I Have A Lot Of Characters But I Dont Really Draw Or Write Or Anything So Theyre Mostly Used For Playing

Doing this because it makes me happy •Ꮂ•. Im making it difficult on all of you though.

1 note- I'll go drink water

10 notes - I'll set alarms to actually care for myself

50 notes - set up a daily productivity system so I stop wasting my time doing nothing.

100 notes - ask my friends to help me buy a skirt

500 notes - get a bra & a whole bunch of other affirming clothing !!!

1k - tell my dad that my gf is also trans

2.5k - ask my dad to address me by my prefferred name & pronouns

5k - try to get therapy/psychologist

10k - girl mode at all times (start actively wearing makeup/clothing/doing voice training around people at all times)

50k - try for HRT (0% chance) (also no guarantee on this one)

Asfgg. It feels surprisingly good to have a bunch of strangers who want me to be happy

I have now set up alarms for eating, waking up, and hygene related stuff. I seriously doubt we get to 500, but this has made me significantly happier •Ꮂ•

Doing some math... 25 notes in 4 hours. 6.25 notes per hour. 8000 hours or 333 days until this hits 50k. Hrt in a year ig.

Um. Wow. Its been a day, and we're almost at 300. Everything 500 & below was supposed to be things I'd do with minimal intervention. But now, we're getting to the scarier stuff. I am very intimidated, but also excited

My gf really badly wanted to be here when I buy some of the clothing, so the skirt will be this week, the rest of the clothing will be when she comes back from vacation

Saying that you're force femming me is so not allowed. This is unfair. You have no right to make me feel the ways Im feelingggg. Stop making me happy.

Welp. I told him about my girlfriend. And things went about as poorly as expected. He said that Im parroting what other people think. Slowly taking little parts of them, and applying them to myself. Specifically, being trans. He didnt even leave it to maybes. He said with certainty that I was copying everyone else. I know 9 trans people total. Only 2 of them are my close friends. Everyone else, Im barely aquaintences with. I should have told him that regardless of whatever theories he has, this has boosted my confidence massively. Slightly less excited for 2.5k notes. At least everything after that is very positive. And at least this lets me talk about my girlfriend for ages. I dont have to say her deadname through gritted teeth. Oh context. He already knows Im trans but was ignoring it.

going to turn 20 and then have a couple of surgeries. i have not planned out my life after that, i will just Figure It Out i guess

dog is unimpressed

i have moved into the intense fruit craving stage of dehydration yet i still cannot get my ass off the sofa. sucks

found this image on my phone. i think i made it but i do not remember the context and i hope i never will

customizing a furby and im makin her a yarn tail and i think im making it Way Too Fluffy. too late to turn back now though she will just have to be like 40% tail i guess

mm! time to take an entire shower so i can go to bed so i can get up at ten in the morning and have somebody steal my blood I Fuckin Guess!!

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plus, amami rabbits- https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amami_rabbit

and the weird parasitic non-photosynthetic plants they sometimes eat- https://www.kobe-u.ac.jp/en/news/article/2023_01_24_01/#:~:text=Balanophora%20yuwanensis%20is%20a%20host,and%20defecating%20underground%20in%20burrows.

apparently amami oshima just has some weird biological shit going on and it rules

I just learned about spiny rats and they just look exactly like that sounds

got excited about pumpkin toadlets and a potential New Character and used that energy to get upstairs like a human person. it is kirby time

oops forgot to ask for help moving before mom and sibling went upstairs. im fucked :)

i think the tardis should have a time fridge. it looks like a regular fridge but it functions by slowing down time inside to a near halt, which means it can keep things fresh much more effectively than a regular fridge- and also keep warm things warm And cold things cold simultaneously!

only works when its closed though (bc otherwise the colliding time zones would explode the universe or something) and the doctor would Definitely forget to close it a lot thus making it functionally useless

also the refrigerator fluid does cause some side effects when ingested, but the pipes are very sturdy so theres very little risk of exposure, and the dreams of being chased by space jellyfish are actually very nice once you realize they just want you to pet them

i have this problem where i get so weirdly into specific fictional characters that my intensity of emotion about them radiates out into entire franchises and next thing you know im reading entire novels based on star wars or watching the original series of doctor who