walk your ass home then.β Sukuna turns on his heel, walking away from you.Β
Youβre quick to grab the back of his shirt, βWait, youβre taking me home?β You ask innocently, peaking your head past his shoulder, βBut, that means that Yuujiβs going to have to take the bus alone, and I canβt do that toββ
βIβm taking you both home.β Sukuna pulls his shirt away from you, βBelieve it or not, but not everything is just about you.βΒ
You roll your eyes, before glancing behind you. You catch a glimpse of all the people and children, before turning back to Sukuna. βLetβs just go.β You whisper, looping your arm with his, βMaybe, no one will notice.βΒ
Sukuna seems to smile at this, βYouβre not going to get in trouble?β
βWho cares?β You shrug, walking alongside with him, βI do everything for that club, the least they can do is let me have a day offβ¦β You look to the side, mumbling, βMaybe, even two.β You smile, picking up your pace when you think you hear someone call your name, you look at Sukuna over your shoulder. βBesides, donβt you need me to study today?βΒ
Sukuna raises an eyebrow, before scoffing a bit, βYeah, letβs go.βΒ
You just laugh in return.Β
β
You pop another fry into your mouth, βI thought you said you were also taking Yuuji home?β You shut his door behind you, passing Sukuna a quizzical look. βUnless, he somehow has powers and is just invisible?β You use your hands to feel around the carβs area for anything.Β
βYouβre so stupid.β Sukuna locks the car, turning it on to blast the heater for you. βI just lied to you. Heβs out doing some weird ghouls and ghost shit. The weirdo.β He can see the glare youβre giving him, and quickly responds, βWhat? You were acting too cocky. Canβt have you think Iβm goinβ soft on you.βΒ
βWell, you are.β You lift the Mcdonalds bag, shaking it slightly. βEven if you donβt want to admit it.β You lower it into your lap, grabbing another fry and eating it.Β
βI was hungry.β Sukuna tells you.Β
βUh-huh.β You pass him a knowing look, then point at the cup sitting in his cup-rest. βCan I have some of your Mcflurry? Looks good.βΒ
Sukuna doesnβt even pass you a glance, βHelp yourself.βΒ
You giggle before grabbing the cup, helping yourself to the creamy treat. You know, and youβre sure Sukuna knows the ice cream is now yours, and heβs not getting it back. So much for being hungry. βYouβre so sweet to me.βΒ
βNope.β Sukuna takes a bite of his burger, nodding his head in approval. Something you noticed all peopleβmore specifically, menβdo when eating. You wonder if thatβs a psychological thing, or somethingβ¦
βYou didnβt get any fries?β You ask with a head tilt, grabbing a small french fry and lifting it from the brown bag. βIsnβt that the best part of Mcdonalds?β You take another bite of the Mcflurry, a shiver shooting down your spine uncomfortably.Β
βSure.β Sukuna looks at you, taking a bite of his burger. βIf you donβt mind dying from whatever shit they put into them.β He grabs his coke, taking a small drink of the dark liquid.Β
βUgh.β You loudly groan, sinking into his leather seat. βDonβt tell me youβre an obnoxious gym-bro whoβs gonnaβ criticize me for everything I eat.β You twist your head away from him, βI donβt think Iβm going to be friends with you after this.βΒ
Sukuna laughs a little bit, saying your name to catch your attention, you merely lazily pull your head in his direction. βIβm joking, Iβm literally eating Mcdonalds with you.β He lifts his burger, testing it back and forth. βYouβre bad with sarcasm.βΒ
You quickly sit back up, narrowing your eyes at him. βItβs not sarcasm if you sound the exact same, Sukuna.β You press the fry to his lips, keeping it there for him to eat, βThatβs you beingβ¦ you.βΒ
βHm.β Sukuna opens his mouth and allows you to feed him, βMaybe, youβre autistic.β He says in between chews. He says it so nonchalantly, you didnβt even find it humorous, again, you think itβs Sukuna beingβ¦ Sukuna.Β
βThat option is definitely on the table.β You say with full seriousness, before narrowing your eyes suspiciously, βWait, is this a form of you shaming me?β You point dramatically at him with a fry, βAre you shaming me right now, Sukuna?
βAbsolutely.β Sukuna turns on his car, βIn fact, Iβd call you a whole lot of things in my head, just filter myself since I know youβre sensitive.β He places his hand on your head while looking over his shoulder,Β pulling out of the parking spot. βYou big baby.β
βNow, weβre just going back to our previous conversation, you do have a soft spot for me.β You pop another fry in your mouth, adding, βYou may not be aware of it, but you subconsciously do, which I think speaks louder than any actions, or words you may yell at me.β
Sukuna furrows his eyebrows, βYou seem very talkative today.βΒ
You shrug, scooping up more ice cream into your mouth. βIβm just stating the truth.β You scoop another mouthful, but this time, you hold it to Sukunaβs lips, which he takes into his mouth without a second thought.
He mumbles, βAnd, whatβs that?β Sukuna pulls his hand away from your head, putting the car into drive.Β
βI donβt know.β You lean your head on the window, a small spark of anxiety building in your stomach as you whisper, βYou actually care for me, in a weird Sukuna way.β A part of you wants Sukuna to agree, you want to hear what he has to say. You want to hear it more than anything right now.Β
βWait, I thought you have to eat healthy for Football, or something?β You tilt your head, βIsnβt Mcdonalds totally bad for you, or is this like your cheat day?β Not even that, but supposedly Sukuna only ate things that were perfect, did Mcdonalds also happen to fall under that specific spectrum?Β Β
Now, you have so many more questions. Wait, no, Mcdonalds fries are fair, you completely get it. But, heβs not even eating them?! Youβre just making your brain hurt right now.Β
βCoach doesnβt care what I eat.β Sukuna shrugs, βI donβt care how I eat, as long as I work it off later.βΒ
You thoughtfully hum, βOh. Well, you should probably write down all of this in your app thingy.β You gesture to the Mcdonalds mess in his car. βI can do it for you.β You reach for his phone in his pocket, and he naturally lips his leg for you to retrieve it.Β
βMy app thingy?β Sukuna questions, but it sounds more like heβs making fun of you if anything. βThe hell are you talkinβ about?β Wait, no, he sounds genuinely confused.Β
Now, youβre confused. βYeah?β You tilt your head to the side, βYou literally let me look at it for my project, remember?βΒ
Sukuna pauses for a moment, before his eyebrows raise ever so slightly, βOh, yeah.β He nods, βI know what youβre talking about.βΒ
You slowly move your hands back and forth, βSoβ¦?βΒ
Sukuna groans, βI deleted that forever ago.β He shrugs, βI didnβt need the app.βΒ
βThen why did youββΒ
βI got it for you.β Sukuna rolls his eyes, βI didnβt want to deal with your pestering questions about my diet. Thought itβd be helpful for the situation.βΒ
You furrow your eyebrows, βWait, does that mean you got the app for me?β You end up smiling, poking his arm playfully, βOh my gosh, Sukuna, you got an app to make the project easier for me? Is that why you were really bad at filling out theββ
βNot everything is about you.β Sukuna shrugs off your arm, mumbling to himself. βI swear, youβre so conceited.βΒ
You pout like a child, shoving your face with more fries before placing the empty bag on the floor of his car. βYou can at least let me think you did something nice for me, βkuna.β You try to finish the Mcflurry, but find yourself a bit too full.Β
βKuna?β Sukuna mimics back to you, βWhereβd that come from?βΒ
You furrow your eyebrows at him, βWhat? What are you talking about?βΒ
βYou just called me that.β
βNo, I didnβt.β Youβre not looking at him.
βYes, you did.βΒ
βNuh-uh.βΒ
βYouβre such a child.β Sukuna rubs his eyes, βWhatever, be like that.βΒ
You just shrug, scooping another mouthful of ice cream and feeding it to Sukuna. You keep silent, and you canβt help but notice the way Sukuna adjusts himself uncomfortably in his seating. βKeep talkinβ to me.βΒ
You tilt your head to the side, narrowing your eyes at him. βWhatβs that supposed to mean?βΒ
βI want to hear you talk.β Sukuna flicks your forehead, βDumbass.βΒ
βYou want to hear me talk?β You smile to yourself, βOr, is this a silent way of you telling me you like hearing me talk?βΒ
βIβm used to you babbly about nonesene, silence from you makes me uncomfortable.β Sukuna didnβt really answer your question, but he didnβt deny it. Which is better than nothing. Honestly, thatβs a win in your book with Sukuna.Β Β
βWow, thanks.β You put the empty cup in his cup holder, shoving the spoon inside. βWhat do you want me to talk about?β You naturally place your elbow on the center console, leaning your head on your hand.Β
βI donβt know.β He rests his hand on the center console, itβs close to touching your arm. βI like hearinβ you talk.β
βSo, you admit it now.β You sound more matter of fact, rather than playful this time. Because, in all actuality, you already knew Sukuna felt that way. You huff a sharp breath of laughter, βI feel like youβre making fun of me.βΒ
Sukuna smiles to himself, βOh, I absolutely am.βΒ
βYou know what, just for that, you now have to take me home everyday.βΒ
ο½₯ qοΎβ:Β *ο½₯ December 3nd, 2023 β½ .* :βοΎ.
Tuesday
βDo you think Yuuji will be mad we got food without him?β You shut his door behind you, passing Sukuna a sympathetic look. βAgain?β¦β You pout to yourself, βHopefully, heβs going out to eat with his other friends?β You grab the trash from his car and stuff it into the paper bag.Β
βHeβs good on his own.β Sukuna locks the car, making way to the entrance of the house. βHe can manage one or two days without Mcdonalds.β He can see the glare youβre giving him, and quickly responds, βWhat? You want to buy him the food?βΒ
βNo.β You add from behind him, following him into the house. βYou already know Iβm too broke for that.β Sukuna doesnβt respond, but youβve grown used to his silence, so it doesnβt bother you. If anything, the small huff of laughter is enough for you. βDo you want to set up in the kitchen?βΒ
Sukuna opens his room, shaking his head. βNah.β He walks inside, βWeβre doing this in my room.βΒ
You almost trip over your feet, your face growing a bit hot. βYour room?β You look to the side, then back at his open door. Shoving the paper bag into the trash can sloppily, a small napkin falling out. βWe canβt study in theββΒ
βGet in here.β Sukuna yells from his room.Β
Youβre quick to join him, dropping your converse loudly at his door while mumbling, βMaybe, if you would ask politely.β You shut the door, dropping your bag next to your shoes. Mumbling to yourself, βI swear, youβre also so bossy.β You naturally move to his bed, flopping onto the mattress.Β
βYeah, just lay in my bed.β Sukuna says sarcastically, pulling out some textbooks, βItβs not like you havenβt washed your ass in days or anythingβ Sukuna literally saw you leave his restroom with wet hair in the morning, he knows you showed today.Β
You laugh, rolling your body in his blanket, trying to create some form of warmth. βShut up.β You naturally grab one of his pillows, planting your face in it. Instantly, his scent floods your senses, making you a tad bit dizzy.Β
Sukuna feels one of his eyebrows twitch, his face a bit red from watching you shove your face into his pillow. βStop being fuckinβ weird.β He grabs your ankles, tugging you off the bed and onto the floor, your back hitting the ground with a solid βthud.β βNow, I need to clean my sheets.βΒ
βStop being so dramatic.β You let your head fall back onto the floor, a small smile on your lips. βI remember you telling me you like the way I smell, so consider it aββΒ
Sukuna slaps the pillow over your face, βOh my god, you never shut up.β He sighs, sitting down on the ground, laying out his computer and textbooks. βStart doing your damn work.βΒ
A muffled, βYou asked for this.β Leaves your mouth, making you push the pillow off your head. βSee, this is why I wanted to study in the dining room, we would actually be working on a table. Not the floor.β
βStop complaining.β Sukunaβs already trained on his work, notebook and textbook open. βDo your damn work.β You sigh, crawling over to your bag. Sukunaβs eyes follow your body as you bring your stuff in front of him.Β
βHey, do you think my skirt is cute?βΒ
The question seems random to Sukuna, but he answers nonetheless, βWhat do you want me to say to that?βΒ
βYes.β You say with a playful grin, βHonestly, I would prefer it if you got on your knees and told me, βItβs the most beautiful thing Iβve ever seen since youβre wearing it!β but, Iβll take a simple yes in this situation and be happy.β You bat your eyes at him innocently.
βEven if it would save my and Yuujiβs life, I wouldnβt get on my knees for you.β Sukuna says annoyedly, βBut, uh, your skirt is fine, I guess.βΒ
A small spread on your face, βAwh! Thanks Sukuna, youβre always so sweet to me.β You wave your hand up and down, pretending to be flattered.Β
βYouβre pushing me.β Sukuna says unbothered, looking at his work.Β
βThat's the goal.βΒ
Yet, as youβre laying out your things, a small light bulb lights up in your head. βSukuna?β You place your notebook on the ground next to your computer. Sukuna doesnβt look up, but he does say your name in a similar tone to your question. Acknowledging and a bit indulging. βYouβve never told me what youβre studying?βΒ
Sukuna lifts his eyes from his computer screen, βIβm studying engineering.β He writes something down in his notebook, answering or writing a question down.Β
βIs that what you always wanted to do?β You lean forward, trying to catch a glimpse of the type of work heβs doing. Although, you canβt really see it, to be honest, you canβt really see your work right now. You need your glasses, but youβre not keen on retrieving them from your bag right now.
Not in front of Sukuna, at least.Β
βNo.β Sukuna places his pencil down, βI wanted to go into business, but gramps told me that was a stupid idea.βΒ
βWhat?β You tilt your head to the side, βWhy would that be stupid?β You think for a moment, βWell, I have no idea what business would do for you. What type of business would you be dealing with?β You laugh to yourself for a moment, βPerhapsβ¦ youβre in everyoneβs business?βΒ
Sukunaβs eye twitches, βI donβt know how youβre in college.β He shakes his head, whispering, βYouβre so fuckinβ stupid.β Still, with his palm pressed over his lips, youβre sure heβs smiling right now.Β
βItβs a genuine question.βΒ
βThatβs what makes it so stupid. I think that makes it worse, too.β He leans back on the palm of his hands, βBut, I wanted to get a degree in business toβ¦ I donβt know, do whatever people do in business.β He shrugs, βI knew I was going to inherit my old manβs company, so I guess I wanted to learn a few things before jumping into work.βΒ
Things are starting to make a bit more sense now. Sukuna had a nice sports car at sixteen, and owns his own house. Then, there was that one time where you ate out with him and Wasuke at a really niceβexpensiveβrestaurant. Youβre slowly starting to piece together Sukuna comes from a bit of money. βWait, but that sounds smart.β You lower yourself to the floor, laying on your side comfortably. Sukunaβs pillow supporting your elbow.Β
Sukuna shrugs, βGramps said he was hiring me no matter what, as long as I worked, so I decided to do something else. Iβm not going to pay for something Iβm already experiencing at work.β He sighs, βSo, I decided to major in engineering.β In simple terms.Β
βHm.β You continue scrolling through your computer, itβs nowhere or anything important, but youβre sure an idea of what youβre supposed to do will come to you in a bit. βAre you excited? It seems like youβre going to be making a lot of money.β You rub your pointer finger and thumb together.Β
βYouβre asking a lot of questions.βΒ Sukuna says, closing his computer briefly. You donβt know if itβs a sign of annoyance, or a silent tell that he wants to continue the conversation. βAny reason behind your sudden pestering?βΒ
You laugh, a small smile on your lips, βI want to get to know you more, Sukuna.βΒ
Sukuna pauses for a brief second, your personal comment on your project flashing in his head. βSukuna deserves so much better, then just being my stupid fucking project. I wish I could tell him that.β And, it makes his throat tighten uncomfortably, a sensation heβs getting far more familiar with, then he would personally prefer.
Sukuna whispers, βReally?β Before he quickly covers it with a scoff, βMoney, who cares.βΒ
You can be going crazy, but you swear you saw his demeanor slip. βUh.. IβI do.β You explain, slowly shaking off whatever you mightβve noticed. βIβd love to have money to burn.β You smile a bit, βUh, butβ¦ doesnβt everyone?β You drum your fingers on your computer, βItβd be nice to have some money to spend on luxuries, you know?βΒ
Sukuna passes you a half smile, βYeah, I get it.βΒ
βDonβt do that.β You wrinkle your nose.Β
βDo what?β Sukuna furrows his eyebrows at you.Β
βSmile.β You say, an unserious smile on your lips. βItβs scary, looks like youβre going to murder me.β You search up something on your computer.Β
βYouβre so kind.βΒ
βYeah, this is what you look like.β You flip the screen to him, showing Jeff the killer in picture form. βThink someone posted your morning pictures, Sukuna. Should we go hunt them down?β You turn the screen back to you, giving it a quizzical look, as if you were trying to find the answer to your question on the spot.Β
βIβm going to kill you.βΒ
You giggle, pointing at him loosely. βOnly proving my point.β You hook your foot on your other sock, playing with the fabric. βSo, how do you plan on doing it? Suffocation, maybe taking me outββΒ
βI actually have it written down here.β Sukuna pushes a sticky note to you, itβs pink. βRead it out loud.βΒ
βIs this a fetish?β You raise an eyebrow, βDo you make all your victims read what youβre going to do to them, or am I just special?βΒ
Sukuna furrows his eyebrows, almost glaring at you, before he breaks. Twisting his head to the side and bursting into laughter, the back of his hand covering his mouth as he tries to collect himself. He ends up covering his face, still laughing while muttering, βYouβre so dumb.βΒ
And, in this context, you agree. Youβre absolutely dumbfounded. Sukuna is laughing, and itβs not a pretty small huff, or a brief chuckle, which youβre not even sure youβve heard him do, but now, heβs genuinely laughing.Β
You press your lips together, a tight lipped smile slowly building on your lips. But, you still look at the sticky-note anyway, trying to make out the words, but you canβt. Theyβre too small, and a bit too messy. βSukuna, I canβt read this.β Youβre just trying to distract yourself, because if you look too long at Sukuna laughing, you know your face is going to break out in flames.Β
βYeah.β Sukuna says, ignoring your words. βYouβre special.β Your name follows, punctuating the sentence.Β
Your lips part ever so slightly in a silent gasp, before you look away. βIβIβ¦ still canβt read it.β You try to ignore what he just said. Still, Sukuna just called you special. You can literally hear your heart beating in your ears right now, your hands are shaky, too.Β
βI want to hear you read it.β Sukuna says, tilting his head to the side slightly.Β
βCan youβ¦β You slid the sticky note back to him, turning your head away from him. βRead it for me, I genuinely canβt read it.β You can feel your ear burning, before a horrible realization comes over your mind.Β
Sukuna dramatically sighs at you, snatching the sticky note from you. βWhat? Are you blind or somethinβ?β He laughs to himself, before looking at the sticky note whispering, βOh, thatβs right, you are.βΒ
You blink once, then twice. βWhat.βΒ
Sukuna presses his lips together, βHuh?βΒ
βWhat did you say?βΒ
βDidnβt say anything.βΒ
You narrow your eyes at him, watching as his eyes are trained on the sticky note. βHow do you know that?β You made sure no one knows that, even Nobara, so how would Sukuna know that? Were you squinting too much at your screen when you worked with Yuuji and Sukuna yesterday, or did he see the family picture on yourβ
Your stomach drops.Β
Sukuna can see your express fall with it. He closes his eyes and tries not to laugh, βDonβt tell me you saw it?β A horrible, twisted realization falls over your consciousness, βYou read it?β¦β You can feel yourself flush pale, an uncomfortable and embarrassed feeling twisting in your stomach.Β
Sukuna deeply inhales, βRead what?β The expression you pass him, breaks him. Itβs riddled in embarrassment, your lips quivering slightly, as your eyes are ever so slightly watering. Sukuna laughs until his hand, unable to control himself. Yet, he didnβt expect you to do what you did next.Β
You tackle him. His pillow in your hand as you place it over his face, sitting on his abdomen as you ignore his muffled laughter. βShut up. Shut up. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.β You chant, closing your eyes and trying to not reel in your embarrassment.Β
Sukuna taps your thigh, trying to tell you to stop, while his other hand tries grabbing your hand, or the pillow on his head. But, you donβt relent, you continue to try and kill Sukuna. Then, the resistance stops, Sukunaβs hands drop limply by his side, his laughter ceasing.Β
You sigh with relief, letting your hands fall slack, but Sukuna goes in for the attack. Swiping the pillow away from your and grabbing both your wrists into his grasp. βAnd youβre calling me the fuckinβ killer.β He scoffs, using his free hand to reach for your bag.Β
You struggle in his grasp, glaring at him. βI have every right to kill you now.β You watch as he grabs something from your bag, and immediately you resist even harder. βAbsolutely not, donβt even try toββΒ
βI just want to see how you look with them, calm the fuck down.β Sukuna opens the small box, pulling out your glasses and placing the lenses over your eyes. βSee, look at you.β He sits up, making you slide down into his lap, your wrist still held together by his one hand. βYouβreβ¦β He looks to the side for a moment, βItβs cute.βΒ
You look to the side, face burning, βYouβre soβ¦ ugh.β You groan, βInfuriating.β Still, you canβt deny how pleasant it is to have Sukuna admiring you like this. If admiring is the right word in this situation.Β
Itβs quite for a bit, before you softly sigh, your legs sliding down and relaxing into him. His grip on your wrist looses up nicely, your breathing soft and content. βHowβ¦ how much did you read?β You finally look at him again, but with the glasses decorating your face, you can really see him now.Β
Sukunaβs face markings are so much more detailed than you originally thought, and his eyesβ¦ theyβre stunning. A deep crimson, looking at you with so muchβ¦ admiration and awe. They divert away from you, a cocky smile on his lips. He scoffs, βAll of it.β
You feel so exposed right now, βAll of it?β You repeat, more so to yourself, then to Sukuna. βSo, you know?β¦β You stop yourself, unable to force the words out. Youβre too embarrassed. Sukuna nods, turning his gaze back to you. You instantly cover his eyes with your hand, you can't look at him. More so, you donβt want him to look at you.Β
Sukuna smiles, his sharp teeth flashing at you, the dimple in his cheek indenting perfectly into his skin. βI canβt look at you?β He cooed, itβs more mocking if anything.Β
βNo.β You lean back slightly, which makes Sukuna grab your waist, keeping you in place. His smile falters for a moment, and you wonder why. You were just adjusting your sitting. βBesides, you think Iβm hideous, or whatever.β
βItβs true, your face makes me laugh.β You annoyedly groan at him, but Sukuna trails one of his hands to yours, his finger hooking over your fingers. βLet me look at you.β He tugs a bit at your hand, itβs not forceful, itβs more asking if anything. βI want to see the girl who likes me, stupid.β
You donβt respond, you donβt even let his hand pull away from his eyes. You donβt know what you do, you donβt know what to do, nor how to respond to his question. Youβre merely grounding yourself into the situation, in the way heβs holding you, and his soft breathing.
Sukuna says your name again, only for it to quickly die in his throat.Β
You kiss him.Β
Your other hand cupping his jaw as you deepen the kiss, your eyes fluttering shut as his lips work with you. His hands wrapping around torso, holding you tighter than heβs ever held anyone before. You can feel his lashes flutter behind your hand, his head twisting to the side so he can deepen the kiss.Β
You break it, pulling away with your hands at your side now. You chew on your bottom lip nervously. Sukuna leans in again, but you turn away, your hands resting on his chest to push him back. Despite your denial of his advances, he holds onto you just the same. His hands arenβt holding you like they did at the party, theyβre gentle, they are soothing, and comforting, maybe even a bit longing.Β
Itβs silent for a moment.Β
You softly sigh, your fingers playing with the collar of his shirt while you whisper, βSukuna?β You see him nod, but keep your eyes on your fingers. Looping your index finger under his shirt and pulling his golden chair for your pleasurable viewing. βCanβ¦ we talk about it?βΒ
Sukuna doesnβt even let a second pass before he responds, and his words make the world fall silent. Your heart is beating so loudly, and your body freezes, your fingers tangled in his chain as they finally process in your head.Β
βIβm sorry.βΒ
Your lips part, before you quickly press them together, pulling your gaze to his face. Did he just say that? Did the stoic, unforgiving, asshole, Sukunaβ¦ just apologize to you? Your lashes flutter at his expression. Sukunaβs isnβt looking at you, his glare is trained to the dull wall to the right. βIβm so fuckinβ sorry.β
Your heart beats even faster at his expression, your face flushing hot.Β
Sukuna is blushing red.Β
His cheeks covered in a deep blush, eyebrows furrowed, glaring at you like normal Sukuna would. Except for one thingβ¦ his face is burning in a deep red blush, even the tips of his ears are red. Heβs embarrassed, very embarrassed, but he still looks angry.Β
You move in quickly, wrapping your arms around his neck, whispering, βYouβ¦ youβre sorry?β You shakily exhale, closing your eyes into his neck. βDid you just say that?βΒ
Sukuna instantly wraps both his arms around you. His hands touching his own sides from holding you so tight. βIβm so sorry, Iβm such a fuckinβ horribleβ¦β He groans, leans his head on yours. βIβm terrible, Iβm so terrible.βΒ
You nod, laughing slightly as you add, βYeah, youβre an asshole.β You softly sigh, βButβ¦ maybe, I am, too.β You hold him tighter, your heart longing. βWhat.. what did I do wrong? IβI feel horrible for asking, butβ¦ I really donβt know.βΒ
Sukuna closes his eyes, βWhen I told youβ¦β He thinks to himself, βWhat happened to me. Thatβs something Iβve never told anyone, but Uraume about.β He pauses for a moment, βAnd, I reallyβ¦ I value you more thenβ¦ I donβt even know. That scares me. Itβs terrifying.βΒ
You nod.Β
βI was telling you the worst of me, and I didnβt want to know how you were going to react. I hate everything that happened, and how I reacted, but here I was relieving it for you.β Sukuna pauses again, before forcing out, βOnly for you to remind me our friendship was only a week. Everything that we were experiencing was only going to be for a week.β
You instantly pull away from him, βSukuna, thatβs not what I meantββ You pause, looking at his expression, his eyes glossy and shiny. You feel something trail down your cheek, before hitting Sukunaβs shirt. You feel your bottom lip wiggle, before your sniff, your shoulders jumping up with a hiccup. You feel dumb, youβre not even as upset about what happened anymore, but the tears donβt stop. βAt the party, I thought you were just going to use me and throw me away, but I didnβt want thatββ
Sukuna feels his chest tighten, shaking his head, βI thought you were using me for your project.β He tells you, βI thought that's why you told me you were a burner phone.β Sukuna recalls the way his heart shattered when you told him that, doing everything in his power to keep his emotions together. βI thought you wanted everything to end the moment the week was over, andβ¦β He diverts his eyes, βIβ¦ I never wanted that.βΒ
You close your eyes, recalling the following day. βThen, we had an argument.β Your mind instantly floods with memories, recalling the pain and words you yelled at Sukuna, the lies and truths you told him in a fleeting agonizing moment.Β
βYeah.β Sukuna looks regretful, βThe stupid fuckinβ argument.β Both of you are silent for a moment, and you donβt think itβs going to be broken for a few moments, but to your surprise, Sukuna speaks up again. βDid youβ¦?β He thickly swallows, βDid you mean those things?β
You feel a bit on the spot with that question, and you donβt know how to answer. Well, you do, butβ¦ what about Sukuna? Did he mean the things he said? You donβt want to say something only for him to not feel the same. But, itβs obvious how he feels, right? It should be now, but it doesnβt feel like that. His words bounce in your head clouding your mind with doubt. Youβre scared, no, youβre terrified. βDidβ¦ you?βΒ
You donβt want to hear that answer right now.
βWhen we βfirstβ made up.β You abruptly ask, chewing the corner of your lips, βI asked you if youβd promise you wouldnβt like me. You asked me if I wanted you too.β You push your glasses to the bridge of your nose, βWhy?βΒ
Sukuna remains silent for a bit, before huffing, βThis is so weird to me.β He mutters, softly groaning to himself. βIβve never done this type of thing with someone.β He furrows his eyebrows, clearly uncomfortable with the situation.Β
Still, you look at him through your lashes, and hopefully ask, βDo youβ¦ like it?β Your voice is a hushed whisper.Β Β
Sukuna wrinkles his nose, scowling ever so slightly. He shakes his head, βNo. This fuckinβ sucks.β This conversation is supposed to make everything, but it feels sad, every word that comes out of you, or him makes his throat tighten painfully. He watches as your gaze diverts from his face, and that makes his chest tighten. Shit, he didnβt say that right. βWellβ¦β He starts again, pulling your face to look at him, βI hate it, butβ¦ I hate it less, since itβs withβ¦ uh, you.βΒ
You sniffle again, his words holding you in a comforting blanket. The words spill out, sooner than you would like, βI didnβt mean it.β You push your glasses up, whipping your eyes with the back of your hand. βI was just scared, and you made it seem like you didnβtβ¦ I donβt know. Care for me, or something.βΒ
Sukuna cups the bottom of his face, whispering, βI donβt know why I said that.βΒ
βI donβt know why I said that, too.β You sniff, βI was justβ¦βΒ
βI didnβt want to promise anything, because I already knowβ¦β Sukuna pushes your hair from your face, leaning in a bit closer, βIβd be lying to you.β He flutters his lashes, βAnd, I donβt want toβ¦ lie to you anymore.βΒ
You nod, eyes pearling with tears, βI donβt want to lie either.β You whisper, βIβm sorry, Iβm so sorry.β You grab his shirt.βI want to beβ¦ I want to be with you.β You hug him again, your tears wetting his shirt. βIβve always wanted to be with you.β A soft whisper.
Sukuna chuckles, letting you cry into his shoulder. βWhy did you say that sooner?βΒ
βI thought you didnβt like me!β You cry, adding in a hushed whisper, βI thought you hated me. I thought you were just going to leave me the moment the week was over after using me.β You shake your head, gripping onto the back of his shirt, βI couldnβt stand that thought, so thatβs why I pushed you away!βΒ
Sukuna continues to rub your back, βYouβre so stupid.β He mumbles, bringing you into him tighter. I could never hate you. I would never push you away. βItβs okay, now, donβt cry like a baby about it.β He adds a derogatory, yet playful, βBaby.β
βIβm so happy you donβt hate me.β You softly sigh into his neck, closing your eyes as your body completely relaxes into his. βSo happy.β
Sukuna tries, he really does, but something hot and wet slides down his cheek, and you donβt see it, nor are you ever going to know about it, but it happens. Itβs real, itβs grounding, and itβs pulling. βYeah.β He holds you, βI know.β Arms wrapped around your, his head tucking close to yours, βI know.β
Your body is completely relaxed as you whisper, βI donβt want to argue anymore.β You shake your head, whipping off the final tears on your cheeks, βI donβt think I have the power to argue with you anymore. I want things to beβ¦βΒ
Sukuna presses his closed eyes onto your shoulder, βI donβt want to argue like we did on Tuesday.β A sharp breath comes out of his nose, βI like the arguments like the one in the car. Itβs cute you have a bit of spunk. As much as it is annoyingβΒ
You pull back, a small smile on your lips, βYeah, your grandpa is right, you do need someone to keep you in check.β You lower your hands to his chain again, βThank god you have me, right? What would you do?βΒ
Sukuna nods, βYeah, Iβd be stress free without you.β He raises his hands to your waist, βWho would want that? A carefree life, compared to an annoyinβ little shit like you?β Heβs passing you a boyish smile. Heβs smiling far more than youβre used to. You like it.Β
βYeah.β You laugh, pulling on a piece of his hair, βLook, you even have a gray hair, now you have a small piece with me wherever you go.β You lookΒ at him again, this time a smile on your lips. βArenβt you so happy? Youβre stuck with me?βΒ
Sukuna doesnβt say anything, he just looks at you. His pupils blown wide, as his hands gently hold onto you. You pass him a silly smile, βWhat?β You tilt your head to the side, βWhy are you looking at me like that?βΒ
βCan I kiss you?βΒ
Your lips part, your eyebrows raising in silent shock. βHuh?β A small suppressed laugh escapes your lips, βWait, are you asking me to kiss me?β You tilt your head to the side, βThe f-boy Sukuna, the one who had a girl over this very week, is asking to kiss me?β
βWe didnβt do anything. It was just a stupid fukinβ project.β Sukuna leans in closer, grabbing the back of your head. βJust fuckinβ kiss me already.β Sukuna doesnβt even let the sentence process in your head, before trying to press his lips to yours.Β
Key word. Trying.Β
Unfortunately, right before the two of you can kiss again, a strand of your hair falls in between your faces. Blocking the kiss from ever happening. You naturally giggle, mumbling a small apology. But, Sukuna doesn't seem to be fazed. He just pushes the strand behind your ear, cups the back of your face and pulls you into a kiss.Β
It almost feels like heβs smiling against you.Β
You kiss him back, but his kiss is much more brief, ending then starting again. It feels unreal, Sukuna, the emotionally unavailable Sukuna, kissing you like a lover of years would.Β
Youβre giggling, sniffling every now and then, only for Sukuna to kiss your cheeks, then kiss you on the lips again. You can taste the salty wet tears on his lips, but you donβt mind, itβs cute in a way. βYouβre not acting like Sukuna.βΒ
He places his forehead on yours and tells you, βIβll slam your face into my bed, if youβd like?β Sukuna cockily smirks to himself, tilting his head to the side. βOr, do you want me murder you silently?β
βSilently? I feel like murdering me would not be a quiet activity.β
Sukuna nods in agreement, βYouβre right. I can set the house on fire with you inside.β He kisses you again, whispering, βDoesnβt that sound romantic? Youβd be my first murder. Youβre special.βΒ
You laugh, βRomantic is definitely one way to put it.β You look to the side, thinking, βBut, that definitely sounds more like my Sukuna. I wonder if you were an arsonist in your past life. I feel like thatβs very on brand for you.β You look at his eyes, and catch a slight red look to them. βOh. My. God.β Sukuna flinches when you point at him, βYou were crying? Oh my god, were you crying?β You huff, βAnd youβre calling me a babyβ¦ hypocrite.βΒ
He makes a ludicrous face at you, placing his hand on your face and pushing you off him. Making you fall onto your elbows with a laugh, βI think youβre actually going mental now.β He throws the pillow at your body, βI fuckinβ donβt cry.βΒ
βNot true.β You smile at him, grabbing the pillow and holding it over your lap. βYou cried when you talked to Yuuji, and donβt deny it, I totally saw how red your eyes were.β You wiggle your shoulders, βAwh! The big strong Sukuna is actually a big cry baby like meββΒ
βI can make you cry.β Heβs now leaning over you, the pillow thrown on his bed. βWeβll see whoβs the real cry baby, then.β Heβs smiling, but it doesn't look inviting or reassuring, sadistic would be the right word here. A small squeak leaves your mouth.Β
You blink a few times. βHuh?β Sukuna picks you up, tossing you over his shoulder. This must be a common practice with the brothers, it doesnβt happen often, but it happens enough for you to mentally note. Another noise leaves your throat when he drops you on his bed, parting your thighs and moving in between them.Β
Sukuna keeps his forearms near your head, his nose touching yours. βYou want to know somethinβ.βΒ
You giggle, βNo, not really.β You laugh when Sukuna drops his head with dejectment, his forehead hitting your nose gently. βFine, tell me, what do you want to say, Sukuna.β You shiver when his nose brushes over your neck.Β
Sukunaβs hand moves under your knee, hooking it around his waist. βIβd give anything to make things up to you.βΒ
You laugh, letting your arms comfortably cross over his shoulders, βYou already said sorry, and thatβs already enough for me.β You tug him closer, which almost throws him off balance, causing him to stumble into you. βEspecially with your big boy ego.βΒ
βYou ever call me that again, and I will throw your ass to the streets.β He kisses your neck, enjoying the way you naturally open yourself to him. Still, thereβs a bit of hesitance behind your movements, and that alone makes him stop. βDid I hurt you?βΒ
βMentally.β You throw out loosely, but immediately smile, βNo, Iβm just, uhβ¦β You divert your eyes for a moment, βUhm, nervous, I guess.β No, youβre not nervous, youβre scared. What if he justβ¦ leaves again.Β
βAbout?β Sukuna sounds different, more soft.Β
βUh, this.β You naturally hug him tighter.Β
βShould I stop?βΒ
You take a moment, β...No.β You softly sigh, βI just donβt want you toβ¦ uhm, leave again.βΒ
Sukuna takes a moment, before kissing you again, itβs sweet. βIβm not, donβt even worry about that.β But, your unsure expression makes him hesitate. Itβs a bit weird, heβs feeling so many new things today. He wants to make sure youβre comfortable, and heβs almost scared to touch you. You feel like glass to him.Β
Sukuna thinks he may be broken, maybe you broke him, but everything that is happening is so new to him. He doesnβt know how to respond, but he does know one thing, he doesn't want to hurt you anymore. He doesnβt want to scare you, or make you cry. He doesnβt want to hear you sob in his arms over something stupid thing he did. He canβt stand that.Β
He doesnβt know why, but seeing you like that, hurts him.Β
Maybe he is broken. But, every broken part of him wants to be around you all the time. And, he doesnβt know exactly how to comfort someone, or fix what heβs done. But, heβs trying, heβs trying harder than heβs ever tried with anyone before.Β
Sukuna may not be the best person in the world, but heβs trying to find a way to build your trust in his own way. Itβs the one thing he has always been good at, and almost centralized his identity around. Itβs a bit sad when he really thinks about it, but trauma has a unique way of messing with a person.Β
He nods, βOkay.β He kisses your temple, βI wonβt do anything until you beg me to.β He pushes himself off you, standing between your thighs while you lay down on his bed, towering over you. βYou like the sound of that?βΒ
You feel your stomach twist and turn with butterflies, the feeling of being prey to a hungry wolf has you heating up with desire. βO-Okay.β You thickly swallow, pushing yourself up and sitting up straight, grabbing his chain and tugging him down to your lips. βI likeβ¦ uhm, I like the sound of that.βΒ
Sukuna chuckles, βYou do?βΒ
You bite the bottom of your lip, nodding your head slowly. βMhm.β He cups your face, and his nose tickles your cheek, his kisses coming in fast and soft. Peppering down to your neck, his nose touching your neck like a fleeting feather. While his fingers trail down the inside of your thighs. Goosebumps follow his hands on your legs.Β
A pleasurable shiver shooting through your body when he finally slides his hand under your skirt. You whimper, grabbing your skirt and lifting it up, allowing yourself to watch the way Sukuna gropes you. A small moan leaves your mouth, βKeepβ¦ uhm, doing that.β You watch as his thumb works painfully slow circles into your covered clit.Β
Sukuna nods, eyes enraptured by your thighs shaking around his hand, your pink panties wrinkling and damp from your slick. βSuch a slut.β He shakily exhales, βYou like this, donβt you? You like when things are nasty.βΒ
You donβt say anything, merely nod your head. βYeah, I know, baby, I know.β He says against your neck, his deep voice rumbling against your skin. You feel something warm, and wet slowly move up to your ear. Before his mouth bites your ear playfully. βI know you love the way I touch you.βΒ
He lowers himself to his knees, flipping your skirt completely up. Allowing himself to look at you for however long he wanted. You move your hand in between your legs, βAre you looking?β You can feel your face burning, your heart beating in your ears. βThatβs so embarrassing, please donβt look.βΒ
βItβs not embarrassing.β He responds, running his nose gently down your thigh. βItβs hot.β He grabs behind your knee, tugging so your legs are dangling off his bed. He smirks to himself, βYouβre making me hard.βΒ
βOh my god, please donβt say that.β You use your other hand to cover your face, your face burning in embarrassment. But, a small whimper leaves your mouth when Sukuna places his hand over yours, applying pressure to your pussy. You pass him a half hearted glare, βSukuna!βΒ
βWhat? Donβt tell me you hate my words?β Sukuna teases, his eyes drinking up the way you jolt. βOr, maybe, itβs that you hate my voice?βΒ
βI just hate you.β You mumble, leaning back in his bed, and allowing him to peel off your hand from between your thighs.
βMhm, I know, babe.β He loves how much he affects you, his voice and words, causing your body to burn and shiver with desire. βHopefully you can keep to your words when I make you squirt over my fingers.β Sukuna devours the way you shiver at that, your thighs twitching. And, all caused by a few kisses, a light touch, and some deprived words. .Β
So cute.
Sukuna grabs your hips, pulling you closer to his face. Lifting your skirt and looking at the thin pink panties that separated you from his mouth. He groans, resting his hand on your knees, pushing your thighs apart to look at your drenched panites. He swallows, blood flooding his cock, straining it against his pants.Β
βOkay..β He starts, putting all his weight on his knees. He can see the way your chest is slowly rising and falling, and the cute pink panties that stick to your wet hole. He wishes, more than anything, you werenβt wearing them, but he wanted to toy with you. Just a little. Besides, they would be off in a few minutes, so he isnβt entirely worried about it, he has the patients to wait. βHas anyone touched you here?βΒ
If anything, Sukuna wants to hear you beg for him to take them off.Β
You blink at him innocently, before softly nodding your head. βYou have.βΒ
Sukuna chuckles a bit, βNo, gorgeous, anyone other than me.β Both his hands follow the curve of your thigh. Getting closer, and pressing under your skirt. You thickly swallowed, glancing at his hands and face.Β
You hesitate to shake your head, but when you do, Sukuna freezes. βWait, have you everβ¦?β Sukunaβs still touching you, but itβs more endearing, and less sex-driven. βHas anyone ever gone down onβhave you ever had sex?βΒ
You again shake your head.Β
Sukuna feels his cock twitch. βShit, so youβre really a virgin.β He watches as your eyes divert, βThatβs not bad, I justβ¦β He leans his head on your knee, resting it there. βIβve never been with a virgin.β Sukunaβs been with only a few people, less than he can count on one of his hands, but theyβll all have some form of experience. So, approaching them, and their sex-life is different, but with you, he doesnβt entirely know how to approach it. He wants you to feel comfortable with him, but he also wants you to feel good.Β
You push yourself up, leaning on the palms of your hands while looking at Sukuna. βIβve never done anything, does that make you feel better?β You pass him a silly smile.Β
Sukuna huffs, βI mean, itβs kinda hot.β He smiles, his sharp teeth flashing as you, βI'll make your head spin, and your legs shake.β He lifts his hand, tapping your forehead. βDo you want that, you want me to make you feel good?β He watches as your throat bobs, βYou want to shake and cry with pleasure while I tongue your clit?βΒ
You shiver. βJust get on with it already. I feel like weβre talking too much right now.β You laugh a small bit, βI feel like weβre doing this wrong, or something. Are we doing this wrong?βΒ
Sukuna just raises an eyebrow at you. βYouβve never done this before, how would you know whatβs right or wrong?βΒ
βIβve seen porn.βΒ
Sukuna drops his head back, deeply inhaling that exhaling. βPorn is made for horny twelve year olds.β Sukuna smirks to himself, βWait, donβt tell me you get off to that fake and gross bullshit.β He sarcastically adds, βDirty girl.β
You flop back down, a small giggle leaving your lips. βI feel like youβre messing with me now. Just do what youβre going to do.β You mumble, before softly adding, βI mean, I want to know why everyone cares about sex so muchββ Your mouth parts in a moan, his tongue giving you a hard kitten lick. Eyes bouncing up, and trying to see what reaction you would give him.Β
He laughs, βIβll make you an addict.β Sukuna places his thumb on your clit, rubbing it up and down. βJust promise me youβll keep your legs wide open fβme. Donβt even think about fuckinβ close them.β He slaps your thigh, making you yelp. βOr, Iβll make you go so brain dead, you wonβt even be able to.βΒ
βStop talkingββ A moan tears through your throat, Sukuna wrapping his lips around your covered clit. Sucking hard on your small pearl, before laughing against your cunt.Β
βDid you say somethinβ?β He slowly inhales, eyes rolling to the back of his head from your scent. Sex and pure lust, god youβre so fuckinβ sexy. He continues licking your clit, keeping his attention on the sensitive bud.Β
You can feel his tongue working against your fabric, wetting it with his saliva and your juices. Itβs so nasty, but it makes your eyes cross everytime he flicks his tongue over your sensitive bud. This is amazing. You gasp, your hand clamping down over your mouth to try and keep quiet. A pathetic attempt, really. Sukuna slaps your thigh in response, shaking his head, his tongue swiping left and right as he does so. βDonβt even fuckinβ think about.β He seethes, pissed by you trying to keep quiet.Β
Sukuna doesn't want you to be quiet. Heβs been robbed of all chances to hear you cry out in pleasure, or his name in ecstasy. Despite this not being his first sexual encounter with you. The first time, he knew you were listening to him jack off, but you didnβt so much as whimper for him. Which was saddening. And, you can only hear so much when the music from a party is playing in the background. Sukuna wants to hear how good you feel. He wants to hear how good he was making you feel.
βWhatβah! What if Yuuji is home?β You arch your back, Sukuna sucking on your clit again. βWhat if he hears?β You whisper, grabbing onto his sheeps, the fabric seeping between the cracks of your fingers. βThatβs going to be soββΒ
βEmbarssinβ?β Sukuna fishes for you, trying to finish you off. βI know, but he wonβt know, if you stay quite.β Sukuna reaches for your hands, pulling it to his cheek, only to kiss your palm. βBut, I donβt want that.β He continues kissing your palm, moving his lips towards your middle and ring finger. βI want to hear you, want to hear you whimper over my tongue and scream my name.β Sukuna smiles, slides his tongue between your two fingers, letting you look at the lewd gesture the two of you are making. βOkay?β
A shaky exhale leaves your lips, before you meekly nod. Sukuna chuckles, pushing your hands to your face, βGood girl.β He keeps your two fingers spread, pressing the open space to your lips. βLet me see your tongue.βΒ
You feel your bottom lip tremble, before opening your mouth, your pink tongue sticking out and resting between your two fingers. You can feel how theyβre wet, and you can taste Sukunaβs saliva. You moan, βThis isβ¦β You feel your sentence trail when you notice Sukunaβs gaze trained on your tongue, wiggling and moving between your fingers.Β
He closes his eyes, softly groaning to himself. Fuck, heβd give anything to feel that tongue on his throbbing cock. Watch it slide and swirl over the head of his cock, before your pretty little lips would stretch over his fat cock. Drowning in your glossy eyes as hot tears slide down your cheeks, your throat constricting around his girth.Β
βStop thinking too hard about it.β He tells you, his tongue sliding from your knee to your inner thigh, pressing wet kisses into his skin. βItβs supposed to feel good, even if it is gross.β And if Sukuna is being completely honest with himself, knowing that something is filthy makes it hot. He moves to your covered cunt, kissing your lips. Avoiding the place where you want him most. βJust lay down and feel, I clearly make you think too much.βΒ
You just pull your hand away from your lips, a string of saliva falling down on your shirt. βOkay.β You keep yourself propped up, watching as Sukuna practically makes out with your pussy. You can see how wet your underwear is now, along with how glossy Sukunaβs lips are.Β
You keep your hands bundled in his sheets, trying to keep yourself sane as Sukuna makes you feel good. It feels incredible, and looks porngraphic. The fat of his tongue pushing itself between your lips, making a small crater in your panties. The tip flicking your clit, moving up and down like a teasing feather.Β
You feel your eyes flutter shut, holy shit, it feels amazing. You donβt ever want it to stop, you wantβ¦ more. You clamp your thighs together, but Sukunaβs hands are already on your thighs. Pushing them apart and smiling against your skin, βKeep them open.β He shakes his head to the side, his tongue following his movement on your clit.Β
You groan, and Sukuna moans with you. Grabbing you right knee and placing it on his shoulder, βKeep this here.β He whispers, continues to suck on your covered clit, watching as your body falls back on his bed. Your back is arching.Β
βOhβoh my god.β You lean your head back, your body hot and sweaty. Holy shit, this feels amazing. Sukuna feels amazing, and it feels depraved. Licking and sucking at your clit, even though it's covered with the thin fabric of your panites. βFuhβfuck, please.β You moan, tucking your calf behind Sukunaβs head, pulling him closer to your cunt.Β Β
His eyes seem to glow watching as your body jolts, and your pussy twitches. And with the way your panties are absolutely drenched, clinging onto your pussy lips like a second skin, it doesnβt leave much to the imagination. βPlease what?β Sukuna mocks, βPleaseβ¦ stop?β
Sukuna isnβt going to stop, thereβs no way in fucking hell heβs going to stop, but mocking you, seeing your eyes water, it makes him insane. Hearing you beg and whimper over his mouth, godβ¦ Seeing you like this makes him feelβ¦ incredible. Knowing that you havenβt done this with anyone else, yet want to do it with him, has him spinning. It makes him feel good. Itβs something heβs never had before, but knows he now canβt live without. He has craved for something like this. A hole heβs always adorned in his chest, but never found a filling for it. But now, he feels full, itβs a feeling he wouldβve never thought to find, despite how desperately he searched for it.Β
Sukuna feels amazing when heβs with you. Even when youβre dancing in his living room with face care adoring your face, a pout on your face while you playfully ignoring him, glaring at him with your reflective eyes, or the small back-and-forth the two of you share. Itβs all so amazing.Β
But, seeing you like this. Embarrassed and eager for what he was going to do next. Open and vulnerable, trusting and wanting more, itβsβ¦ it feels like the best thing in the world. Sukuna feels like heβs becoming addicted to this. He holds the back of your thighs with his big hands, closing his eyes and flattening his tongue on your pussy, tearing another moan from your mouth.
βN-No! Please donβt stop.β You whine, tears brimming your waterline. Your lips part as you moan, gripping onto the sheets as your hips jolted forward, trying to push your pussy harder against his lips. Desperate to get more pleasure from his mouth, you just want to lose yourself in it. You donβt want to think about anything, not school or studying, just Sukuna between your legs.Β
Sukuna laughs against your cunt again, continuing his abuse on your pussy. Enjoying the way you try holding your legs apart, your thighs shaking around his head. He tightens his grip on you, not even giving you the opportunity to move them together if you wanted to. βI wonβt stop.β He whispers, βDonβt you worry your pretty head off.β
You giggle, sounding a bit drunk, βYouβah! Calledβyou called me pretty, fuh-fuck, again.β You feel a coil in your lower stomach, something youβre all too familiar tightening inside of you. βYou thinkβoh my god, holy shit, you think IβmβIβm pretty.β
βFuck yeah.β He moans into you again, βI think youβre fuckinβ sexy, your tits and body, your lips and tongue, all of it.β He wants to add your eyes, but feels himself grow a bitβ¦ embarrassed to say that. Ironic, huh?
That makes your stomach twitch, butterflies swarming inside of you. The coil growing tighter, your thighs pushing agsint his hands in protest. It feels good, it feels too good. βSu-Sukuna, mβgettingβ¦ Iβmββ You back arches, your body resisting a bit more. βIβm gonnaβ cum, I feelβshi-shit!βΒ
βYeah?β Sukuna lolls his tongue out, letting it slowly drag over your over-worked bud. βFuckinβ cum on my tongue then.β Sukuna closes his eyes, feeling them roll to the back of his head with your soft moans filling his room. You taste so fuckinβ good.Β
You roll your eyes into the back of your head, your pussy clenching around nothing. But, you wonder to yourself, what it would feel like to have something inside of you. Something long and thick, stretching you open and fucking your insides until youβre mindless. βSukunaβSukuna!β His name leaves your mouth like a mantra, your voice raising in pitch as your legs shake. Your toes curl with pleasure, your hands grabbing onto Sukuna's hair.Β
Sukuna instantly moans, loving the way you tug at his hair. Unsure whether or not you want to push him away, or pull him closer to you. βFuck, cβmon, cum on my tongue, just let it feel good.βΒ
You finally feel the coil snap, your lips parting in a silent moan as your body tingles. Your thighs naturally pull into your body, opening wider for Sukunaβs tongue working fasting against your covered clit. It feels amazing, it feels unworldly, unlike any orgasm youβve ever had before. Your fingers donβt even compete to this, itβs addicting.Β
The worstβbestβpart is, it feels so long, and Sukuna doesnβt stop his abuse on your sensitive bud. This time, placing his thumb over it and rubbing circles into it. Making your orgasm even more intense, your back arching in pure pleasure.Β
Your hand reaches down for his writes, your mind pulling together only for it to be thrown back into intense pleasure. Something you donβt entirely like, but you donβt dislike, it feels good, but it feelsβ¦ too good. Like, unbearably, burning pleasure, type good.
Your body grows hotter to the thought of Sukuna touching you without any fabric in the way, the fire in your lower stomach lights a flame again. His tongue actually touching you, his fingers spreading you open allowing him to get easier access to your swollen cunt.Β
Sukuna slow stops, watching your legs twitch by his head as he pulls his finger away. βAwh, is it too much for the baby?β He mocks, tilting his head to the side and passing you a cocky smirk. βI thought you were a big girl.βΒ
You naturally pout. Even if Sukuna didnβt say anything bad, you want toβ¦ make him proud. You nod your head, βIβ¦ donβt be mean.β You whisper back, βFeels too good.β You pull his hand to your mouth, kissing his palm like he did yours a few minutes ago. You slowly bring your lips to his middle and ring finger, silently admiring how big they are. You canβt help but think how they would feel inside of you, splitting and stretching you open. βI want to make you feel good, βKuna, I want to do something for you.β You open your mouth, your tongue making way between his two fingers. Your tongue is peaking at him, while you flutter your long lashes at him.Β
Sukuna feels his brows twitch, his dick straining against the zipper of his jeans. His pupils are blown so wide, you can barely see a ring of red in his eyes. Heβs absolutely enraptured by you, his mind swirling with nothing but the way you cry his name, and tremble beneath his touch.Β
It feels like Sukunaβs going insane. He just wants to push you further, he wants to see what noises you make when he laps at your clit for hours. Would you cry, or whimper? Would you scream in pleasure, or go numb from it being too overwhelming? Only for him to push his thick cock into your slit, watching your eyes grow wide as your pussy swallows him up whole.Β
Your breath grows more uneven with his concentrated gaze, sliding your tongue up the tip of his fingers, and pulling it into your mouth. You whimper, your body flowing with nice tingles again. ββKuna, can you pleaseβ¦β You divert your eyes for a moment, before softly finishing, βCan you please do that, without my panties in the wayβ¦?β
Sukuna breathes out, closing his eyes for a second before placing his hands on your shoulders and pushing you against his bed. βCareful.β He whispers, resting his dick between your thighs, grinding himself against your wet panites, βI would do anything, if you beg me to.βΒ Β
You smile, grabbing his face and kissing him tenderly, tasting yourself in his lips. You tongue rolling around his, βThenβ¦β You pull back, whispering, βCan you please stop teasing me, βKuna, and really eat me out?β You furrow your eyebrows cutely, as you add even quieter, βI really want to feel your tongue on my pussy.β
That makes Sukuna snap.
Sukuna places his hands behind your knees and pushes them to your stomach, keeping them pinned there, βGrab your knees.β He tells you, and you instantly listen, your hands grabbing at your knees and keeping them pinned to your chest. He pulls your panties up, letting them dangle at your foot before looking at you.Β
Sukuna looks at you again, his eyes devouring your bare pussy. Wet and swollen, ready for his touch. He keeps himself snug on the bed, places his hands back on your thighs over your hands, and licks a long stripe up your pussy. Instantly you throw your head back, your teeth digging into your bottom lip with pleasure. His tongue sliding between your lips, dipping into your hole, before sliding up and dragging over your sensitive over stimulated clit.Β
You whine, your hips writhing against his mouth as your juices slides down your ass and onto his bed. Ruining his sheets, but Sukuna loves that, he loves knowing what the two of you are doing is so filthy, it makes a gross mess. Thatβs so hot to him, makes him so fuckinβ hard.Β
Sukuna moves his hand to his cock, his palm rubbing on the head and trying to adjust his painful hard-on. A feeble attempt to try and release some needed tension, his head spinning from how horny he is. His hips rut into his hand, desperate to feel something, anything on his aching cock.Β
Sukuna unbuttons his pants, pulling his boxers underneath his cock and sloppily wrapping his hand around his girth. Groaning against your pussy with an eye roll at the brief, yet pleasurable relief. But, that doesnβt stop him, no, that makes him work his tongue even harder against you. Getting off to every whimper, moan, and breath, that leaves your pretty little mouth.Β
You canβt help but notice how much more vocal Sukuna is, and as much as you want to push yourself up and see what heβs doing, but you canβt. Your legs twitch with overstimulation with every swipe, your chest bouncing up with every moan leaving your lips.Β
Sukuna pulls his remaining hand on your thigh to your pussy, creating a βvβ on your base, then spreading you open. Flicking your clit with the tip of his tongue, making you cry out in pleasure. You try to grip the sheets harder, but it doesn't help, the pleasure is just so intense. This coil of pleasure builds within your belly again, this time itβs faster and more intense then last time. It makes you babble something incoherent to try and warn Sukuna, but to be honest with yourself, you donβt know what youβre even trying to tell him. Your mind is swirling with thoughts of Sukuna, and his actions. How he makes everything around you disappear with something as simple as his tongue.Β Β
You feel tears slide down your cheeks into Sukunaβs sheets, your eyes crossing into your head with pleasure. You babble out, βOh my godβoh my god.β You hands move back to your thighs pulling them open, and another moan tears from you, he has so much more access.Β
Sukuna pushes himself off the ground slightly, places his hands and weight on your thighs, keepings them securely pressed to your stomach as he continues to abuse your swollen clit. His tongues sliding between your lips before catching under your hood, applying pleasure to make you squeal.Β
The small act makes your words jumble and moans out of your mouth, your thighs fighting against the pressure and trying to push him off. You donβt want to, but itβs so overwhelming. You donβt know if you want him to stop or keep going. Yet, at the same time, you know you donβt have a say in that currently.Β
Whichβ¦ for some reason, you absolutely love. You love that you donβt even understand what youβre trying to do or say. You love that you donβt even know what youβre laying on anymore, or which way youβre facing, again? But, Sukuna can make out the words, βFuhββKuna, I thinkβ¦ oh my god, please, donβdonβt stop! Sβclose!β Your eyes squeeze shut.Β Β
Sukuna laughs at that, not stopping and letting his eyes drink up the way your muscles tense. Youβre close, he knows that you're so close. He sucks onto your clit, watching the way your twitch, before letting go. He pushes his weight off of you, watching as your scrunched expression relaxes, and immediately looks at him with an adorable confused expression.Β
Fuck, he loves teasing you.βFeelinβ good, babe?βΒ
You tense, the feeling being ripped away from you. It feels good, but it also feels wrong. The intense feeling pulled away from you so quickly, it makes you tense. Your muscles are tightening in your lower stomach, youβre so close, but so far at the same time. Then, the intense feeling quickly vanishes making you completely relax into his sheets. Instantly you feel sweaty, your muscles tired and sore. You feel your bottom lips wiggle, βStop d-doing that! I wasβ¦β You trail off, looking to the side as your eyes flutter. βUhm, you knowβ¦βΒ
Sukuna smiles at this, you got embarrassed. How cute. βWere you?β He mocks at you, caressing your cheek, βAwh, the poor baby wants to cum, you want me to contune tongue fucking you? You like the sound of that?β He rubs his nose on your inner thigh affectionately.Β
You pout, βIβIβ¦β You pass him your gorgeous eyes again, glassy and wanting, βCan you please not stop again?β
Sukuna knew he was making you feel good, he could tell by your fucked out face, but anyone could. He merely wants to hear it from you, hear you writhe and beg for him to keep you on the edge. He gets off on that, watching a girl cry from how good something is, but at the same time, he doesnβt want to scare you. So, something more intense, would have to wait for a later time. βI wonβt, donβt worry.β He places his thumb on your clit again, βIβm just teasing you.β His finger rub slow and pressured circles on your clit, and it drives you insane.Again, this curling string continues to spiral inside you, pleasure building upon itself.Β
Sukuna hums in acknowledgement, before going back to your pussy. Taking two fingers and spreading you apart. Tongues hitting all the places he couldnβt before. He gently bites your clit, letting his fingers trail down your slit. Your eyes widen, before a moan leaves your lips. His finger sliding into with ease, your slick and saliva allowing you pussy to swallow his finger whole. Sukuna groans at this, fisting his cock again.Β
Your reaction is perfect, the small gasp you let out when his knuckle hits your lips is liberating. He almost hears you choke on your breath, a bit shocked by the intrusion. But, Sukuna is already reassuring you, praises spilling his lips as he shushes you. βIt feels good.β He slowly adds another finger, βTrust me, youβll love this.βΒ
You nod, turning your head to the side and resting it, trying to watch as he fingers your hole. Itβs not something youβre too experienced with, since you stick to stimulating your clit. If anything, you thought you were broken, since every time you finger yourself, it didnβt feel like anything. Also, the stretch is a bit uncomfortable, but itβs complemented with Sukunaβs tongue, so itβs not all too bad.Β
You softly sigh, before closing your eyes. You hold as you feel this prickle of pleasure intense, far more pulling then Sukunaβs tongue. It feelsβ¦ good.Β
Sukunaβs finger slides inside, then pulls out, only to slowly slide back into you, his knuckle resting on your lips again. Pushing his fingers up slightly with every slow thrust. You can hear your voice raise in pitch, growing louder with each thrust and swipe of his tongue. You want to place your palm over your mouth, but you canβt. Youβre unable to function, more or less keep quiet. And after a few pumps of his thick finger, you're writhing in his bead with pleasure.Β
Your eyes roll into the back of your head, toes curling as an unexpected loud pitched moan leaves your lips. You feel like youβre unable to express how youβre feeling, you want to desperately pull away, but make it even more intense at the same time. It feels like youβre so close, the coil inside you was about to snap.Β
You feel something unfamiliar in your lower stomach. It feels good, it feels somewhat familiar, but at the same time, a bit different. His fingers are still working into your cunt, wet with the slick youβre producing.Β
It makes the feeling even more intense, and suddenly, it feels like youβre about toβ¦ You feel your bottom lips wiggle, βK-kuna!β You gasp, trying to form words, but are unable to find the right ones.Β
Yet, Sukuna ignores your plea, merely smiles to himself while sucking into your clit, and pressing his fingers inside of you. He nods to himself when he touches something spongy, he chuckles to himself, βFuckinβ found it.β As he presses his fingers up, applying pressure onto your g-spot.Β
Your vision goes white. Your back arching as you quickly grip his hair, a high pitched moan leaving your throat as you feel yourself completely let go. The pressure in your stomach releases with a painful orgasm.Β
Sukunaβs mouth is already on your pussy, riding out your orgasm while he milks his cock. Focusing his attention on the head with a soft groan. His throat bobs as you finish, your thighs shaking around his head before they limply slide off onto his bed. But, he quickly grabs them and wraps them on his shoulders, giving you a final long stripe up your pussy, watching as your hips twitch in overstimulation. Sukuna cockily smiles, watching you pant and melt into his soft and sweaty bed. Clearly exhausted by the high you just received.Β
You look adorable. Your eyes were still watery and red, the bottom of your lip swollen from you biting on it, and your body abused from the pleasure you were receiving. God, it makes him even harder knowing that your first time was with him, too. βMhm, thatβs it. Just relax.βΒ
A shakily exhale, before humming with a head nod.Β
He feels his cock twitch in his hand, but he pays it no mind. Just tucking it back into his boxers and zipping up his pants. It feels gross, but heβll think about that later. He pushes himself on his feet, whipping his mouth with the back of his hand, a smirk on his lips. He sits down next to you, pinching your cheeks and making you look at him. βYou with me, doll?β
You slowly blink, trying to gain your sight again. βWhat isβ¦ uhm, whatβs supposed to beβ¦β You drop your head back, his fingers slipping from your cheeks. βWhat was the question?β You still feelβ¦ you donβt even know.Β
βYeah.β He lays back on the bed with you, βJust say youβre in love with me, I promise I wonβt make fun of you.βΒ
You gain your head, blinking a few times to pull your thoughts together. βI hate you, Sukuna.β You turn on your side, flipping your skirt down to cover yourself up. You lean forward, and kiss him. βI already told you that.βΒ
Sukuna hums, nodding his head while closing his eyes. βKeep saying that, Iβll get hard again.βΒ
βI hatββ Sukuna raises his eyebrows expectantly, passing you a cocky smirk. βI canβt with you.β You look away, but youβre smiling. Trying not to laugh at Sukunaβs stupid fucking joke. Suddenly, youβre hit with the feeling of your bare legs sticking to your sheets. βI feel gross now.βΒ
Sukuna kisses you for a final time, βIβll be right back.β He pushes himself off the bed, walking to the door and pulling it open. You assume heβs going to the restroom, and he isnβt gone for long. The next thing you know, heβs back between your legs with a damp towel. While he cleans you up, it feels a bit intimate, as well as embarrassing. You ignore the lewd comment Sukuna made about you wanting to pull your panties back up. Cockily saying, βItβs nothing I havenβt seen before.βΒ
You merely respond with a slap to his shoulder, letting him press the towel to your legs and clean up the mess. And despite how embarrassingly bare you feel, itβs nice, really nice. βWe can put a towel on your bed next time.β You say, pushing yourself off his bed and looking at the stain left. You giggle to yourself, βGuess you were right, I did dirty your sheets.βΒ
Sukuna slaps the towel over your face.Β Β
You immediately pull it off your face, throwing it at his, βOh my god, thatβs so gross!β You place your hands over your face, βI totally need to watch my face, or Iβm going to break out or something.β You work so hard to keep your face clear, now this jackass might ruin it!Β
βYouβre actually a child.β Sukuna says, dropping the towel to the floor.Β
The two of you flinch at the sound of knocking at his door, both of you turning your head simultaneously. You smile to yourself, βOne, two, three, not it!βΒ
Sukuna throws the towel back at your face, which makes him laugh when he hears you cry out in anger. Youβre quick to drop the towel back down on the ground with a satisfying, βplat.β Turning your attention back to Sukuna to watch him open the door, you see his back tense. His shoulders pull together slightly.Β
You sit up in his bed while tilting your head at him. βYou okay?βΒ
βIs thatβ¦?β That voice makes your face drain. Yuuji tilts his head to the side, looking past Sukunaβs shoulder and right at you. He instantly lights up, your name leaving his mouth, βOh my god, have you two made up already?β He loudly gasps, βWait, does that mean we can have more movie nights?βΒ
You part your lips, and look at Sukuna when he turns to face you. The two of you donβt say anything for a moment, before you burst out in laughter, cupping your mouth as you turn away from the two boys. Sukuna leans his head back, resting his forearm over his eyes as his face turns a bit red.Β
You let out a sigh of relief. You donβt think Yuuji heard. Sukuna straightens himself out, βGet out of the way, Yuuji.β Sukuna pushes him to the side, making his way to the kitchen. βI need somethinβ in my system.β
Yuuji lets Sukuna pass, βWeβre out of drinks!β Yuuji calls back, which is responded with an obnoxious groan. You giggle, but Yuuji is quick to eyeball the floor, noticing how itβs scattered with books and computers. βIβm guessing the two of you have been spending quality time together?β He smiles, βYouβre going to tell me all about it, right?βΒ
You donβt know how to respond to that, βUhβ¦ Sure, yeah.β Still, you feel a soft smile split your lips, crossing your legs over one another. Before you quickly pull your foot underneath your ass, realizing your panties are still strung on them. Shit, you really shouldβve put them on despite Sukunaβs comments. βWeβreβ¦ uhm, weβre just studying together. And, he wasβ¦ making things up to me, I guess.βΒ
Yuuji tilts his head to the side, βThings are good now?β He passes you a hopeful smile, βNo more angsty tension between you two?βΒ
You giggle, nodding your head in agreement. βThings are good, Yuu. No more angsty tension.β You feel your thighs sticking together, and you resist the urge to wrinkle your nose in distaste. βYeah, definitely no more angsty tension.β
βAlright, get out.β Sukuna pulls the back of Yuujiβs shirt, pulling him out of his room. However, this time he emerges with a cup in his hand, you wonder if itβs water, or if he really did find some alcohol.Β
Yuuji waves at you, βBye, I love you.β He passes you a sad look with his big puppy dog eyes.Β
You feel your heart tug, βCan we keep him here with us, Sukuna?β You plead, which is answered with a silent glare from Sukuna. You pout, begrudgingly waving back, βI love you, too, Yuu.β You blow him a kiss.Β Β
βYeah, yeah. Cut the bullshit you two.β Sukuna shuts the door on Yuuji, shaking his head while making his way to you. βI swear, canβt believe you say that shit right after you just came on my fuckinβ tongue.β He leans on his nightstand, passing you a teasing look, βWhore.βΒ
βAsshole.βΒ
βSlut.βΒ
βDick.βΒ
Sukuna smirks a bit, leaning his head to the side. βGorgeous.βΒ
You feel your brain malfunction for a second, βH-Huh?βΒ
Sukuna grabs his phone, opening an app. The smirk goes wider as he responds, βDookie-stain.β Youβre about to respond with quick banter, when he pushes the screen in your face, βGive me your phone number.βΒ
You furrow your eyebrows, taking the phone from his hands. βWow, does that line work with all the ladies?β You put your phone number into his phone, placing your contact name as, βLOML.β You nod to yourself, clearly content with the creative name you picked.
βYou tell me.β Sukuna takes his phone from you, sending you a quick text. You can hear your phone ring in your bag from across the room. βAre you obsessed with me already?β
βI mean, you picked out the name for me.β You point at his phone, making Sukuna actually look at the name you saved yourself under. βI think youβre the one obsessed here.β Sukuna looks at the name, and clicks the contact, and you automatically assume itβs to change it. βAwh, I actually like that name.βΒ
βOf course you do.β Sukuna saves the contact, then pushes himself off the desk. βAlright, get your ass back to studying.βΒ
βI canβt believe you just ate me out, then are going to make me study.βΒ
βDo you want me to buy you a cookie?βΒ
βActuallyββΒ
Sukuna grabs your ankles, pulling you off the bed again. βStudy.βΒ
β
You yawn, stretching your hands over your head. You can hear the washing machine rumbling in the background, Sukunaβs sheets in the wash for the night. You hear your phone ring again, and youβre quick to grab it, flipping onto your stomach while you kick your feet back and forth.Β
You donβt even have to look at the name to know who it is. Itβs not like the two of you have been texting all day, despite sitting across from each other, or merely a wall apart.Β
Dick-una:
Come here
You smile to yourself.Β
You:
im not sleeping with u
gross
Dick-una:
Just come here
You left your glasses
You:
fine.
Dick-una:
Thats what I thought
You wrap your blanket around you, shivering when your bare feet hit the cold ground, but youβre quick to shake it off. Slowly cracking your door open, and tip-toeing to Sukunaβs room. Luckily the door is unlocked when you go to open it.Β
You giggle a little bit, βGive me back my glasses.β You can see the room is still a mess, your notebooks and textbooks littering the floor, since you were too tired to pick them up. However, your glasses arenβt on the floor where you left them, theyβre now on Sukunaβs bedside counter. The small lamp ever so slightly illuminates his room.Β
βGo get them.β Sukuna responds, and you can see him on his phone, face illuminated by the blue screen. Heβs wearing black sweats, and nothing else, his hair is messy and unruly.Β
Youβre already smiling to yourself, closing his door behind you and making way to the drawer. Being careful to step over all the things on the ground, and finally reaching the drawer. βYouβre so kind.β You inspect them, βYou even clean them for mββΒ
You feel Sukuna drag you into his bed, quickly reaching an arm over your body, and turning off the light with a loud click. He taps your back, βOh shit, did your dumbass fall?β He says, draping his blanket over the both of you. βClumsy.β
βHa, ha. So funny Sukuna.β You let go of your blanket, warming up to Sukunaβs body. βIβm leaving the moment you fall asleep.βΒ
βOh my god, shut the fuck up, and fall asleep.β He mumbles back, an arm resting underneath his pillow. βCanβt do anything without you annoyinβ me.β
You giggle, closing your eyes and whispering, βGoodnight, Sukuna.β You donβt expect to hear a response, even when youβre seconds away from falling asleep in his soft bed. But, you hear something anyway.Β
βGood night.βΒ
Next Chapter: Ch. 7 - A Lovely Night
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synopsis ; even without much knowledge in the world of fashion, you decide that it's in your best interest to work for the country's fashion magazine powerhouse. however, you begin to second-guess your decision when you're faced with the grueling labor of its one and only editor-in-chief who expects nothing less of perfection. can your efficiency meet his standards or will you be out the door before you can even blink?
content tags/warnings ; gn!reader, use of they/them pronouns, mild language, traditional japanese basis of (l/n) (f/n) used, reader wears glasses, makeup, and heeled boots, some mild manga and jjk 0 spoilers (three minor characters from each are introduced), uhhh suguru being a dick lawl, some parts not edited/not beta read
contains ; editor-in-chief!geto, fashion designer!geto, assistant!reader, assistant turned ****!reader, platonic roommate!ino, modern au, mild angst, some crack if you squint
word count ; 10.2k
notes ; heavily inspired by "the devil wears prada" and "paradise kiss", so there'll be some references i've dropped within thisβsee if you can spot them! also the censored is spoilers so until then, hehe.
now playing ; seven days in sunny june - jamiroquai
Itβd be foolish not to know the household name of Geto Suguru, the ultimate male muse of Jun Takahashi whose title has yet to be reigned by another. He was the ultimate breathing mannequin of the iconic Yohji Yamamoto piece he had worn on the Milan runway back when he was just a teenager. It was one of the most staple pieces of the new century that helped open the gates of the mixing of world culture and avant garde fashionβan England-Japanese punk fusion of an ashen and tattered kasaya layered under the contrasting statement piece: the earth-toned gojΕu-gesa splattered with weaves of goldβand it was that very piece that rose him to the top of the fashion world as one of the most powerful names in global fashion.
And how could he not? At seventeen, he was scouted as a model for Gaulthier and became his muse at the ripe age of twenty before several other worldwide designers began to fight for his eyes. It was only a few shrewd years later that heβd open up his own successful fashion line, RIIKO, named in honor of his late sister, resulting in it becoming one of the fashion line pillars in the modern century.Β
It didnβt take long after that, due to his fame and distinct education from Jujutsu University, rising to the top for Kaizen fashion magazine and ruling it with an iron fist and several cups of coffee with almost all his designs on display for all to see in the office. It was due to his work that Kaizen became the powerhouse of powerhouses of fashion editorials and magazines and it was solely his work that made fashion what it was in present times.Β
Whether it was direct or indirect, Geto had impacted the industry in all sorts of ways. Be it blossoming an upcoming supermodelβs name or setting new fashion trends, everything could essentially be traced to Geto Suguru.Β
So itβs understandable that many had called you a foolβa dimwit, evenβfor not understanding how big of a deal it was to become his junior assistant after lazily submitting your resume. Originally, you had just wanted to become a simple lifestyle journalist for papers like Sankei Shimbun or The Japan Times, but seeing how it was between a seemingly mysterious fashion magazine that mentioned, received gasps, or the measly and homely newspaper of The Hokkaido Tribune, a magazine you knew would only give new journalists the scraps of what they earned, the choice was obvious.Β
Whatever gave you more money, youβd take. Survival of the fittest, was this world not?
βDo not tell me youβre going to your interview at Kaizen wearing that?β Ino barks out a laugh as he finishes his morning cereal for breakfast, scanning your outfit. βYouβre going to work in a fashion magazine, not some dingy corporate office.β
You sneer at him as you shove on your loafers (donβt mind that the leather is peeling slightly on the side). You think that thereβs nothing remotely wrong with your overused gauntlet gray matching set of trousers and blazer with a slightly wrinkled button-up underneath it.Β
βOh, please,β you roll your eyes at your roommate and parttime brother figure. βWhat on earth do you know about fashion?β
βEnough of it to know that outfit is atrocious for that type of environment,β he states simply as he shoves a donut in his mouth. He kicks his feet up on the table, making you cringe at their nakedness. βTrust me, change if you can. Make a statement for βem.β
Ino Takuma sighs and glances at your thick spectacles that youβve worn since early college. βAnd at least change your glasses for your contacts. Heard they donβt like those sorta things over there. At least not the prescription kind.β
βCanβt find them,β you grunt when you feel the weight of your shoulder bag heave down your body. βIβm already late, anyway,β you sigh, βListen, if I donβt come back alive, which I will by the way, then you can dance on my grave all you want.β
βIβm holding you to that,β he chants before he lets out a haughty snicker that gets muffled instantly when you slam the door on him.Β
You throw insults at Ino in your mind, grumbling about how a mere job hopper like him wouldnβt even know the speck of fashion, how you refuse to take advice from someone who wears the same thing every day. Thereβs nothing wrong with the gray, you think. Itβs safe and presentable, ordinary and professional, and youβd much rather blend in than stand out as you believe standing out and making yourself known is just a recipe for trouble.Β
Stretching out a hand on the street, you call for a taxi and humbly enter as you smooth out your trousers. The taxi driver eyes you in the rearview mirror with a questioning glint in your eye. βJob interview?β he asks.
βOh, um,β you nod your head. βYep! I'm a little nervous, haha.β
βReally?β he says as he gratefully steps on the accelerator a little faster. βBetter get you there quick, then. Would hate to have you late. Where are you planning on working?β
βKaizen Magazine,β you declare confidently, an affirmative look on your face.
βKaizen?β questions the driver slowly as his eyes go to scan your outfit in the mirror again, his brows raised. βAs in theβ¦ the fashion magazine?βΒ
You nod with visible apprehensiveness. You think that maybe you truly were the only person in the world that didnβt know the impact of Kaizen, seeing as how a mere taxi driver even knew about the name and you didnβt up until a few weeks ago.Β
βI seeβ¦β he mutters. The drive there is a mix of silence and everyday morning conversations, before he pulls up to the building that held the key to your dreams. βWell then, hereβs your stop.βΒ
You let out a little gasp of excitement. βThank you so much,β you reply as you shove some cash into the slot.Β
βHm, well,β the taxi driver counts the money carefully, barely looking just before you close the door as he mutters, βGood luck, Plain Jane.β
You turn back to the taxi, your hearing a little awry. βSorry, what was that?β
But when you turn back to the yellow cab, all thatβs left is a billow of smoke and cinders. Dazed and confused, you quickly shake those feelings off before you head inside to the building that was now your shining beacon of hope with a determined smile still plastered on your lips. White is the first thing that greets you when you enter the building as it was essentially aired out onto every corner. White marble counters, white tile flooring with white grout, white frames of fashion iconsβthe white screams pristine and perfection to you and its message went very much noticed. You havenβt even met Geto Suguru yet, but you understood already that he expected nothing but excellence.
You ride up the elevator quietly and alone, trying not to focus on how your anxiety increased with each ding of the passing floors. The elevator screen seems to almost taunt you as it closes in on your doom, the numbers getting closer to the designated floor until it slowly pauses and shone brightly the number 21 in stippled red.
The doors slowly open and the light seeps itself back to your vision, white flooding your senses again. You carry yourself carefully down the hallway whilst taking your time to admire the many framed pictures of past magazines, multiple runway models, and scraps of newspaper articles. One specific piece catches your attention, however; it was large, almost half your body size and framed in a gilded black frame. It was a picture of a mannequin wearing a tawdry gray-black robe with the kanji characters of βsummerβ painted with purple messily atop. Layered was a loose, but well-fitted piece of thick green and gold cloth that looked much more refined to the messiness of the other materials.Β
You stare at it for what seemed to be forever whilst admiring the contrast and beauty of the work before your name is called out.
β(Y/N) (L/N)?β
Your trance breaks from the voice approaching you. You turn to see a short and young woman with dark blue eyes staring at you with a raised brow. βThatβs you I presume?β she asks.
βOh! Uh,β you nod furiously and smooth out your trousers again. βYesβ¦ yes, thatβs me. I assume youβre Manami Suda? The one I spoke with on the phone?β
She nods slowly, her eyes going to study your outfit which was a rather stark contrast to her own attire that highlighted an emphasis on shades of opal and navy. Her eyes have a similar glint in the way that Inoβs and the taxi driverβs had, further enunciating the message that your attire was ratherβ¦ something.
βI see youβve dressed up for the occasion,β she murmurs. Sarcasm going undetected by you, you grin as a response and think that a compliment from her was a sign you did something right. Her eyes go to rise back and meet yours again before she turns and redirects you to the end of the hallway where some rooms belonging to subordinal editors sat in, clacking away at the computers. There was one singular room that held the only door on the floor and it doesnβt take you long to assume who it belongs to considering the large letters of GS frosted onto the glass.
Two desks stood on each side of the door, one completely devoid of life and decorations. Manami guides you to the empty one and patted the top of it. βThis will be yours if you manage to miraculously pass.βΒ
Manami taps on her clipboard a couple of times, listing off a couple of requirements that you were most likely going to need in the future: efficient time management, ability to fight for what Geto wants, sharp memory, quick feetβ¦
βAnd uhβ¦β Manami flickers her eyes to you and the details (or lack of, in this case). She mutters under her breath quietly, β... a good wardrobe.β
You turn to her, internally wondering if you were going deaf today. βSorry, can you repeat that?β
βA good, warmβ¦β she squints, obviously finding the right word to keep that ignorant smile on your face. β... welcome to start off his day.β
She succeeds in her task as you merely nod with the same blatant grin attached. βGot it!β
Manami tours you around the floor of the office, letting you say hello to your future coworkers that work in the cubicles that send you worried looks behind your back. They obviously seem too pitying of you, knowing that your fate would be sealed as Getoβs potential right hand man the moment you signed that employee contract.Β Β
βThis is Human Resources,β Manami gestures over to a room filled with chattering employees who seemed to be getting their gossip out before their day started. βYouβll contact them if you have anyββ her phone dings suddenly. Casually, she pulls it out, only for all of her resolve to disappear in an instant. Manami then abruptly blows a whistle with her teeth, alerting everybody in the radius.
βEverybody! His morning facial was canceled!β Manami hollers. βGeto is coming inβ¦β her phone pings again with another notification, and you can tell Manamiβs heart instantly drops. βOh Godβ¦ heβs in the lobby! Everybody, places! You,β she snags the sleeve of your blazer and drags you along with her, your clunky loafers nearly tripping you. βCome with me.β
Manami takes back to where you first started and orders you to stand in the front of the blank desk with a look that screams both fright and anxiousness all in one. She lists off too many tasks that you need to do before he comes, but youβre so frazzled with trying to remember how to act in front of your future boss that you canβt even remember the first thing she told you.Β
βHelp me arrange the drafts of the magazines from most recent to least recent before heββ
The elevator dings and all goes quiet; Manami tosses the magazines over her shoulders and positions herself firmly in her place, gesturing for you to do the same. The doors open and unveiled from two bodyguards is a manβa tall man, around six feet or perhaps even tallerβdressed in noir fitted pants and a matching button-up closed only halfway to reveal a silk navy turtleneck. Caped behind him is a black velvet trenchcoat that youβre sure is worth half your rent and a watch plated on his wrist that is well over your life savings. Heβs slightly sunkissed, with blue-black tresses of hair with a soft bang sneaking through and large plated earrings to match. His eyes, however, show a tint of colorβa sharp dark amethyst that you think could cut through you like crystals.
But heβs almost hauntingly attractingβlike a spirit. Something about him was an enigma and his aura was nothing less than powerful.Β
βGood morning, Geto,β Manami chants with an artificial happiness to her tone.
Geto doesnβt reply, just merely giving a silent blink before he sheds his coat off and tosses it aimlessly towards Manami. It proves to be heavier than anticipated, giving how she fights to groan from the weight of it. Heβs handed his briefcase from one of the bodyguards and begins to open the door to his office until he pauses and turns and glances at you, the stranger.
βHello,β you state with a slight bow. βI-Iβm one of the interviewees for your junior assistant. My name isββ
β(Y/N),β Geto murmurs; his voice is soft and low. Itβs all knowing, with indigo eyes boring into your own. β(L/N) (Y/N), I know. The one that graduated from Jujutsu University recently, yes?βΒ
Β Adjusting your glasses to wave away the blurriness, you nod with anticipation. βYes, thatβs me.β
Geto turns back and opens the door, to which he only replies back, βIn my office.β
You glance at Manami for confirmation, only given back with a jut of her head towards the door. All the unease you felt in the elevator comes hurdling back to you in an instinct and you feel as if you were no more than a peasant to someone that was essentially royalty in the fashion world.Β
Geto turns his chair to face away from you, shuffling a few papers over each other that appears to be your resume, before he spins it slowly towards you. He kicks his feet up lazily on his desk.Β
βItβs nice to have another Jujutsu alum to join us,β he says. His voice is still the sameβa little baritone with a wisping edge of a whisper to it, but it almost soundsβ¦ bored. Unamused even. βA bachelors in print journalismβ¦ same as mine, hm. Tell me, is Professor Tengen still as loose as ever with their practices?β
You fight to fiddle with your glasses as you watch as Geto tangibly toys with his own, with his focus angled on the papers in front of him rather than you. βUm, I assume so. Though I believe theyβre actually retiring this year.β
βGood,β he sighs in what seems to be relief. βShame that the university had wasted time and money by hiring them. Truly, I hope they can find someone much better suited for their position.β
βReally?β you quietly question. You had only taken their class a few semesters ago and thought despite their ratherβ¦ all too lenient dispositionβ¦ you did learn quite a lot in their class. βI thought they were a rather alright teacherβ¦β
Regret pools in your mouth from the moment you have finished your sentence. Geto finally goes to look at you from the edge of his glasses with a sharp look, narrowing his eyes ever so slightly.Β
βTengen was merely a sorry excuse for a professor. They were rather nothing but a nanny who gave their students too much leeway,β Geto declares. βThough, Iβll admit, I am pleasantly surprised that you managed to take something out of that class.β
A laugh thatβs just dripping with nothing but nervousness leaks out of your lips. βI suppose I had learned just a few thingsβ¦β
βMmh,β Geto nod nonchalantly, eyes drawing back to the papers. βWell. Letβs start with the basics. Why exactly do you want to work here?βΒ
Geto already feels the cliche comments erupting. Had the person in front of him say at least one of them, he was ready to insert the papers he was holding into the nearby shredder. Or maybe out the window this time, he wondersβsomething nice for a change.
βI was inspired by your work.βΒ
βItβs been my dream to work at Kaizen.β
βFashion is my absolute passion.β
βI want toββ
βIβm just in need of a job, really,β you say lifelessly.Β
He goes to raise his head slowly from the packet and turns to you slowly. Geto doesnβt say anything, but his facial expressions indicate a blend of confusion and intrigue. A slithering tongue darts out to slick his lips, indicating youβve piqued his interest. βWell, obviously. But why this job specifically? What about it stood out to you?β
You clear your throat. βI had learned recently that Kaizen is a rather prestigious magββ
ββRecentlyβ?β Geto repeats quietly. βYou hadnβt heard of us before?βΒ
Lips thinning, you shake your head slightly. His eyes go narrow again to your dread, serpent-like. βMy specialty is more in newspapers rather than magazines, I-Iβm not too knowledgeable in that area.β
Geto goes quiet and the silence makes the air go thick. Itβs then that familiar glint sparkles in his sullen eyes when they go to examine your choice of clothingβit confirms Ino was truly right in the end, as he lets out a smile-less chuckle that doesnβt do much to ease your brain.Β
βContinue,β Geto gestures and takes off his glasses to look at you, or you suppose your outfit, more properly. He folds his hands and places his chin on top of them. βYou said you only learned about us not too long ago?β
βYes, and I realized that perhaps working here for a while would, at least I hope, grant me access to other media houses,β you explain. Itβs only then you realize that your declaration sounds absolutely ludicrous and almost disrespectful to the editor-in-chief of the most iconic fashion magazine in the nation. βConnections are quite powerful in this day and age, hahaβ¦β
βI suppose,β Geto mumbles with not much interest in your poor humor. βWhat about me? I do hate bragging but surely, you know about my name or at least my fashion line?β
Your hesitant countenance and silence tells Geto all he needs to know. He thinks that itβs almost some sort of marvel that no one has heard of him or his works before.
He sighs. βDo you have any experience working in any fashion-related activities at least?β
βWell, I once worked in a department store for a few months back in high school,β you say thoughtfully (and ignorantly).
Geto gives you a blank look. His blinks are apathetically slow.
βUm,β you clear your throat again and shake your head, timid. βN-noβ¦β
βThen tell me,β he continues smoothly. βWhy exactly should I hire you? You obviously have no taste in fashion and you hadnβt even heard of my name, let alone my magazine, until recently. What is there within that makes you want to work here other than you justβ¦ what was it that you said?β He air-quotes mockingly, ββneeding a job?ββ
Your throat runs dry and limbs go stiff. A heat rockets to your face when you seemingly canβt get any words out to excuse yourself, much too caught up in the same of your ignorance towards Getoβs profession. And thatβs all the response he needs to make his decision.Β
His hand takes the packet again and to your horror that you fight to keep in, inserts it into the paper shredder. The groan of it rumbles through the room agonizingly and you realize that Ino is going to have the time of your life planning your doomsday.Β
Geto gives you the mercy of breaking the thick silence first. βYou may go.βΒ
With a swift flick of his wrist, Geto dismisses you with a slight edge to his murmuring as he puts back on his glasses to examine the morning newspaper to not waste any more incessant time in the day.Β
You donβt even attempt to fight back with any poor excuses. Tears prick the corner of your eyes, the sting of them frustrating you to your wits end. Instead, you gather the last of your resolve and bid him through a strained throat good day and make your leave, humiliation and disappointment trailing not too far behind.Β
You hope that Ino will give a nice eulogy, at least.
Out of all the miracles that await you in life, you do not expect the one that comes in the form of an early morning phone call that wakes you at the ass-crack of dawn. When you pick it up with sleep still very much embedded in your eyes, it dissipates in the instant you hear Manamiβs voice. Itβs only then that it hits you why on earth she was calling so early and why she was demanding to know your whereabouts, claiming you were going to be late on your first day of work.Β
You think itβs some sort of cruel joke maneuvered by Ino, especially with how his comforts from last night were mixed with taunts. But when Manamiβs voice finally registers in your brain, by some sort of miracle or stroke of luck, you have gotten the job as Geto Suguruβs junior assistant.Β
You donβt know how, but you donβt waste any time questioning how on earth you landed in such a position because you leap out of bed at 7:23 a.m. and manage to do your morning routine in the matter of what you think is a record-breaking fifteen minutes. Your ruckus manages to wake up deep-sleeping Ino, who, when you excitedly tell him to postpone your funeral, gives a groggy thumbs up before drooling back into his pillow. Itβs 7:38 a.m. when you shove on your shabby coat and you realize you only have a mere twenty-two minutes left until you have to officially clock in for work.Β
At 7:40, youβre out the door and sprinting to the located coffee shop that thankfully wasnβt too far from where you lived.
At 7:47, youβre at the designated cafe whilst attempting to swim through the crowds of morning bustlers to pick up Getoβs coffee.
7:50, youβre sticking your hand out waving desperately for a taxi and tip extra to make the driver speed through as you attempt to make sure the coffees donβt spill out of their containers.
7:58, you arrive at the building and just barely make it into the narrow gap of a tight-fitting elevator, earning stares from the others from your rather⦠frazzled appearance.
At 8:02 a.m., you dash out the elevator and officially clock in for your first day at work at Kaizen Magazine amidst a birdnest of hair, clothes that were plucked out of your hamper, and what you pray to the heavens above are hefty layers of deodorant and perfume since you were given no time to shower.
When Geto comes in that day, all suave and composed, he takes one good look at you before sighing and focusing his attention to the more refined Manami and lets her take the gears for the day. The only attention he gives you that morning is the rough toss of his heavy coatβa cashmere pearl peacoat todayβflung at your arms that nearly makes you tumble from its weight.
You quickly learn that working for Geto requires high demand and maintenance, as he is not one to skip over any details in his day. Not even three hours in your first day, you already have to plan out his future meetings, reschedule one with a rather feisty and insistent client, edit a forest of emails, finishing by dashing out five blocks on foot to the two michelin star restaurant to retrieve Getoβs weekly steak for lunch. Had this been your old corporate job, you only wouldβve gotten half the tasks you had completed by the end of the usual eight hours, but you realized early on that you had barely scratched the surface of your future in Kaizen.
You think that after plating his steak with the shakiest of hands, you finally have time to relax during lunch time when you see the small hand of the clock finally hit 12:00 p.m. , especially since you and him were left alone in his part of the office together. But the moment that Geto saunters into the office again, he tends to you once again with a final task by himself.
β(Y/N),β he calls from the office, the scrape of his fork against ceramic cluttering your ears agonizingly.Β
You fight the urge to cringe from the sound as you scurry to the doorframe, hands stiffly intertwined together. βYes, Mr. Geto?β
βNo need for such formalities,β he remarks with the dab of a napkin to his lips. βThey make me feel old, and Iβm surely not much older than you areβ¦β you think thatβs the longest heβs spoken to you since the day had started. βDid Leibovitz confirm?β
Blinking, you tilt your head ignorantly. βD-did who confirm?β
He pauses and does that taunting slow rise of his eyes from his steak to you. βLeibovitz. Did she confirm?β
Silence fills the office, much like the silence that drowned you back at the interview. He clicks his tongue and dismisses you with a disappointed shake of his head. βJust go on your lunch,β he mutters, sighing.
Manami, the savior that she is, is called into the office after her break and is asked the same task and you watch with humiliation whilst packing your things to go on your lunch as she picks up the telephone and speaks to someone over the line before confirming to Geto that, βIβve got Annie!β
βHe hates me, Taku!β you cry out whilst flopping onto the dinner table. Itβs ten in the evening and youβve just come home after what was supposed to be an 8-5 shift. You suppose you should be used to this already after two months of working for the Lucifer donned ritually in white in the building, but you donβt know how much your sanity (and body) can take.Β
Normally, Geto is usually cold to those who he wasnβt familiar with, but you think that his distaste for you sours everyday. You notice that heβs beginning to pile you with the more urgent and busier duties and that he often stares you down more menacingly in the morning with those piercing purple eyes of his, like you were gum stuck on the bottom of his shoe. You thought it was just him being normal Geto Suguru, the man with the expectations higher than the clouds, and that you just were still adjusting to such a high-intensity environment, but it was today that your world came crumbling down when you overheard him muttering to his associates about you, tone icier than ever.
You were on the other side of the door, a fist going to rap on the glass with the other holding his afternoon coffee pick-me-up when you heard it.
β... canβt even do the most miniscule things right,β Geto had groaned. βI ask if Lanvinβs models are all good to go for next Thursdayβs shoot and somehow, they have the nerve to ask βHow do you spell Lanvinβ? For fuckβs sake, I can feel my goddamn conscious just wither away by the second.β
You hadnβt heard Geto swear since you had started working there, but something about his venomous tone enunciating such words had made your blood run cold from the other side of the door. Not having the courage to face him after that, you left his coffee on Manamiβs desk for her to tend to with a post-it note saying a sorry excuse for yourself before letting your eyes sob frustratingly in the bathroom, isolated from others.
The last time you had cried that hard was way back in childhood, where you had broken your arm from falling down a tree branch. But you think that Getoβs words had twisted through your skin and bone much harsher than that pain ever will.Β
βItβs a miracle how I havenβt been fired yetβ¦ I donβt even know why he hired me!β you wail.
Ino sighs from across the dinner table and you canβt tell if itβs a sigh of pity or a sigh of criticism. You learn that itβs both when he rolls his eyes at you whilst simultaneously pushing a plate of much needed food towards you.Β
βFirst off, you need to eat,β he presses, staring at your gaunt features. βThe way your face is swallowing is making me feel like Iβm livingβ with a ghost. Youβve lost some weight, Iβve noticed.β
Awareingly, you touch your cheekbones and realize heβs right, for you feel the small disc of sharpness from them prick your fingertips. Theyβve never been so cavern before. You suppose itβs because of the lack of proper meal time between your days and how you often eat small and very late dinners back at home, truly not enough needed fuel for you.
βSecondly,β Ino chews his tongue, wondering if he should really say what heβs about to say because of your current disposition but goes through with it anyway. He might as well rip the bandaid off now to let more time for the wound to heal. βYou wonβt like what Iβm βbout to say, but you need to up your game. Severely.β
An aching body rises up from the table. You go to stare at Ino through glazed eyes and a pouty lip, asking him what he meant.
βAh nope! Donβt give me that face and donβt play coy with me,β he hisses, looking away to not give in to your helpless puppy eyes. He canβtβhe shouldnβt give you the easy way out and just say to quitβnot when youβve been earning so much bank that rent isnβt a problem for either of you anymore. He wonders, though, for a moment if so much money is worth your rationality.
He drags a hand down his face before placing his chin on it, examining your haggard appearance. βWhat I mean is that you need to see through Getoβs eyes. See what he sees when he looks at you. Tell me, if you had an assistant that showed up wearing things that looked like they were plucked from the clearance bin at a thrift store and didnβt show any respect for your brand, which just so happens to be a fashion magazine out of all thingsβ¦β Ino eyes you with a raised brow. βYou startinβ to follow me?β
Your fingers fiddle with each other. β... sorta.β
βNow listen,β he raises his hands up lazily in surrender. βI already know what youβre βbout to say about me not knowingβ how to dress in shit other than black and more black, but even I know that you should put in more effort into your appearance. Thatβs the first step.β
βBut I haveβ!β you exclaim helplessly, βI-I swear, Iβve been trying toβ¦ but itβs not my fault that it isnβt up to his standards.β
Your roommate groans and rubs his forehead, not really knowing what else to do for your situation until an idea pops in his head. βFree up your weekend,β he demands with a sly grin that makes you a little uneasy. βIβm no fashion connoisseur, but you know who is?β
βAnd remember, we never touch anything with chevron on it, especially in todayβs fashion world,β Yuki chimes as she slaps on a navy blue pageboy cap on your head and she prances about your bedroom thatβs been littered with spare clothes from her very own closet she graciously gifted to you for the past weekend. βIβm so utterly relieved that the trend has dug its own grave.β
The past weekend had been filled with endless shopping trips and you shuffling in and out of clothes every minute, practicing how to pair items and colors together by Yukiβs teachings. Of course you shouldβve known that Ino was going to contact the one person that he was within reach that was essentially a walking encyclopedia when it came to fashion. Youβve met Tsukumo Yuki before, found her to be quite delightful even, but you never anticipated she would be this giddy, especially about clothes of all things.
And she used her brain to good use for not only clothes, but the entirety of yourself. You never knew how much just a simple haircut could do your face along with small hints of makeup to emphasize the best parts of it. Dared not your hands go to a lash curler, but here you are now, making sure your powder compact and lipstick for the day was in your bag before you went out.Β
βUh, I donβt think I ever mentioned this before yet, but thank you for helping my wardrobe out, it really means a lot,β you say just before she slides on a pair of gold bangles on your wrist. βAre you sure you wanna give these clothes to me? Iβm okay with just borrowing them.βΒ
βNonsense, babe,β she wavers off before shuffling through your now-hearty closet, a closet thatβs now bursting with many clothes given by her. βI needed space in my closet anyway, so take as much as you need.β
So (Y/N)βs closet is basically her trash can, a particular shaggy brunette thinks with a roll of his eyes. Ino fiddles with the piece of toast in his mouth as he leans on the doorway, watching as Yuki essentially treats you like her very own Barbie doll at such an odd morning hour.Β
β(Y/N)βs not a doll, Yuki,β Ino lazily calls aloud through a tired yawn. βYou better get βem out the door soon or else theyβll get late for work. Especially need that money since the landlordβs been on our ass about increasing our rentβ¦β he mutters, sniffing. βDamn bastard.β
She snaps at Ino to be quiet and let her work before she shuffles on a regal blue overcoat over your shoulders that completes your look. When you look at yourself finally in the mirror, you almost think thereβs a stranger in your house from the way you look so dignified compared to the you just three days ago. Itβs a simple outfit with not much layering, but itβs still enough to ooze charisma and elegance to wandering eyes. Youβre adorned in a white weaved sweater with flared, light-wash jeans and white boots to match. Over the outfit lies the coat that drapes almost like a kingβs mantle behind you and the pageboy cap as your crown.
Yuki creeps up behind you, her manicured hands on your shoulders affirmingly. βHowβre you feeling, hun?β she asks quietly as she shares the same sight with you in the mirror. βDonβt you look wonderful?β
You know that it was all her work, it was all her creativity that made you into the artwork that you are now, so breathlessly laugh with a smile on your painted lips and thank her quietly once more before whispering, βYeahβ¦ yeah, I do.β
Her eyes study you for another minute, going to stare at the glasses still atop your face. Yes, they were new and much more modern considering she quite literally called your old pair atrocious, snapped them in half, and tossed them over her shoulder, but she was still quite dissatisfied when you told her about your hesitance about using contacts. βAre you sure you donβt want to give contacts another chance?β she sighs.Β
You shake your head with a small smile, βIβll feel completely naked without them,β you murmur, βBesides, I think they actually compliment this look, if Iβm being honest.β
Her lips stretch out into a grin, too absorbed in her fashion education finally being used.Β
βWell then!β she begins to drag you by the sleeve out your room. βWe wouldnβt want you to be late then for your first day as the new you, right? Letβs get you a cab!β
Somehow, you think you really are at your first day at work again from the way you feel that same fluttering in your stomach and from how the people youβve once grown accustomed to seeing in the early mornings are not merely passing you with mundane nods of their heads but instead, greeting you with wide-eyed gawks and open-mouthed smiles. Some of them, a few who you knew but never spoke a word to, even do a double take and compliment you aloud on the new look. Even the cute barista in the lobby that never bothered to spell your name right at last did after finally taking a good look at the holder of the card.
When you exit out of the elevator, Manami nearly drops the pile of magazines sheβs holding when she spots a refined and refreshed you. You offer a bright smile to her and you watch as her gasp slowly forms into an affirmative grin when you round your desk.
She laughs softly. βAnd who might you be?β she asks with a tease in her voice. ββCause last time I checked, thatβs my coworker (Y/N)βs desk.β
βI murdered them,β you shrug nonchalantly, earning another chuckle from her. You take it as a good sign, great even, considering up until now, Manami had been rather stoic and a little indifferent towards you because of your amateurism; but now, you suppose that ditching that Plain Jane from just two days ago is finally beginning to do you good by finally grounding a proper relationship with her. βShame, isnβt it? Poor thing.β
βTruly,β she nods. Her eyes trail further down until they spot something that makes her gasp. βDonβt tell me those areββ
ββthe new calfskin gold studded Louboutin boots?β you finish for her. You flex your ankle and show off the ravishing red bottoms of your shoes. βOh yeah.β
Manami squeals in excitement and rushes over to your desk, begging to take a look at them. βHow on earth did you manage to get your hands on these?! Iβve been looking for them foββ
The elevator dings again but with a tone that makes you and Manami flinch. Both of you stiffen and straighten out your posture, falling into a thick silence when out comes Geto traipsing out like he usually didβhis aura being nothing less than dominating. You and Manami chime out in sync a good morning to him as he saunters towards his office as he begins to shuffle off his coat as usual to toss to you until he looks up and catches you in his field of vision.
He stops all of a sudden with his eyes dancing about your figure, a stark contrast to the rest of his paralyzed body. Getoβs lips thin all of a sudden, and so do his eyes when they scan your outfit. He takes in a sharp breath and opens his mouth to say something to you, yet nothing comes out, even as your eyes glisten with anticipation.
It merely instead zips itself close and he finally whisks himself into his office, coat still on and briefcase still in hand, and slams the door shut.Β
But not without glancing at you one last time.
Much has changed in the past month for the better.
Yuki was a godsendβshe had been your guardian angel, your fairy godmother of sortsβbecause you swore your career life had taken a complete 180Β° the moment your closet was revamped. Ever since that makeover, you had felt so much more confident in your actions, so much lighter on your feet. The price of your efforts was beginning to pay off as well, as Geto began to slowly thaw his icier sense of self when you began to actually put effort into your appearance. His thrusts of his coat towards you began to become less aggressive, was significantly more lenient when it came to more of the impossible tasks, and had at one time actually muttered a βgood morningβ to you and Manami after months of greeting with silence and judgemental glances.
Sheβd occasionally check up on you every once in a while, usually to offer new clothes that she didnβt want anymore. And by offer, it actually just meant packing them in a box from her place to yours with a post-it thatβd usually read βWith love, YT β€β in neat cursive. Along with forming a close bond with Yuki, your relationship with Manami improved significantly, especially when you gave her those white Louboutins she was eyeing. She often invited you to lunch with her other friends, Larue and Remi.Β
The iconic John Galliano once said that, βThe joy of dressing is an art.β A month ago, you wouldβve never believed what you would think is a rather tacky statement, but now, you can truly see it to believe it. It never occurred to you to actually look at your surroundings closely, but you often would sometimes take a few seconds out of your day to admire the many colors and materials that would adorn your coworkers. Whether it be admiration for their sense of style or mild jealousy over luxurious pieces, you were finally understanding what makes fashion, fashion.
And your epiphany was awarded today with the task that you thought would never come into the light of your days working for Getoβbeing tasked with dropping off The Book.
The Book was a collection of pieces that were needed for the upcoming edition of the magazine, regarding it as being the most important item in the entire company. It was a duty that usually Manami tended to, but she hypothesized that you managed to finally get on Getoβs good side after a while and congratulated you. Manami spoke to you briefly about how trivial The Book was to both Geto and Kaizen. She told you about how you must guard it and Getoβs key to his penthouse with your life, and that you were to remain absolutely invisible to him if he was in the apartment. Manami told you because it was usually the hour he needed most concentrationβit was during the later hours of the day that he usually mended last minute edits to the edition or he was working on his latest fashion collection since he was only able to work on it during the weekends as Kaizen took too much of his time.
Manami told you he would most likely be found on the second floor of his penthouse, and you were to remain on the first floor at all costs.Β
βThe editors will finish The Book around 10:30 or 11:00 at night, wait in the office until then. Then, drop the book off at his penthouse at no later than 11:30 with his dry cleaning, too.β
Her words echo in your mind as you tiptoe out of the cab and look up to see a gleaming, glamorous building sitting in the heart of the city. Itβs one youβve passed a plenty of timesβhell, you pass it on your way to workβbut it never occurred to you that itβd be this antique white, Parisian-styled building that would be the abode of your boss.Β
βTake the elevator to the top floor and enter his apartment. Do not call out his name, donβt wander around, donβt even make a single sound. You are nothing more than a ghost when you step foot into his house.β
The only doors that are on the very top floor of the apartment complex are two large metal doors that sit before you. You enter the key into the keyhole and push them open with controlled force, closing them as quietly as possible with Manamiβs whispers still floating about your head. You knew that Geto was certainly a man of luxury, but to see that wealth exempt in a form other than fashion was a sight that you werenβt sure if your eyes deserved to feast on. Sculptures and paintings decorated the foyer and hallway, adding occasional splashes of color to the ivory-adorned apartment. After hanging the dry cleaning in the designated coat closet, the first room you enter - and perhaps the only one youβll ever be in - is the said living room with the glass coffee table sitting in the center of it.
βPlace The Book on the coffee table in the living room. Thatβs it. Do not toddle any longer in his house and get out immediately. Donβt let curiosity get the better of you and just simply go afterwards. Itβs for your own good.β
But oh, how curiosity is just a little devil of temptation that sits far too easily on your shoulder. A house holds the most of a person, and Geto is just an all too mysterious enigma for you not to at least dip your toe in. The doors at the end of the hallway are waiting for you, but so are the picture frames that sit atop the TV stand. You supposeβ¦ maybe another minute wouldnβt hurt.
Your feet carry you slowly to the stand and you crouch, adjusting your glasses to get a better look at the pictures. Thereβs only two of themβsix by fours, both in oak brown frames. The first one is a picture of a smiling young girl with short chestnut hair sporting a smile with a cigarette between her teeth. Beside her are two boys taller than her, both making similar faces at the camera. One of them, the one thatβs a little taller with silvery snow hair and opaque black sunglasses, throwing a forced, all-too wide grin that almost looks maniacal. It doesnβt require much brain power to know the other figure in the photo is a younger Geto Suguru, his hair shorter in a tight bun with a rare, but soft grin on his face, his gaze affectionate to the others.
The other picture is of the same two boys arm in arm with each other. Both of them are grinning now, with the white haired boy still smiling a little more largely than the other. It doesnβt take long for you to assume who the other boy was considering that the shade of purple sheathing his twinkling eyes is unique to only one individual in your life.Β
Best friends, you suggest in your mind as you study the pictures a little longer than needed. A minute, you thought, wouldnβt do much harm, but how utterly wrong your thoughts prove when you suddenly hear the slam of a door from the floor above. The crash of it makes you yelp and breaks you out of your trance from the pictures and your gaze suddenly snaps to the open stairs above you, as well as two voices echoing aloud.Β
βY-you canβtββ an unknown voice wheezes. βIβve been your muse for years. You possibly canβt just abandon me out of nowhereβ¦β
βYou say that as if Iβm not doing that right now,β a familiar one replies back boredly. Itβs Geto, and his voice makes your nerves electrify in fear because itβs in that moment that you remember that you canβt get caught inside of his house. βThis is the last time Iβm telling you, Shigemo. Get out.β
The man that you assume is Shigemo heaves heavy breaths. βYou need me,β he declares.
βNeeded. Past tense,β Geto corrects as he almost forces Shigemo down the stairs with an invisible force surrounding him. You can see their figures above you, Shigemo slowly stepping backwards with each step Geto takes forward. βYouβve done me well these few years, I admit, and I do thank you for that. But I suppose your expiration date has finally come.β
βIβm not a food,β Shigemo snivels. βIβm a person. Most importantly. Iβm the reason your fashion line flourished, I was the inspiration for almost all your works. Weβre essentially a team.β
Theyβre towards the end of the staircase, towards where you are still present in plain sight. Your eyes scatter about a place to hide in the meantime, but there are seemingly no places to hide that would hide you well without the notice of Getoβs eyes.
βA team?β Geto barks out a sarcastic laugh, one that makes shivers run down your spine from both the rarity of the sound and how utterly intimidating it is. βI work alone and I always have. There is no point on relying on anyone of any kind when my independence obviously pays off.β
βWho will you have then?β Shigemo retaliates with a whimper in his voice. βYou know that Iβm the only one that will tolerate you. Itβs not like you can go crawling to Gojββ
βFinish that sentence and see what happens,β Geto hisses, causing the other man to fall into a forced silence.
Your eyes finally land on the small space between the fireplace and a pillar. Itβs a space large enough for you to fill and efficient enough to hide you from sight. Unsticking your feet from the ground, you make a run for the small space, only for you to forget about the obstacle that was the ottoman sitting spitefully on the floor.
The thud that comes from your body almost rivals the volume of the door slamming open moments earlier and just like the door, it attracts unneeded attention. Geto and Shigemo stop their bickering for a moment to search for the cause of the sound, only to see you humiliatingly face first on the floor. Geto narrows his eyes at the sight of you, an unwanted visitor in his home.Β
A pained groan slips from your lips accidentally. You silently curse yourself for not taking the time to properly break into the tantalizing loafers Yuki bought you the day prior and wince at the pain blooming from your knees and chest. When you finally get up, you canβt help but notice that everything around you seems ratherβ¦ hazy.
βWho is thatβ¦β Shigemo mutters.
Geto bites back a sigh and instead, pinches the bridge of his nose. He supposes that despite your improved mannerisms, your clumsiness still has yet to dissipate. Annoyed, he grunts out, βOne of my new assistants.β
Shaking his head, Geto decides to deal with you later. His home is already suffocated with one individual, he doesnβt need another clogging the atmosphere up. He returns his attention back to Shigemo. βI thought I told you to leave,β he states, shoving his bag towards him.
Shigemoβs face paints a horrified expression once again. βGeto, please rethink this,β Shigemo pleads.Β
He lets out a chain of pleads and excuses for himself as Geto essentially escorts him out with just walking towards him, his face still icy. Shigemo ends up on the other side of the door to his penthouse and itβs there where his patheticness exudes the mostβhe falls on his hands and knees like a beggar, claiming heβd do anything and everything just to be by his side.Β
But his voice is suddenly cut short when Geto finally slams the door in his face, the thickness of them guarding him from Shigemoβs whines. He lets out another sigh and locks up the door securely before dealing with the other parasite in his house.
βI donβt think dropping off a book should take longer than thirty seconds,β Geto drawls as he saunters towards the living room, where youβre still on all fours on the floor, your hands tapping around. βSo tell me, why are you still here?β
At the sound of his sharp tone, you freeze. Youβre sure you looked utterly stupid and a mess right now, considering that you had just lost a fight to an ottoman out of all things, but you couldnβt let Geto see you in such a state. It didnβt take you long to realize that the reason why everything around you looked so blurry was because of your now-missing glasses that you attempted to look around for. But you pulled a Velma, and just like her, you canβt see without your glasses.
Everyone thinks itβs an exaggeration when you state that you felt utterly naked without them, but you truly did. Youβve been wearing glasses ever since childhood and you really didnβt appreciate the looks you had gotten when you were younger when at times youβd take them off. Some complained that your eyes were too small, too bigβothers mentioned you looked βoffβ and βweirdβ without them. Either way, comments from the other children stuck with you like scars, and ever since then, you refused to be seen without them.Β
βI a-apologize,β you stutter, shuffling your body to hide behind the recliner so Geto wouldnβt see how much of a clutter you are. Youβve humiliated yourself too much already in the office and the last thing you truly need is for you to get fired merely because your curiosity got the better of you. βI was about to head out and th-then I heard your voice from upstairs andββ
Your words fall deaf on Getoβs ears. He lets out another groan while stretching the aching muscles in his neck as he closes in on your disorderedness. A hand goes to shield your faceβyou donβt want him to see the bareness of your face, especially since you didnβt bother wearing makeup today. You canβt even bear the thought of him looking at it. In a rushed state, you wander around for your glasses with your head tucked in, using the remnants of your hair to curtain your face.
A jumble of excuses tumble out of your quivering lip, but Geto is too preoccupied with the gleam of something catching his eye. Laying flat on the floor are a pair of glasses that doesnβt take Geto long to presume who they belong to. He plucks them from the ground and examines them for a brief moment before holding them above you.Β
βI assume these are yours,β he asserts with a cocked brow.
Your head snaps up at the sound of his voice directly right above you and through your foggy field of vision is the seraphic figure of Geto holding what seems to be your glasses. Lips escaping a relieved gasp, you hurriedly scramble to your feet. Your eyes are too poor to see it properly, but Geto also shares surprise, but for an entirely different reason.
He doesnβt give you the sanity that is your glasses right away, because heβs much too preoccupied studying your face. Itβs soβ¦ fresh. Your glasses were hiding such a view, like curtains to a window that unveiled the utmost rare and breathtaking sights. The way your eyes are wide open, pupils blown with a touch of singularity makes him even more intrigued because of how theyβre uniquely placed onto your face along with the rest of your features. Your lips, plump with a natural sheen to themβyour cheekbones, perfectly rounded. The slope of your nose fell just right. Geto studies it like an artist to a blank canvas, devoid of anything yet holding just the perfect amount of spaceβwanting, waiting to be filled with anything and everything.
When his eyes stare at you in what seems to be bewilderment, you swallow thickly and look away. But you can only glance at your surroundings for less than a second before Geto takes your chin between his thumb and forefinger, turning your face toward him again. Itβs then that you realize that Geto isnβt staring at you, but your face as a whole. His eyes flick with small movements, dancing about as they go from eyebrow to lips, freckle to lash, examining each and every single particle that your face has to offer.
You feel a heat creep onto your cheeks. Youβre not sure whether itβs because of the closeness you and him share or the fact that you canβt detect his opinions on the one thing youβve been disclosed about for years, but either way, you feel weak in the knees; it only worsens when Getoβs thumb brushes over the entirety of your bottom lip, feeling the plushness of it on his the pad of his finger.
βHas your face always been this openβ¦?β he murmurs softly as he studies the various angles of your face.Β
You arenβt sure whether itβs a compliment or insult, either or neither. Getoβs tone always had a sort of bleakness to it, but in this very moment, you truly canβt tell what heβs thinking.Β
βMy glassesβ¦β is all you manage to squeak out, fighting the urge to squirm in his grasp. Another gulp goes down your dry throat when Getoβs face contorts to an irritated confusion before he realizes his other hand holds the one thing dear to your heart.Β
βOh,β he mutters and hands them back to you. His opposing hand finally goes to release your face. βRight.β
Shaking hands go to put them back onto your face again. Sighing internally of relief of your now crystal-clear surroundings, you dust yourself off with your head once more, tucked into your chest.Β
βIβm so sorry for this,β you whisper. The heat on your face has now spread to the entirety of your body, your nerves alight with the rush of adrenaline. βI-Iβll make sure this never happens againβ¦ good night.β
With that, you scurry yourself out before Geto has the chance to falter. All words to urge you to stay to either scold you or excuse you evaporate on his tongue. He can only watch in a strange silence as your figure rushes down the hall and out the doors, the click of them ringing out in his penthouse.
After moments of self-paralysis, an unknown feeling boils inside the pit of Getoβs stomach. He thinks heβs seen your face before with the familiarity of it unsettling him. The ghost of your face prances about in his mind as he slowly climbs the stairs to his sewing room, ignoring the shattered wine glass on the floor thrown by Shigemo. He instead, refills his own glass again with the nearby bottle of merlot wine and savoring the thickness of it running down his dry throat, embellishing in its warmth.
A single, large window faces the busy nighttime street and Geto walks and stills near it, watching carefully as the speck of your figure on the street below calls for a cab. He eyes how you turn towards the building one more time, doing your usual adjustment of your glasses (itβs a habit you often do in times of nervousness, heβs picked up) before you shuffle yourself into a cab that speeds off into the night.
Geto lets out an annoyed click of his tongue. Something about your face seems haunting and he doesnβt enjoy it. The last thing that he needed for today was even more plaguing thoughts in his head after the loss of his muse not even just ten minutes ago, but now with your face staining the back of his head, his jaw grits in irritation. In a poor attempt to take his mind off the excursion of today and the future, he shuffles about his many sketchbooks to look for any designs he could pluck out for his latest collection.Β
Itβs an hour in, two glasses of wine later, and somehow, he still hasnβt found a single piece to begin working on that fits into his theme. Miraculously, through the vast array of what is thought to be thousands of sketches, Geto hasnβt found one that stood out to him until he gets to the last sketchbook. Itβs an early oneβhe thinks it dates back to his late high school days, when he was just beginning to peek into the world of fashion. A pang of nostalgia hits him all of a sudden when he flips to a specific page that was the start of his history.
Itβs the very design that had the attention of many designers. The sketch featured a gold and red embellished outfit, a sheen of glittering flickers adorning it. The shirt features a mosaic of gold and small flecks of color here and there, imitating the many church mosaics heβd often admired as a child. The skirt and collar of the shirt were the same shade of blood red, crimson gems bespeckling them.Β
Itβs not the outfit, however, that makes his eyes harden. Why would it? Heβs seen it many times before. Itβs been brought up over and over againβin interviews, in magazines. Itβs one of the staples that made Geto the pillar that he is. He knows every detail of it, much like his other designs, so it isnβt the design of the outfit that made him appalled. Itβs instead, the person thatβs wearing it.Β
Because somehow, the eerie sketch of the modelβs face that he had drawn years agoβ¦
β¦ somehow replicates your own face perfectly.
a/n: first jjk fic in forever! wowie it's been much too long... also if u need a refresher on who shigemo is, he's the guy with the ponytail that nanami pulled kekeke
10.2k is hefty i know but i couldn't help myself my bad lolol T_T currently just a test run of what i hope to be is a series that some may be interested in because clearly this barely scratches the surface of what i want to embed haha so please let me know how you like it so far :))
continuing, i hope you enjoyed and thank you for taking time out of your day to enjoy my craft, whether it be your first time or your hundredth! once more, likes/comments/reblogs are always noticed and are always appreciated (´q⒠ᡠβ’q`) β‘ !!!
read this 10 minutes before my doctors appointment, this is so hot π₯Ήπ₯΅
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ft. Fem!Nurse!Geto x Reader x Doctor!Gojo
contains: fem reader, bisexual reader, pwp, sexual tension, threesome, oral (all three of them), unprotected sex, pullout method, cum eating, face sitting, rough sex, making out, soooo much dirty talk, teasing, masturbation, age gap (reader is 20, satosugu are 30ish), finger sucking, squirting, tag teaming
wc: 14.9k⦠this took 3 days to write
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You had recently moved states, meaning you had to break up with your doctor of however many years. It was a sad goodbye, and now you were left with the burden of finding a new doctor. You had recently turned twenty, just having moved out of your parent's house a couple months ago, and you had no idea where to start in looking for a new doctor.
You decided you were going to use your newfound freedom to stay out late and sleep with whoever you wanted! Typical first-time adult free from their parent's reins behavior; but you werent stupid, you knew if you were going to do this, you would need to get on some form of contraceptives.
This led you to look up some highly-rated doctors in your area that was currently talking new patients. You scrolled past dozens upon dozens of old wrinkled faces, before you landed on the perfect candidate; Gojo Satoru. His hair was frosted white, his face looked like it had been chiseled by the gods, and his eyes? You felt like they had come to life on the screen in front of you and were looking through your soul.
Yeah, you had chosen your primary care physician based on his looks, so what? You dug into his portfolio and watched the countless interviews he had done on various websites of course! Definitely not because his outrageous looks and deep voice made your stomach turn over, and absolutely to learn more about your soon-to-be doctor.
After one unnecessarily long phone call to the hospital and speaking to some woman who sounded too senile to still be working; you had the appointment set.
One week later, on the day awaited day, you sat in the waiting room and twirled your thumbs in your lap, you couldn't help but notice that every other patient around you was four times your age. You had dressed yourself up in some sexy, but formal enough-looking clothes, you didn't want to make it too obvious that you had dressed up for thisβbut your styled hair and extra makeup you added might have given that away.
Your eyes never left the clock as you watched the arms tick by, signaling the time as it got closer and closer to your appointment. You constantly had to remind yourself to take deep breaths as you wiped your sweaty palms off on your knees. You didn't feel this nervous when you were ogling him on the internet, but now that you were here, all the nerves came crashing down. Each time the door to the appointment rooms creaked open, and some different nurse walked into the waiting area, you held your breath before they ultimately called a name that wasn't yours.
After about fifteen minutes past your scheduled time, your nerves had gone down significantly from all of the waiting. You were just about to pull out your phone for the first time that day and play some mobile game to pass the time when the awaited door opened once more, and a tall nurse with long black hair and dark eyes stepped into the room.
She was wearing a tightly fitted mid-thigh length white dress, the sleeves reached to her wrists, but she had rolled them up to her elbows. Her long black hair was pulled half up in a bun, and her side bangs were pulled out from the bun to fall around her face. The rest of her dark strands ran down her back, some cascaded off of her shoulders and rested deliciously against her chest. The low neck of the dress allowed you to get an eyeful of her cleavage that seemed to glow under the yellow lights; you gazed at her collarbones and her slender neck as her dark hair contrasted beautifully against her pale skin.
You could stare at her forever, your gaze dropped down to legs, her thighs were lined in dark tights that made her skin look like silk, your eyes continued in their path down her body until you reached her feet, which stood in delicate-looking black heelsβnot too too tallβ and they made her ankles look so delicious. Her gaze was down on the clipboard she held it against her arm, reading the patient's name mentally before she looked up from under her lashes and scanned around the room and called out your name.
You swore you were the universe's favorite child. First, you had found the hottest man you've ever seen in your life to be your doctor, and his nurse just happened to be the most beautiful woman you had ever laid your eyes on. She called your name again, snapping you out of your stupor and making you slap yourself mentally as you rose to your feet, throwing your bag over your shoulder as you started towards her.
Up close you could see her slanted eyes more clearly, they looked so seductive as she gave you a quick one-over, before she held the door open for you, "Hi sweetheart, we're gonna go to the left." She instructed, to which you just nodded and blushed. She let the door fall shut behind the both of you when you entered, walking past countless diagnosis rooms as she led you to get your measurements. "I haven't seen you here before, is this your first time seeing Dr. Satoru?" She asked, holding her hand out to you to take your bag as she set up the scale for you.
"Oh, y-yeah," You stuttered, trying and failing to meet her sultry eyes as you took off your shoes and placed them to the side of the scale, "I moved here pretty recently so I had to get a new physician." Explained. "I see~" She cooed, mumbling for you to stand straight against the wall so she could get the proper measurements of you before she continued, "Well I'm positive you will love the doctor, He is a very thorough and knowledgeable man." You tensed when you felt her hands graze the top of your head as she brought the leveler down against you to get your height.
"Go ahead and step up here for me." She said, to which you complied, stepping on the scale. "Have you been working for him long?" You asked, making her giggle; the sound was music to your ears. "Ah, funny you ask." She said, jotting down the numbers on the screen in front of her before you stepped down and started pulling your shoes back on. "We have actually been friends since high school." She smiled, tilting her head at you and making her hair drape across her pale face.
You didn't know who you were more jealous ofβDr. Gojo, for being around this woman for god knows how many years of his life, or This woman in front of you, for being around Gojo for all the years of her life. You knew Gojo was about 10 years your senior, so you guessed it must've been the same for her. Not like you would've been able to tell, her skin was almost completely void of any wrinkles or blemishes, she looked like she could be your age if not for her more mature demeanor.
"Wow! That's so cool that you ended up working together! It must be fun." You exclaimed, taking your bag from her as you started for the more private room she would take you to meet the doctor. "It can be." She said, shaking her head with a smile, "He is.. a character for sure." Her subtle insult of him made you laugh. "Go ahead and make yourself comfortable wherever, i'm just going to ask you a couple questions and perform some basic tests on you before I go get him." She explained, "Oh, you can call me Geto by the way, seeing your fresh new face caught me off guard earlier, forgive me." She said, smiling sweetly at you.
That made you gulp, hard. You had caught her off guard? Your head was spinning. She had no idea what she just did to your ego. Geto.. you repeated her name in your head a couple times, loving the way it rolled off your mental tongue. She giggled, "That's my name~" Your jaw dropped. You swore you had said it in your head, but obviously not as she glanced at you briefly with a smile before going back to pull up your records. You pulled your lip between your teeth in embarrassment before you spoke. "S-sorry, it's- you have a pretty name." You stuttered.
She gazed up from her screen and looked over your form as you looked around the room, she couldn't help but think of how cute you looked when you were embarrassed. "Well thank you," she said, finally succeeding in pulling up your records. "You know, it's so nice to have a patient that isn't geriatric, not that I don't love all the old geezers out there." She giggled, "It's just refreshing, I'm glad you chose Satoru." She said honestly, making you blush as you connected your eyes with hers. "Glad I could help," you responded, the both of you keeping your eyes on the other while you spoke.
After a couple beats of silence, she broke eye contact and manipulated the large computer so it was in front of her, "Alright~ It seems you're pretty healthy by looking at your records, just gonna ask you to confirm your date of birth for me before we continue." She asked, looking at you once more and smiling in approval when you answered quickly, "Good girl." Her smooth voice echoed her words in your head, making you clench your thighs together on the too-hard chair you sat on.
After she asked you a couple more standard questions she started gathering the blood pressure and heartrate tools to finish up your standard check-in details. She stood up from her chair and waltzed over to where you sat, her hips swaying as she walked, stopping right in front of you. "Is it alright if I roll up your sleeve?" She asked, waiting for your consent before she wrapped the hard plastic around your arm. "Thank you, sweetheart, relax your legs for me as well, and stick out your finger, please." She asked as she clamped the heartrate monitor on your finger.
She took a step back and put her hand on her hips, watching the numbers appear on the little screens of the tools. A smile appeared on her face before she removed the clamp from your finger, "Do I make you nervous?" She asked, catching you off guard and making your eyes shoot up to meet hers. "Uh," you laughed nervously, "I'm only kidding~" She said, removing the plastic from your arm, the back of her hand grazing against your breast as she did so, leaving your skin feeling like it was buzzing where she touched you. "Your heart rate is just a little high~" Geto explained.
"Oh, I guess I am a little nervous." You admitted shyly, rubbing your sweaty hands against your knees once more. "Aww~ Don't be nervous sweet thing, me and the doctor have your best interests at heart trust me~" She cooed, succeeding in easing your nerves slightly. "So, last question for the doctor, what brings you in today? Standart check-up stuff, or something else?" She asked, tipping her head at you as she waited for you to respond.
At this point, you were semi-regretting your choice to pick a hot doctor with a coincidental hot nurse at the embarrassment you felt from just thinking about telling them you wanted to go on birth control. Maybe you should've chosen one of those old-looking doctors. What if you had hemorrhoids one day? Or had a nasty rash you needed to get looked at? You didn't want these beautiful people to know about that!
You took a deep breath before you spoke, "I uh, was wanting to go on birth control." You said. "Ohh~ smart girl." She perked up, "Did you want to get STI or STD tested while you were here? It's super quick." She offered. "Oh! nono, I uh, I'm not currently.. sexually active." You responded. You were too busy looking at the floor mortified to notice how her eyes lit up upon the revelation that you currently had no sexual partner.
"Oh I see, we can skip the test then~" She said, jotting down the final notes into your chart before she stood, smoothing her dress down her thighs as she rose to her feet. "Alright sweetheart, Ill be right back with the doctor." She winked, making your mouth run dry as you nodded shortly at her. You couldnt stop your eyes from dropping to her ass, watching her hips move as she walked out of the room and gently shut the door behind her.
The second you were alone, you dropped your head into your hands and sighed, your face turning an impossibly darker shade of crimson. You should not be as aroused as you were but she was definitely flirting, right? You had a horrible radar for this kind of thing. Her flirty personality might be just that, her personality, but it seemed more than that. You heaved out a louder sigh, repeating your interactions with her over and over in your head a thousand times as you waited for the doctor.
"Satoruuu, patient time." Geto knocked on his office, making the white-haired man groan and drop his legs onto the floor from where they were splayed out on his desk. "I love my job, but I don't know how many more old geezers with cholesterol problems I can take." He sighed, throwing on his white coat to give him an air of professionalism before he started for the door. The man was halted in his tracks when Geto gave him a squinted look, "Just a second, Satoru." She said, pushing his chest back into his office and shutting the door behind him.
"Oh, Suguru look, I'm flattered~ Truly~" Gojo started, placing the back of his hand over his forehead dramatically. "Ew, no, it's about the patient," Geto said, rolling her eyes at her obnoxious best friend's antics. He dropped his hand to his hips, tilting his head at her as he waited for her to speak, "I think you're really going to like this one, shes new," Geto said, raising her eyebrows. "I don't know how many times I have to tell you, but I'm not into women who are 50-plus years older than me." He sighed, his face tuning into a scowel as he dismissed Geto.
"You're impossible," She sighed, rubbing her temples. Gojo never listened to a thing anyone says, trying to talk to him was like communicating with a brick wall. "She's young, Gojo; twenty; and she wants your help to get her on birth control." She said, watching the color come back to Gojo's face as she spoke. "If you're lying Ill tell the superiors you forged a drug test." He said, all too seriously, making Suguru laugh. "She's a cute one too, just come see for yourself." She giggled, fixing her hair in the mirror on Gojo's door before she opened it and walked into the hallway, Satoru right on her tail, bouncing with excitement.
You lifted your head from your knees and wiped the stray hairs from your face when you heard a knock on your door. Your heart immediately started pounding out of your chest. Good thing you were at a hospital right now because you seriously thought you were going to have a heart attack at any second.
When the door cracked open, the first thing you saw was his white hair peeking through the door, his cruelian eyes next, as they made searing contact with yours. He was so much taller than you imagined, he must've been well over 6 ft tall as he had to duck his head to enter the room. His shirt looked all too small for his chest, the buttons that adorned it were threatening to burst if he moved too suddenly. You could see his bulging muscles through his slacks and his white doctor's jacket alike, making you swallow the saliva that pooled in your mouth, threatening to spill over your lips.
When he was full inside, Geto's familiar face was revealed to you as she slipped in behind him. You couldn't tell if her presence set you more on edge, or comforted you with how fast your heart was racing. "Well hello there." The handsome man said your name and the word has never sounded better when it rolled off his tongue, "Nurse Geto told me this is your first time seeing me," He smiled fondly at you, showing off his impossibly white teeth, "Although I could come to that conclusion myself, I would remember someone like you." He said, making your mouth run dry.
"My name is Dr. Gojo Satoru, its a pleasure to meet you." He said, squinting his eyes as he smiled at you and stuck his large hand out for you to shake. His hand almost entirely covered yours when he shook it, the heat radiating from his hand alone seemed to warm your entire body from the couple of seconds of contact.
"I-its nice to meet you too." You said through a shaky voice, trying your best to keep eye contact with his intimidating gaze. "Nurse Geto will just be here to take notes, is that alright?" He asked, sitting on the chair Geto sat at before, placed in front of the big computer. You shook your head, signaling your approval before you gazed away from him and made eye contact with her comforting face.
"Alright let's get down to business ~" He clapped his hands together before dragging two big fingers over the mousepad and looking briefly over your chart. "You're here to talk about birth control right?" He checked, raising his eyebrow at you as he looked over your body quickly before you looked back at him. "Yes, I've never used any form of contraceptives before, so.. I'm not really sure what all the methods are." This confession made Gojo's eyebrows shoot up.
"Ohhh ballsy~" He said before continuing, "You really should at least use a condom during sex, they protect against many forms of STD's and largely prevent unwanted pregnancies." He explained, interlacing his fingers together in his lap. "Has Nurse Geto already offered the STD screeding today?" He asked. "Oh, no I think you misunderstand, Ive never.." You paused, and he smiled and nodded at your words, encouraging you to continue, "I've never needed contraceptives because I haven't had sex before, but I've recently been attending college for the first time so I thought It might be smart to start now, you never know what might happen." You explained, looking away from his glowing eyes.
"Ah, good girl, that's a very responsible decision." He praised. What was with these people and their flirty personalities? You felt like your face was going to explode with how hot it was. Geto hummed in agreement in the background, making you look between the two of them. "Well, lucky for you my dear, we have manyy~ options available for you." He dragged in his chipper voice. "I'll make sure you leave with some condoms today, Geto will provide those for you at the end of your appointment, so you'll be covered there." He said, making you smile and nod in appreciation.
"But for the big guns, we have the pill, which is most common but typically has the most intense side effects." Your face scrunched up at the sound of side effects, yuck. He explained a couple more options, Nexplanon; an implant that would go in your arm, which made you cringe, A shot you would get once every three months; which sounded annoying, and an IUD, which would essentially get shoved into your cervix via some overworked and mean woman who doesnt care about your general well being and just wants to go home to sleep.
He laughed at your face when you stared at your feet with an expression of disgust. "You don't seem very thrilled with any of the options." He said, rolling his chair over to yours as he caressed his big hand over your back. This was a lot more to take in than you thought. "Am I supposed to be?" You asked, looking up at your lashes at his face that was far too close for comfort, yet you wouldn't dare tell him to move. Geto laughed at your response, "Absolutely not, being a woman is hell, and they aren't going to make it any easier by giving us some nice, painless out of getting pregnant." She said, making your sigh.
As intimidating as these two were, you felt strangely comfortable talking to them about this, especially with how real they were being. Geto was clearly not afraid to give you the cold hard truth and not sugar coat anything. "Are you on birth control?" You aked Geto, quickly putting your arms out in front of you as your face heated up, "I am so sorry! You don't have to answer that!" You panicked, making the both of them giggle.
"It's alright sweetie, Id be more than happy to tell you. Talking to another woman about their own experience with certain forms of birth control can help you make your own informed decision." She smiled. You don't think you've ever wanted to fuck a woman so bad in your life. You mentally slapped yourself from getting aroused at her explaining birth control to you, but the way she was being so supportive made your stomach do flips.
"And you definitely don't need to make a decision today," Gojo added, removing his hand from your back as he sat back into his chair, spreading his legs out wide. "Doctor Gojo is right," Geto added, before she rose to her feet and walked over to where you sat before sitting down next to you herself and placing her hand on your knee.
"As for your question, I used to be on the pill, but taking it every day at the same time got tedious, so I got an IUD and it was the best decision I ever made." She said, rubbing her hand over your knee in a way that you assume was supposed to be comforting but it just heightened your arousal if anything. She leaned in till her mouth was right against your ear and whispered, "The best part is your partner can come inside and you don't even have to think about it." She giggled, pulling back her hand from your leg as she stood up and got back into her place behind Gojo's seat.
So that was flirting, right? She was 100% flirting right there, there was no doubt in your mind. "No secrets," Gojo whined, pouting at Geto while she stuck her tongue out at him. You couldn't even pay attention to the banter between them as your ear was still tingling from where she whispered into it.
"I-I think the IUD sounds good." You said, making Geto giggle. "Did what I tell you help you come to that conclusion?" She asked, Once again making Gojo beg for her to tell him what she said. "Geeez." She said, shooing Gojo off of her with her hand, "I just let her know that she doesn't have to worry if her partner comes inside her." She said, making a grin plaster itself over Gojo's handsome features.
"Ohh" He cooed, "Yeah that is a nice perk." The white-haired man said, rolling his chair away from Geto's personal space. "Does that sound like something you're interested in?" The handsome doctor asked, making you choke on your saliva. "H-huh, I uh, I don't know, It sounds like it could be nice.." You said under your breath. "A IUD sounds like it could be nice?" He repeated, making you freeze as you realized you misunderstood his question. Of course he wasn't asking you if you wanted to get cream pied, for fuck's sake. You wished the floor would open up and swallow you whole right now.
Geto snickered under her breath, a light blush coating her face at your confession. "Well, it is nice, She's not wrong." The dark-haired woman added, making your embarrassment worse as you hid your face in your hands. "Ughhhh.. sorry." Your muffled voice came through your hands, making Gojo laugh softly. "It's okay, no one is judging here." He said, taking the opportunity to once again study your body under his intense gaze as your eyes were obstructed.
You took a deep breath before dropping your hands into your lap, intertwining your fingers as you twiddled with your thumbs. "I'll make a follow-up appointment for a week from now to give you some time to think about it." He said, changing the subject so as to not embarrass you any further. Geto typed some notes down into her laptop from behind him while Gojo scrolled through your chart. He made sure you had no other questions regarding the topic before he continued.
"Alright, so It says here in your chart that your last physical exam was over three years ago, is that right?" He asked you, "Yes, that's right." you replied, noticing how he tsked at your answer. "You really should be making regualr visits to the doctor~" He cooed, wiggling his long finger out in front of him. "When was the last time you had a breast exam? Im not seeing any notes about that in your chart either." He said, scrolling on the computer.
You bit your lip before answering, "I uh, I've never gotten a.. a breast exam." You said, making both Geto and Gojo turn their heads to look at you. "Oh honey, those are so important you know, you should be checking yourself yearly after you turn 18." Geto explained. You knew she was right but it sounded so embarrassing. You remember trying it yourself once, following the guide of som video years ago, but you had no idea what you were feeling for, and the thought of some doctor doing it for you made you even more nervous, so you just abandoned the thought.
"I tried myself after we learned about it in high school but.. I didn't know how to do it, and it seemed so humiliating to ask my doctor to help me." You said, making brief eye contact with the two before you looked around the room, avoiding their eyes. Geto and Gojo simultaneously bit their lip, their faces heating up at your innocent confession before the white-haired man spoke up. "Honey, that's what we're here for, you should never feel embarrassed for keeping yourself healthy." He cooed, standing from his seat as his long legs took him over to the cupboards, where he pulled out a white gown.
"Go ahead and put this on, we'll leave the room to give you some privacy." He explained, putting the white cloth in your hands. "We can do your breast exam today, along with your other physical exam testing." He said, smiling at you warmly before he tipped his head at Geto and signaled for the two of them to leave. You waited until the door clicked shut before you stood. You looked around the room before you started undressing.
You pulled off all of your clothes, save for your panties, which you couldn't help but notice that you had completely soaked through. You hoped they wouldn't somehow notice during the exam, you would be absolutely mortified. You folded your clothes and placed them on the empty chair next to your bag, while you waited with a racing heart for them to re-enter the room.
Gojo and Geto had moved just a couple feet down the hall, leaning against opposite sides of the wall next to the window while they waited. "Good call on bringing up the breast exam," Geto spoke through the silence, which made him sigh in relief as Gojo's body relaxed, dropping his arms by his side. "Oh I'm so glad you said something, I thought it was pretty smart." He giggled mischievously.
"So what do you think of her?" Geto asked, twirling a dark strand of her hair around her manicured fingers. "She's fucking adorable, I just wanna bend her over the exam table and fuck the life outta her." Gojo wined, tipping his head back against the wall. Geto laughed in response, wholeheartedly agreeing with her perverted best friend.
"I'm so glad this ridiculously long coat covers my crotch, I've been so unbelievably hard from the second I laid eyes on her." Gojo sighed, running a hand through his hair before he stared down at his crotch. "Wouldn't wanna scare her away now." Geto laughed, following his gaze down to his covered crotch and nodding in approval when she couldn't see the massive tent he was sporting through the cover of it.
The two of them would feel bad about talking about a clueless patient like this, but you were so fun to tease, and you were just too fucking cute that it overwhelmed any rational thinking from them. The two friends truly did share a brain cell when they were around you. "Yeah, I hear you, I wonder if she's into women, I would love to see her doe eyes looking up at me while I sit on her face." She day dreams, huffing out a sigh of her own.
"Oh, are you kidding?" Gojo laughed, "Did you see the way she clenched her thighs when you put your hand on her knee? She definitely swings both ways." The two of them gossiped for a couple minutes like their high school days, before Geto got a glimpse of the time on Gojo's watch. "She's probably done now don't you think?" Geto said, tapping her heel against the floor. "Yeah, it's time." Gojo smiled, giving Geto a sneaky fist bump before they made their way back to your room.
You held the fabric closer to your body when you heard them knock on the door. Once you verbalized that they could come inside, the door squeaked open, and they stepped into your space once more. "Oh my god thank you for folding your clothes so neatly." Geto sighed, holding her hand over her chest while she spoke. "I swear these old babies just leave their clothes all over the floor like children, then ask me to clean it up after." She sighed, referring to the old patients they saw all too often.
Her relief made you laugh, easing your nerves a bit as you waved your hand in front of you, telling her it was no problem. "Alright, go ahead and sit up here for me." Doctor Gojo spoke, patting his hand on the parchment lined exam bed in the middle of the room. You raised to your feet, holding the back of the gown shut behind your ass as you climbed onto the bed and sat down.
Gojo stood inches from his pelvis touching your knees as he gripped the rubber reflex hammer in his massive hand, making it look dwarfed. Geto walked around him and sat in one of the chairs that gave her the best view, bringing her laptop with her to disguise her perverted antics as work. "Is it alright if I touch you?" Gojo asked, looking into your eyes as he waited for his answer.
To your own surprise, you were able to keep contact with them as you nodded shyly, and dropped your gaze to his hand as it started for your knee. You twitched instinctively when his warm hand cradled the underside of your knee before smoothing it around to the front and gently pushing the fabric of the gown up so he could have a better view of what he was doing.
He pressed his palm flat against your thigh, right above your knee, and hit the rubber against your knee, making it kick up reflexively as you kicked against his shin lightly. "Oh- sorry doctor." You apologized. "Don't be, sweetheart." He laughed, "It's not like you can control it." He said. He then instructed you to scoot against the edge of the bed so he could press his stethoscope against various parts of your torso.
"This might be a little cold." He warned before his big hand came to stabilize your lower back as he pressed the cold metal agaisnt the skin on your back, making you tense up at the touch. He apologized and continued pressing the stethescope over specific points on your back as he had you inhale deeply for him. "Thats right, just like that." He praised when you listende obediantly to his instruction, making your face flush, something Geto did not miss as she sat in front of you with a perfect veiw of your entire body.
His warm hand made your skin feel like it was on fire, you pulled your lip between your teeth when his hand moved lower on your back, as did his stethoscope. His body was so close to yours, your knees practically pressed against his waist.
βYour heart is racing~β he teased, pulling away entirely as he spoke some numbers to Geto, making her type them down on her laptop. βItβs been a while..β you laughed awkwardly. βSince someone touched you?β he said, making every hair on your body stand on edge. βS-since Iβve been to the doctor, I mean..β you clarified, cleaning your throat as you avoided his eyes which were staring straight through yours. The white-haired man smiled at your response before he leaned back, removing his touch from your body.
"Right," He said before he hung his stethescope back around his neck. "Are you ready for the breast exam?" He asked, which mad you clench your thighs together at what was to come. "I uh.. I think so, but I have a question." You said, staring up at his face that seemed to be beaming with excitement. "Is there any way that Nurse Geto could um.. do the exam?" You asked, embarrassment laced in your tone. "I don't mean to offend you, its just, she's.." You stuttered.
If you had been paying attention you would've seen the way the light drained from Gojo's face, as he tried his best to maintain his smile. "Absolutely!" Geto perked, standing from her chair as she placed her hand on Gojo's shoulder, pushing him out of the way. "I would be more than happy to take over." She said kindly, giving Gojo a smug look over her shoulder before walking past him.
"Thats. Perfectly. Fine!" Gojo grit through his faux smile, his eye twitching at the fact that Geto got to touch you before him. If it were any other nurse he would've been fine with it. Sure, he still would've been bummed out; but it would've been fine. Only now, because he knew Geto had the same motives as him, it irritated him to no end.
"Do you want me to leave the room too?" He asked, trying to not let the 'sore loser' seep into his tone. He heaved an internal sigh of relief when you shook your head, allowing him to stay in the room. "Alright, I'm going to draw this curtain for some privacy, then we can get to it." She said, making you bite your lip and nod at her, as you held eye contact with her dark eyes. You watched with bated breath as she drew the curtain between the two of you, and the doctor.
Unbeknownst to you, she had sent the man on the other side one last smug look before she closed the curtain. Once she secured it to the hook on the wall, she turned to face you, holding her hands together in front of her. "Alright sweetie, whenever you're ready, you can remove your gown." Her smooth voice echoed into the room. Gojo had made himself comfortable leaning against the wall, his head tipped back against it as he bit his lip and tried to quiet his own pounding heart enough to listen to what was happening just a couple feet from him.
You held the fabric over your chest, getting a hold of your nerves before you slid it down your arms. Geto kept her eyes on your face, not wanting to make you uncomfortable. She did however get a peek of them through her prerephrial vision, which would suffice for now. "Do you prefer to sit or stand for this?" She asks, already looking into your eyes when you look back to her. "I- I think I'll sit, if that's okay." You replied. You seriously didn't know if your legs would hold up if you were to stand right now, they were already trembling and she hadnt even done anythng yet.
She stepped into your space, slotting herself between your knees and up against the hospital bed as she released her fingers from one another, coming to rest on the side of the bed. "I'm going to start now, okay?" She said, smiling when you nodded at her.
You knew you weren't going crazy, something was here, it had to be. The air felt so thick, it felt so hard to breathe with her so close. On top of that, you didn't think you'd ever been so turned on in your life. The throbbing between your legs and the heat that was pooling in your belly was almost unbearable. Your bare chest was out for her eyes; and soon her hands; to feast upon. Your nipples had pebbled from being so exposed, and you could feel the goosebumps that spread along your arms while you held your breath, and watched her reach her hands out to touch you.
When her warm hands made contact with your skin you gasped, quickly pressing your lips together as a crimson blush spread itself darker along your face. "You okay?" She asked, beginning to massage your breasts in her hands. "M-mhm" You answered, looking away from her intimidating gaze and opting to look at the floor while she squished and squeezed your breasts in her hands.
When she made sure she wouldn't be caught looking, she dropped her gaze to your breasts. She felt her cunt pulse around nothing when the view of your completely unobstructed tits registered in her brain. She quickly licked her lips, trying to snap herself out of the trance she was in and focus on the task at hand.
On the other side of the curtain, Gojo had his palm pressed over his mouth, his head still tipped back against the wall as his other was rubbing himself slowly over his slacks. His head was spinning listening to the little gasps and whines you made, he wished so badly that he was the one making you make all those sounds; what he wouldn't give to see your face right now.
His legs threatened to buckle underneath him the longer he stroked himself, he knew he shouldn't be doing this but the only other person who would ever know about this was Geto, and he knew she would take it to the grave.
A loud moan emanating from the other side of the curtain made him freeze. "Sorry honey, did that hurt?" Geto asked in her sultry voice, quickly looking back up to your eyes to avoid being caught ogling your tits. "N-no, didn't.. didn't hurt." You said, looking up at her from underneath your eyelashes. "Mmm.. just sensitive, huh?" She asked, pouting her bottom lip at you as she continued massaging your breasts in her hands.
She resisted the urge to squeeze her thighs together, taking a deep breath to calm herself when you nodded. "Mine are the same too, I get it." She admitted, making you rub your thighs together. "They feel quite healthy tho, no lumps or anything feeling concerning." She said, bringing the more professional side of things back into play before she lost her cool and kissed you. Gojo was so close to ripping back the curtain to see what was happening, but now more than ever was a time that he needed to exercise patience.
"A-are you sure?" You said, you really didn't want her to stop touching you, it made your cunt pulse whenever she squished your breasts in her hands. "Well.. I'm not as experienced as the doctor.." She drawled, making Gojo remove his hand from his cock as he perked up. "If you're okay with it, we could get a second opinion." She offered, to which you nodded eagerly. She laughed at your enthusiasm before she replied, "Okay, Ill go ahead and let Doctor Gojo in." She smiled, before turning around to untie the curtain from the wall.
You weren't thinking rationally at this point, your brain was feeling foggy and your body was plagued with the need for release. You were no longer as embarrassed as you were before as you sat patiently on the bed and waited for the doctor.
Gojo straightened his coat in front of himself once more when Geto cracked open the curtain for him. She shook her head when she noticed how flushed and out of it he looked, making a vague gesture to his hair, telling him to fix it before he presented himself to you.
After the man ran his hands through his soft hair a couple of timesβ and after receiving a nod of approval from Getoβ he made peeked his head inside, and let Geto shut the cloth behind him, tying it to the wall once more to block them off from the rest of the room.
Gojo smiled at you, internally screaming as your eyes made contact with his, meaning he couldnβt peek a look at your bare chest that sat right in front of him, practically begging for him to touch it. βWell hello again, I hope youβve been well~β he said, easing the palpable tension in the space before he made his way in front of you.
βHeard you wanted a second opinion, hm?β He asked, tilting his head while he smiled at you. βY-yeah, just in case.. yknow,β you said under your breath. The both of them saw through your lie. They were all picking up on the same tension you felt, and Gojo was well aware that Geto was more than familiar with giving breast exams adequately, she had never asked Gojo for a second opinion before.
βAlright, letβs see.β Gojo whispered before he pushed himself in the same position Geto was before him, right between your legs, as she watched him βworkβ from the side. As much as Geto loved touching your herself, it made it hard to look at your breasts while she did, so now that Gojo was βdouble checkingβ her work, she had the perfect excuse to watch.
You bit your lip between your teeth and looked down at his hands when you felt his larger palms make contact with your breasts. You were unable to stop yourself from rubbing your thighs together as subtly as possible, although not quite subtle enough. Getoβs watchful eyes picked up on your shifting, she watched you cross your ankles together and your spine stiffen while Gojo worked his hands on you.
"Mph-" Your muffled moans vibrated agains your lips as you tried your best to hold back. "Hmm~" Gojo hummed, furrowing his eyebrows together. "Something wrong?" Geto asked, uncrossing her arms from where she stood. "Maybe.. feel this spot right here for me." Gojo asked, moving his hand off of your right breast and letting Geto step into your space. Your body jolted when her cold fingers wrapped around your breast and squeezed roughly while Gojo's hand was still at work on your other.
"Mmm feels a little tender," She said, pouting her bottom lip out. "I-is that bad?" You asked, looking up at her while she watched your breast move under the manipulation of her hand. "How often do you venture up here?" She asked, keeping her eyes on yours while she spoke. "N-not often." You asked, making Gojo and Geto shake their heads in unison. "Thats no good~ Its good to keep the blood moving up here every once in a while." Gojo chastised, giving your tit a particularly hard squeeze.
"It's sooo easy too." Geto continued, leaning into your ear, "You can do it when you're all alone.. getting ready for bed.." Her whispers made your breath pick up, your choked breaths were freely flowing into the air as the two of them massaged your chest. This was no longer about a breast exam, and the three of you knew it. "Touching your nipples is soo good for the blood flow too~" She continued her teasing, pinching your hard bud between her index finger and thumb.
"Anyways~" She said suddenly, removing her hand completely and backing up from you after rolling your nipple between her fingers for a few seconds. Gojo copied her, pulling his hand away from your skin and placing it on his hip as he faced his body towards the dark-haired nurse, "I didn't feel anything abnormal, so I think we've checked all our bases." She said, winking at Gojo, signaling for him to go along with it.
"Oh yeah, I think you're right, they felt veeerry healthy to me," Gojo responded, dragging out his words. You started panicking internally, it couldn't be over already, could it? Had this all really just been professional? Including the stuff Geto just said? Your body was on fire, you were feeling drunk already and they had barely touched you, there was no way it stopped here. "W-wait, that was s-so fast, are you sure you checked thoroughly enough?" You asked, trying and failing to keep the need out of your voice.
"I mean, both of us are pretty experienced with this kind of thing.. and we didn't feel anything wrong, you worried we missed something?" Gojo asked, smirking when you nodded a little too quickly. "Are you sure?" He asked, making you tilt your head in confusion, "Sure about what?" You asked, pulling up the cloth to cover your breasts as you waited for him to speak. "Are you sure you're worried we missed something?" He asked, making Geto cover her mouth with a snicker, before she slapped his shoulder.
"I-yes, w-why else.." You bait, swallowing hard as you try to breathe in the heavy air in the room. "Well~" The white-haired doctor started as he slowly turned his body to face you once more, looking you up and down before he started making his way over to you. The two of you kept eye contact with one another up until he was between your legs again, his big hand came up to push your hand that was holding the gown over your chest down into your lap.
"I know getting your chest played with can feel erotic." He said, curling his lips in on themselves before he reached his hand out for your chest once more, and engulfed your tit in his hand. "Could that be why you don't want us to stop?" He said, tilting his head down at you as he tried to make you look at his eyes again. Your jaw dropped open as soft moans slipped from your tongue and out into the small room around you.
Geto came up from behind him and wrapped her arms around his torso, leaning her head against her shoulder as she looked at you, "Dont lie~" She added, giving you a sinister smile disguised as a sweet one. You took a deep breath, looking between the two of them before you nodded. "Fucking knew it~" Geto cooed, her smile becoming toothy as she released her hold around Gojo and slid between the two of you, sliding her hands under the thin gown against your upper thighs.
Gojo could be heard pouting out a "hey.." from behind the two of you. She leaned in close to your face, her sweet perfume clouding your senses. She licked her lips and gripped your thighs in her hands. "You like me?" She asked, pressing her shiny lips together in a smile. You breathed out a needy 'yes' against her lips, looking up between her eyes and her mouth. "Is this okay?" You asked.
You knew this wasn't exactly standard practice in.. well.. anywhere. And they were absolutely breaking every code in the book right now, but between the three of you, not one of you cared. "Is it okay?" She asked, scrunching her eyebrows at you. "Were all adults here." Gojo smiled, sitting against the arm of the chair as he watched the two of you.
When you nodded, Geto's lips were on yours. "Mmm! Mph-" You moaned against her lips when she wasted no time in making her tongue home in your mouth, she slid her hands to your waist and pulled you against her so you were pelvis to pelvis. "Gotta be quiet for me, okay?" She whispered in between kisses.
You nodded, vocalizing an 'uh-huh" aginst her lips before she climbed on top of you, pressing her knee against your cunt while she kissed you hungrily. You squeezed your thighs around hers, your knee simultaneously bumping against her mound, your leg pushing her dress up her thighs as exposing her panties to your hungry eyes.
"Fuck, this is so fucking hot." Gojo groaned, you cracked your eyes open and looked at him out of the corner of your eye, Geto took the opportunity to grip the bottom half of your face in her hand and tilted it to the side, facing Gojo, as she brought her lips down to your neck and started kissing and sucking the skin there. "Keep your eyes on him, sure hes jerking off right about now." She giggled against your neck, her other hand touching freely over your body.
Her intuition was spot on, the white-haired man was groping himself over his pants, and his white doctor's jacket had been discarded on the chair he was leaning against as he watched the show in front of him.
βD-Doctor Gojo,β you whined, squeezing your thighs harder around Getoβs leg as your arousal spiked watching him jerk off. βYou like watchin me baby?β he asked, a drunken smile plastering itself on his face. βY-yesβ you replied, making him put his full weight on his feet as he walked towards you.
βBet youβll like touchin me even more.β The white haired man came up on the side of you and held your head in his hand as he pressed his thighs against the bed the two of you were on. Gojo reached for your hand and made you palm him over his pants while Geto turned your head back to her and kissed you once more.
The manβs big hand groped over yours and aided you in touching his cock through his slacks while Geto moaned into your mouth. He felt absolutely massive under your hand, you doubted even Gojo himself could wrap his hand completely around his cock. βOh good fucking girl.β He praised, biting his lip while he watched the two of you go at it like animals.
Geto dropped her hand from your face and used it to massage your tit once more, paying more attention to your nipple now that she could stop disguising her shameless groping as a breast exam. "You're so sensitive here I don't know how you held out for so long." She teased, pulling her mouth back with a wet sound as she watched your face contort under her hands ministrations against your chest.
Your other hand came up to press her hand against hers, silently telling her not to stop. "Oh yeah? You like that?" She moaned, smiling at your silent plea. "Don't worry baby, Ill make you feel even better." She promised, using the tip of her middle finger to rub around the areola of your nipple, making your hips push up against her knee.
"We" Gojo corrected the dark-haired woman. "We will make you feel even better." The woman laughed, moving her eyes to focus on Gojo's while she leaned down against your chest and sucked the little bud into her mouth. She chose not to respond and instead oped to close her eyes as she hummed around your warm nipple, rolling and sucking it into her mouth, making sure to spend extra attention to the tip of your nipple with her tongue.
Gojo watched your body jerk and squirm against the bed while she alternated between your sensitive nipples; she used her other hand to grope the tit her mouth wasn't on, making sure it didn't feel lonely. Your hand went slack against his crotch, giving Gojo the time to pull away before he was unzipping his pants and pulling his cock through the hole in his boxers.
You moaned sharply when you felt him press your hand around something warm and hard. You instinctively wrapped your hand around it, making him coo at you as you looked over to watch what you were doing. "Yesss, stroke my dick, pretty girl." He smiled, using his big hand to run his fingers through your hair while you slowly and unsurely gave the handsome doctor a handjob.
Geto popped off of your tits after a while, staring down at her work as she admired the light purple hickeys that decorated your breasts along with your swollen nipples from all her sucking. "So fucking pretty," She praised, making Gojo hum in agreement. "I would looove to suck your tits all day, but your cunt has been pulsing against my knee for so fucking long I cant take it anymore." She said, crawling off from on top of you and sliding your panties down your thighs with her.
"Fuck yess." Gojo moaned, biting his lip. He really had no romantic interest in Geto, but you were both undeniably hot, and the thought of watching her eating you out and her making you cum on her tongue in front of him made his dick throb in your grip. "Pervert." Geto smiled smugly, rolling her eyes. "I'm only a man." He said, making her giggle as she pulled your body once more, to the edge of the bed. "W-what are you gonna do." You asked, looking down at the woman between your legs before looking over to the white-haired man on your side.
"Im gonna eat your pussy while you suck Doctor Gojo off, that sound okay to you guys?" She asked, smiling sweetly between the two of you. Both you and Gojo nodded quickly at her proposition, "I can't think of a better idea myself." He responded, dropping his other hand down to caress the head of his best friend. She rolled her eyes at his dramatics before she slung your thighs around her head, kneeling on the steps below the bed.
"You ever squirted before?" She asked you, making you sit up slightly to look at her, "N-no." You answered, making her smile mischievously before she bit your thigh hard, pulling the skin back before releasing it, "You will." She responded confidently. You had no doubt in your mind that she wouldn't. You turned your head back to the doctor, watching your hand stroke his cock while Geto had her way with your thighs.
"You ever sucked a cock before?" He asked, caressing your head comfortingly. His brain short-circled when he watched you look up at him from under your lashes, your doe eyes looking glassy, "Not one as big as yours." You said, dropping your eyes back down to his length. You thought dicks like his only existed in porn. You swallowed hard thinking about how you were going to fit him in your mouth. "Don't worry, I'll go easy on you." He assured, his abs clenchedwhen you rubbed your thumb over his tip, spreading the wetness down the length of his cock.
He brought himself as close as he could, cradling your head while you stroked his dick right in front of your face, just inches from your mouth. Geto was having the time of her life between your thighs, she was suckinng and biting every last bit of your skin to make sure that every time you looked in the mirror for weeks afterward, you would be reminded of what happened that day.
She brought her mouth closer and closer to where you needed her the most; her teasing making you squeeze your hand around Gojo's cock harder. "Fuck, such a pretty pussy." She mumbled to no one in particular. "If its so pretty, maybe you should eat it already~" Gojo teased, dying to see you squirm on her tongue and feel you moan around his cock while she ate you out.
Geto was constantly bragging to Gojo about her skilled tongue in bed, having seemingly endless stories about how she made guys and girls alike squirt like a fountain in record-breaking times, he was excited to finally see it in person. "Don't tell me what to do Satoru." She chastized--but listened to him anyways.
She leaned her head down between your legs and gave a precise kitten lick to your little clit, making you jolt. You wished you could watch her, but you had work to do yourself, the feeling of her hands wrapping around your thighs while she ate you out would have to do. You brought your own head closer to Gojo's cock and mimicked her actions on you, against him, kitten licking the tip of his dick.
"Yesss," Gojo groaned with a smile, not knowing where he wanted to look more as his eyes darted between your lips that were slowly but surely wrapping themselves around his cock, or in between your legs, where his best friend shook her head back and forth against your wetness, making your body jerk at the intense pleasure. "Holy shit, you're so fucking sweet." She whined against your cunt, sucking the little neglected bud into her mouth.
Your eyes rolled in the back of your head at her ministrations, the vibrations from her voice around your clit sent pleasant chills down your spine. Gojo watched with a slack jaw as you bobbed your head further down his dick, using your small hand to smear the spit you were creating down the length of his cock and jerk off what couldn't fit in your mouth from this angle.
You were grateful to have something plugging you up, because Geto's expert tongue was doing wonders for you, and you weren't sure how quiet you could've been without having Gojo's cock in your throat. This all felt like a fuzzy dream to you, because there was absolutely no way you were getting tag-teamed by your new physician and his hot nurse on top of this this hard hospital bed on a Thursday.
Geto's tongue quickly brought you back down to reality when she started drawing quick circles against your clit with her thumb, as she buried her face as deep as possible against you, tongue fucking your cunt and moaning against you shamelessly. "I don't think you're the one we have to worry about staying quiet." Gojo giggled down at you.
She pulled her mouth back from you, heaving air into her lungs as she spoke, "You're saying that without having tasted her." She said, before dropping her tongue back on you. Gojo wasn't sure how long she had been doing it, but at some point, her hand come down to play with her own needy cunt between your legs while she ate you out. He couldn't see exactly what she was doing because of his blocked vision by the table, but he could see her arm was moving rapidly underneath you.
"Must taste r-real good if she has you fingering yourself." Gojo teased, his words coming out in stutters when you tried to take his cock deeper in your throat, resulting in a gag that made your throat constrict around him. She just moaned in response, keeping up the delicious circles on your clit while she drank up every drop of your arousal that you gave her.
You brought your head away from Gojo's cock, popping your lips back with a lewd wet sound. "Y-you're so big D-doctor." You pouted, staring up at the man. He knew it was so wrong, so absolutely twisted, but when he heard you call him 'doctor' in this situation, it made a heavy drop of pre drip onto your hand. "Oh, you're fucking naughty." He giggled, starting to hump his cock in your hand, making obscene 'schlick' sounds emanate around the room.
You let yourself moan freely for a couple of seconds before your mouth was back on him. You made quick circles around the tip of his cock, rotating your tongue against him while making sure to pay special attention to the vein that ran on the underside of his cock. "What a fucking mouth~" He said, letting his jaw fall open as his head tipped back in a moan, trying his hardest not to release his load over your pretty face so soon.
His brain short-circuited when your other hand joined the mix, massaging his balls in the palm of your hand. "Oh fuck- just like that, don't fucking stopp." He moaned, gripping his nails harder against your scalp while you bobbed your head around his cock and played with his heavy balls in your hands with a delicious rhythm.
The truth was, Geto was rapidly bringing you towards what you knew would be a mindblowing orgasm, and you wanted to make Gojo cum before that, so you put all of your brainpower onto pleasuring him while the dark-haired woman between your thighs alternated between sucking your cit and finger fucking you, curling her fingers against your sweet spot; and tongue fucking you while she spelled her name on your clit with her fingers.
"Think she's gonna cum." Geto mumbled against your pussy, making Gojo groan in acknowledgment. "Fuck, I am too." He responded. "So fucking t-tight." She whimpered into your pussy, quickening the speed of the thrusts inside herself as she used the palm of her hand to grind her clit against it. "You gonna let me cum all over your pretty face? Huh?" Gojo asked, scratching his nails over your head.
You looked up at him through your lashes, your watery eyes trying their best not to roll back in your head as you nodded around him, giving your consent. "You're so fucking." thrust "Perfect." He grinned, giggling when you gagged particularly hard against his mean hips.
The coil in your stomach was getting tighter and tighter, you so desperately needed to see Getoβs face before you came; you knew it would push you over the edge. βOh- S-shit-β Gojo groaned, βC-can I fuck your throat? Iβm so close, promise Iβll be fast.β The thought of him losing control and humping hi cock into your warm mouth sounded like just what you needed right now.
You shook your head to the best of your ability, dropping both hands from his cock as he grabbed your cheek with his other hand, getting a better leverage on you before he started fucking hi cock down your throat. You brought your hands down to the womanβs hair between your legs and dug your nails into her scalp, making her whine into your clit. βMhm-mhm-β she hummed against you while you used her head to hump your own hips against her face.
You fought back gag after gag as gojo used your mouth like his own personal flesh light, biting his lip and gritting his teeth while he focused his gaze intently on your lips that were swallowing up his cock. The tears that had welled up in your eyes began to fall down your cheeks at his rough treatment on your throat.
βGood girl, good fucking girl- almost- fuck-β Gojo groaned, his eyes rolling back into his head as his pace grew sloppy on your throat. The lack of oxygen was bringing you closer to your orgasm, but you so desperately wanted to watch him cum before Geto made you cum first.
Gojo fucked the entirety of his cock down your throat, pressing jus balls against your chin while he grit his teeth, feeling himself twitch in your warm mouth. βFuuuuuck-β The white haired man groaned, pulling his hips quickly back from your mouth and letting you cough freely as you swallowed air into your lungs.
Your hips pace against Getoβs mouth was sloppy, your body stuttering as you moved while her lips suction cupped around your clit and teased it with her wet tongue. You turned your head to look down at her, making contact with her glassy eyes and her furrowed brows as she nodded at you, moaning against your wetness.
The sight sent you over the edge, you gripped her hair tightly between your fingers, your nails digging into her scalp in unison as you squirted all over her face. She pulled her mouth and hand she was working on herself back as she fucked her fingers directly into your sweet spot while rubbing quickly back and forth over your sensitive clit, making your juices spray on her.
Gojo stroked his cock next to your face furiously, looking down at your pussy as you squirted all over his best friends face. βFuckk,β he groaned, grabbing your face in his hand he turned your head to look up at him.
Your eyes were foggy and all out of focus from how hard you came, your body still shaking and twitching from the orgasm as Getoβs fingers fucked you through the aftershocks. βTongue out.β Gojo grit through his teeth, biting his lip when you quickly obeyed.
βS-shit-β The doctor tipped his head back as his jaw fell slack. He tapped his cockhead on your tongue, laying it flat on it before he stilled his hand. His hot ropes of cum spurted into your mouth as he groaned freely, fucking his hips into his hand as some streaks of his cum landed on your cheeks and hair. βHow pretty.β Geto whined from under you; referring to the painting gojo was creating on your face.
Gojoβs body jerked and jolted as he came all over your face, his head tipping forward towards the end of his orgasm as he squeezed his cock up to the tip, making sure he gave you every last drop of his cum. βShiiiitβ the man giggled, watching you lean your head up and suck his tip clean before you pulled back, letting your head fall against the hard bed as you licked his cum off your lips. βCould she be any more perfect?β he said to Geto.
You were too fucked out to notice that Gojo was still hard, even though he just came. Geto stood up from between your legs, sliding her tights and panties off in the process as she kicked them to some corner of the room. βWell letβs find out.β She answered, giving Gojo a quick smirk before she straddled your limp body.
Without so much as saying a word, she grabbed your cum covered face in her hands and licked Gojoβs cum off your cheeks, making you blush. βCum hungry slut.β Gojo laughed at his best friend's shameless display of lust. βItβs not for me, freak.β She said, rolling her eyes. βWant this cutie to taste herself, and you when I kiss her.β She said, giving you no room to talk as she pressed her lips against yours.
βfuck yeahh~β Gojo laughed, a drunken smile spreading itself over his face while he watched Geto suck your tongue, making you taste yourself mixed with Gojoβs cum. She pulled back after a while, a string of saliva connecting the two of you as you stared at her with a fucked out expression, βHow does that taste?β she asked, keeping her strong grip on your chin as she awaited your answer.
ββS fucking good, t-thank you.β you slurred, your own aroused smile spreading across your face. She smiled at you, pressing her lips to yours once more in a sweeter kiss before she pulled back, humming when your hands came to rest on top of her thighs. "I know thats fucking right~" Gojo added, beginning to stroke himself again, shamelessly walking over to the bottom half of your body so he could stare at your soaked pussy and the wetness that was smeared all over your thighs.
"It's missing something though.." You continued, watching your hands stroke along her soft pale thighs. She tilted her head at you, waiting for you to continue. "I didn't taste you." You said. Your sudden bold words made her feel like a dozen butterflies had just been hatched and were bouncing inside her stomach. "Yeah? You wanna taste me?" She said, sitting up straight as she rubbed her fingers over your wet lips.
You opened her mouth for her and she slipped her fingers inside the warmth as you did so, her jaw dropping and a crimson blush spreading across her face at how eagerly you sucked down her fingers. "That's a good idea!" Gojo exclaimed, spreading your thighs apart as he pushed them over his shoulders, making himself home between your legs.
You couldn't see him very well because of Geto straddling you, but you felt his plush lips leave soft kisses and bites against your calf and ankle before you felt something else. His dripping cock head was tapping against your folds as he used one hand to slowly rub his cock back and forth across your wetness. "Wanna eat the pretty nurse out while I fuck your cunt? Huh?" Gojo said, making you hum in approval around Geto's fingers.
You would be lying if you said you weren't a little nervous. You had barely been able to take Gojo's cock in your mouth, how on earth would you fit him inside your pussy? "Pretty nurse?" Geto laughed, twisting her body to give Gojo a look of incredulousness. He reached out and squished her soft cheeks in between his hands, shaking her head back and forth a little as he did so, making her face go deadpan. "Yes~ You're such a pretty nurse~" He said, scrunching his nose at her childishly while he did so.
She used her free hand to smack his wrist away before her hand came to rub her own jaw and soothe it from his harsh grip. "I can't stand you," Geto said, rolling her eyes before she flipped her hair in his face, turning her body back to you to watch you suck on her fingers some more. Their banter eased some of the anxiety you were feeling, you were glad they weren't so serious. "And yet you're about to fuck this pretty girl with me~" Gojo cooed, gripping his large hand on the back of her neck as he rubbed his thumb against the skin there.
"I'm separating myself from you at this moment." She said, biting her lip in irritation as she let Gojo massage her neck, unwilling to tell him to stop as the sensation actually felt pleasant. She brought her full attention back down to you, popping her fingers out of her mouth before she crossed her arms over her body and pulled the long sleeve white dress off of her body, discarding it on the floor.
Her breasts bounced animatedly when she removed the fabric, her tits practically spilling out of her bra when she shimmied further up your body, now hovering over your collarbones in nothing but the white bra. You bit your lip as Gojo had begun pressing his cock against your clit and rubbed it in circles, sending pleasure to the both of you.
"Geto please." You wined, your mouth practically drooling with the sight of her cunt being so close to your mouth. "What do you need?" She asked, bringing her fingers wet with your saliva down to rub her clit above you. Gojo shook his head at the scene, stroking himself harder as he continued pressing his cockhead against your little bud. You clenched around nothing at the need to feel him inside you combined with the need to have Geto sit on your face already.
"Wanna eat you out, please." You moaned, wrapping your arms under her thighs as you tried to pull her down on your face. She smiled down at you, feeling herself grow wetter at your words. Gojo wasn't helping in the slightest, he used his thumb to spread your pussy apart and had started to press his tip against your hole, almost letting it slip in before he pulled back. "She sounds so good when she begs," Gojo said, keeping his eyes glued to where the two of you were about to be connected.
"I think so too~" Geto agreed, sliding her fingers down her pussy as she pressed her fingers against her opening, letting them slide inside herself as she tipped her head back. You watched with a slack jaw as she fingered herself on top of you, your mouth watered every time she pulled her fingers out and saw how they were coated with her wetness. "Gojo- Geto- please," You begged, needing to feel some sort of stimulation from someone.
"Gojo p-please fuck me- c-cant take it." you continued, looking between Geto's eyes and her dripping cunt as soft moans fell from her lips and flooded your ears. "Watching her get off is makin' you all horny huh?" He teased, watching your lower body squirm as you tried to press yourself against Gojo and slip his cock inside of you. "Y-yes" You felt the tears start to well up in your eyes with how bad you needed them, the sight made Geto furrow he brows and coo above you.
"Aww, Gojo, she's crying." She said, giggling. The man behind you let out a loud groan as he gripped his cock harder in his hold. "Fuck, really?" He said, his arousal very evident in his tone. "Maybe we should stop teasing her then." He said, pressing his tip harder against your entrance and making you think he was really going to give it to you that time. "Yesyesyes" You slurred, rolling your hips against Gojo as he finally let his tip slide inside you.
You accidentally let out a too-loud moan at the stimulation, making Geto 'tsk' down at you. "Shut her up Suguru, she's gonna get even louder in a minute." Gojo grit through his teeth, holding the base of his cock tightly to prevent him from cumming prematurely as he slid his cock deeper into your walls. Your chest rose and fell quickly the deeper he gave it to you, the ache in your pelvis slowly subsiding.
"Yeah yeah." She said, rolling her eyes before she removed her fingers from herself and licked them clean, moving her body up to straddle your mouth while she pressed her hands next to your head to steady herself. "Just so you know, if it were up to me, I would be teasing you for hours." She said smugly, before finally, finally dropping her weight and pressing her cunt against your mouth.
She did so a the perfect timing too, right when Gojo bottomed out. Meaning you moaned long and loudly against her cunt, making her shiver at the intensity of the vibrations. "Oh fuc-kk, so fucking tight." Gojo moaned, tipping his head back and shutting his eyes as he let the both of you adjust to the feeling and girth of him stretching out your walls.
You tried to squeeze your thighs together but to no avail, as Gojo held them apart, gripping your thighs that hung over his shoulders. Geto wasted no time in rocking her hips against your mouth, moving one of her hands to grip itself in your hair as your lips came to suck on her neglected clit. Her taste was just what you were missing, you wanted to keep your eyes on hers but the attention from the both of them was too much, making you roll your eyes back in your head.
"Oh s-shit." She wined, biting her lip as you ate her out with vigor. "Gonna move now," Gojo warned before he started up a brutal pace on your cunt. Loud squelches and slaps echoed through the small room with the intensity of his thrusts, making Geto chastise him, "G-gojo too f-fucking loud."
"I don't give a fuck," He groaned, dropping his chin as he stared down at your cunt, watching a ring of your cum form around the base of his thick cock. "I dare someone to say shit to me." The doctor added, dropping one of his hands down to where the two of you were connected as he started rubbing his thumb in delicious circles against your clit, making you wine and moan into Geto's pussy.
She was leaking so much into your mouth, so much so that you had no more doubts in your mind or anxieties about not being able to make her feel good. She was gasping and moaning on top of you, all of her snarky comments flooding from her brain at the way your tongue was fucking her stupid. She rocked her clit against the tip of her nose, making her stomach clench and her body jerk over you every time her hips humped forward.
"Fucking hypocrite." Gojo huffed out a short laugh, reaching his other hand around Geto's mouth as he covered it, quieting her moans as they became muffled against his palm. "Some noisy fucking ladies you are~" He cooed. The squelching between your legs increased as he fucked into you with more vigor. "You like bein' used like this? Huh?" Gojo asked, rubbing your clit with pinpoint precision and making your eyes roll back in your head. "Squeezin' me so tight down here feels like you're tryna milk me." The doctor laughed, his jaw-dropping in a small o when your cunt squeezed around him particularly hard.
"Too bad you're not on birth control now or id fill this pretty cunt up." He said, shaking his head in disbelief at how good you felt around him. Geto's moans increased when your tongue fucked into her deeper, Gojo's words heightening your arousal. "Bet you'd like that huh?" His filthy mouth continued. "Your doctor cumming inside your perfect little cunt while Nurse Geto fucks your face." His own eyes rolled back at his words, he felt his cock twitch with how badly he wished he could fill you up.
Geto's other hand that was stabilizing herself by your head came up to grip Gojo's wrists, the volume of her moans getting louder against the palm of his hand; simultaneously her hips started losing their rhythm on your face. "Shit" Gojo laughed, "Think you're gonna make her cum." He said, which made you increase your antic on her cunt, opting to suck her clit back into your mouth so she didn't have to strain her thighs by humping against your face.
That was the right call, her body stopped being able to grind against you the closer she got to her orgasm, her hips jolted and jerked against your mouth as she gripped harder onto Gojo's wrist. "Yeah yeah give it to her, cum in her fucking mouth." Gojo groaned, talking her through it while you encouraged her from below, moaning "mhm-mhm." Into her wetness.
Gojo pressed his balls as hard as he could against your ass as he fucked his cock to the hilt inside of you and stilled there, waiting for Geto's orgasm to finish. The woman could be heard moaning profanities mixed with your name into Gojo's palm as you sucked the orgasm out of her, her body curled in on itself as her high rippled through her. Every time she jerked forward, a bit of her cum spurted itself into your mouth. You slowed your tongue against her as her body's jerking got less and less frequent, until her shaking stopped altogether.
Gojo removed his hand from her mouth as she collapsed down on the side of you, breathing heavily. "Holy fuck, no one ever made me cum that hard." She confessed, clenching her thighs together in the aftershocks as you smiled at her drunkenly. "You're so pretty." She said, sliding her body down so she was laying the side of you, one knee thrown over your body as she caressed your cheek in her hand and combined your lips together in a kiss.
"Aww, so sweet." Gojo cooed, biting his lip and smiling before he resumed his pace on your cunt, making you pull back from the kiss as you moaned loudly. "Asshole, we were having a moment." Geto chastized, rolling her eyes at his childish behavior. "I was feeling left out." He whined, rolling his hips against yours and creating delicious friction against your sweet spot inside you. "That feel good?" He asked, finally being able to see your pretty, fucked out face.
"Y-yes, so good Doctor G-gojo." Once again, the inappropriate use of his title made his cock throb unreasonably hard; he wouldn't look too hard into it. "Fuck, you really are so pretty." He said, shaking his head at how gorgeous you looked with your pace covered in Geto's cum, your eyes all out of focus, and your hair going in every direction from the face fucking. "Geto," Gojo started, making the dark-haired woman lay her face against the crook of your neck while she looked down at him.
"Keep her quiet." He instructed once more. She did not need to be told twice. Lifting her head, she once again pressed your lips together and slotted your lips together slowly, tasting herself on your tongue. "S-so sweet." You whined, making her giggle against your lips. "Thank you, baby." She replied, swallowing up your moans as Gojo fucked you with more vigor.
"Shiiit, wish I was fucking recording this right now." Gojo wined, pulling his lip between his teeth, "You guys making out is so fucking hot." He said, rubbing his thumb on your clit harder and faster as he brought the both of you to your impending orgasms. The way your cunt pulsed rhythmically was the first clue that you were about to make a mess on his cock.
"S-shit, gonna squirt again? Huh? Gonna squirt all over my cock this time?" Gojo questioned, his teasing tone making the coil in your tummy tighten. You pulled back from Geto's lips, making eye contact with him. "Y-yes sir." You wined. The new name caught him off guard, but he was in no universe complaining. "Yeah? Good fucking girl let me see it then, wanna feel you cum all over my cock." He moaned, his hips stuttering as his pace lost its rhythm.
Geto cupper her hand over your mouth and stared her dark eyes into yours, "You can do it baby, cum all over him, just like you did on my mouth." You blushed at their words, the coil in your stomach tightening and tightening before Geto was dropping her head down to your nipple, and sucking, and thats all it took.
"Fuck yeahhh~" Gojo moaned, rubbing his fingers back and forth over your clit as you came around his cock, your squirt wetting his abdomen and slacks alike with the intensity of your orgasm. Geto moaned around your nipple, her other hand coming to pinch the other between her fingers as the two of them worked you through it.
About halfway through your orgasm, Gojo pulled out. The doctor kept up his fingers against your clit, his movements getting sloppy as he jerked himself off over your tummy, "fuck- fuck cumming, cumming-" He warned before he released his hot seed on your tummy. His body jerked forward and his abs clenched as he spurted long ropes of his cum onto your skin, his eyes rolling back in his head as he pictured behind his eyelids that he was filling you up with his cum and not wasting it like this.
Despite that fact, he just had one of the most intense and satisfying orgasms he has ever had. "Holy fuck." The man groaned, his eyes rolling back into place from the back of his head as he came down from his high. He let your legs drop from his shoulders and onto the bed as his hands chased them, squeezing the fat of your thighs to stabilize himself.
The both of you breathed heavily into the small room, and the three of you stayed silent as you let your souls find their way back into your body, Geto popped off of your nipples after a couple seconds and rested her head against your collarbones while she waited for the two of you to calm down.
"Wow." Your voice could be heard throughout the room, breaking the silence, and making the two of them laugh. "Couldn't have said it better myself." Gojo snorted. "Oh shit, what about the other patients." You said panicked, sitting up on your forearms as the woman lying on your chest was pushed up with you. "Shhh, it's okay," Gojo cooed, rubbing your thighs as he ran his hand through his sweaty hair. "You were my last patient." He said, making you sigh in relief. "I think." He finished, making both you and Geto drop your jaws simultaneously.
"Youre so irrisponsibale." Geto said, shaking her head as she caressed your tummy. "Say that when you're not lying on the hospital bed naked and covered in cum with a patient." He said, tilting his head to the side as he let his eyes fall shut and smiled. She just narrowed her eyes at him as he tucked his softening cock back into his pants before he started to make himself look presentable again.
Once he was finished he gathered Geto's and your clothes from the floor and leaned over you, placing his hand on your thigh as he leaned his face just inches from yours, "You did so fucking well." He said before he leaned in and gave you a soft kiss before pulling away and staring into your eyes intimately, "Just in case you were having any doubts." He added before leaning away completely and turning to untie the curtain that blocked the three of you off from the rest of the room.
Geto made herself comfortable behind you as she watched Gojo tidy up the room, laying her head on your shoulder as she wrapped her arms around your naked body. "Are you guys gonna stay there forever or?" He asked once he had made the room look like three people didn't just fuck in it. Geto looked up at the ceiling, contemplating her answer before she answered, "Mmm, I think so, yeah." She finally said, kissing your shoulder and making you giggle before she slid out from behind you and started dressing herself again; making you follow her lead.
After you had gotten dressed again; and fixed Geto's hair per her request; Gojo cleared his throat before speaking, "I'll put in a good request for a transfer so you can follow up with a good friend of mine about that IUD." He said too formally, making you panic slightly. Of course, he didn't want you to be his patient anymore, it would be inappropriate, but damn did it hurt. "Did.. did I do something wrong?" You asked insecurely, making the two of them tilt their heads at you.
"Well, I don't know about Geto.." He started, making you hold your breath at the impending rejection, "But I like where this relationship is headed, so I don't think it appropriate for us to stay Doctor/Nurse and patient if want to see where this goes," He said, making Geto smile and nod in agreement, "If, that's something you want." He finished.
"You could've led with that." You said, heaving out a sigh that made the both of them laugh. "Yeah, that's my fault~" Gojo laughed, rubbing his large hand on the back of his neck. "I'm sorry if it seems like I'm rushing I just.." He scrunches up his face before speaking, "I guess I've been getting paged for the last half hour about another patient I allegedly had after you." He said, a nervous smile plastering itself over his face, making Geto facepalm.
"Scram, I'll take over from here and meet you in a second," Geto said, to which Gojo placed his hand on her shoulder and thanked her dramatically. The tall man walked up to you, grabbing your hips in his large hands before he pressed a sweet kiss to your lips, using his thumb to pull down your bottom lip when he pulled away. "Text me when you get that IUD and ill show you how good gettin' your pussy filled with cum can feel~" He said confidently, leaving a peck on your lips before he spoke one last thanks to Geto, and was out the door.
"I'll take good care of you, let's get our digits in that phone of yours and we can start on the transfer resuest~" Geto cooed, holding her hand out for you to place your phone in.
You might have left the building with one less doctor than you had when you came in, but you left with two potential partners, and that was more than fine with you.
THIS IS SO GOOD that I literally took reading breaks from how fast my heart was racing π₯Ή π
Unhoneymooners!? - G.S.
Synopsis. The universe was surely playing a joke on you. Here you were, trapped on a luxury getaway with your - dangerously handsome, extremely obnoxious - ex. Either you were going to kill each other or end up pinned beneath him, split apart on his cΓ³ck. You just didnβt know what would come first.
Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI,Β fem! reader, exes to lovers, unprotected, argument as foreplay, slight enemies to lovers, more like annoyances actually, cunnilingus, oral (male + female), spitting, creampiΓ©, one bed trope, rough, Satoru is still EXTREMELY down bad for you, and unfairly hot, forced proximity, cΓΊmplay, pet names (sweetheart), swearing.
Word count. 8.5k
A/N. Itβs impossible to not write Satoru without bullying him at least a little bit.
You broke up with Gojo Satoru exactly 5 months, 2 weeks, and 16 hours ago - not that you were keeping count, of course.
So why was he outside of your resort room blasting βKill Billβ by SZA like heβs auditioning for the worldβs most dramatic comeback tour? On what shouldβve marked your fourth anniversary, no less.
Well, given you were the one to lock him out, but still - the stubborn bastard could at least have some decorum.Β
With an exasperated sigh, you throw yourself onto the king-sized bed of your honeymoon suite, trying to will away that annoying, grating voice - not SZA, no, more so Satoru singing along at the top of his lungs to the chorus.Β
How did you even get here? And with Satoru of all people - your Satoru. Or at least he was this time a little over a year ago.Β
You first met Satoru when you were in university, back when he wore those pretentious circled sunglasses and waltzed around those halls like he owned the place. And after a single literature assignment together, he wasnβt just your (self-proclaimed) best friend; he was the reluctantly favorite thorn in your side.Β
Like the rest of him, Satoruβs introduction into your love-life was anything but subtle. It wasnβt like he strolled in, gave a polite nod, and blended into the background. Oh no, he bulldozed his way in and dragged you to dance with him on the tables of some dingy frat party in what you could only assume was some joke from the universe at your expense.
And damn him, you think bitterly, you couldn't resist him that night. Spinning you into a dramatic dip, silver chain brushing your face as his half-lidded eyes bored into yours. You couldnβt not kiss him after the way his hands were just searing into your skin.Β
God, youβve never been able to listen to βGasolinaβ the same way ever since.Β Β
Satoru was in love as he was in the rest of life - a force of nature, and it was too easy to find yourself caught up in him.
That night at the frat party was just the beginning. From then on was a rollercoaster of everything from heated debates over the best flavor of ramen to impromptu road trips where youβd end up under a carpet of stars. Wrapped in each otherβs arms and sharing whispered secrets for an unpromised future - oftentimes where Satoru would crack a joke or two about running away to Tokyo with him. To which youβd laugh it off with a βYeah yeah, Iβd leave everything Iβve known behind in a heartbeat for your dumbass, Toru.β
You just didnβt think that it would be the downfall to your relationship. All the empty promises.Β
Because as those heavenly days turned into weeks and the weeks into months, eventually two years had gone by. The whirlwind romance settled into a comfortable rhythm, but with it came the looming promise of graduation and Satoru moving to work under his family company in Tokyo.
Under pressure, it wasnβt long before the cracks began to show, the arguments more frequent, and the silences more deafening. And as your relationship slowly turned into nothing more than a husk of what it used to be - so did the both of you.
Long story short, graduation was a bittersweet goodbye - and you think both of you knew long before it was actually over. Neither of you attended the afterparty - with Satoru on a flight straight to Tokyo and you at home to stuff your face with chocolate. Hey, at least you could blame your tears on finally leaving university, right?Β
You had meticulously erased his name from your phone, your social media, and even your dreams - well, almost, the bastard still came around to bother you occasionally. It was messy, painful, and final.
But βfinalβ really didnβt explain your current predicament. Because if thereβs one thing youβve learned about Satoru is that heβs always there - whether you liked it or not. He was there when you needed a partner for that literature assignment, and he was there to turn your world upside down at that dingy frat party.
Hell, he was even there to help you stubbornly chug mountains of ice cream and win that raffle for this five day-long getaway trip to the Maldives. Though, you think he mightβve chugged the ice cream without the promise of a vacation anyway.
But, when ultimately those shiny tickets came in the mail - Satoru wasnβt there. Oh well, it mightβve been a coupleβs trip - but you could have a hot girl summer, right? Maybe you could even snag a hottie by the end. Youβd almost forgotten that heβd be getting his copy of the tickets as well.
Yet, unfortunately - as the beginning notes of P!nkβs βSo Whatβ bursts through the heavy wooden door - you were inevitably reminded of the fact that he was here. Right now. Goading you into coming outside.
You find yourself groaning inwardly (and outwardly) because of course, why wouldnβt he come back even more obnoxious than before? You havenβt seen him in ages, yet here he is, crashing back into your life with all the subtlety of a sledgehammer. Or - you furrow your brows at his purposefully off-key singing carrying over the sounds of the waves outside - with the subtlety of a manchild with a JBL and a premium account on Spotify.Β Β
Rubbing your temples in frustration, you contemplate how much longer of this it would take before youβre both kicked out of this resort. And after you ate so many ice creams to win this getaway trip? No chance.
With a resigned sigh, you rise from the bed, smoothing out the bathing suit youβd just put on before the devil incarnate showed up knocking at your door. Something hot and prickly pools in your stomach as you approach it, and you canβt help but roll your eyes at the sheer absurdity of the situation. So like Satoru.
Taking a deep breath to steel yourself, you shakily reach for the handle. Itβs fine. Itβs not a big deal actually.
β¦
Whatβs the worst that can happen?
Slam!Β
The door swings open, and there in all his smug glory stands a very shirtless Satoru. Gojo pain-in-your-ass Satoru, the same asshole youβve blocked on even Gmail.Β
Except, youβre momentarily struck by how high you have to raise your eyes to meet his. Are growth spurts even a thing anymore? You didnβt have a chance to take a good look last time before slamming the door shut at the first flash of white hair and a smug grin.
But right now, traitorously, your gaze catches on just how broad his shoulders look andβ¦since when was he so chiseled? Damn you, Tokyo - you were doing him too good.
His hair is slightly longer too, curtaining those slightly more mature features, stopping just above that ever-immature grin. One which moves as he hums, βWell, happy fourth anniversary to me, If I knew this came with the suite then Iβd have swam here myself.β
You scoff, suddenly feeling strangely self-conscious as he wiggles his brows, striking blue eyes sweeping your figure from head to toe. βIβd prefer if you swam back. What are you doing?βΒ
βWhy, just showing up to our room on our lilβ honeymoon, sweetheart.β Satoru sing-songs, leaning against the doorframe to fully prevent you from slamming the door in his (admittedly) pretty face again. βAnd before you try to break my nose with that door again, I won that ticket here fair and square, yβknow. I ate just as much ice cream as you did for it.β
βYou ate most of those before you knew about the getaway raffle.β you sigh over his nonchalant shrug, pinching your nose, βAnd stop calling it our honeymoon, I dumped you five months ago.β
βWell arenβt you just the gift that keeps on giving. Keeping count?β
βNo. Donβt be a pest.β
βAlways thought you had a thing for pests. After all, you did date me.β As Satoru grins impossibly wider, you couldnβt help but roll your eyes. He winks, βAnd if Iβm a pest then youβre an itch that just wonβt go away.β
βAt least Iβm not the itch that shows up uninvited to someoneβs honeymoon suite.β you hiss. And with that you start shutting the door ever-so-slowly, delighting in the panic that overtakes Satoruβs features as he reaches out frantically.
βHey!β he sputters, βI didnβt know youβd be here! And besides this βpestβ forgot his slippers all the way in Tokyo and canβt stand on flaming-hot boardwalks for too long so let me in.β
And sure enough, you glance down to see that Satoru isnβt wearing any slippers on the scorching boardwalk. The realization almost brings a smirk to your lips. This idiot.Β
βWow.β
ββWowβ at my feet or-β
βI should leave you here to rot just for your pure idiocy.β you deadpan, eyes locked on the way heβs burning his soles off yet still has the audacity to flash you a cocky smile.
βBut you wonβt.β he hums.
A beat passes. One. Two. And Satoruβs grin almost falters, before you finally relent - opening the door just a crack, cursing his entire bloodline under your breath. βYouβre incorrigibleβ you mutter as he saunters inside victoriously, dragging his hefty luggage behind.
βWhy change perfection, sweetheart~β he calls out, heading straight for the bedroom, only to let out a delighted βOooOOoβ at the sight of the king-sized bed in the middle. The only bed. βHow scandalous, maybe youβll even fall in lov-βΒ
βDonβt. Iβd rather gouge my eyes out with a seashell.β you warn, holding up both keycards threateningly, βI get the bed, you take the couch.β
βBut-β
βAnd Iβve got the keys, so slippers or not youβll be back out on that boardwalk.βΒ
A slight smile tugging at the corners of your lips at the way Satoru looked so dramatically crestfallen, you continue - just to be petty, βAnd no more βKill Billβ thatβs on my angry ex playlist.β
With a heavy sigh he sulkily makes his way to the bathroom, calling out as he does, βFine. But Iβm showering first.β
As he disappears from sight you throw yourself onto your bed, basking in what little peace and quiet youβll have because of your unwanted guest. This was going to be a-
βAnd Iβm using all of your body lotions.β
β...β
βI will use one of your body lotions.β
Groaning, you sink into the plush mattress, just wishing it would swallow you whole and spare you from this torment. And this was only Day 1? This was going to be a very long five days.Β
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The first night with Satoru, honestly, wasnβt too bad.Β
You donβt know what you expected exactly - maybe for him to pour hair dye in your shampoo or something. But he actually stuck to his word, slept on the couch after only a bit of taunting, and used only one of your body lotions. Your best-smelling, most expensive one, but one nonetheless.
Feeling slightly more optimistic, you spent most of the second day at the beach, meanwhile he stuck to lounging by the pool. Add in a bit of pretending you didnβt know him by the salad bar at dinner and that made for an almost-perfect hot girl summer.Β
Well, considering that you were rooming with your insufferable longtime ex - in a honeymoon suite of all places.Β
The only catch came that night, fully content at the burning soreness from being pushed around by the waves outside. You got ready to splay out on your bed, humming along to the tunes of your playlist andβ¦Satoruβs lamenting?
βI swear my back feels like itβs been run over by a truck. Five of them, and a zoo.β he complains from behind you, dramatically draping himself over the couch - his impromptu bed.Β
βGood.β
βWhat if that was my last straw?β
βEven better.β
His exaggerated, disappointed whine is both embarrassing and almost-endearing as you roll your eyes, resisting the urge to suffocate him with a pillow. βMaybe call your chiropractor guy.β
Satoru shot you a pointed look, his expression a mixture of faux innocence and irritation, which you knew too well. βI wish but heβs trekking through the Himalayas. Cβmon~ Donβt you think that lovely king-sized bed is too big for just one?β
βNo, but the boardwalk sure is. Maybe you should try it out.β you monotone, getting ready to end this conversation once and for all.Β
But when has Satoru ever let you off easy? He sits up abruptly, a devious smile curling his lips. βOhh, I get it.β he taunts, batting his long lashes mockingly, βYouβre scared to sleep in the same bed with me.β
Huh?
βOut of all the idiotic-β you cut yourself off by whirling around to face his smug grin, βWhy would I be scared to sleep in a bed with you. Iβve done that far too many times already.β
βExactly,β he chuckles. βAnd all those times you could barely last an hour before without keeping your hands off of me. Scared youβll end up pinned underneath me and stuffed full like old times, sweetheart?β
You narrow your eyes at him despite the heat burning your face. βThe only thing Iβm scared of is your icicle feet on my side.β
He laughs, a sound thatβs equal parts irritating and endearing, and stands up from where he was slumped on the couch. Making his way slowly, but surely towards you, βOh, cβmon. For old timesβ sake, admit it, you miss me.β
"Yeah, missed the peace and quiet I donβt have because of your big mouth,β you scoff. Finding it hard to meet his twinkling gaze as he comes close enough that youβre toe to toe with him. Your cheeks burn at the proximity - hot enough to match the heat radiating off his body.Β
Satoru shakes his head, undeterred by your threats. And suddenly you get the overwhelming urge to throw him out the window and straight into the ocean. βYou can deny it all you want, but you still have feelings for me.β
Your jaw clenches at his audacity. βYou wish. Iβd never.β
βThen prove it.β
Damn, he was good.
Which is probably how you found yourself lying in the same bed as Satoru, with a wall of all the pillows in the room erected between you two - and a few extra from room service just in case.Β
βSweetheart, this is a king-sized bed. Is the fortress really necessary?β
You wrap your blankets tighter around yourself, trying to ignore the figure radiating warm right next to you. Muttering out a muffled little, βYeah, so you can keep your mitts off of me.β
Satoru groans dramatically, bed creaking as he shuffles what you can only assume to be closer to you. βYou keep your mitts off of me, you lecher.β he quips, voice dripping with sarcasm as he inches closer.
You stiffen at his proximity, feeling his warmth seep through the layers of blankets and pillows as he chuckles softly, the sound sending shivers down your spine, βOh, come on, donβt be like that. We used to share a bed all the time.β
βThat was before,β you interject. God, you didnβt like where this conversation was going.Β
βBefore what?β Satoru presses, his voice low and insistent.Β
Now, you mightβve let yourself be goaded into sharing a bed but these were old wounds better off left alone. You hiss, tone firm, βBefore. Now sleepβΒ
Before when you didnβt have to make a wall of pillows. Before when he would hold you tight and whisper sweet secrets into your ear. That heβd buy you the biggest ring he saw and promise you the world. Before-Β
βI missed you, yβknow.β Satoru breaks the silence barely audible over the sound of your own thoughts. The word pangs through your mind and claws at your chest. And at your silence he continues, tone a little lighter, βAnd stop hogging all the blankets, Iβm gonna freeze to-β
βBoardwalk.β
βMy apologies, maβam. Goodnight, maβam.β
And he sinks back into his pillow with a huff, you let out a sigh of relief. Something hot coiling in your stomach as you close try to catch as much sleep as you possibly could with the bane of your existence laying right beside you. The suddenly taller, dangerously handsome, still as-obnoxious-as-ever bane of your existence.Β
You just wonder if he remembered βbeforeβ.
Oh, how Satoru remembered βbeforeβ. So much so that he had sixteen different playlists dedicated to you even after the breakup.
Itβs divine punishment - it has to be. Satoru thinks thereβs no reasonable explanation for the series of unfortunate events happening to him other than punishment from his ancestors above for being such a pussy and losing the love of his life.
First he forgets his slippers, then he ends up locked out of his own honeymoon suite by said love of his life. Granted, all thoughts of his poor burnt soles went out the window the moment he caught a glimpse of you in that positively sinful bikini. God, were you glowing. A goddess upon Earth - he could really give the Gojo Satoru of five months ago a good, hard kick.
And now heβs stuck in a - very comfortable - prison with you just inches away, tossing and turning in that way he knows means that you canβt sleep either.Β
Honestly, very funny universe, the great Gojo Satoru demands a refund. Way to punkβd him into confronting the feelings heβs desperately been trying to bury these past few months - ever since he got on that plane to Tokyo and contemplated faking a heart attack just to get off.Β
Realizing just then that he lost the love of his life - and the only woman whoβd tolerate his karaoke nights. But with that realization came another, more jarring one: he was too late.Β
Every touch, every laugh, and even every time you rolled your eyes was etched into his very soul, and it felt like a montage from a sappy breakup movie directed by a sadistic screenwriter who had it out for him.Β
And it really didnβt help that this was the exact suite he was planning once upon a time to propose in. God, how youβd feed him to the crabs if he said anything about that - nevermind the fact that he was actually one that booked this-
But still, some traitorous, annoying part of his heart interrupts, she still hasnβt made you sleep on the boardwalk yet.
Maybe - just maybe - heβll wake up to a second chance?
β¦
Ha. As if.
βI canβt sleep.β Satoru groans out loud, more so to drown out his own thoughts than anything.
βWell, I can. Goodnight.β
Ah, his girl was such a lilβ liar. Undeterred, the mattress creaks as he shuffles his weight to excitedly face you, taking a moment to admire how pretty you looked under the dim moonlight. He plows on, βHey, if you promise not to make me crab food, wanna walk along the beach and watch the stars?β
A beat of silence. One. Two. so deafening and tense that Satoru was half a second away from obnoxiously laughing it off as a joke and pulling out his Emo Timesβ’ playlist.Β
βOr I can go back to the couch and-β
βShut up. Letβs watch the stars, Satoru.β
But what do you know - maybe the universe hasnβt given up on him just yet.Β
And, well, if he woke up the next morning breaching your fortress - your warm breath tickling his neck and his arms wrapped tightly around your waist, like the lifeline he never knew he needed - then, neither of you mentioned it.
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βHey, Satoru. You think weβll always be like this?β you hum into your boyfriendβs chest, barely a whisper as the looming fears of, well, everything ring in your mind.Β
He pulls you close, flashing a mischievous grin before planting a dramatic kiss on the top of your head. βDuh, Iβll always be around to drive you dangerously close to a stroke, sweetheart.βΒ
You roll your eyes, yet bury yourself closer to his warmth anyway.
βBesides, it doesnβt matter if I have to drag you by the leg to Tokyo. Wherever you are is where I belong. β
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Youβve come to learn that a resort island is only so big when youβre actively trying to avoid your 6β3 manchild of an ex.
Now that you were rooming with Satoru, sleeping with Satoru (in a literal sense only, of course), and just-so-happening to bump into him at the beach - somehow, talking with him is a little easier, his presence just a bit more exciting than youβd care to admit.Β
If the you of four days ago could see what had become of you, then sheβd probably slap some sense into you faster than you could say βKill Billβ. Sleeping in the same bed (still only literally), having dinner, watching the stars - with Gojo Satoru? Youβve gone completely off your rocker.Β
But could you really be blamed? These last few days have you feeling like maybe youβve been dropped into an alternate universe, where you and Satoru never broke up.Β
Yet, reality is a persistent little bastard. And with the end of your trip looming dangerously closer, the past you would be cackling mockingly in your face, flashing a large sign in big, red letters reading βI TOLD you so.βΒ
Whatever. Maybe by this time tomorrow both of you could laugh this all off as a silly little adventure and call yourself somewhat begrudging friends. Maybe youβd even end up unblocking him by the end - on Gmail, at least.
At the very least, dinnertime was a solace - both from your thoughts and the smug bastard talking your ear off about how he could βmake that spaghetti better than a thousand Italian grandmothers.β
Until the fourth - and final - night, that is. When the resort, deciding that your current torture wasnβt already enough, arranged a special candlelit dinner. A romantic one. By the beach. With Satoru of all people.Β
Great. Wonderful. Perfect, in fact. Going out with a bang. Was this really part of the all-inclusive package? It was like the universe was playing some twisted joke on you - or some awful version of wingmanning.Β
You grit your teeth silently as youβre ushered to the beachside table, thoughts barely audible over the waves crashing against the shore and the soft, romantic music drifting from the band nearby.Β
The complete opposite of Satoru, who was already seated at the table and enjoying himself far too much for your liking. He lounged back in his chair, a self-satisfied smirk playing on his lips as he watched you sit opposite him uncomfortably.
You hated to admit it - but God was he dangerously beautiful in that crisp white button-up, one that you knew was from his overpriced collection for special occasions. You found yourself fighting to avoid the amber hues twinkling in his eyes as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting warm shadows that bring out his pretty features.
Pretty? So frighteningly pretty - until he speaks, that is.
βAnd here I thought our honeymoon couldnβt get any worse. Youβre sweating bullets, sweetheart. This your first date with me or something?β
βWeβre not on a honeymoon, Satoru. And no, it just brings back memories.β you scoff. Relishing in the way he inches his chair closer to listen, clearly not expecting this sudden sentimentality. βMemories of why I blocked you on every social media.β
All but slamming his head down on the table, Satoru whines out, βOuch, straight for the jugular. That mouth is still as bitchy as ever, huh? Though I do prefer it choking on my-β
βIβm going to throw you into the ocean.β
βOoo, kinky~β he hums, swirling his wine glass, βBut you know what this reminds me of? That one time we had dinner under the stars.β
You froze, the memories suddenly flashing back to you despite your best efforts to suppress them. βOh yeah,β you muse. A chuckle leaving your mouth despite yourself, βWasnβt that where you spilled ketchup all over your shirt and then insisted it was a fashion statement?β
He leans in closer, a mischievous glint in his eyes. βHey! It worked, didnβt it? I got compliments from everyone including you.β
βI was just trying to stop you from bursting into tears.β you roll your eyes, shaking your head at the memory.Β
βExactly, sweetheart. Like moths to a flame.β
βMore like to a bug-zapper.β
Satoru throws his head back and laughs, loud and unabashed. A sound that echoes across the beach and makes something warm and sticky strum at your heartstrings. And at that moment, that stupid, little part of you didnβt even mind that you were at a special candlelit dinner. A romantic one. By the beach. With Satoru of all people.Β
And he didnβt even have to goad you into it with SZA this time.
As the orange glow of the setting sun melded into the cool blue of the night, it almost felt like slipping back into an old routine. The food had long since been finished. Jabs and shared memories flowing through the air like the gentle waves lapping at the shore.
The cool air was now thick with contentment and something so unknown yet so familiar that it made your heart race.Β
Β βI swear.β you groan over Satoruβs loud cackles, βHe tried to charm his way out of the bill by flirting with the waitress. In front of me.β
Satoru doubles over, clutching his stomach as he laughs uproariously. βClassic move! If heβs going to be a cheapskate then he shouldβve at least been successful with it.β
Damn, was he eternally grateful for these dim candles. Otherwise youβd surely have caught the rosy flushing tinting his cheeks. How dare you sit there so gorgeous and perfect in front of him. Perfect for him - you havenβt changed one bit.
βRight? She looked ready to fling us both out.β You chuckle, eyes catching on the little dimple just at the corner of his mouth as Satoru shoots you a sly grin. βMhm, I know if it were me I wouldβve charmed us out of the bill successfully.β
You raise a brow, retorting, βOh please. Iβve had the pleasure of being on the receiving end of that βcharmβ. Youβd probably end up charming us into washing dishes in the kitchen.βΒ
Ah, right now, he doesnβt think he wants to be anywhere but here - bickering with you.Β
βOuch, you wound me, woman!β Satoru feigns offense, placing a hand over his heart dramatically before leaning down to whisper, low and conspiratorial, βBesides, I doubt you even remember what pleasure feels like since being with me.β
A thrill goes down your spine as you realize the insinuation of his words, steady and searing - matching that ofΒ Satoruβs fingers on yours - which had snuck their way across the table, lazily tracing patterns along your skin.Β
When did they even get there? Sly bastard.
Your mouth drops into a soft oh! at the dangerous glint in his eyes. But you refuse to back down, βDonβt flatter yourself, Satoru. Iβve had other guys make me cum much harder than you have.β
Touch burning. Mapping every curve and dip heβd known so well, and this time - you graze them back. A challenge. God, you missed that warm little flutter in your chest.Β
That seems to catch him by surprise, as those darkened blue eyes widen. But thereβs a dangerous edge to his grin as he purrs, voice low. βIs that so?βΒ
And with that, Satoruβs chair is scraping softly against the sand as he stands up, βCβmon, youβre gonna regret that, sweetheart.β
Oh.Β
Satoru knows that itβs been 5 months, 4 weeks, and 8 hours since you two lasted an entire dinner civilly - not that he was counting, duh.
So when he begged the resort staff into setting the two of you up on this special candlelit dinner, he was expecting you to drown him in the lobster tank halfway through or at least end the night with a slap.Β
What he certainly did not expect was to end dinner with you shoved against the closed door of your suite, legs wrapped impossibly tight around his waist, and lips trailing hot, openmouthed kisses down your neck. He angles your neck, body pressing so impossibly close to yours.
Inwardly, you curse his button-up for being so goddamn thin that you could feel his abs rub against you with every little movement. Toned chest rumbling as he groans at your hands tugging at those soft locks - just a tiny revenge, for your body lotion.Β
βS-Satoru,β you whisper, and he breathes it in with an almost-pained sigh - not wanting to part for even a second. Because fuck it took so long to get you back and he wasnβt going to waste a single moment.Β
Pulling just a hairβs breadth away, βTell me what you want. Always knew weβd end up-β
βJust shut up and kiss me, you smug bastard.β
βYes, maβam.β
And, well, who was he to deny you? So he does.Β
His lips are searing on yours, hasty and greedy. With a tinge of something so painfully familiar. Your hands make their way onto his chest, feeling the thundering heartbeat against your fingertips - matching that of yours.Β
Sweet. You tasted so sweet. Just like honey, and all the dreams where he didnβt leave you behind. Where he didnβt get on that damned plane but instead ran to you all the way from the airport like those sappy romcoms you love.Β
He licks at the seam of your lips, drinking in your gasps as he intertwines his tongue with yours. Kissing you like heβll never be able to again. Because, God, knowing his luck - he probably wonβt.Β
One hand cups your cheek so gently - a tenderness that doesnβt translate to his lips as he kisses you deeper. Meanwhile the other wanders the expanse of your body, leaving a burning trail of fire in their wake.
Satoru parts with a playful nip to your bottom lip - and before you realize whatβs happening, the zipper hits the ground. Heβs ripping your pretty dress off - mumbling something about βbuying a new oneβ before large hands surge forward, groping and kneading your tits.
His mouth waters at the sight of your bra. Light blue - to match his eyes. βYou evil, evil woman.β he mutters into the soft valley of your breasts as you giggle delightedly. Oh, how he couldnβt get enough of you.
And if there was ever a moment that Satoru thinks he could cream his pants right there, then this would be at the very top, followed very closely by the sight of that withering glare you shot after opening that suite door to him just a few days ago.
He unhooks your bra with one hand, throwing it blindly across the room as if it killed him to see you clothed.Β
Immediately, Satoru drops to his knees with the desperation of a madman, coming face-to face with the heavenly sight of your clothed cunt, soaking through your thin panties.Β
βDidnβt specify where I had to kiss, sweetheart.β
Your gaze pierces through him, as it always did. βWhat are you-β Your words get choked up in your throat as his tongue darts out. Licking a long, languid stripe over your clothed cunt.Β
βShit. So sweet fβme, jusβ like I remember. Just one taste and I feel like mβgonna cum in my pants.β Satoru groans, urgently sliding your wet panties down your quivering legs.Β
βF-flattery wonβt work.β you stammer out as his hot breath fans your quivering entrance as he waits just a second - one, two.
Drinking in the view of your pretty pussy with dazed, half-lidded eyes. Wet - so wet, he almost wants to tease you - just a bit, to see if youβll get even wetter. Ah, he doesnβt have enough time to take in this view - probably never will. Would it ruin the mood if he took a picture?
βOh, Iβd say it worked pretty well.β
Cock twitching carnally, Satoru needed to taste you now. He immediately surges forward. Breathing you in so sinfully, pooling your juices on his tongue. Eyes rolling to the back of his head as he tips his head back back back to let it slide down his throat.Β
Shit, if you were the forbidden fruit then he would gladly be cast out of the garden of Eden.Β
Half-delirious thoughts running through his mind, Satoru flattens his tongue across your swollen folds. Leisurely sliding between them, catching on your throbbing clit up and down up and down up and-
βOh- hngh, Satoru faster-β
βSo bossy.β he hums prettily around your swollen clit, the vibrations stimulating it just right. But of course, what his girl wants, she will get.Β
Lewd squelches and your mewls of his name ring in the heady room as he speeds up his ministrations. Rolling his tongue harshly along your clit, sucking so sensually. Licking at your sweet cunt, dipping just into your sloppy hole.Β
You almost miss the long fingers that deftly slide their way up your thigh, spreading your folds with his thumbs. A low groan sounds at the back of his throat as your walls flutter so sinfully around nothing - aching for more friction.Β
Urgently, Satoru bullies his fingers past your folds, sinking deep into your plushy walls as his tongue continues its abuse. So warm and wet around him. Curling his fingers just right.
βAh- fuck, Satoru- Feels sβgood.β you gasp as he starts thrusting his fingers back and forth. A ruthless pace that has tears stinging your eyes, hitting that spot over and over and-
βOh yeah? Thought you didnβt like my βbig mouthβ?β he purrs, muffled around your clit, βLook at you, sweetheart, now falling apart cosβ of it.β
You scoff, fingers tangling in his silky hair, pushing him deeper into your dripping pussy - mostly because you needed it, but somewhat because you really needed him to shut up. βYeah, I like it better when you shut the fuck up.β
And with a dark chuckle, his mouth is back on your cunt. Your slick glossy and dripping down the corner of his mouth as he alternates between sucking unforgivingly on your ravaged clit and fucking into you at the same time as his fingers.Β
And in the delicious stretch of your cunt, you barely register the metallic clinking of a belt before Satoru presses his clothed erection into you.
Shit. You clench so obscenely around his tongue at the feeling of his clothed, painfully hard and throbbing against your leg. Fuck - as big as you remember. You werenβt gonna be able to walk for a while.
βYou like this, huh?β he murmurs, speeding up the rhythm of his fingers. Vibrations sending white-hot jolts of pleasure down your spine.
Cracking an eye open you risk a glance downward. Greedily eyeing the hand wrapped tightly around the base, moving up up up. Pumping in small, jerky movements at the same pace of his fingers fucking into you. βLike the way mβgetting off to tonguefucking my girl?β
βLike thinking about how this is what I thought about all those lonely fucking night without you?β You arch into his touch, fingers searing on his scalp and angling Satoru just right to make your knees weak.Β
Heβs so close that you can feel the precum smearing onto your leg. Mouth fucking you in a way you knew he wanted to with his cock right now. Rough and unrelenting.Β
βLike thinking about how youβre all I can fucking think about.β
βHngh- Yes, Satoru! Yes-βΒ
You see stars as you cum - or maybe those were the tears in your eyes. Pulling Satoru impossibly closer to your quivering pussy so that you could ride out your high on his pretty face. And he readily accepts it - letting himself be handled roughly with the conviction of a man that wouldnβt mind dying if it was suffocating in-between your pretty thighs.Β
Your vision is hazy, blood still roaring in your ears as Satoru stands up. Not even bothering to wipe away the wet trail of your slick prettily glossing his lips before capturing yours in a searing kiss.Β
βYβknow, sweetheart,β he gasps in between heated kisses. βWe got a king-sized bed so we better make use of it, hm?β
Your back hits the mattress before you can even react. Reeling from shock and the audacity as you bounce at the sheer force of his throw.Β
βNext time you do that youβre-βΒ
Whatever insult at the tip of your tongue melts away immediately at the purely pornographic sight of Satoru stalking his way towards you from the foot of the bed. Eyes hooded, cock rock-hard, kiss-bitten lips parted slightly in a way that was so fucked-out.
Unhurriedly approaching you with such a predatory glint in his darkened eyes as he fucks his fist slowly - so agonizingly slowly. Eyes locked on you.
Despite cumming not even minutes before, your pussy jumps in anticipation. Immediately reaching over as soon as heβs close enough - as if in a trance - to replace his hand with yours.Β
He was big - so mouthwateringly big. Flushed your favorite shade of pink at his leaking tip, pulsing veins glistening in the dim light - every part of Satoru was so unfairly pretty.
So hot and heavy in your hand as you pump him at a steady, methodical pace. Precum smearing on your palm, trailing down your wrist as you pump. Tighter on the base, thumbing teasingly under his slit the way you knew he used to like.Β
βOh fuck, sweetheart. Still remember, huh?β he hisses lowly. Ah, the way he still likes.Β
βMhm.β you hum absentmindedly, thighs clenching together at the way his hips grind in shallow, mindless little motions into your soft hand. Meeting your strokes as if trying to fuck something so delicious out of him.
And, well, you just couldnβt resist a taste. Bending down in one, fluid motion to delicately lick at his angry, hard head. Slightly salty taste on your tongue as you swipe at the droplets of precum pooling on his tip. Tracing lightly - ever-so-lightly - down his prominent veins.Β
Satoru groans, low and hoarse with desire, βShit, hah- you donβ ngh- have to-β
βShut up, Satoru.βΒ
And with that, youβre shoving down as much as you can of his throbbing erection down your throat. Cunt clenching at the way he hardens impossibly as you choke and gag around him.
βShit, oh- Oh fuck, mβgirl. Yes yes yes-.β Satoru lets out a guttural moan. Fingers threading through your hair as he uses it as leverage to fuck himself slowly, deeper and deeper into your heavenly mouth. Hips stuttering and jerky with pleasure. Yeah, he definitely missed this.Β
Half-delirious and cock-drunk, you take him all the way till your nose was buried in the tufts of white at his toned pelvis, already so wet with saliva and precum.Β
Still got it, some smug, utterly debauched part of yourself titters.Β
It was dizzying, the way he was pulsing in your throat, his heady scent filling your senses. Beginning to move up and down up and down in hasty, desperate bobs of your head. Pulling such lewd gasps and moans from his lips.Β
You moan around Satoruβs thick cock, clawing at his toned hips for some semblance of stability. Some truly animalistic part of yourself relishing in the neat, red lines down his milky skin. The sight hazy through the tears that spring to your eyes at the way his fat tip hits your abused throat. A relentless, sinful tempo you were steadily losing your mind to.
Messy.Β It was so fucking messy.
You just wondered if his orgasm would be the sameβ¦
But, alas, one canβt always get what they want. Because Satoru pulls you off of his achingly hard cock with a lewd pop! that rings in his ears and makes your cunt twitch.Β
βShit, sweetheart. Any longer and Iβll have to start thinking about olβ Prof. Gakuganji to not cum.β he pants through ragged breaths, flashing you a deceptively innocent grin. βNow, lay back and spread βem fβme and let me see if your pretty pussy can still handle me.β
And that you donβt argue with.Β
Itβs almost embarrassing - the way you scramble desperately to sink back into the mattress. Letting Satoru manhandle your legs open so shamefully for him, throwing them over his muscled shoulders. But thatβs a problem for the future, not lust-drunk you.Β
Right now you couldnβt give less of a fuck as his hungry gaze locks on your glistening pussy. Pausing for just a split-second before spitting once. Twice. Thrice onto your waiting cunt. Making you feel more and more like an object as the warm saliva mixes obscenely with your slick, trickling down to form such a sinful pool on the sheets below.Β
And you liked it.
Almost as much as you loved the way Satoru drags his tip along your swollen folds, catching so maddeningly on your clit. Teasingly pooling your slick on his leaking head. It was so sloppy. And too slow.Β
βSatoru, Iβve waited five months too long for this. If youβre going to fuck me then fuck me like you mean it.β you grit out, frustration and pure need boiling over within you.Β
βOh? So itβs like that, huh?βΒ
And maybe you were a mastermind, maybe you were an idiot - probably both. Because Satoru immediately pushes in one, long thrust into your dripping cunt. Your words catch pathetically in your throat as he loses grip on whatever semblance of restraint he had - or his sanity - whichever one would break you first.Β
Fuck, it feels so heavenly. Oh, how you missed him.
Bowing his body down down down till his damp forehead met yours. Folding you completely underneath him in the way youβve found that only the smug bastard, Gojo Satoru can.Β
You could almost sob at the stretch as he presses in - deliciously painful, borderline insane, and exactly what youβd been trying to deny that youβd been craving all these past five months. Being split apart on his throbbing cock, feeling like you were about to be absolutely devoured underneath him.Β
It seems Satoru was just as needy for you, hot and throbbing agonizingly inside you, each little bump bump bump against your walls matching that of your heart thundering against your chest.Β
Or was that Satoruβs? At this point you couldnβt even tell.Β
βOh, god yes-, jusβ like that ah shit shit shit-β
βThis what you wanted, yeah?β A low growl leaves his throat at how sinfully your walls were milking him as he pulls back. All the way till his leaking tip was just innocently kissing your sloppy hole - only to ram his cock all the way back into your snug cunt. βTo be split apart on my cock?βΒ
Shit, he could just about pass out right now with the way your cunt was sucking him in so greedily like she never wanted to part.Β
Guess she missed him too, he thinks deliriously. Not even having to think about it as he starts fucking into you in shallow, mindless little thrusts. Pushing himself deeper and deeper into your plushy cunt.Β
βΓh- fuck, yeah. Sβall Iβve wanted.β you mewl, feeling so vulnerable and exposed under the hungry eyes boring into yours. A dark gleam in them as he grins, βThen take it back.β
Disoriented, you gasp out a strangled, βWhat?β before Satoruβs hips become rougher, chasing his high as much as yours.Β
βWhat you said at dinner.β your lips fall into a soft oh! as you realize just what heβs talking about, βAdmit that no man makes you cum as hard as I do.β
God, you donβt think you could answer even if you wanted to, choking on the harsh, purposeful movements of his hips just to fuck your soul out.Β
Heavy balls stinging your skin, the lewd sounds of skin-on-skin fills the heady air. Driving you to insanity. An absolutely unforgiving cadence that has the bed creaking in protest. Ah, whatever, he could buy them a new one anyway if this one just so happens to break.
βTake it back yet?β He had to break you first though.
Slick gushes out of your heated cunt, dripping down his length and pooling at his heavy balls, stinging your ass at each merciless thrust. βNo.βΒ
A large hand hastily makes its way down to draw rough, frenzied little circles on your throbbing clit. Voice strangled, sweat beading on his forehead, thrusts becoming increasingly sloppier. βHow about now?β
βAh- hngh- oh fuck. Satoru!β You could only moan softly in response, broken whimpers leaving you each time his tip kissed your cervix. Angling his hips just right to expertly brush against that one spot he knew so well would have you keening and bucking up into his cock. Your face almost burns at the sheer familiarity of it all. This bastard knew you too well.Β
And something about that made such an uncomfortable, prickly feeling pool in your stomach.Β
Something which you knew would only be sated if you looped your arms around his neck. Nails digging into his sculpted back as you pulled him impossibly closer.
Kissing his flushed cheeks as he murmurs, βTake it back, sweetheart.β
Despite the thick cock splitting you in half till you probably couldnβt walk tomorrow morning, you find it in yourself to huff out a soft laugh at the way Satoruβs tone teetered on just that endearing side of sulky. βFine. You win, Toru.β you whisper into his lips,
And then youβre cumming. White-hot pleasure flashing behind your eyes and Satoruβs lips gently slotting against yours as he fucked you through your high. Acting as if the fucked-out whimper of his nickname is one heβll never forget.Β
As if he couldnβt cum simply from hearing it leave your pretty lips. And he does, shooting thick, hot ropes of cum painting your plushy walls white with a raw groan of your name. It oozes out of your cunt and onto the mess of sheets below as he fucks his seed into you as a lover would. As he would.Β
It was intoxicating - everything from the way you milked his cock so sinfully, to the arms tight around his shoulders. Pulling him close, running soothingly along his skin as Satoru collapses onto you with a final, fucked-out thrust.Β
And despite being a lightweight, Satoruβs never been so easily drunk off of something than he was off of you. God how he missed this - how he missed you.Β
So much so that he canβt put it into words - and probably wonβt ever be able to. But itβs alright, because your sticky body snug against his, and Satoru arms tenderly around your waist - but you didnβt mind. Both of you understood.
Satoru traces his fingers lazily along your side, neither of you bothering to tackle the mammoth task of cleaning up for now. Each movement slow and gentle, as if any sudden movement might shatter the delicate balance between you.Β
All is quiet in your little haven, and you could almost fall asleep. The most contented one youβve had in a while - 5 months, 3 weeks, and 7 hours ago to be exact.
But, of course, Satoru canβt keep his mouth shut for nothing. You jolt out of your reverie as he hastily tries to stifle the startled laugh that huffs out of him. Your dazed eyes meet his in the dim lighting, raising a brow in question.
βItβs justβ¦β he starts, voice soft, βYou still call me Toru. Feels like home.β
Ah.
You find yourself chuckling softly with him. Heat rushing to your cheeks, burying yourself deeper into his warm chest, to hide the embarrassingly flustered smile breaking out across your face if anything.Β
Chuckling, Satoru shifts closer, touch now feather-light against your cheek, tracing the line of your jaw with his fingertips. Faltering ever-so-slightly as you mutter out, βHappy anniversary, by the way. I didnβt say it earlier because someone was being a public menace.β
βHey! Itβs not my fault that someone locked me out of my own honeymoon suite.β he laughs, drinking in your pretty lilβ smile.Β
Ah, you were perfect. As you always were. Satoru canβt help but utter out a little, βHey, if I tell you something absolutely stupid, would you promise not to make me fish food?β
βAbsolutely not.β
He knew youβd say that. So he flashes you an easy grin, a hint of nervousness in it that heβs sure you see through - you always do.Β
βSoβ¦β he begins, βFirst thingβs first, Iβm thinking of expanding my fatherβs company further overseas and it might just so happen that Iβm leading the branch development and get to pick where exactly.β
God, you made him feel like such a teenager. At your stunned silence, Satoru could barely raise his eyes to meet yours as he plows on, stumbling so uncharacteristically over his words, βYou, I picked where you are.β
Youβre breathless, words barely audible as his sinks in. βWhat? Toru thatβs-β
βAnd donβt be mad but you kinda sorta didnβt-win-the-raffle-so-instead-I-planned-this-getaway-when-we-were-together.β
Any and every trace of breathless euphoria leaves your tone as you narrow your eyes at the very guilty Satoru beside you. Fidgeting under your intense scrutiny. Finally - after what seems like an eternity - you find your senses after his whiplash-inducing information dump.Β
A hand immediately shoots out to squeeze his side, right where you knew he was dangerously ticklish.
βYou sneaky little-β you scold over his laughed out yells of, βMercy! No murder on our honeymoon!β squirming helplessly beneath you.
βI canβt believe you let me chug all that ice cream.β
βExactly- hah- help! You w-wouldβve been so sad that you ah- didnβt win.β he manages to choke out under your attack.
Finally relenting, only once youβre sure heβll be feeling the burn of laughter until your flight tomorrow, you release him from your grasp. A satisfied smirk playing on your lips as you lean in close. βYouβre lucky I still love you, you smug bastardβ you deadpan.
βAww, you beat me to it.β Satoru whines. Yet he reaches out to cup your cheek, βAnd I love you,β words hanging in the air like a promise. βWith every fiber of my being.β
You let yourself be begrudgingly pulled into his embrace again, hands caressing along your skin like the highest form of worship. Satoru sighs out a contented, βBest honeymoon ever.βΒ
But of course, you couldnβt help but bully your idiotic boyfriend. βThis is not a honeymoon, Toru.β you mutter into his heated skin.
He only presses you closer to him. Yeah maybe not, fingers deftly dancing along your left hand. But maybe next time.Β
βWanna watch the stars and tell me all about that branch development?β
βOf course, sweetheart, but first can you at least unblock me on Gmail now?β
β...β
You broke up with Gojo Satoru exactly 5 months, 3 weeks, and 12 hours ago. And as for how long itβs been since he won you back - well, you think it might just be one of the few things you didnβt keep count of.
A/N. Based on my vacay at Lily Beach except I didnβt meet my future husband there :0
Plagiarism not authorized.
Heβs so handsomeβI love him so much π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
Heβs kinda like Max Verstappen π€§
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