" what can i say? i'm optimistic to a fault ,,artist / đłď¸âđ
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The moon god, also known as The six eared Macaque.
A small Hoshi redraw for a warmup.
I was just going to draw Hoshi by themself, but since I added the shading I ended up adding the background too :P
au where izuku never gets into ua and ends up bitter and resentful about it
Aika stop!! Your lack of genre awareness is going to kill them!!!!!!!!
live footage of shadow getting adopted (he did not agree to this)
brave gang brave gang
thereâs nothing wrong with overly self-indulgent shit like honestly
make that fuckin beauty and the beast au with your otp
draw your favorite character broken and bloody for no reason
make a self-insert thatâs super important and powerful
write porn of that obscure ship centered entirely around your personal kinks
headcanon your faves as your sexuality, gender, etc
have fun man
i mean in the past iâve made fun of all these things but iâve grown up and chilled out and honestly? fiction is your platform to go nuts. have a great time. do what you want to
just respect other peopleâs boundaries and donât go forcing your headcanons down other peopleâs throats, because they deserve to have a good time too
enjoy fiction however you want to and donât let other people tell you how itâs supposed to be enjoyed
If I stretch my arms as far as they go, I can feel the edges of the sky
Today I met happiness
your honor theyâre flirting at tge function
HOLY SHIT????
Keigo Takami/Hawks, the LOV, and a few characters travel back in time/to their past bodies. The League of Villains, despite their rage at Hawks for Jin/Twiceâs death, saves/protects Keigo from his abusive Father/Dad.
Why? Because it reminds them of their own terrible pasts and, hate him or not, they don't feel comfortable leaving him to get beaten by his Dad. It reminds Dabi/Toya/Touya too much of Endeavor.
LPS POPULAR X DABIHAWKS OMMMGGGGG
Uh oh...someone's crashing the party!
Day 1: Modern AU
For the fem dabihawks event on twitter
anyone remember what these things are called like little cartoony expressive doohickies i think they have a real name but i canât remember
i wanna writeee something BUT THE DEMONS... THEY'RE HOLDING ME BACK!!! (school)
I was listening to the bittersweet directorâs cut while drawing this. If it wasnât clear, this is when Boo goes to talk to Seth and the poor thing is riddled with anxiety, both about talking to their boyfriendâs potentially dangerous ex and the bridge theyâll have to cross in the morning. But that anxiety dampens when Seth says that he sees them and he canât bring himself to hate them. How could he hate those soulful eyes?
reference form mellon_soup on pintrest
reminder to do your daily clicks
đđđ chaatttt i love dadzawa.
First post kinda nervous
Summary:
A reckless mistake. A sharp argument. âStop acting like youâre my father!âââIâm not your father.â But the words cut deep, and regret lingers.
At 3 AM, you slip an apology under Aizawaâs door, only to find him waiting. An invitation, a conversation, a long-buried fear laid bare. And when exhaustion takes over, you find yourself asleep in the arms of the one person who never left.
A Flower in the Dark
Before Aizawa, before U.A., before anything even close to a home, there was only survival.
You learned quickly that in this world, there were two kinds of people: those who had someone to catch them when they fell, and those who didnât. You belonged to the second category.
Your parents were a hazy memory, faces blurred by time and neglect. Maybe they had cared onceâmaybe. But in the end, they had left, and that was all that mattered. The streets became your home. Hunger became your companion. And when a villain group took you in, offered you shelter, food, purposeâyou took it without question.
Because what else was there?
They taught you how to fight, how to steal, how to survive. They shaped you into something sharp, something useful. And for a long time, you believed that was all you were meant to be. Until Aizawa caught you.
Until he saved you.
He pulled you from that life, dragging you kicking and screaming into U.A., into discipline, into care. But even now, even with a bed of your own, even with a future dangling just within reach, the past never truly left.
And tonight was proof of that. You messed up. Again.
It had started as something smallâjust slipping out of the dorms, just a quick little excursion, just testing the limits because you could. Because you hated the feeling of being caged.
Then things spiraled. A confrontation. A fight. A sharp piece of metal you hadnât noticed until it was too late, leaving a gash across your arm. Blood, not much, but enough to make your head light.
And thenâAizawa.
He caught you, dragged you back, and now here you were, sitting on the edge of a desk in his office, watching his hands as they worked to clean your wound. His fingers were steady, careful, but his jaw was clenched.
âWhat the hell were you thinking?â
You didnât answer.
Aizawa let out a slow breath through his nose, but the tension in his shoulders didnât ease. âYou couldâve gotten seriously hurt.â
âBut I didnât.â
He shot you a sharp look. âThatâs not the point.â
You huffed, crossing your arms, wincing slightly at the sting in your injured one. âI can handle myself.â
âNo, you canât.â His voice was clipped, frayed at the edges. âYou act like youâre invincible, like no one else matters. Like you donât matter.â
You scoffed. âSince when do I matter?â
Aizawaâs hands stilled.
The silence stretched, thick and heavy. He put down the bandages and met your eyes, his gaze unreadable. âSince the moment I took you in.â
Your stomach twisted. It wasnât supposed to be this hard to breathe.
âYouâre my student,â he continued, voice firm. âAnd whether you like it or not, I care about what happens to you.â
Your fists clenched. It was too much. Too close. The past whispered in your ears, ghosts of all the times someone pretended to care before disappearing.
âStop acting like youâre my father!â The words ripped from your throat before you could stop them.
Aizawaâs expression didnât change. âIâm not your father.â
âI know!â Your voice cracked, something raw bleeding through. âBut do you know that?â
Aizawa didnât say anything. And that silenceâthat unbearable, suffocating silenceâwas enough to make you bolt. You rushed out of the room.
You cried. Not loud, not dramatically, just silent, shuddering breaths curled up in your dorm room.
You didnât know why it hurt so much. You knew Aizawa wasnât your father. You knew that letting people in was dangerous. That caring meant giving them the power to leave.
But despite everything, despite every wall you built, you had started to care about him. And now, you had thrown that in his face. You wiped your eyes with the back of your sleeve, sniffing hard. This wasnât enough. Just sitting here, wallowing, wasnât enough.
You hesitated before grabbing your sketchbook. Your hands shook as you sketched, the lines uneven, a single flower blooming from the page. Beneath it, you scrawled the only words you could manage.
Iâm sorry.
It was past 3 AM when you crept through the halls. The school was eerily silent, the kind of quiet that made your own footsteps sound too loud. The teachersâ dorms were further back, tucked away from the student housing. Aizawaâs door stood at the end of the hall, the nameplate barely visible in the dim light.
Your pulse was in your throat as you crouched, sliding the paper under the door. You turned to leave.
â(Y/N).â
You stopped dead.
Slowly, you turned back. The door was open, and Aizawa stood there, watching you with those tired, unreadable eyes.
âYouâre awake?â Your voice was hoarse.
âI figured youâd come.â
You swallowed hard, throat thick. You werenât sure what to say.
Aizawa stepped aside, wordlessly inviting you in.
For the first time in a long time, you didnât fight it.
You sat stiffly on the couch, arms wrapped around yourself. Aizawa sat across from you, silent as always, waiting.
You stared at the floor. âI donât know why I said that.â Aizawa hummed, neither agreeing nor disagreeing. You inhaled shakily. âI just⌠I donât want to need anyone.â
âThatâs not how it works.â
You clenched your jaw. âIt has to be.â
âWhy?â
Your nails dug into your arms. âBecause people leave.â Aizawa was quiet for a long time. Then, he leaned forward, elbows on his knees. âIâm still here.â
Your throat tightened. âFor now.â, "No, for as long as you let me be." His voice was softer this time.
You blinked hard, looking anywhere but at him. âI donât know how to do this.â
âYou donât have to figure it out alone.â The room was so quiet you could hear your heartbeat pounding in your ears. Slowly, cautiously, Aizawa reached out, resting a hand on your shoulder. And for once, you didnât pull away. Something in your chest cracked open, a slow, aching thing. And when exhaustion finally won over, your head dipped against his arm. Aizawa let you stay there, his hand still resting lightly on your shoulder. He was still awake long after you fell asleep.
And for the first time in years, you werenât alone.
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This is a very self-indulgent crossover but I've fallen super hard back into pokemon so I had to đĽ°
STOP I LOOOOVEE DISTORTED REFLECTIONS GOLLLYYY
Distorted Reflections Hawks
haha. Oh you two are fucked up together. Not abusive or anything, but it's not very often Hawks can even get close enough with another hero to consider them his friend. Let alone his partner. And oh, finally, he found someone who knew just how messed up being a hero is.
It's not every day he can find someone that can actually keep up with him, running or flying at his side, keeping pace. It's not every day where he can flop down in the old rickety motel the Commission is forcing the two of you to stay at and tug you into him, giggling morbidly about all of the shit you two had to do.
Blood covered both of your hands, splattered over your bodies. But in Hawks' opinion? Red really suited you.
It's not a traditional relationship, filled with soft and sweet moments of romance and swooning. Yes, he's absolutely whipped. Yes, you're absolutely whipped. But it's much more... playful than anything.
Either of you could die at any moment. So it's fast-paced and passionate, playfully throwing taunts at each other on the battlefield only to patch each other up lately. Rivalry at its finest but still love. So much love.
Maybe one day the two of you will finally be able to slow down.
When the world's quieter, Hawks murmured to you once, staring off into the distance, his body still trembling from the memories he'd relived, when the world's quieter.
I HAVE A NEW(ish, we met like a month ago) FRIEND AND GOLLY YK THOSE TIMES WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE SM BUT LIKE PLATONICALLY??
and like hes been so affectionate too BIRDIE ILY <333!!! /p
WE STAAAAAN FLUSTERED HAWKS
Part 1
A/N: GUYYYYYS, I am GAGGED. I loved writing this so much, I'll be releasing all parts this week! I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I have! I am a sucker for this man.
Hawks was always a smooth talker, he knew how to ruffle feathers and get reactions from people with his outlandish comments. He thought you would be no different, oh was he wrong. You were about to turn the tables on him.
Pro Hero Hawks x Pro Hero Reader
Keigo Takamiâbetter known as Hawks, Japanâs Number Two Pro Heroâwasnât used to losing.
He was fast, he was smart, and he was devastatingly charming.
At least, thatâs what he thoughtâuntil he met you.
You, who had the audacity to turn his own game against him.
You, who lived to see him squirm.
You, who had him completely, utterly, hopelessly flustered.
And what was worse?
You knew it.
It had all started as a simple game.
Hawks was a natural flirtâit was effortless, second nature. And when you first started working together, he had assumed youâd be just like everyone elseâblushing at his winks, stammering at his smooth lines, melting under his unmatched charisma.
Easy.
Or so he thought.
What he hadnât expected was for you to flirt back.
And not just flirt backâbut do it so much better than him.
It had started with small thingsâlittle counters to his usual routine.
Like the first time he had leaned against your desk with a cocky grin, wings flaring just slightly, and purred, âSo, whatâs a gorgeous hero like you doing in a stuffy old office like this?â
You hadnât even blinked.
Instead, you had tilted your head, dragged your gaze slowly down his frame, and smirked.
âI dunno, Hawks,â you mused, voice smooth and dangerous. âWhatâs a pretty boy like you doing getting all up in my space?â
He had choked.
Actually choked.
And the worst part?
You had just laughed, patted his shoulder, and walked away like it was nothing.
And just like that, the game was on.
The next few weeks had been absolute hell.
Keigo had spent his entire life being smooth, being in controlâbut you had thrown him so off balance that he could barely function.
You turned every single one of his flirty comments into something ten times worseâflipping the script, making him the blushing mess instead of you.
Like the time he had purred in your ear during a mission briefing, âDonât worry, sweetheart. Iâll keep an eye on you out there.â
And without missing a beat, you had turned to him, smirked, and purred right back, âIâd rather you keep your hands on me, handsome.â
He had malfunctioned completely, wings flaring wildly behind him as his brain short-circuited.
You had winked.
And then, as if that wasnât enough, you had walked away, swaying your hips just to taunt him.
Keigo had actually had to take a lap around the building to cool off.
It was infuriating.
It was exhilarating.
It was driving him insane.
The worst part?
He knew exactly where this was headed.
Because this wasnât just flirting anymore.
It was so much more than that.
It was the way you smiled at him when you thought he wasnât looking.
It was the way he watched you work, completely captivated by your focus.
It was the way his heart skipped a beat every single time you touched his arm, his shoulderâanywhere.
It was the way he ached for more.
And you knew.
Oh, you knew.
Because every time his breath hitched, every time his cheeks flushed, every time his wings twitched with pent-up frustration, you would just smirkâas if to say:
I got you again, bird boy.
And goddammit, you did.
Every.
Single.
Time.
One night, after a long day of flustering him to the brink of insanity, you were sitting on the agency rooftop together, enjoying the cool breeze.
Keigo let out a long, suffering sigh, rubbing his face. âYouâre gonna be the death of me, yâknow that?â
You grinned, That usual grin that made his heart soar,leaning back on your hands. âThat a promise?â
He groaned, tilting his head back. âOh my god.â
You laughed, and god help him, he loved that sound.
After a beat, you nudged his knee with yours. âWe both know where this is going, Hawks.â
Keigo inhaled sharply, wings tensing.
Because yeah.
Yeah, he knew.
He knew that you were meant to be his. That was inevitable.
But thisâthis flirty, teasing, ridiculous phaseâwas so much fun.
So instead of agreeing, instead of finally giving in, he just smirked, rolling his shoulders.
âEh,â he said breezily. âMaybe I just like keeping you on your toes.â
You laughed again, and this time, you leaned in, your face dangerously close to his, your lips just shy of touching his own. Finger placed under his chin.
He stopped breathing.
âOh, Hawks,â you murmured, voice low and syrupy sweet. âWe both know Iâve got you wrapped around my little finger.â
His entire body erupted in flames.
And then, with a wink, you pulled back, stretched, and stood up.
âSee ya tomorrow, bird boy,â you called over your shoulder.
And Keigo Takami, Number Two Pro Hero, untouchable flirt, smooth talker extraordinaire, sat there speechless, his wings flared behind him, his body on fire with frustration, his entire soul screaming for you.
He groaned, falling back against the rooftop with a dramatic sigh.He was so, so screwed.
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what if i made a slowburn hawks x reader fic..... đâ but.. BUT I SHANT!! I STILL HAVE TO WRITE FOR [ COME ON ANGEL, COME ON DARLING ] RHEYAGGDHSNSNANKFJSAMDMSMSKDJJDJNSNDNFNDNSN !!
smiles deviously......PAPA! ME WANT MORE MOVIE đ¤đ¤ /ref
Keigo Takami / Hawks X Reader (eventually various X reader but thatâs if I decide to continue with the burst of inspiration)
If this isnât that meaty for youâŚ. THEY JUST MET LET THEM COOK
Summary: Small light banter for a first meeting between freshly debuted Hawks and an Isekaiâd reader.
Basically after reading copious amounts of amazingly talented stories by amazingly talented writers. âDEPOLLUTE ME, GENTLE ANGELâ by @fallen-w1ngs and Changing History by SummerBlack on Quotev. With âdepollute meâ the author humanizes the pro hero from being just a symbol. Meanwhile with âChanging Historyâ the author introduces an emotion more attuned to feeling real and how life isnât just a cycle that is predetermined. So my dynamic of choice was you as the reader have already been thrown in this world for the first 18 years of your life. If you were put in this world why not do the expected? Become a hero. But if all things are fake why take anything seriously?
If you couldnât gather from that, the reader and hawks will grow and learn that they have the ability to matter and deserve to feel like they belong. I donât have a very serious style of writing but I do try! Maybe not my best but key emphasis on try! Today we delve into YOU! YOUR CHARACTER!
This was all made on my notes app while on vacation đş
Word count: 4280 ish, (idk through editing I added some things)
A blur of red and gold emerged first, feathers catching the sunlight just before their owner stepped forward with an easy, lopsided grin. Hawks, the newly minted Pro, looked entirely unbothered by the attention, despite the sudden chorus of excited shouts.
âHawks! Can you sign this?â
âDude, your debut fight was insane!â
âPicture, please?â
He laughed, ruffling his windswept hair as he glanced over the eager faces.
âMan, you guys really know how to make a guy feel welcome,â he said, grabbing the nearest pen. âAlright, line up nice and neat, yeah? Iâve got places to be, but I canât just leave my awesome fans hanging.â
As he signed posters, notebooks, and even the occasional wing-shaped keychain, Hawks kept that signature smirk in place. Heâd always known heâd make it this farâbut seeing the real, tangible proof of it in the form of starstruck faces and excited voices?
Yeah, this was pretty damn cool.
As the crowd died down, Originally just going to walk away you thought about when would even be the next time youâd see him. Unfortunately since being thrown into this world, the whole concept of canon magnets for main characters was not even a concept in your life.
âYou know, if youâre acting like this right out of the gate, I canât even imagine how inflated your ego will get once youâre officially ranked among the top heroes.â
âSorry, sweetheart, but I have no idea where youâre getting that impression.â You almost felt bad for taking away his moment. The disheveled blonde looked like he mightâve been having a sincere, heartfelt moment.
âItâs always the pretty boys with the massive egos,â you sighed dramatically, looking away. Seeing Hawks in all his glory had to come with a little entertainment, right?
He took a step back, eyeing your UA uniform as if sizing you up.
âMaybe the hostilityâs coming from jealousy?â
âItâs the Icarus trope for meâ you mutter
âSorry?â
You laughed lightly, rolling your eyes. âOh nothing! You sure would think that.â
To be honest, you hadnât meant to bump into him. You were just on your way home from school, with nothing more in mind than a nice nap. Being a third-year at UA in the most boring era of this universe really didnât leave you with much to look forward to.
âI mean, looks like weâre heading in the same direction,â he said, curiosity creeping into his tone as he took another sip from his drink.
âYouâre not wrong, but the flashy vibe youâre giving off? Itâs almost alarming.â
He gave you a distraught look.
âImagine this, Iâm getting saved byâwait, whatâs your name again?â Oh, it wouldnât be impossible for actually knowing him. Sure, he had only debuted a few months ago and the crowd that just left that chanted his name every two seconds would be a sign for his name, but you couldnât help it. In your past life, the sheer amount of content of the show you consumed meant you had to know him but better safe than sorry.
âHawks,â he replied, deadpan, amusement flickering in his eyes.
You couldnât help but chuckle. In response he raised his brow
It probably looked like you were laughing at him, which, in a way, you kind of were. You remembered the draft photos of when his character was first being developedâback when they considered giving him an actual hawk head. The thought alone made you smile.
âPro hero Hawks saves me, and the sheer massiveness of his ego completely blindsides me. Iâm struck by how conventionally hot he is, and then I die in your arms. Yeah, not a good look for you.â
You sighed inwardly. All in all, you were probably born in the worst generation in the My Hero universe. You couldnât even be part of the middle generation where you couldâve had the chance to work as a teacher with Aizawa and the rest of the crew. It was a possibility, sure, but it felt so far out of reach. And the idea of being around Present Micâpreferably with his hair down and you age-appropriate for him? That wouldâve been a dream.
But here you were, a few years older than the main cast. Actually, you were the same age as Keigo. As much as you loved his character, he didnât really become important until the fifth season. Which meant you had little to no relevance to the plot or any of the major characters. You couldnât help but feel like you were stuck in some lame generation, unable to make an impact.
Why couldnât any isekai story go right? You really felt like youâd lost the genetic lottery over and over again. You couldnât have been born just a few years younger, so you couldâve at least had the chance to be around your other favorite sunshine-blonde character, Mirio. Not being his age had probably made you feel like youâd lost years of your life unknowingly.
âMaamaa, we just met, and youâve already got a grudge against me?â He teased, giving you a playful frown.
Immediately it springs in your head that youâve probably come off as a total asshole. Screw the curse of having an outside point of view. The fact of knowing none of this was real maybe gave a bad look on the outside.
You suddenly felt a wave of regret hit you, realizing how your words had come across. His playful tone, the teasing frownâeverything made it clear he wasnât offended, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you had crossed a line. You opened your mouth, but your thoughts were tangled, and it took a moment to collect your words.
âAh, look, Iââ You hesitated, eyes darting away, feeling heat rising in your cheeks. âI didnât mean to sound like that. Itâs just⌠I donât know, sometimes I get carried away, andââ You mentally cursed yourself for being so awkward. You hated how easily you could go from sarcastic to genuinely sorry in a second.
Hawks gave you an odd look, the smirk still there, though softer. âHey, no worries. I get it.â He shrugged, as if it wasnât a big deal, but you could tell something about his tone had changed slightly. Maybe he was trying to lighten the mood too, like you were.
âNo, Iâm serious,â you quickly added, glancing up at him, feeling the need to apologize properly. âItâs just⌠I donât know. Iâve been here long enough to see how people get caught up in all the⌠hero stuff. And I didnât want to be another person acting all starry-eyed over you just because youâre a pro hero, you know?â God you sounded pathetic. Maybe if you prayed to all might really hard it would go away.
Hawks studied you for a second, then nodded slowly, his expression unreadable for a moment. âI get it. You donât want to be one of those people who just worship the ground we fly on, huh?â
You sighed, relieved that he understood, but still uneasy. âYeah... fly on. Itâs just⌠this world, this universe⌠Itâs all so⌠strange. I mean, I know youâre a big deal, and I respect that. But sometimes itâs hard to take things seriously when everything feels like itâs set in stone. To be so âMUCHâ all the time. Anyways Iâm literally doing exactly what yours doing for a career so donât take my words to heart. Heroes are kind of just people that help people and Iâm like one or those people and by no means-â You paused, biting your lip.
There was an odd moment of silence before Hawks chuckled, and for a moment, you thought you mightâve said something ridiculous.
âYouâre fine.â His tone was soft, genuine this time, as he took another step back, giving you space. âYouâre not the first person to think Iâm all âego and feathers,â but not everyoneâs as honest about it as you are. So, props for that, I guess.â He tilted his head, his usual cocky grin returning, though it seemed more self-aware now. âBut hey, if it helps, I do my best to keep my ego in check. Itâs not as big as it looks.â
You blinked, unsure how to respond, but the words that came out were almost reflexive. âWell, youâre doing a pretty good job of hiding it, I guess. Youâre going to be one of the top ten. I know it.â
Hawks laughed softly, the sound surprisingly genuine, and you found yourself relaxing a little. Maybe you hadnât totally messed everything up. âYouâre so sure about that? Well then fair enough. Just donât expect me to give up my flashy style anytime soon. Itâs a package deal.â He says that as if he doesnât get In the top ten within a few months.
You could tell he wasnât taking offense anymore, but you still felt like you needed to clear the air. âI mean, youâre doing your thing. I justââ You faltered, trying to find the right words, feeling like you were digging yourself into a hole. âI just didnât want to be some random person making snide comments. Youâre a pro hero, and I respect that.â
His eyes softened again, and there was an odd sincerity in his gaze. âThanks. That means more than you know. You look about the same age as me so as youâre a pro as well, wouldnât you know it youâll be up there at the top, maybe weâll have a hero rivalryâ he smirks
âAh yes the trials and tribulations of endeavour and all might persist in the bodies of 18 year old aspiring heroesâ you pause for a moment thinking about it. You know thatâs not too far from the original source material
âWell Iâm not exactly a pro just yet, give me a few months and Iâll be thereâ
For a moment, neither of you spoke, the awkwardness between you two slowly evaporating. It was strange, how youâd gone from a sarcastic comment to a brief but genuine moment of understanding. And yet, in a world where everything seemed so scripted, the fact that this had played out in such a way felt a little⌠surreal.
After a beat, Hawks stretched, giving you a wink. âWell, I should probably get going. Hero stuff, you know?â He shrugged, turning on his heel. âBut hey, if you ever need a hand or just wanna throw some more sarcastic remarks my way, Iâm not hard to find.â
You managed a small, half-smile. âIâll keep that in mind.â
He flashed you one last grin before taking off, his wings spreading wide as he took to the sky, disappearing into the distance. You watched him go, still feeling that odd mixture of guilt and amusement bubbling in your chest.
Shaking your head, you turned and continued on your way home, feeling slightly lighter, despite the awkwardness. At least you hadnât ruined everything completely. But, then again, in a world like this, there was always something new to look forward to. Maybe youâd even see Hawks again and maybe next time, youâd be a little better at handling it.
Or, youâd at least try to be.
In this world, reports of people with superpowers started popping up everywhere. No one really knew what was causing these Quirks. And before long, the supernatural became the new normal. Dreams became reality, and the world turned into a superhuman society, with 80% of the population possessing some sort of strange ability.
Blah, blah, blah. The world might sound impressive at first, but being dropped into a world where you know everyoneâs futures? That kind of ruins the excitement. Save the fun stuff for when Izuku is supposed to take over
Youâd think living in a world of superheroes would be a dream come true, but it felt more like playing a life simulator with a DLC attached.
âActually if any one had heard that thought, please smite me dead on the spotâ
Maybe when you finally met Shigaraki, you two could bond over how lame your lives were.
ââââ
The moment Hawks took off, disappearing into the sky with all the grace and flair of a man who knew exactly how cool he was, you were left standing there, alone in the middle of a busy street. You blinked a few times, processing the bizarre encounter, like a glitch in the matrix where youâd just met one of the to be top heroes, and somehow managed to be the awkward, sarcastic mess you were known for.
Oh god, you thought, did I just make myself look like an idiot?
The awkwardness of the moment hit you all at once, like a ton of bricks. Your brain replayed every word youâd said, every overly dramatic sigh, and every time youâd made some weird comment about his ego. I probably just ruined any chance of ever having a normal conversation with him ever again, you thought with a groan.
But, hey, at least youâd gotten one thing right: you had no idea how to not embarrass yourself in front of a pro hero. Progress, right?
Your feet shuffled along the sidewalk, your eyes fixed on the ground, just in case anyone noticed how ridiculously flustered you were. You didnât even know where you were going at this point, your legs had basically decided to take you home, but your brain was still stuck on the fact that youâd just made a snide remark to one of the most famous people in the world. That was bound to come back to haunt you, right?
In the midst of your spiraling, a thought hit you like a slap to the face: What if he tells people?
No, no, no, no. Hawks wasnât the type to hold grudges. Heâd probably just chuckle about it with his equally cool friends and forget about it. Right?
⌠what if he tells Mirko. All you feel is dread
But still, the mental image of him, sitting around with his hero buddies, casually telling them about the weird girl who got all awkward and snarky when she met him, was enough to make you want to curl up in a hole and disappear for the next decade. Iâm never leaving my house again, you thought, hands buried in your pockets. Itâs safer this way.
As you trudged home, you passed by the same old buildings, the same street vendors, the same couple having a heated debate about the proper way to cook curry (which, honestly, you were kind of invested in now). It was the same old world. But now, you couldnât help but feel like you were living in some kind of sitcom where you were the awkward side character. This is what I get for getting tossed into this universe, you thought, rolling your eyes at the universe itself. And why am I still here? Shouldnât I be a sidekick by now?
You eventually reached your apartment building, doing your best to ignore the fact that youâd just been face-to-face with Hawks and didnât manage to do anything remotely cool or competent. The elevator ride felt longer than it shouldâve. It was like the universe itself was giving you a moment to reflect on your life choices. By the time you reached your door, you felt like you needed to apologize to the doorframe for even existing.
With a dramatic sigh, you kicked off your shoes and collapsed onto the couch. You stared at the ceiling, wondering if you shouldâve just said something normal like, âHey, cool wings.â Thatâs it. Cool wings⌠nope absolutely not, move on, but no, you had to act like a nervous wreck who couldnât even handle basic social interaction. Congratulations, youâre a disaster.
But as your mind started spiraling into self-loathing, you couldnât help but chuckle a little. The whole situation had been so ridiculous, so out of place, that it was actually kind of funny. Youâd just had a conversation with Hawks granted, it was a weird, awkward, almost cringeworthy conversation but still, a conversation! That was more than most people could say.
âMaybe I should just call it a day. Hide under the covers and pretend nothing happened.â
You threw your arms dramatically across your face as if the weight of your shame was too much to bear, but in the back of your mind, a tiny thought crept in: Hey, if I run into him again, maybe I wonât make a fool of myself next time.
Then again, you thought with a grin, Probably not.
At least tomorrowâs a new day, right? You could try to be normal then probably. Or at the very least, you could give yourself a good pep talk, like, âYou got this, champ. Try not to make an idiot of yourself this time.â
As you lay there, wallowing in your embarrassment, you couldnât help but let out a small laugh. Because, in the end, this was just another bizarre chapter in your weird, barely-coherent life in the world of heroes. Maybe next time, youâd at least try to make a good first impression. Or maybe, just maybe, youâd accidentally land on your feet and make it out of another embarrassing moment unscathed.
Who knew? Anything was possible in this crazy universe. Well, except you being smooth. That was clearly out of the question.
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The bell rang, signaling the end of class, and as your classmates hurriedly packed their bags and ran out the door, you sat there, contemplating your life choices. Graduation was right around the corner, and while everyone else was excited about the future, you were just kind of⌠existing.
You were in your third year at UA, the very school that trained the next generation of Pro Heroes. But here you were, staring at your desk like it owed you money, with no idea what you were supposed to do next.
Letâs be real, everyone else had a purpose. Izuku? He was going to be the greatest hero of all time. All Might? He was the symbol of peace, the beacon of hope, and probably the only guy who could do a cartwheel and not look like a dad on a trampoline. Even Bakugo had a clear goal in mind: to be the best, which, considering his attitude, was more like a âdo it or Iâll yell at you until you cryâ kind of vibe.
But you? You were just here. You werenât supposed to be in this world. Seriously, how did you even get here? One minute you were living your normal life, and the next youâre dropped into the middle of a world full of heroes, quirks, and crazy villains, but thereâs no manual for how to fit in. It was like being cast in the worldâs weirdest TV show and being told, âYeah, just figure it out, youâll be fine.â
And you were so fine. So fine, in fact, that you didnât even know what the point of it all was. You had no grand dreams of becoming the next All Might or Deku. You werenât even sure what your quirk was half the time, maybe you had an ability to be totally average? If so, congratulations, you were really nailing it.
âLook, youâre fine, youâre fine,â you muttered to yourself, giving the window a dramatic look. âYouâll graduate, become a hero, maybe stand by the snacks table at hero events, get a cool costume, the usual.â
You sighed, staring at the city below. Your classmates had their lives all planned out, while you had absolutely no clue what was happening. âLike, how do you even become a hero if youâre not, like, destined for greatness?â You asked, though you were fully aware the universe wasnât going to answer. Or if it did, it would probably just laugh and say, âSorry, youâre just here for filler content.â
You turned to the empty classroom, contemplating your entire existence for a moment. âMan, is this what itâs like to be a side character? âCause I really didnât sign up for this. I was just trying to live my best life, and suddenly Iâm here, trying to figure out if I should be saving kittens from trees or passing out flyers for charity events.â
A laugh bubbled out of you. âWho knows, maybe Iâll be that hero, the one whoâs really good at handing out pamphlets at superhero conventions. You know, hero stuff. The job thatâs always available but no one really talks about.â
You let out a half-hearted groan. âUgh, Iâm like a glorified intern in the superhero world. âOh, sorry, your quirk is literally just being chill? Guess youâll be a sidekick to the sidekicks!ââ
But then it hit you: maybe thatâs fine. Not every hero needs to be the big shot. Maybe your purpose was to just⌠exist. No huge fanfare, no dramatic showdowns with villains, just a random person who shows up at the right time to, like, hand out snacks or prevent a minor inconvenience. You could totally be that person! Thereâs a whole squad of heroes out there who are doing important stuff without anyone caring about them.
You snapped your fingers. âWait a minute. Maybe this is my calling! Iâll be âThe Human Bufferâ. Iâll help all the heroes hand out protein bars, hold their coats while they go into battle, be that one person whoâs just there to make sure they look good in their hero pose. Yeah, I could be that hero!â
You stood up, grabbed your bag, and strutted out of the classroom with newfound confidence. You might not have a big, world-saving destiny, but you would be the hero who was always there with the perfect snack after a long day of saving people. It wasnât glamorous, but it was a role that needed to be filled, and by golly, you were going to do it.
âAlright, world,â you said dramatically as you walked down the hallway. âYou donât need me to save the day, but Iâll be here when you need someone to tell you where the bathroom is during a fight. Hero work!â
As you passed your classmates, all talking about their big future plans, you couldnât help but laugh. Maybe you werenât meant to be the hero everyone else was, but you were still going to make your mark. Whether they needed an emotional support snack or someone to bring them a towel after they worked up a sweat, youâd be there.
And hey, youâd probably get a cool title too: The Most Average, Most Helpful Hero.
It wasnât that you didnât like the idea of being a hero. Who wouldnât want to swoop in and save the day, right? But the thing was, you didnât belong here. You didnât have that spark that made someone destined to be a hero. You werenât meant to exist in this world. You were more like an accidental extra, someone who wasnât supposed to show up on the hero timeline but somehow did. And now you were just⌠waiting for your scene to end.
It wasnât that you didnât respect heroes, of course, you did! But watching everyone around you with their grand dreams and bright futures made you feel a bit like the odd one out. Even if youâre living in a year with just side characters. They had their roles, their destinies. Meanwhile, you were stuck in a universe where things were already set in stone. It was like showing up to a concert that was already halfway over and realizing youâre just gonna have to sit in the nosebleeds for the rest of the show.
Keigo had mentioned once that it was important for heroes to ease the worries of the people. Isnât it paradoxical that his future words are the ones giving you a path. That they had to be more than just strong, they had to make people feel safe. And youâd never had any doubts about that philosophy. But how could you be that person when you didnât even feel like you were supposed to be here in the first place? It felt like playing a game you didnât know the rules to, in a world that wasnât yours.
Sure, you were about to graduate from UA and technically become a Pro Hero, but you couldnât shake the feeling that you were sort of stepping into a role that didnât really have anything to do with you. You had no grand dreams of fighting side-by-side with All Might in his final battle. There were so any many risks and what if a simple butterfly effect made the villains win by you being here. Honestly, youâd probably end up being the hero who handed out flyers for charity events or stood at the front of the line for photos to be safe. Was that the kind of hero you wanted to be?
âWell, I guess Iâll be a hero of some kind,â you muttered, though it was more out of obligation than excitement. âBut what does it even mean if I donât have some grand purpose in all this?â
A little chuckle escaped your lips. This was ridiculous. Here you were, stressing over your place in a world that was literally made up. You were a character in a story that already had its plot laid out, and yet you were still acting like you had to be a main character. It was all just so absurd.
But you didnât want to be that person someone who just complained about fate and waited for something to happen. You could still make a difference in small ways, right? Maybe not as the next All Might or Deku, but as someone who showed up when it mattered, who helped out in their own way. The world was full of side characters doing small but important things, why couldnât you be one of them?
With a grin, you stood up and grabbed your bag, heading out of the classroom to join the rest of your classmates. Maybe you werenât the protagonist of this story, but hey, you could still make your mark on it. A little self-awareness never hurt anyone, right? Besides, in a world full of heroes, sometimes it was enough just to be one even if you were doing it a little differently than everyone else.
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Hawks- Distorted Reflections Hawks- smiles a lot. He's nearly constantly grinning or smiling in some sort of way. It's nearly impossible to tell if it's real or not- not even Hawks' sidekick, Echo (His AU's Shoto Todoroki), or his trainee, Tsukuyomi can really tell.
Until you see him genuinely smile, catching him off guard. Until you hear him laugh without controlling it, when you somehow manage to catch him when he hasn't got his guard up.
His smiles light up his face, usually prompted by a small fluster he hides beneath his hand or presses his jacket over his face to do so. But nothing hides the crinkle in the corner of his irises, the way his eyes soften and his irises shine.
His laughter isn't exactly pretty. The usual chuckle you get is gone, replaced by a wheezing, chirp-infused giggling mess. His wings go all fluffy despite his excellent control of them, tears of mirth appearing in the corners of his eyes as he fights to get himself under control. He covers his mouth with his jacket afterwards, wings twitching and fluttering softly as his shoulders still silently shake.
You can't go back from seeing that. Once you have, you'll always be able to see, clearly, whether his smiles or laughter is actually, really true.
Or if it's just another part to his ever-expanding mask.
OMGGG!! if you end up writing it PLSSSSS tag me in it cz god i love keigo <3333
|| pairings: hawks x reader / keigo takami x reader
|| warning: a little suggestive, but it stops, other than that its comfort <3 listen to the song "We'll Never Have Sex" and you'll understand. reverse comfort
|| word count: 0.8k
Hawks. Number two hero in all of Japan. Fastest hero in all the country, youngest too, only age 22 and he was number two. Everyone seemed to want a piece of him, woman, man, anyone. It made sense, of course, he was attractive. He acted carefree, always with a boyish grin on his face and everything he did seemed so effortless. Perhaps that was apart of the problem.
No matter what he did, everyone made their assumptions. Made their ideas, believing him to be a playboy or some sex-driven man. He hated it. Keigo was told to just let it happen, it was good publicity. Especially with how much his fans ate it up, he complied. He let it happen.
That all changed when he met you. Who's hands were never quick, never yearning in a way to get his clothes off. Your hands were soft, gentle. Always caring, never forcing. Keigo didn't understand it, why weren't you trying anything? Why weren't you trying to make him apart of a fantasy?
Your soft lips against his as you sat in his laps, but it wasn't quick. Not 'hot and bothered' as some may speculate, no, it was slow and careful. His hands placed on the small of your back as the two of you kissed. It was a comfort, it was wonderful. Something Keigo always yearns after he finishes a hard day of a hero, to come home where you'd swing by. Watch a movie, make some food, just be together. Sweet kisses exchanged, tonight was no different. The only small change was that those small kisses turned to a small make-out.
You, who'd move your hands just a bit down, down Keigo's chest. He didn't want it to stop, but at the same time it felt like too much. Something he wasn't ready for, not yet at least. The vermillion feathers ruffled behind him as he forced himself to let this happen. You, on the other hand? You stopped and pulled away, cupping his face in your hands as you pressed a gentle kiss on Keigo's scarred cheek.
"Why'd you stop?" Your boyfriends question was barely above a whisper as he held you close. He didn't understand, was he not kissing you well enough? Not being good enough for you?
"Because you wanted to stop," You ran a hand through his messy blonde hair. One that's been kissed by the winds that he flew through during the day. Before he could try to fight back you continued. "I could tell your hesitation, love."
"Dove, we can keep going-"
"When you're ready."
Keigo stared at you with his golden eyes, staring up at you as you mindlessly brushed through his hair with your fingers. Untangling any mess that had happened from the day, taking out any small pieces of dirt or debris from the day. He didn't understand. No, he wasn't a virgin, why were you acting like he was? He held you tighter as he pushed his face into the plush of your neck.
Taking a deep inhale of your scent as he relaxed under your touch.
"Thank you."
You knew how the media treated him, as some sort of sex symbol. Always putting him on a pedestal as the number two hero, fastest hero in all of Japan. It killed you everytime you'd see an article of some made up scandal Keigo was supposedly apart of. You'd compare that article to your boyfriend. The man who'd come home, dragging his feet against the wooden floor. Eyebags under his eyes once he wiped the make up he used to conceal it. He was exhausted, overworked. Yet all the media saw was some one-dimensional man.
With a small hum, you shook your head and pushed a small kiss to your winged boyfriends forehead. Lingering there for a few moments before pulling away. A small smile on your face as you kept your gaze on him.
"You don't need to thank me, Keigs."
"But I should, you-"
You pushed your finger against his lips, a small smirk danced on your lips as you huffed.
"I don't wanna do anything you're not comfortable with. We don't have to do anything soon," With a small sigh, not of disappointment, you pressed your forehead against his. Fluttering your eyes closed as you kept speaking softly. "I kiss you just to kiss you, Keigo. If you don't wanna go too far, we don't have to. I'll be as patient as you need."
Your words hit a chord somewhere in Keigo. He always felt so pressured to do.. Well, anything. Hero work, the Commission, friends, enemies. He had so many things he had to do. But with you? He could go his pace for once. Not Hawks'. Not the man he presented to be, not the fastest hero in Japan. Just Keigo. He could go as slow as he needed, and you'd be there to support him.
"I love you," He whispered softly, his voice trembling just the smallest bit as he kept his emotions in check. Trying not to cry.
"I love you too, my darling."
"I love you," He repeated again. And again. And again. He kept whispering it as he kissed your neck softly, not a tease, not to lead up to something else. But because he could, because he wanted to.
"My gentle angel."
|| GUYS. GUYS. IM CHDBSIUBSIBVIDBLDVSAA i love keigo oml. i love how complex he is, he means sm to me OOOMMMLLLLLL :(( TO BE CLEAR!! im not anti-sex or smth, i js find it interesting to see the difference between hawks and keigo. i can make a whole essay on this