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I made one with Kirishima ☺️🥰

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I don’t even need to explain this cringe, come embark on this journey with me:

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Ways For Your Characters to Realize They’re In Love

Marathoning favorite shows/movies of their partner even though they don’t really like it

Watching their partner study for an exam

Seeing their partner sorting candy by color

Hearing the way their partner talks to kids

Looking into their eyes and really looking at their eye color

Noticing small details about them (physically)

When they remember details about their partner

Going on a road trip with their partner and having a good time singing and talking for hours with minimal awkwardness

Seeing how their partner treats another human being/animal

The way their partner looks when they fall asleep/wake up 

Seeing their partner make them a meal

Smelling their cologne/perfume in a crowd

Hearing their laugh

Having their partner reach for them without looking because they know they’re there.

Giving their partner a nickname/having their partner give them a nickname

Hearing a song that reminds them of their partner

Standing up for their partner/Protecting them

Catching their eye when they’re in a crowd

When they’re crying

When they pick them up/get picked up by them from work, school, etc.

Seeing how much confidence they have when they talk about something they love

Synonyms for the Word Said

Said Synonyms- Reporting

Added:to enhance an argument

Advised: to warn, to offer help

Announced: to declare formally and or publicly

Asserted: to state positively but having no proof

Called: to capture attention by increased volume

Commented: to explain, interpret, or criticize - to make a remark

Complained: to express dislike or disagreement

Congratulated: to give wishes; to acknowledge an action or deed

Continued: to further or add to an earlier point

Declared: to make known clearly and openly

Informed: to give information, to make known; declare

Lied: to not speak truthfully

Observed: to mention casually

Offered:to suggest; to state

Mentioned: to state briefly; to bring up in conversation

Protested: to formally or openly disagree

Quoted: to repeat words of others; to cite a source

Recalled:to remember or bring up

Related: to make connection; to say allegorically

Remarked: to make a brief, casual statement of an opinion

Remembered: to recall

Reminded: to remember; to mention so as not to forget

Repeated: to say again; to restate

Replied: to answer; to say in response

Reported: to give a formal statement; to give an account of

Reassured: to give additional comfort, support, or evidence

Revealed: to make known; to publish

Stated: to say or paraphrase from official documents

Taunted: to cruelly tease in a mocking or insulting manner

Teased: to annoy or pester; vex

Tempted:  to cause to consider (usually) something bad

Said Synonyms- Explaining

Addressed: to speak directly to sme, respond or answer

Answered: to respond to a question

Asserted:to add or offer additional information

Assured:to soothe, comfort, calm

Broke In: to interrupt, supplying additional information

Cautioned: to warn or advise; strongly suggest

Claimed: to assert or maintain; to state as fact

Concluded: to finish or draw to a close; to understand

Confided: to let in on a secret; to disclose

Described:to give additional information

Explained: to make or offer an explanation

Finished: to conclude or complete

Quipped: to say ironically or unemotionally

Implied: to suggest, hint, or say without saying

Noted: to make mention; to acknowledge

Promised: to give word or make a vow

Puzzled: to say with doubt or ambiguity

Reckoned: to add or submit; to figure or believe

Rejoined: to answer an objection

Replied: to answer a question or comment

Responded: to reply or answer a question or comment

Retorted: to reply to criticism in a sharp, witty way

Returned: to answer an objection; to reply to a criticism or charge

Speculated: to guess using information available

Surmised: to conclude or deduce

Said Synonyms- Arguing

Accused: to charge, slander

Agreed: to concur, to be in harmony

Argued: defend position, disagree or dispute

Chided: to scold mildly; to goad into action

Commanded: lead; overwhelm opposition

Contended: to argue, dispute, disagree

Countered: to dispute, question

Convinced: persuaded; remove all doubt, win over

Disagreed: to be at odds; to not agree

Emphasized: to stress

Exclaimed: to speak suddenly, loudly with surprise

Interjected: to add or assert; to interrupt

Interrupted: to cut off or disrupt; to interject out of turn

Maintained: to assert, to support by argument, to affirm

Objected: to disagree; be in oppostion to

Pleaded: to implore or beg; to speak desperately

Proclaimed: to announce officially; support publicly

Proposed: to set forth a design or plan

Reasoned: to state calmly and with logic

Sassed: to speak back to authority figure; rebel

Screamed: to use high pitch loud voice

Threatened: to say in menacing manner

Warned: to make aware in advance of harm, danger, or evil

Yelled: to shout or use loud voice; scream

Said Synonyms- Suggesting

Chimed In:to add (usually) unwanted advice

Coaxed: to convince against someone’s will; change mind

Dared:challenge, question

Hinted: implies suggestion

Implied: similar to suggest - indicates a definite idea

Insinuated: to convey sth unpleasant in a sly, sneaky way

Intimidated: to say without saying, stresses delicacy of situation

Pondered: to consider; to weigh all options

Suggested: to propose as a possibility, to imply

Urged: To entreat earnestly and often repeatedly; exhort

Said Synonyms- Questioning

Asked: to question or solicit

Begged: to ask in a humble manner earnestly

Blurted: to interrupt or interject, to ask all together

Bugged: to ask repetitively; difficult or unwanted questions

Demanded:to ask for urgently and boldly

Guessed: to infer; to ask without evidence

Hypothesized: to guess, infer

Implored: to ask with fervor, implying desperation or distress

Inquired: to ask, seek information

Insisted: to demand strongly, to declare firmly

Pleaded: to answer a legal charge, to lovingly implore

Questioned: to ask, doubt, or dispute

Requested: to ask (sometimes) formally

Wondered: to say with puzzlement or doubt

Worried: to cause to feel anxious, distressed, or troubled

Said Synonyms- Acknowledging

Acknowledge: reluctant disclosure of something perhaps a secret

Admitted: reluctance to disclose or concede facts

Affirmed: implies deep conviction, little chance of contradiction

Alleged: to assert or declare, especially without proof

Approved: to consent or agree

Avowed: boldly declaring, often in the face of opposition

Boasted: to take pride in, brag or overstate

Bragged: to boast or overstate; be prideful

Conceded:similar to acknowledge and admit  

Confessed: an admission of a weakness, failure, omission, or guilt

Corrected: to instruct more correctly; remove misconception

Denied: not accepted; unused, refused

Disclosed: to reveal something previously concealed

Divulged: to reveal sth that should have remained secret

Fretted: to needlessly worry about small details

Greeted: to acknowledge presence; salute, salutation

Imitated: to copy, mimic or simulate

Jested: to make fun of, tease

Marveled: to speak with wonderment or amazement

Nodded: to move head up and down in agreement

Praised: to speak of with honor; to speak highly of someone

to speak of with honor; to speak highly of someone

Revealed: to make known that which had been secret or hidden

Uttered: to articulate; pronounce or speak

Volunteered: to give or offer to give voluntarily

Said Synonyms- Sounds & Misc

Babbled: to speak incoherently; gibberish, like baby talk

Bubbled: to speak lively and expressively; with joy

Chatted: to speak informally as to a friend

Chortled:to chuckle gleefully; short laugh of joy

Chorused: to speak simultaneously, together

Chuckled: short, soft laugh; usually to one’s self

Coughed: short, strong expulsion of air from lungs

Decided: finished, set

Echoed:repeated sound

Gasped: heavy breath after scare or physical exertion

Giggled: short, high-pitched laugh from fear or nervousness

Growled: rough, threatening manner

Gulped: to speak taking in large amounts of air as if drinking

Gurgled: to speak with fluid in the throat

Hissed: to speak in evil threatening manner

Hollered:to shout usually to someone at a distance

Lisped:to speak unclearly substituting sounds especially ‘th’

Panted: to speak as if out of breath

Piped:to speak suddenly and loudly

Quavered: to speak emotionally with faltering voice

Shrilled: high pitched shriek

Sighed: to speak with difficulty as if bored

Snickered: to say derisively with a laugh

Sniffed: to say as if about to cry

Snorted: to say with contempt and a short burst of breath

Sobbed: to cry uncontrollably

Sputtered: to speak with difficulty perhaps from impediment

Stammered: repeating words and sounds while missing others

Stuttered: to repeat certain sounds multiple times

Vowed: to promise solemnly; pledge

Wept: to cry softly, quietly

Whimpered: to cry or sob with soft intermittent sounds; whine

Whine: to complain or protest in a childish fashion

Credit to http://www.synonyms-antonyms.com/synonyms-for-said.html

A Writing Cheat Sheet: for linking actions with emotions. 

As always, click for HD.

Words to describe facial expressions

Absent: preoccupied 

Agonized: as if in pain or tormented

Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire

Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest

Beatific: blissful

Black: angry or sad, or hostile

Bleak: hopeless

Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern

Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent

Brooding: anxious and gloomy

Bug eyed: frightened or surprised

Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed

Cheeky: cocky, insolent

Cheerless: sad

Choleric: hot-tempered, irate

Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings

Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor

Despondent: depressed or discouraged

Doleful: sad or afflicted

Dour: stern or obstinate

Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing

Ecstatic: delighted or entranced

Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible

Fixed: concentrated or immobile

Gazing: staring intently

Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive

Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion

Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic

Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness

Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty

Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism

Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant

Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit

Jeering: insulting or mocking

Languid: lazy or weak

Leering: see meaningful; also, sexually suggestive

Mild: easygoing

Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful

Pained: affected with discomfort or pain

Peering: with curiosity or suspicion

Peeved: annoyed

Pleading: seeking apology or assistance

Quizzical: questioning or confused

Radiant: bright, happy

Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident

Sardonic: mocking

Sour: unpleasant

Sullen: resentful

Vacant: blank or stupid looking

Wan: pale, sickly

Wary: cautious or cunning

Wide eyed: frightened or surprised

Withering: devastating

Wrathful: indignant or vengeful

Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling

Fucking love this 😂☠️

“Why I Wasn’t Contracted to Write Beauty and the Beast” by I have no idea who, and desperately want to know.  If anyone does, please tell me!

I FOUND IT GUYS I SPENT HALF AN HOUR LOOKING FOR THIS VIDEO AND ITS HERE

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

how do the centaurs sleep? and how do they stretch after a good sleep?

Ok this is one I’ve been wanting to cover for a while and my cooldown sketches got out of hand, so buckle up and enjoy the picturebook!

The easiest options is exactly what you think, the flop. In a home, thick carpets or tatami-like mats would provide at least some sort of cushion for the horse-half and various sized cushions and pillows to lift and support the top half. And they CAN sleep standing up, like horses, but it does require both a special harness/corset and practice. And it’s not very comfortable for anything deeper than a doze or catnap for most, so it’s mostly reserved for bad situations, naps, or guard duty.

Most common are recliners, or ‘hammocks’. Easy to fold and carry for cultures on the move, or make fancy for the city-folk they are probably the most ubiquitous of centaur furniture. A simple adjustable A-frame supporting some sort of flexible fabric-ish sheet for the top half to lean against and sleep. Usually paired with some sort of large blanket or padding on the ground to lay the horse-half on!

When you don’t have no fancy recliners, your herd will do! The preferred sleeping method of closely bonded herds is to simply rest on your buddies cushy backside! Roaming bands can often form long chains of sleeping centaurs with the unlucky first taur either on guard duty, sleeping sprawled, or with the group’s only hammock.

Mix and match to your character and herd’s personal preference!

Also stretchies!

Do you have a master list and if not could you make one???

Yes I do! I just posted it, I had to login onto my computer to finish it my phone is glitching and not wanting to copy my links! Thank you for asking!

(Here it is!)

Masterlist

One shots

(Marvel One shots)

Bucky x Insecure/Self Conscious Wife Reader.

Tony Stark x Chubby Self Conscious Reader.

(Miscellaneous One Shots)

Monkey King Wukong Sun x Confident Reader.

Multi-part Fics

(OC Multi-part Fics)

Orc OC Lance x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

Mothmen OC's x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

(Part 2/?)

Selkie OC Dave x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

(Part 2/?)

(Fandom Multi-part Fics)

Fili x Bashful Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”

Moth Men x Chubby Reader. (Part 2/?)

Warnings- Language and that about it.

I'm sorry for the long wait but here you guys go and I hope you like it!!!

(Full descriptions of both mothmens appearances and personalities in Part 1.)

Hank Meyer.

Mason Lynch.

We walked out of the elevator and the first thing that hit me was the sweet smell of flowers and wet earth. Looking around the hallway on this floor was decorated similarly to the lobby downstairs but with more natural accents than the bold black furniture downstairs with white and gold walls and a grand chandelier.

No the hallway walls are a soft cream color with earthy accents and the lights are a softer yellow than the sterile white light of lobby chandelier and along the bottom of the hallways near the walls is soil while the rest of the hallway is a light sandy color while the in floor planters along the hallway has live plants of all different sorts planted or decorated the space some even climbed the walls giving it a calming but wild look to it.

I must be smelling the flowers that are planted and the plants must have just been watered causing the just rained smell along with freshly bloomed flower smell to be wafting around the entire hallway. I'm so caught up taking it all in that I don't even notice the elevator closing behind us or the soft smile Mason is giving me while watching me stare in wonder and amazement at the sight in front of me.

Only a soft tap on my shoulder jolts me out of my staring making me jump. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you I was just-" Mason looked incredibly nervous about my reaction even went as far as to hold his arms up in surrender but before he could finish I cut him off while feeling my face burning up. "Its alright and your fine I just wasn't expecting it is all and yeah sorry we should get going I didn't mean to space off like that." I say while stuffing my hands in my pockets not looking directly at Mason embarrassed about spacing out over plants being in a hallway just because it's such a drastic difference from my shit hole hallway to my apartment where I'm lucky not to get jumped walking down compared to walking past flowers and vines being the only thing waiting about the hallways.

"It's quiet alright I'm actually glad you were enjoying them so much I wouldve been hurt if you hadnt been taken by them because I work very hard on keeping them all happy and healthy so that they can brighten ones day. It took forever to get clearance to plant them here not to mention making in ground plots for them in the complexes hallway." He said softly with proud smile and excitement shining in his eyes I can tell he's very passionate about his flowers and plants.

This hallway is his personal garden so this is his pride and joy and it shows with how vibrant, healthy, and beautiful the plants are. "There beautiful and smell wonderful I'm glad you were allowed to plant them here it's the perfect touch to this pristine and perfect building to bring a little bit of the outside inside just makes it seem like something out of a fairytale compared to my normal living conditions but let's not talk about that we need to get going I think I've wasted at least 10 minutes of your time just taking in the view of the hallway we haven't even gotten to your apartment yet."

"I don't know about wasted my time, but yes your right let's get going it's apartment 603 right up here on the right follow me please." Mason smiles softly and walks ahead of me and stops two doors away from the elevator and enters a passcode and opens the door I'm waiting a few feet away when he enters the apartment and he turns around once he noticed I wasn't following him like I should have been.

"Is everything alright? Have you changed your mind? I'm sorry if this is to much for you." He gestures towards himself with all four of his arms. "I completely understand if you want to leave, but thank you for your time anyways." Mason says softly his head dropping, antennas folding back towards his head, his brow furrowed in concern, and his lower set of hands start twiddling together.

I'm shocked he would think that he commented on his appearance earlier but I didn't think he was that concerned about himself because he truly is gorgeous and looks so soft to the touch. But I'll admit I am afriad it's not because of what he is but because he's already admitted that there's not just him but another male now inside the apartment that I'm about to go into alone with and while I can defend myself just fine I don't think I can take on two guys with four arms at once and win so yeah I'm scared. As lovely as Mason has been so far doesn't mean he's not a wolf in sheep's clothing.

"No it's not because of that it's just.." I looked down hugging myself feeling more than a little anxious now but I grit my teeth and avoid meeting Masons eyes. "I just don't trust guys easily because I've been attacked, groped, and manhandled more than a few times I'm lucky to have escaped from those fucks when I did and I don't want to think about what would have happened if I hadn't been able to get away. So yeah I'm fucking nervous about going into an apartment building with two guys who outnumber me in limbs and strength but I really don't have a choice and you've been nothing but kind so far so don't get me wrong this isn't anything to do with you its just about-" Mason cuts me off by finishing my sentence. "What I could do to you." His voice is soft and eyes gentle.

"Y/n if you really need this apartment as bad as you keep saying you do why don't you just stay free of charge for your first month just to see if you can handle living with us because I can't take your money if you decide that we are to much for you and you end up needing to leave before the end of the month." His eyes widen even more if possible and he waves his arms around a bit in a panic before he face palms and sighs. "I probably just made you even more uncomfortable than you already are. I promise I'm not doing this so that you'll owe me anything I'll even write you up a contract stating so if need be. I swear to the Gods that's not what I meant by that." His antennas are dancing all around and his wings are vibrating softly behind him while his stance is mirroring mine with his lower arms wrapped around himself and his upper hands settle behind his neck while he peeks at me from under those twitching antennas of his.

He looks so fucking cute all nervous and I know if he could his face would be so bright with a red blush right now and I can't help but feel myself relax whith a small smile on my face. I shake my head and loosen the grip I had on my torso. "You didn't make me more uncomfortable actually the opposite and I know you didn't mean anything malicious by your offer, your just being kind but I can't take advantage of you like that. But thank you for the offer I really appreciate it and I already feel you aren't charging me enough as it is so there's no way I could stay here for free I would feel terrible."

It's only when I look back up from my arms that I notice just how close I got to Mason after I started talking I must have walked towards him subconsciously. I'm less than a foot away from him so now where both standing in the doorway of his apartment and I look in to see a softly lit living room with a earthy brown sectional facing towards us with a thick dark wood coffee table in front of it with a vase of all different colored flowers in the center and the T.V. remote and mug of what looks like tea sitting on the right side of it.

Behind the couch is a doorway which seems to be the kitchen but I'm interrupted from my staring once more by Mason coughing softly to regain my attention. "Would you like to go in? Maybe sit down have a cup of tea or maybe see your room but if your not ready yet that's fine too!" He said quickly trying hard not to upset me which makes me happy. He genuinely cares about my feelings and he's trying not to pressure me into anything that's a first in a long time, especially from a guy. I don't know why I'm so nervous suddenly he's so sweet I don't think he would even hurt a fly.

"Yeah actually that sounds nice I'd like to see my room first if you don't mind and then I'll take that cup of tea while we talk over formalities and paperwork afterwards." I say rubbing the back of my neck with a small blush on my face from standing so close to him. "Of course right this way and you can leave the door open if it'll make you feel more comfortable." He chirps out walking in front of me and the coffee table on the wall facing the door is a flat screen T.V. that is currently turned off which is why the couch was facing towards the door which I closed softly behind me.

It didn't take long to get to my room and Mason opens the door then he turns on the light while continuing to walk forward into the room and past my bed that has a tan wood frame and headboard with a white and green leaf comforter on it, on both sides of the bed are beige nightstands and white lamps. Mason opens the closet which has a small three drawer beige dresser inside on the back wall while the two sides are the hanging racks for clothes.

"Here's your closet I hope its to your liking." He's walking around looking pleased he must have designed this rooms decor as well then he walks away from the closet and back around the bed to go and opens the bathroom door as well. "So this is your full bathroom the tub should be able to fit you just fine it was installed to fit me or my roommate in mind but this bed is yours to use as well as the dressers and T.V. if their not to your liking or you would rather have your own furniture in here instead I can move the furniture in here now to the storage unit this building assigned to us that we've never used so you may put your furniture or belongings in there if you need to." He said sitting on my bed looking happily at me.

I'm confused about him mentioning a T.V. until I walk through the doorway and see a massive eight drawered dresser and a small falt screen on top of it hooked up to both a cable box and a DVD player. I'm speechless looking around in utter shock thinking that this is surely a dream or a sick prank maybe even a human a trafficing scheme to lure people in, but then I look at Mason and those thoughts melt away knowing that he has no malicious intentions.

I walk towards Mason whose now standing near the end of the bed looking concerned once more. "Are you alright should I step outside? Or do you not like the decor? I can put it into the storage unit if you'd prefer." He mutter looking a bit disappointed thinking I don't like the room. "Its not that Mason your fine I trust you." I say with a smile. "And the room is perfect, actually it's more than perfect honestly this is all way to much for me I don't deserve all this. Hell I don't deserve any of this! I swear to the Gods I'm dreaming because I feel like I've won the fucking lottery." I say throwing my hands in the air looking around in excitement thinking about getting a virtually stressless nights sleep on a new and not lumpy mattress in a room that smells woodsy instead of smelling like mold and mildew.

But before Mason or I can say anything more a very loud and high pitched chirping almost squeaking sound makes me whip around to see the source of the noise which was nothing but an orange and black blur that suddenly tackled me into a rough and tight hug knocking the wind out of me. I was shocked stiff this man who I can only assume is the other roommate that lives here holds me tightly to his soft plush furry chest chirping. "What the fuck are you doing let go of me!" I yell pulling back and pushing on his chest trying to get out of his hold which is hard to do without hurting him when he has all four arms tightly wrapped around me.

He pushes back from me soon after he grabbed me eyebrows raised and mouth open in fear. I stumbled back towards Mason shaken more than I'd like to admit after the sudden hug attack from this stranger I'll soon be living with. 'Gods I hope he doesn't do that often.' "I'm so sorry! I was just so excited I came out for a midnight snack and heard you guys talking then I saw you were here like actually here not on the phone or running away screaming and just yeah. I'm sorry that won't happen ever again I swear! We don't have many friends or any really especially not any human ones so to you that was probably super rude. I'm Hank by the way." He held his hand out to shake which I did quickly not trusting him yet but I couldn't help but notice how soft his hands were covered in a short black velvety fur. I'm rattled and my heart is racing but otherwise fine Hank as he said seems genuine enough though I'm definitely going to be more cautious around him thank I am with Mason.

"Would you like something to eat I was going to get some leftover double chocolate cake it's really good Mason made it himself at work he's the best baker you'll ever meet but if you don't like cake I can make you something! A sandwich maybe?" "It's okay but yeah please don't do that again without warning me first, and that's okay I'm not hungry anywa-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before my stomach grumbled and growled louder than thunder at the mention of food. My face was burning and I look down at my beat up dirty sneakers not wanting to meet Hanks eye.

The chirping sound started again and I peaked up at the noise to see Hank staring and me. "That's a lie." Mason spoke up behind me a smile on his face. Before I could respond Hanks interrupts. "I'll get you some cake and is a turkey sub okay? I need to go shopping but I've been putting it off so there's not much else in the fridge at the moment that doesn't requiring at least an hour or two of cooking. Which I'm not up to right now and that wont be any help to you, but yeah we've eaten all the ready to eat or easy meals already sooo." Hank chuckles rubbing his arms in a bashful manner almost like he's embarrassed to admit his laziness for not wanting to cook or go shopping.

"Yeah that sounds great actually if you don't mind that is. I don't want to impose anymore than I already am on you guys." "Oh your not imposing at all, and with having to pack plus meeting with me this morning I doubt you've eaten in hours you can stay in your room here or follow us to the kitchen and I'll make all of us a midnight snack as Hank put it. He'll find a way to burn the subs somehow he's not what I would call a chef." Mason chuckled and Hank shoves his shoulder as he walks in front of me towards the bedroom door pulling Hank along with him.

Feeling awkward and not wanting to linger in my new bedroom by myself I decided to follow behind them into the kitchen. "I'll pay you guys back for the food I know the agreement was that I provide my own food and toiletries." I said quietly still embarrassed but very grateful because there isn't any food in my fridge besides some moldy left overs and greasy take out does not sound very appetizing after eating nothing but for months and besides chocolate cake and a turkey sub sounds so fucking good right now.

"Take a seat and I should have everything done shortly." Mason pointed at one of the four black leather padded kitchen table chairs. I nodded and pulled out the chair nearest to the entryway and took a seat admiring the copper top of the table. "Thank you both again." I said peeking up from the table top the kitchen is a mix of black appliances, silvers pots and pans, and copper spice jars, cooking utensils, and other copper accents like the tables top with a light wood floor it blends together beautifully. "Your welcome Y/n, and here I hope this is enough cake. Hank has just about polished off the entire cake already." Mason said with a smile on his face placing a large plate with an equally large slice of chocolate cake on top of it in front of me handing me a fork separately before turning around and grabbing Hanks slice and placing his plate in front of him as well before walking back over to the counter to make the sandwhiches.

"Oh wow I don't mean to sound ungrateful in anyway but this is too much." I said shyly. "Nonsense eat as much or as little as you would like and we can save it for later if you'd like that it if not Hank won't let it go to waste." Mason chuckles at the dirty look Hank gives him but I don't doubt what he says because Hank is already halfway through his slice of cake chocolate icing covering his lips and mandabils. I decide to take the plunge and cut into my cake with my fork and take a small bite. I couldn't help the moan that slipped past my lips at the taste, I haven't had anything this good in forever. I couldn't help but take another bite this time bigger than the last it's no wonder Hanks almost finished with his slice. I was humming happily with my fork tapping against my lips unaware of the tensed shoulders and subtle stares of my new roommates.

I finished my slice of cake just as Mason was setting our turkey subs down on the table he placed Hanks down first then placed his down onto the table before grabbing my now empty plate and replacing it with a large dinner plate that held a foot long turkey sub on it right in front of me. It was clearly a fresh baked loaf of bread and had mayo, fresh lettuce, and tomato on it making it the perfect turkey sub and I was much to excited to eat it. "Thank you Mason for making me a "midnight snack" I appreciate it more than you both know!"

He gives me a closed eyed smile and I hear more soft clicking sounds faster than before sounding more like a hum than a click. "Your very welcome and don't wait on our account, dig in I hope you enjoy it." I have a giant smile on my face when I pick up the surprisingly heavy sub before taking my first bite and it tastes even better than it looks, the turkey must have been fresh it's not "meat" out of a plastic package and you can taste the difference.

I can't help but take bigger and bigger bites and I know I must look like a child with my cheeks full of food but I can't help myself I'm hungry, relaxed, happy, and this is so delicious I couldn't stop myself if I tried. I finished my sub, wiped my mouth with the napkin and took a couple big gulps of water from the glass Mason must have placed next me at some point.

I sigh happily tipping my head back on my chair my eyes closed with a small smile on my face and a hand on my soft belly I'm stuffed full almost painfully so. I sit my head up sleepily staring at my new roommates Hanks wiping his mouth with his napkin and Mason just took the last bite of his sub both looking as satisfied as I felt. "That was so fucking good thanks again." They both smile softly at me. "Your welcome Y/n and yeah fresh bread baked this moring, fresh sliced turkey breast, and fresh tomato and lettuce makes such a big difference its nothing like store bought or premade subs and I love all of the baked goods Mason brings home!"

"I'm very glad you liked it Y/n and if your still hungry I can make another for you if you'd like?" "Oh Gods no I couldn't eat another bite I'm stuffed thank you for the offer though I really appreciate it but I better start getting my belongings if I'm going to be moving in here with you guys today." They both sit up higher with their antennas twitching Hank chirps and Masons wings flutter softly before he hops out of his seat. "Right, right, sorry to keep you let me get the paperwork and your spare key in case you forget the security number real quick we've been living here for at least 4 years now and Hank still uses his key over the passcode because he can't remember it." Mason laughs before grabbing our empty plates and glasses setting them in the sink before slipping out of the room.

I sit there quietly looking down at my hands that are folded on the kitchen table thinking about all the boxes I have to move and exactly what I want to take with me I have little to no furniture and what I do have is old warped and just plan out looks like shit.

Most of my belongings are clothes, some bedding, and a few pairs of shoes all of which fit in 3 medium boxes so those will fit in the backseat of my car and the rest can go in the trunk. So I should be able to fit everything I need and want in my car with only one trip. I won't be taking any of that furniture, I'm leaving that in the shit hole I call a home along with leaving the door wide open when I leave with all my stuff for the other tenants to do with my stuff and with my apartment as they please, its a little thank you gift for my landlord.

I smiling softly starring off thinking about everything other people are gonna do to that apartment when suddenly a clipboard with my new lease agreement and keys to my new apartment om it is set down in front of me. I jump and feel my face heat up because I didn't even hear Mason come back or sit down in front of me. "Sorry about that I wasn't paying attention where do I need to sign!?" I scrambled for the pen on top of the clipboard embarrassed for starring off like that. "Your fine it's not a problem at all and just sign and date at the lines marked with an X." Mason looks at me with a soft closed eyes smile and I look behind him and see Hank is pillaging the freezer quietly trying to get the last bit of ice cream out of the tub and into his bowl on the counter I laugh nervously then move the keys off the board onto the side of the clipboard.

I see the X's marked by the lines I need to sign and when I look at the minimum lease time instead of the typical 1 year agreement most apartments have it's a 1 day agreement I smile at that and continue signing and dating every spot marked with an X it's all typical paperwork and I was done shortly. I hand Mason the clipboard back and quickly reach for my purse to get my wallet and take out the $500 I owe for rent and utilities now that I'm their new official roommate. "Here's first months rent I don't have last month's but I can get you some more money by the end of next week when I get paid again if I don't get fired that is."

I stand to hand Mason his rent money and he takes it from me gently. "This is perfectly fine as I said already I didn't expect you to want to stay and I never said I need last months rent so you don't have to pay me anything more than this and don't forget your key and if you need any help moving your boxes up to your room don't hesitate to let us know we'll be right out!" Mason starts chirping his antennas twitching as he holds the key out to me I can't help but to stare at the key in shock for second before taking it slowly from his hand. I start to tear up thinking this is just a dream that's gonna come crashing down on my head like a bucket of cold water.

"Fuck I'm sorry, I'm just so happy and relieved! I've been so stressed thinking I was gonna have to live in my car because I have barely any money and no where to go." I'm wiping at my eyes trying not to cry and make an ass of myself in front of my new roommates. "Your fine honey were happy you found us no one deserves to be homeless. I know better now to ask first but do you want a hug?" Hank offers softly arms up after setting his ice cream down onto counter.

It makes me anxious but I nod my head softly anyways I can use the comfort and reassurance right now and I know neither of these men will ever intentionally harm me in anyway. Hank comes up slowly and envelopes me in his four soft fluffy arms squishing me fluffy chest once more though this time it's a welcomed embrace that I warmly return clutching his soft fur like hair between hands. He's nuzzling the top of my head and his anteaneas are fluttering around my head touching my hair gently I press my face into his chest and I hear what sounds like purring slowly getting louder and louder the longer I stay in his embrace.

I can get used to this, I think to myself with a small on face enjoying the warm softness of my roommates fur. He is better than snuggling with your favorite stuffed plushy and no blanket or pillow could ever even attempt to compete, and while I don't trust them fully just yet I can't help but feel like this is gonna be the best and the softest decision of my life so far.

an explanation is not owed

how are you doing love? noticed you've been mia for a bit, are you doin well?

I'm doing good a bit stressed lately but who isn't now a days? With everything going on I've been busier than usual and because of that writing has taken the back burner as of late so I have uncompleted fics in my drafts that I work on when I have the time to so hopefully I can post one of them soon and not be MIA anymore. Thank you for caring enough to check in I really appreciate it!

Just had my nth conversation with someone about mask-wearing today - yet another well-intentioned moron who was like 

‘But the virus is gone now’ (it isn’t) 

‘But the mask is uncomfortable’ (ventilators are worse)

‘But you’re young, you won’t die’ (having this thing could impact my health for decades to come + it’s my responsability to protect those who’re more vulnerable than I am because that’s how society works)

‘But are you going to live in fear for the rest of your life’ (taking concrete safety measures actually helps me feel more in control and less worried)

‘But are you going to give up everything and stay inside like a rat’ (no, but I’m definitely going to decide what’s worth risking my health for, and shopping for bread rolls is not very high on my list of literally-to-die-for activities)

‘But what if they never find a vaccine’ (then we’ll get used to the situation just like we got used to a thousand other things like seat belts, bike helmets, and increasingly weird true crime podcasts). 

I know it’s tiring to have people call you paranoid all the time - but you’re right and they’re wrong. Check the news, keep a safe distance from others whenever possible and keep wearing your mask!

(Btw that thread is full of interesting stuff.)

I just discovered your mothman fic and I fell in love with. Will there be more to it?

I'm so glad you loved it! I've been really busy lately but I'm planning on writing the Second Parts soon for both my Mothmen and my Orc fic very soon!!!

sweetly, are you writing for ahs by any chance??💕

I don't currently but I can always try! Though I'm sorry I just saw your ask and I'm not currently taking anymore asks I've been really busy lately. Thank you for the ask though and when I start taking asks/requests again message me what you wanted me to write up for you because I'm always willing to try writing for someone even when I'm not familiar with the fandom!!

I know I never (personally) post things like this but I saw this on the news and I really wanted to share it.

Monkey King Wukong Sun x Confident Reader.

Requested.

One Shot.

Warnings- Wukong may be O.C., Language, Slight violence, Reader gets jump scared, and mostly SFW hints at NSFW.

I'm so sorry it took so long but I hope you like it.

I've been apart of Wukongs group for awhile now. I joined him and the others Liuer, An An, and Bajue on his journey after trolls attacked my village and took what little I had away from me when they destroyed my house. He won't admit it, but he was shocked and admired my bravery and selflessness when he found me barely out running the trolls on one of the paths leading them away from the village that fateful day. He attacked and was able to defeat all three of them single handedly without any help. That day my house was simply collateral damage from the trolls tearing up the village in search of more children to take.

(Flashback to first meeting Wukong.)

I knew the only children left where hiding but with the speed of which the trolls where tearing down the houses they would find them in no time. So instead of running and hiding like the rest of the village people were, I decided the only chance for the village surviving this attack was to distract the trolls and lead them away.

The only way I was able to convince the horrendous trolls to take chase was by wrapping up bundles of the children's clothing in blankets and running with one in each arm past the trolls like I was desperately trying escape from them with my two children. Luckily with a little acting on my part faking to cry and scream in terror before running away was enough for the trolls to take chase after me and my "children".

Though I cannot lie because not all of my terror was false especially when the trolls where catching up after me when they saw me and scented the children's clothes in my arms. I ran for what felt like forever but couldn't have been more than a few minutes and even with the sharp and sudden turns I was making down different paths they were quickly gaining on me. That's when I noticed somone else up the path and I fear I may have just cost this unsuspecting man his life.

That fear I had for his life didn't last for long though when he saw the trolls behind me and watched with wide eyes as one lashed out snagging and tearing the back of my shirt I yelp and try to run faster when the man started running not away from them like anyone else would have, no he ran right past me and at the trolls. I stopped running shortly after and whipped around in shock. I was only able to watch what I was certain to be this delusional and crazy mans death. But then I saw the struggle going on and soon realized it was this man that I should have been running from along with the trolls after watching first hand how he skillfully attacked and defeated the beasts with strength and ease.

Soon after the shock of the situation started to wear off and I dropped my dummy "children" placing my hands on my knees gasping for air from my run and struggling not to pass out from a lack of oxygen. All while still gaping in shock at this mysterious man. It wasn't until he approached me that I realized that this was no man, monster, or beast, but instead was Dasheng.

I stared in bewilderment wondering if the trolls had indeed caught up and left me fatality wounded on the path and that's why I'm hallucinating so vividly. I heard a child gasp before I saw them. I look to my right glancing away from Dasheng to see a young boy with a baby strapped to his little back crouched down by the dummies unwrapping and checking to see if I hurt what he thought to be children when I carelessly dropped them moments before.

"What the? Their fake?" The young boy asks looking up at me with confusion. "Yeah their fake. It was the only way to lure the trolls out of my village and away from the real children. I was trying to keep them safe and keep anymore of them from being taken by the trolls." I managed to gasp out still breathless and light headed, my heart refusing to calm even though the danger has past.

"They would have killed you when they realized they were fake and went back and taken those children anyways your more foolish than clever." Dasheng snaps out giving me an angered but surprised look that I wasn't able to completely decipher. "Wukong! I don't think she was foolish she was sacrificing herself for her village she was being very brave and honorable." A pig looking man huffed out at Dasheng. 'Huh I guess that's Dashengs name. I wonder where that pig man was this whole time? Was he hiding from the trolls or did he just get left behind when Dasheng ran away from them to attack the trolls?'

"Bajie is right she's very brave and I think she's clever! She outsmarted the trolls didn't she?" The little boy says pouting and looking up at Wukong. My heads still spinning from everything that's happened but I stand up and I'm about to give Wukong a snide remark for calling me foolish when I feel a cool breeze on my back.

I frown in confusion until I remember the troll slashing my shirt with his claws. My face burns and I cross my arms over my chest to prevent my shirt from falling forward anymore than it already has and revealing more than I'd like too in front of strangers and a child no less. "I'm Liuer and this is- Oh that's pretty how did you get that flower to stay on your back like that?" The little boy says quickly bouncing around me in excitement trying to get a better view of the lotus flower tattooed on my back that is now exposed for all to see.

"Hey knock it off!" Wukong snapped Liuer giving him an embarrassed and annoyed glare before quickly looking away. Liuer just ignored him and continued to circle around me excitedly trying to get a better look at the tattoo on my back. I just smiled at him weakly feeling faint. "I need to go back to my village and let everyone know that the trolls are gone. At least for now." I managed to mumble out with my vision getting blurry. "Fine hurry up we were heading there for the night anyways." Grumps out in a hiss. "And for more food!" Bajie says excitedly.

I start walking back to the village with Wukong and his two followers in tow. I glance at him a few times during our journey back to the village and he won't meet my eyes now that he's noticed my ripped shirt. He has his arms raised with his hands intertwined behind his head walking on my right side with Liuer inbetween us and Bajie in front of us rambling on about different foods he hopes my village has for him to eat. I smirk softly smug that I made the great Dasheng embarrassed by showing only a little skin and a bit of cleavage. Though I'd rather it be on my own terms to show off this much of my body at once, I'm not displeased by his reaction.

(End of flashback.)

I'm smiling from the memory of our first meeting while laying my bedroll down near the fire at our camp for the night. We found an abandoned kingdom one of many since the troll and monster attacks started years ago, to set up camp in for the night.

We have been traveling for days on end only stopping to refill our water gourds, relieve ourselves, and to set up camp for the night. Then we eat, sleep, and repeat. So everyone is thoroughly exhausted besides Wukong of course. The mischievous monkey king seems to have a never endless supply of energy, along with an almost always present sour attitude.

He gets frustrated easily and likes to push people away rather than let them get close to him. He's tried to get rid of me countless times when I decided I was going to join him in his journey by constantly saying rude and snide remarks about me and quite literally ditching me in the forest several times but non of it phased me and I always found them again.

Recently I've been the only one able to get past the cold exterior of his, because if anyone ignores it and the rude comments he says they can see just how soft and caring he can be. Granted those moments are rare and far between it's still there, just masked so well most people can't see it and they'll choose to believe it never existed in the first place because of it.

"Oi what are you doing?" Wukong hisses baring his fangs a little and yanks my bedroll away from the fire and places it a good 6ft away from where it had been. "Hey what the hell!? I'm trying to set everything up so I can get some sleep soon I'm exhausted!" I snapped with a glare mad that he just messed up all my stuff. My blankets are all strewn about and my makeshift pillow fell off the roll when he dragged it away, so now it's laying in the dirt and dust that has accumulated on the abandoned kingdoms floor.

I stand up and snatch my pillow off the ground dusting it off and placing it back on my bed roll and then I make a move to, move it closer to the fire again because the stone floor is cold and there's a cold bite to the air tonight. But near the fire its warm and so are the stones which would make sleep tonight come much quicker and be much more pleasant. But before I can move it back Wukongs foot slams down onto the middle of my bedroll and refuses to budge despite my tugging.

I sigh heavily not in the mood to fight with him. This is one of those moments where outsiders would see Wukong as only a rude and crass man. But I know he's doing this for a reason, he isn't one to just be cruel to someone for the fun of it despite how he acts. I'm about to ask what that reason is when he sighs out while pinching the bridge of his nose.

"You move that back and I wont help you when your bed catches fire tonight from being so close!" When he finished speaking he pulled his foot off my bed and walked away. My eyes widen in suprise at what he says and I huff knowing he's right I was too close and with stone floors any embers will just blow across the floor right at my very flammable bedding rather than landing on the ground and staying there until they burn out like they normally would. Instead of moving it back like I want to I decide to leave it where its at.

I can still feel the heat of the fire after all so it isn't that big of a deal it'll just take a little while to heat up my bedroll to a comfortable temperature with the cold stones below me. I'm about to get under my blankets and get some rest before it's my turn to keep watch after Bajie in a few hours when a blanket is thrown and hits me in the back of the head.

I gasp and whip around angrily seeing Wukong quickly slipping under his own blankets on his bedroll acting like he didn't just throw one of his blankets at me and hit me in the head with it while doing so. "What the fuck was that for!?" I snarled lowly trying not wake Liuer and An An who have been asleep since we started to set up camp. "So you won't catch your ass on fire! Now go to sleep!" He hisses his voice a pitch or two higher than normal as if he's embarrassed. I look at his back that's turned towards me with surprise that he would give me one of his blankets so I wouldn't be cold.

I hold up the tan colored blanket in my hands, it's the thickest blanket he has. He was even bragging about it when he got it just a few weeks ago, very much so full of himself and smug that he got such a deal for it that it was basically free. I hug it close to my chest for a moment feeling a warmth spread throughout me with a small smile on my face because even though his aim wasn't the best and his remark on it wasn't the nicest he just gave me his favorite blanket. Actions speak louder than words after all.

I lay down with the thick heavy blanket on top of me smelling faintly like Wukong. I snuggle further into my bedroll curling the blankets around myself tighter yawning before finally feeling safe and warm enough to fall asleep. My rest was dreamless, but deep and undisturbed until I woke up in what felt like only minutes of being asleep but must have been hours because Bajie was lightly shaking my shoulder to wake me and let me know it's now my turn to get up and keep watch for the rest of the night.

I didn't know just how exhausted I really was until I was woken up looking at Bajie with blurry eyes and confusion written all over my face. My body felt hot and heavy and I had to struggle to sit up out of my makeshift bed grumpy because I was sleeping so hard and well. Since the trolls first attacked my village I haven't been able to slip into that deep of a sleep because every little thing or noise would wake me up.

I was so scared something would happen while I was asleep thinking I wouldn't be able to protect myself if I allowed myself to sleep soundly. So sleep was light and restless because of my stress and paranoia of sudden attacks from the trolls. So the fact that a deep sleep came so easily to me tonight is a pleasant surprise and I'm non to happy with having it interrupted. My body is screaming at me to lay back down and escape back into the peaceful bliss of sleep once more.

I watch with a confused pout as Bajie slumps down onto his pile of blankets he calls a bed. I sigh heavily and stretch knowing I have to get up and keep watch just in case something happens, knowing seeing the threat first and being able to prepare for it is much better than being taken by surprise. I stand up still feeling confused, wondering about what was different about tonight and how I slept so soundly that I didn't even here Bajie approach which would have been easy for even a deep sleeper to hear, because while Bajie has good intentions most of the time, being quite is not one of his strong suits or something he tries to be for that matter.

The only difference I can think of would be Wukongs blanket. I flush at the thought feeling like my skin is burning. There's no way I took that much comfort from such a simple thing as having someone else's blanket and scent wrapped around me while I slept. I shake my head at the thought and glance over at Wukongs bedroll to see that he's not there.

I whip around looking for him around the room were in to see if maybe Bajie woke him and he was getting more fire wood for the dwindling fire but he's still no where to be seen. I walk over and reach into my pack retrieving my coat to wear since its colder than it was earlier that evening. After I slip it and my shoes on I walk over grabbing some firewood and tossing it onto the fire before leaving to take over watch for the evening, and if I'm lucky find where Wukong escaped too in the middle of the night again this time.

I search the perimeter around the part of the kingdom that we're camping out in to make sure nothing is lurking about just beyond the shadows, and when I'm satisfied with my search I start walking down one of the overgrown pathes in the middle of kingdom. I look around in awe because everything looks so fairytale like in the moon light tonight. Anyone else would probably think it's creepy or fear what they can't see in the dark and the stillness of it all would send chills up most spines but not me, I know what lurks in the dark and I'm not afraid anymore.

If those monster where to snatch me up and eat me or just plain out kill me they would have done so long ago. So the quite, moon lit, tranquil setting of this abonded kingdom is calming to me. I smile softly sitting down on a large boulder in the middle of what used to be the plaza of the kingdom.

My quite and tranquil atmosphere didn't last long when the momentarily forgotten Monkey King decided to make his presence known when I'm suddenly grabbed from behind with a hand clasped over my mouth to keep me from screaming. I squirm and thrash around trying escape my captures hold. One arm of mine is free and swing it back to elbow my attacker right in the stomach there's a loud grunt and I'm released. I jump up and whip around seeing Wukong hunched over holding his stomach with an equally playful and angered look in his eyes. "What the hell was that for!?" I yell at him more than pissed about the little stunt he just pulled on me. I walk up and hit him in the chest repeatedly both wanting and not wanting to hurt him.

He just huffed out a laugh and caught my hands in his loosely, leaning in close to my face I pull my head back but his hold on me stays. "One that didn't really hurt, and two you need to pay more attention when your on watch! You we're so zoned out, that you didn't even hear or notice me sneak up on you until I grabbed you. You could have been killed and you need to fight harder than an elbow blow to the stomach because that won't phase a troll or any other monster that attacks you and I can't let anything happen to you! Do you understand that! If you died I might as well have never left that fucking cave and this whole thing would be pointless without you here by my side!"

He's in my face as he says all this with a slight growl rumbling his chest with his fangs poking out more than usual from his snarled look. I'm shocked from what he says, angry at him for scaring me, embarrassed that I was so easily taken off guard, frustrated with him for doing this now when I've been throwing hints his way for months, and touched all at once for how much he just admitted that he cares for me even though he has a magnificent way of showing it.

My eyes widen at his confession my face feels like it's on fire and my heart is hammering inside of my chest and my frustration wins over my other emotions and I look up at him staring him right in the eye with frustration and lust. He realizes what he said and how close he is to me and his eyes widen, his ears pin to the sides of his head, and he lets go of my hands and he's about to pull away when I snatch the collar of his shirt and yank his face back down towards mine and kiss him roughly.

I move closer to him pressing my soft body against his hard one. I'm about to pull away because his lips stayed still when he growls loudly while winding his arms around me tightly, pressing close, and kissing me back just as rough. His fangs digging into the sides of my mouth sharply but not painfully. I moan and he pulls back chuckling breathlessly while I gasp trying to catch my breath. We stay holding each other tightly with our foreheads pressed together when I feel bumps under his shirt and they move. I jump slightly in shock and before Wukong figures out what I'm doing I pull back and slip my hands under his shirt, lifting it up as fast as possible before he can react or protest. What I find is his tail wrapped tightly around his torso.

I look up at him with surprise I never saw his tail before so I just assumed he didn't have one or something happened to it. I reach my hand out to touch his tail when he grabs my hands softly. "Its really sensitive, thats why I hide it, it's a weak point for me in fights. Someone can grab my tail and yank it and I would be crippled by the pain." He mumbles softly not looking me in the eye obviously embarrassed. He lets go of my hands and lets his shirt drop back down to cover his torso but he unravels his tail from around himself and it sways softly behind him. I cup his soft furry cheek in my hand and he leans into my touch with a huff. I lean forward and peck him on the lips again.

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about Wukong. I honestly thought you didn't have a tail you do very well at hiding it and for good reason I don't think any less of you for it." I sigh out smiling softly up at him. He pouts and turns his head to the side but I notice his lips twitch up into a half smile and his shoulders slump down releasing the tension I didn't know he had, meaning he was worried about what I thought of him, because he was hiding his tail. "Didn't care if you did." He grumps out which obviously isn't true he secretly cares about my opinion more than he wants to admit and it makes me happy that my validation means so much to him. His arms wrap around my soft frame once more with a small tsk escaping him.

He kisses me softly almost unsurely until I bite his lip making him growl and press himself tighter to me while kissing me roughly. It didn't take long another nip or two at his bottom lip with his fangs pressed against the corners of my mouth and our tongues were battling for dominance. I was losing but not giving up easily. I move my left arm up and around his neck fisting the hair on the nape of his neck into my hand making him groan and in turn making me smirk and I'm letting him win for the moment his tongue exploring my mouth with vigor.

All while my right hand has been slowly snaking around his back and down his waist towards his tail. 'Sometimes in order to win the battle you have to play dirty.' I think when my hand finally wraps around his tail. He stops kissing me and jumps back with gasp looking at me with bewilderment. He's about to rip himself away from me when I start to softly rub his tail.

He lets out a shuttering moan that turns into a soft whimper and clasps his hand tightly around his mouth with wide eyes. I glance up at him with a surprised and sultry look and then glance back down at his tail in my hand. His hand drops from his mouth and joins his other in embracing me fully once more.

'Huh so it's "that" kind of sensitive as well.' I continue to rub softly as his hold on me tightens and his claw like nails start digging into the soft and supple flesh of my back. His fangs worrying his bottom lip and his face is contorted into pleasured frown. Despit his efforts to not make anymore noise he's rumbling softly from his chest like a deep purr. I grasp his tail a little more firmly and wrap my other hand around his hip grabbing his tail with both hands and giving it gentle squeezes and rubbing a bigger portion of it now.

He gasps and moans his hips snapping forwards towards mine impulsively and I didn't have time react I only got to hear his snarl before suddenly the wind was knocked out of me and I'm on my back on the cold stone floor of the kingdoms plaza with Wukong above me holding my hands above my head. I catch my breath and I'm about to question him when I look up into his eyes and his pupils are blown so wide I can hardly see his iris's in the moonlight and his breathing is ragged with his fangs bared in a snarl as he continues to growl lowly, he looks absolutely feral.

My breath comes out in soft desperate pants when he kisses me suddenly. Forcefully shoving his tongue inside my mouth. I moan and feel him shift just now realizing he was between my legs and decided since I already poked the bear I might as well push him over the edge completely. All it took was a raise of my hips allowing him to grind against me for him to loose control.

@rubysdeathspeak

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Bucky x Insecure/Self Conscious Wife Reader.

Requested.

One Shot.

Warnings- Bucky may be O.C., Language, and slight slight NSFW blink and it's gone.

Sorry it isn't exactly what you requested and that it took so long but here you go hope you like it!!!

(I don't own these pictures.)

Tonight is my 1st anniversary of being married to Bucky Barnes. I managed to get out of work early today so I could pick up a new red with black lace baby doll with a matching bra and pantie set to hopefully boost my confidence up a little for tonight. I made sure that it wasn't to form fitting so that it didn't accent the new rolls, stretch marks, and bigger belly pooch I've seemed to gain since I've been eating so much fast food and junk food because of how busy I've been, and Bucky has been even busier than I am. Neither of us have had any time to sit down and eat a proper home cooked meal in forever. Let alone spend much time together.

That's the real reason why I wanted off early today so I could cook us a nice homemade meal something not sopping in grease or out of a package and I know Bucky is still uncomfortable out in public. Plus this is supposed to be our special night to spend some time together finally in what feels like forever there's no need to go out and be uncomfortable when we could have a nice night in, relax, and enjoy ourselves.

Hell I've probably seen him only a few times this week which didn't last more than 10 minutes at a time because one of us would have to rush off to our jobs or we are so exhausted from work that we just shower and go straight to bed.

That's why I gave my boss a 2 week notice that I needed to be let off early today and have a week off for vacation. I asked Bucky to do the same if he could but he didn't seem to concerned about it which hurt because this is our first anniversary but maybe he just forgot that it's this week he probably has a reminder set or something already planned.

It doesn't stop a little voice in my head saying 'He wasn't concerned because he doesn't care. He has nothing planned. He's tired of you already. Why would he want someone as big as you?' I squeeze my eyes shut and shake my head knowing that it isn't true. Bucky loves me and I love him. Though as the hours tick by and it's already 9 p.m. and he still isn't home yet, so that voice continues to whisper more and more hurtful things. So much so, that I'm losing confidence in what it says isn't true.

I double check my outfit it's a knee high black keyhole dress to show off some of my cleavage without revealing the new baby doll and undergarment set I have on underneath. I smooth my hands down my dress with nerves from waiting so long for Bucky to come home. I text him when I was preparing dinner and he said he would be home in an hour or two.

That was three hours ago so instead of focusing and fussing on why he's late I double check the table I set earlier with a navy blue table cloth, clear vase with red roses in it, and two silver candle holders with white candles in them waiting to be lit so we can have a nice dinner by candle light. I smooth out the table cloth and mess with the positions of the roses out of nerves. I pace a little worrying my bottom lip while doing so and I'm glad I went with a lip stain rather than lip stick or I would have it all over my teeth by now. I glance at the stove, the dinner I made had been placed in the oven on low so it will stay warm until he gets home since he still wasn't here by the time I finished cooking it.

I sigh losing hope that he would be home anytime soon when the clock read 10 p.m. already and he hasn't text me to let me know he's running late. So I let my hair out of the up do I had it in and sit down at the table.

I'm about to take off my heels because all the pacing I did is making my feet feel like they were going to fall off when a disgruntled and ashamed looking Bucky rushed through the front door slamming it behind him with a box of chocolates in one hand and a bouquet of flowers in the other. I jump and put my leg back down on the floor and I'm about to stand up when Bucky rushes to me saying "I'm so sorry baby girl I completely forgot." my heart lurches at that, and before I can stand up all the way he sets the gifts on the table and kisses me.

Hard. Weaving his arm around my waist while his other hand starts running through my hair. He turns leaning me against the table his body flushed with mine as I wrap my arms around his neck and tug on his hair. We break apart a few moments after with him holding me in a dipped position.

My face is burning and I'm left gasping the momentary hurt forgotten. I look up at him a bit shocked as I bring my arms down and push on him gently. He stands us back up, his arms still around me and my hands on his shoulders. "You look fucking gorgeous doll!" He says breathlessly looking me up and down.

I turn my head to the side with a small embarrassed smile on my face and his hand comes up and turns my gaze back towards his. "I mean it! Your beautiful and I love you so much doll!" His hold on me tightens and he moves so he's even closer to me like he's trying to make sure that there's absolutely no space between us.

"I know we haven't seen each other much and haven't been spending much time together but I'm going to make it up to you, I swear! I told Fury I need the week off so we can spend some much needed time together, and I'm so sorry sweetheart it's our first anniversary and I already messed it up. Steve is the one who told me it was our anniversary when he saw I was still at the tower planning for an upcoming mission. I just got caught up in it all." He says with sigh leaning his forehead on mine. He pecks my lips and give me an apologetic smile. "I rushed home but not before getting your favorite chocolates and flowers as an apology!" He says scratching the back of his neck a clear sign that he's embarrassed for forgetting our anniversary. I pull back from his embrace and look up at him holding his hands.

"You haven't messed it up, your here now that's all that matters and I love you too. Also as good as that chocolate sounds it'll have to wait and be our dessert because I made us dinner." I say bouncing a little, excited to show off the dinner I made. "I can smell it and I'm starving! Thank you for cooking for me baby girl, I swear I don't know what I ever did to deserve you. Hell I still think I don't deserve you most days. You've helped me so much to become a better man, like I used to be before all of this." He gestures to his metal arm.

"You've helped, no loved me through it all. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I can never thank you enough Y/n. I'm sorry I've been so busy and that's no excuse, it wasn't fair of me and I should have been making more time for you, to love you, and appreciate everything you do for me and that starts tonight after dinner. I'm going to make it up to you. Because there's something I want for dessert and it isn't that chocolate." He says giving me a predatory gaze making my heart beat rapidly in my chest.

My mouth goes dry and there's a lump in my throat. My face is burning and I try to subtly squeeze my thighs shut but the smirk he gives me as I move to place the flowers into the vase with the roses let's me know that he saw. Once I finished I grab the chocolates and then walk quickly into the kitchen and set them onto the counter for later, then I put my oven mitts on, just in case the plates got hot and take dinner out of the oven.

I turn around and use my foot to close the ovens door, the whole time his gaze never wandered from me. Not even when I walked over and set the plates down. "Fuck doll you made my favorite!" He groans out looking at me like he just won the lottery before sitting down. I light the candles and quickly sit down as well with a happy smile on my face.

I think we both ate much more quickly than anticipated from it being so late, and the fact that I don't think either of us can recall the last time we had an actual home cooked meal. I lean back in my chair with a happy sigh and place a hand on my over stuffed belly. Before any negative thoughts can pop up about how big or plush my belly has gotten, Bucky suddenly stands up and picks up both of our plates to go put them in the sink. He leans down towards me pecking my check and says "I'll be right back." I smile at him and he smirks in return. My nerves and insecurities are coming back full force but it's now or never as I head to our bedroom and strip out of my dress. I only get a moment to look at myself in the mirror before Bucky is in the doorway staring me down like I'm a feast laid out for a starving man. My face is burning again and I gulp nervously we haven't done anything like this in a long time, our schedules haven't allowed for it. We've been too tired or had to rush off to work.

"I love you so much." He says in a breathy moan with a dreamy look on his face, looking right into my eyes with such an intensity of both love and lust that I can't help the warm feeling spreading through my chest or how I get teary eyed and upset for doubting him or his love for me in the first place. I've been letting my insecurities get the better of me lately.

When he married me I was already a bit on the heavier side, so I should have known better that a few extra pounds or rolls wouldn't phase Bucky or even make him bat an eye on how he see's or feels about me. He proved just how much he loves me and just how beautiful he thinks my body is for the rest of the night.

@whyamihere-bro

Can I request something for Bucky where reader and him have been married for a couple years and because of both of them being extremely busy they never get to spend any intimate or romantic time together and readers insecurities make her think that he isn’t attracted to her anymore because she gained weight. You don’t have to if you don’t want to cause I know some writers need inspiration to write. But I’ve read some of your stuff and it’s sooo good! Anyway thank you for reading this!

Of course you can and I love Bucky he's one of my favorites actually and thank you for reading my work and for understanding!!! I have been in a bit of a slump lately but I've been trying to post and be active though I lost some motivation to be when I finished the second part of my Orc fic and when I saved it to my drafts it never saved so instead of having a repeat of that again I have to write the entire fic out, edit, and post it all at once because it continues to happen so when I have enough free time in the next day or so to grind away and write it I'll get right on it!!!

THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. It may save a life, It may save your life.)

An Article from Neena Susan Thomas

“Through a rapist’s eyes. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interview…ed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:

1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.

3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.

5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.

6] Number three is public restrooms.

7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.

8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.

9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.

10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.

POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:

1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.

2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.

4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner thigh – HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.

6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.

FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:

a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .

b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.

c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.

If u have compassion reblog this post. ‘Helping hands are better than Praying Lips’ – give us your helping hand.

REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOW AT LEAST PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.

THIS COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.”

Tony Stark x Chubby Self Conscious reader.

One Shot.

Requested.

Warnings- Slight Language, Slight NSFW so slight if you blink you'll miss it, Tony Stark might be more OC than some may like, insecurities, and light bullying.

(Also I don't own any of these pictures I just made the collages.)

Tony decided today instead of staying in the tower and relaxing, maybe having a movie marathon or something that we should go shopping to get me some more clothes since I keep telling him that I only have a few outfits to wear that are comfortable when he asks why I'm wearing the same outfits again and again.

The outfits are mostly my old sweats and sweatshirts along with a couple of baggy dress shirts and dress pants that I feel comfortable lounging around the tower or going out in, because they cover me completely and hide my plushness from the prying and judging eyes of other people.

I've been wearing the same outfits on rotation for the past month or two instead of wearing the new dresses or skirts I said I loved and fit good when he bought them for me, even when they were a bit snugger and showed more skin than I'd like them to. But at the time they seemed like a great idea to get because while they were a bit snug, they were beautiful, soft, and lovely material that highlighted my figure and bust. But lately I haven't been as confident as I was when I first got those outfits and wore them around and out and about.

But now looking at myself in these dresses, skirts, and tight shirts they just show to much of me and dont look right on my body anymore, they show too many of my rolls and plushness. "You need more than a measly few outfits to wear love and you know it. If those clothes we bought didn't fit comfortably you should have just said something and we could have gotten a different style or size for you that would have been more comfortable."

He says with a sigh not budging about going shopping and seemingly pouting that I didn't tell him about the clothes not fitting comfortably until now especially since some of the ones I'm refusing to wear are his personal favorites. "I don't think they have any bigger sizes." I muttered. "Hmm what was that?" "Nothing give me a minute to get ready and we can go." I said heading to our shared bedroom to put some light makeup on, tame my hair, and change out of my sweats.

Once I'm finished I walk out and over hear Tony talking to someone so I stay behind the corner to eavesdrop. "Yeah Y/n and I are planning on going on a quick shopping spree but I'll see if she wants to go to afterwards and meet up with everyone and maybe I can talk her into getting a new bikini while we're out to wear to the beach."

"Okay we'll see you there but don't try to trick her into wearing anything she isn't comfortable with Tony." I think that was Steve he was talking to and said "we'll" see you there so is the whole team going to be there? If it's just us that could be fun but last time the "private" beach we went to was anything but. Luckily I had my one piece on and could cover up with my towel. Tony takes any opportunity and turns it into a party. "Me!?! Trick her! Never!" He said sounding appalled making me giggle and reveal my hiding spot.

Knowing very well that he's always up to something and trying to get me to do all kinds of crazy things from experiments in the lab, to getting me drunk from the expensive alcohols that he loves but I can't really stand the taste of. Knowing I was busted I walked around the corner and kissed Tony on the cheek from behind. "Oh there you are Y/n! Are you ready to go sweetheart?" He asks smirking at me with playful look for catching my eavesdropping. "Yeah I'm ready."

(Small timeskip to the shopping center.)

"Oooh I like this one!" Tony says swinging around showing me a nearly see threw black button up shirt with a plunging neckline. "Tony that's basically see threw I can't wear that!" I said embarrassed cheeks heating up at the thought of anybody seeing me in something like that. "Yes you can, if you only wear it for me!" He says with a cheeky grin. I sigh and continue look it through the rack of clothes in front of me.

Most if not all of these clothes are way to small for me. I sigh and continue down the isle looking for cute but comfy clothes that won't hug my body. Which is proving to be more and more difficult with nothing being in my size, and with Tony only picking out provocative clothing. I'm feeling more discouraged and upset by the minute deciding to give up on finding anything today I turn to tell Tony let's just go to the bathing suit store to pick out a new bathing suit for the "not a party at the beach" he managed to convince me into going to.

Until I see Tony with an armful of clothes that upon further investigation are a bunch of outfits I wanted to get but were way to small for me to wear there must be 20 something outfits in his arms while he's talking to the sales associate. "Hi, yes I need all of these 3-4 sizes bigger." He says dumping the clothes into her arms. Looking closer it looks like he got the biggest ones of each outfit which would only need to be 2-3 sizes bigger to fit me well. "I'm sorry sir but these are as big as we carry and besides these would just be a waste on someone like her if that's who their meant for. I mean no offense but they wouldn't even fit like they were made to on someone of her size." She spat sounding irritated and disgusted not apologetic by any means.

"The way they fit, or look, are up to her to decide. Not you or anyone else and say something like that again and I'll have your job by the end of the hour. So again I would like all of these 3-4 sizes bigger so they are comfortable for my girl over there." He motions to me with his head looking as pissed off as he sounds, and the way he said 'my girl' was very possessive. My eyes widen and my face heats up from embarrassment from what she said and the confrontation in general but I'm touched and happy with how he's defending me.

"And if you don't have any bigger sizes then custom tailor it to fit. If you need her measurements I'll send them to you. Here's my card and I expect to be contacted by the end of the day with all of these resized and ready for pickup." The women looks deathly pale after taking and reading the card realising she just offended Tony Stark. Knowing that his threat to her job moments ago was in fact real and emanate if she didn't comply. Seeing her so petrified makes a part of me smug knowing next time she'll think before she speaks at least.

"Yes! Right away, I'm so sorry sir they will be ready by the end of the day! You can pay for them then. I'll be right back." She squeaks out and runs off with the clothes with her head down and tail tucked between her legs hopefully feeling as embarassed and upset as am from her comments. I wrap my arms around my self with head down now that she's gone I feel tears pricking the edges of my eyes hearing her say that just proved what I've been thinking about myself is true that I'm so big that it's repulsive to be this size, hell I can't even fit into a single thing in this entire store without it being tailored to fit, that should say something.

"Hey don't listen to her sweetheart she's just jealous I'm with you and not her. Everything she said was just a spiteful lie trying to get under your skin." He says lifting my head up and wiping under my eyes where a few silent tears slipped past without me knowing. He kisses me softly and hugs me tucking me under his chin while his hands rub up and down my back. I snuggle closer with my eyes closed holding him tight. "C'mon Y/n let's go pick out that swim suit!" He says sounding excited and let's go of me grabbing my hand and dragging me out of the store and down to the next trying to get my mind off of the rude sales associate.

(Another small time skip where we just arrived at the beach.)

"Hey you guys made it!" Steve runs up in just his swim trunks, hair wet, and sand sticking to him like someone pushed him down onto the sandy shore of the beach just moments before. "Yeah we're just gonna go set up our stuff then we'll join you guys in the water." Tony replies with his arm wrapped around me. Steve smiles and nods then runs off down the beach. I'm not sure about getting into the water looking around there's a lot of strangers here all swarming the infamous Avengers wanting to get pictures with them or of them.

The beach isn't packed but it defiantly isn't as dead as it should be if just the team was here, and I don't want a rerun of what happened earlier especially now that Tony talked me into a bikini after all. Though I picked it out and hid it from his view until I changed into it. When I put it on and it actually fit really well supporting me and being snug but not tight when I wasn't expecting it to fit at all with just how small it looked, I couldn't just put it back and pick out a different one. (It's the bikini in the pic above.)

But thinking about it now I should have picked a much less revealing bikini, but I knew Tony would appreciate the colors if you know what I mean. So I put it on in the changing room and put my clothes back on over it, only taking the price tags up to the cashier so I could pay for it and said I wouldn't let him see it until we got here because I was worried I would loose my nerve and pick out another one piece bathing suit after all. Plus I knew that if I let him see me in it that we would never make it to the beach and would more than likely be banned from the store. So he's been rushing to get here and to get me out of my dress shirt and knee high shorts since I checked out at the store. "Hurry Y/n I can't wait to get into the water!" Tony yells twenty or so feet away and winks at me suggestively, dropping our things onto the sand not bothering to actually set anything up.

"Don't lie Stark you only want to see her in her new bikini! You don't really care about getting in the water!" Natasha yells back at him from a ways down the beach playing volleyball with Wanda and few other people I don't recognize against the boys. Both of them wearing their own bikinis. 'That's probably how Steve got covered in sand.' "How did you know about that?" He yelled back pouting harder than he would willingly admit, because she's seen me in my new bikini but he hasn't been aloud to. Natasha stopped playing and said something to a couple of the people I didn't recognize that were on her team and walked up with Wanda right behind her.

"Oh don't get your panties in a twist Stark she sent me and Wanda a few photos wanting some feed back before deciding which swim suit to get." She grumped at him. "But trust me you'll like what she picked out." Wanda said with a knowing smirk. My face heats up when his gaze locks with mine. "Oh I never doubted that I wouldn't like it. Now come on let's get into the water that's the whole point of going to the beach." He said pulling on my hand. "Fine but I have to take these clothes off and I'm not comfortable just stripping on the beach and you have get changed to."

I say holding my towel close to me nervous about showing so much of myself in front of everyone, especially in front of strangers. Tony not needing me to tell him twice took off to the changing rooms with his swim trunks yelling for me join him. "No way or I won't get to swim today! I'll change and be out in a few." I say while walking towards an empty room. I strip out of my clothes and look at myself in the full length mirror they had in the changing room. Feeling insecure and like this was a very bad idea all of a sudden.

Seeing all of my rolls and stretch marks in plain sight is making me feel ugly and disgusted with my self. I'm about to say hell with it all and put my clothes back on and say I'm feeling sick and that I want to go home even though Tony will know its a lie and will be worried about me, I can't handle this, I'm not ready, this is to much. That's when Tony's voice comes through the door. "Almost done in their my beautiful girl? You aren't going to keep me waiting all day are you? I could just come in there and get you if you'd prefer?" He purrs out but sounds worried.

I hurriedly wrap my towel around myself and unlock the door but I don't make a move to come out. "I'm not sure I can do this Tony. This is a bad idea I wanna go home." I'm hugging myself again degrading and upsetting thoughts are rushing through my head making me so overwhelmed that I don't notice Tony's in the changing room with me until he wraps his arms around me from behind making me jump. "Where's all of this coming from? Is it because of what that lady said earlier because she's wrong, so so wrong baby girl your beautiful in everyway!" I cringe trying not to cry knowing what he's saying is true but I can't help but let what she said and what I've been thinking lately get to me anyways.

I whimper and turn around in his arms letting him hold me again. "I'm sorry I don't know what's going on I've been more and more insecure lately for no real reason. That's why I don't wear those clothes you bought me anymore, they fit but they show to much of everything I hate and I wanted to cover up by wearing my old baggy clothes." I pull back looking up at him. Tony's silent for a moment looking at me with a thoughtful expression. "Well we'll just have to fix that now won't we?" He smiles softly grabbing my hand and leaning towards the door.

"Tony no I really don't want to go out there not like this at least." I say pulling back and looking down. "Like what? Your all covered up by your towel. I cant even see that little swim suit you bought earlier that I've been dying to see since we left the store. I love every single part of your body but if you don't want to go out there we don't have to. We can go home or stay right here in this changing room. Hell I bet if I text Capsicle he'll bring us something eat and drink then we can stay in here all day." I giggled at that imagining a confused and flustered Steve coming to the changing room bringing food and water.

"There's my girl." Tony coo's running his hands up my sides trying to tickle me. "Hey hey, No, Tony, Dont you dare!" I squeaked out jumping back hitting the wall of the changing room realizing I'm trapped my eyes widen and I'm about to yell at him again when he launches at me tickling me and I don't feel my towel falling while trying to squirm away laughing until I feel Tony's bare hands on my hips and he stops tickling me. I look up worried about the sudden stop in his "attack" and his silence until I see the desire in his eyes.

"As much as I absolutely love this." He leans close to my ear his grip tightening on my hips. "I'd love even more to see it off and on the floor." He kissed my neck once he finished. Making me gasp as heat floods my cheeks. He mumbles into my neck. "How about I show you just how beautiful you really are." Pressing his body up against mine nipping the sweet spot on my neck.

Let's just say I never got to go swimming in my new swim suit and Steve got more than just an eyeful when he came to check on us because we forgot to lock the door.

@lilacprincessofrecovery

🛑PLAGIARISM ALERT... AGAIN🛑

I don’t know if this has already been brought to people’s attention, but in case it hasn’t here it is:

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Qzamaxoxo

Ya’ll I can’t believe we’re having to do this AGAIN, but unless we give you permission to take our work and post it someplace else DON’T DO IT! YES, THIS IS PLAGIARISM! I don’t care if you want it all in one place, easy to find, or whatever. It’s not okay and we do NOT appreciate it. It doesn’t matter if you give us credit or not. When you do that, it takes readers/ followers away from our personal sites and takes away those potential followers that enjoy the work WE wrote. Not to mention the feedback we’re missing because they’re not commenting on our posts! It’s not even slightly okay for you to do this!! 

I’m going to list all the people that have been taken, if you have given this person permission then you can ignore this, but going through the list a few of you are my mutuals and I KNOW you didn’t give them permission. (Yeah I am listing EVERYONE so they know. Because this is ridiculous. STOP DOING THIS)

@sargentjamesbarnes / @delicatecy / @persephone-is-here-omg (girl you got a bunch of your stories on here) / @smileystark / @pinejayy / @welldontbeca / @mercwithamouth-2 / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69 / @caroldantops / @lokissceptres (you have a few too) / @gagmebucky / @howardpotts / @redgillan / @pinkblushed-doll / @maladaptive-ninja-returns / @brraahbrrahcharacterimagines / @shield-agent78 / @bohemian-blaphomy / @the-inconsistent-writer-fangirl / @maybabymarie3 / @lokisblacksuitshoot / @nev3rfound / @namjoon-koya (you have a few) / @winters-barnes / @archieimagines / @buckitup-3000 / @canumoveurseatup-no / @kneel-begyourpardon / @carol-damn-vers / @demon-soldier / @writemarvelousthings / @placid-parker / @hey-kids-want-some-avengers / @thegetawaywriter / @chuafterdark / @marvelsangel / @lucky-bucky-boy / @yomi-lomii / @starksthunder / @bitchassbucky / @harringtons-imagines / @imaginesofeveryfandom / @wadedickpool / @diablvna / @daddyloki / @young-and-bitchy / @myattemptatfanfic / @galaxy-siren / @headcanoning247 / @fan-fantasies / @hotoffthepressfics / @4fandomsinonebrain / @marvel-smut / @saltybaltic / @moonlightchalamet / @silverink-goldenlies / @spidizzlemizzle / @marvelfic / @parkers-fidelity / @tonydadisbestdad / @stark-atthedisco / @asadmarveltrashbag / @sadchappuccino / @yurio-no-himitsu / @imagineyourinmarvel / @sherlyspride / @peter-parkers-ashes / @rosesmultiwriting / @rachel-ruby-rose ( @jbbuckybarnes ) / @marvelgiggles / @propertyofpoeandbucky / @welldonebeca 

Please let anyone know who I couldn’t tag for some reason. This is just… UGH!