I Think I'm Close To The Void, But I Just Need To Work On My Self-concept A Little Bit More. I'll Probably

learn indifference ⋆˙✧⋆

indifference = “lack of interest, lack of concern”

since we already know the 3d is always neutral and has no original meaning, we know that as the operant power we are the ones that assign ‘circumstances’ and ‘negative’ thoughts meaning.

we should continue being indifferent to the 3d meaning we dont care how it looks because it never means anything. being indifferent means no giving the 3d power, energy, no entertaining thoughts that dont serve us, no holding our desires above the pedestal, no accepting and creating stories based on our current 3d and dwelling in them.

remember that we are not our thoughts, we are not our circumstances, we are not our emotions, doubts, or anxiety. our past experiences have no power over us until we decide it does.

how to be indifferent:

be internally fulfilled (satisfy your inner self w the desire which is now reality) so that you feel the knowing of already having your desire which means it will be easier to not give a fuck about the 3d

accept the end and only the end: know that the 3d could be changing in your favor for example, a lady was manifesting a better high paying job and she got fired from her current job for whatever reason. because she got fired, someone recommended her to a new job which was higher paying and she got that job (which was what she wanted). imagine if she accepted the 3d when she lost her job instead of only accepting the end goal. this is why nothing in the 3d matters and why the 3d cant be trusted. whatever you see, dont identify with “this isnt working” blah blah blah because you should be practicing indifference like that lady. she didnt gaf about the 3d and continued accepting she was already her desired self

trust the law: the law is always working and failure does not exist. you identify as a desired version of you and fulfill? ok now its done. theres nothing else to do but continue being that person. dont let anything in the 3d crash you down. dont even entertain the option of “failure”

know the 3d is a reflection of imagination: it has no mind of its own. the only thing it knows how to do is reflect self/imagination so know that at every moment, you always call the shots. this is all you so why care or validate the 3d when its only a reflection of you?

hold yourself higher on the pedestal: when you put yourself (inner self/imagination) first, you become attached to anything else. finding validation in yourself only instead of the 3d. when you want something, immediately fulfill yourself with in imagination instead of searching for fulfillment in the 3d

stop giving the 3d attention: have you ever heard of “whatever you focus on grows”? when you find yourself being aware of the 3d, just shift you attention elsewhere

“As the end is accepted, you become totally indifferent as to possible failure, for acceptance of the end wills the means to that end. When you emerge from the moment of prayer, it is as though you were shown the happy and successful end of a play although you were not shown how that end was achieved.” - ng

“The best denial is total indifference. Things wither and die through indifference. They are kept alive through attention. You do not deny a thing by saying it does not exist. Rather you put feeling into it by recognizing it, and what you recognize as true, is true to you, be it good, bad or indifferent.” - nd

before indifference: *allowing negative thoughts to consume you, accepting the 3d ‘negative circumstances’ as true, when you imagine something and look at the 3d you feel easily discouraged and start to be a victim to it, feeling like you have to ignore the 3d because youre scared of it, you feel the need to search for answers in the 3d all day because you see it as more important than it actually is, you are attached to the 3d and your mood changes when a single little thing looks “bad”*

after indifference: *nothing in the 3d shakes who you are being in imagination because you know who you are internally being is the only truth, you dont care about experiencing things in the 3d that are the opposite of your desire because you know you always call the shots, if you get discouraged you get your ass back up and know yourself to be the operant power, you arent attached to the 3d and searching for its validation*

so when you are indifferent to the 3d, you dont care about it, you arent afraid of it, you know it holds no importance or original meaning therefore you dont let it influence who you are being in imagination. think about when people pass by a homeless person on the street: they might think about it in the moment but most of them would go thro the rest of their day forgetting about it because they just didnt care. think about that one person who always knows they look good and their jealous friend tells them they look bad: that person would not care about outside voices because they know that they look good and they only accept internal validation

your only job is accepting the desire that the inner self experiences, as true while being indifferent to the experiences of the human self

kisses, jani ☆

hey I was wondering how it felt like to be in the void state (what you felt and what you heard in there)

For me, I woke up in it. It was really drowsy feeling, kind of like when you are really tired but you are trying to wake up. It was calm and no sound. I felt weightless and frozen. I couldn't even feel myself breathing. I knew I existed but I had no body.

doing an assignment rn about educational identity & i was reading through literature about identity

“my identity is how i define who I AM”

it is only YOU who decides what your identity is. want to be rich? then IDENTIFY as being rich. want to be the most beautiful person on earth? then IDENTIFY as the most beautiful person ever!!!

anyone else’s perceptions about you does NOT matter because it all comes down to your “I AM”, whatever you identify as, everyone around you will naturally identify you as THAT

it rlly is so easy!! just define who you are & persist in that identity. personally i love going into my notes app and just describing who I AM in my imagination & everytime i read it, i feel so fulfilled & happy that this identity is who i am!! <3

you don't have to visualise to manifest.

imagining is NOT the same as visualising. many people have also manifested without visualising, so you don't need to force yourself to visualise if you don't wan't to or can't. DO NOT worry if you don't visualise.

i personally also like to affirm & have inner convos more than visualising because i'm just more comfortable with it. everytime i "try" to visualise a scene my mind would drift away to something else that's unrelated lmao so i don't fancy visualising as much, though once in a while it's fun to visualise i would say! it's really all about YOUR preference.

just do whatever is most comfortable and natural for you, the whole point of it is just to make you feel fulfilled. visualising is just ONE out of the many many methods out there.

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Congratulations! Did you listen to the sub overnight or during the day? How many hours?

I listened to it once before going to sleep while doing psych k

Hey so your routine is to do psych-k while listening to sub before bed, then lie in bed and count to 100-1 while focusing on the darkness behind your eyes?

Yes EXACTLY