Just Had My Nth Conversation With Someone About Mask-wearing Today - Yet Another Well-intentioned Moron

THROUGH A RAPIST’S EYES” (PLS TAKE TIME TO READ THIS. It may save a life, It may save your life.)

An Article from Neena Susan Thomas

“Through a rapist’s eyes. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interview…ed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:

1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid, or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who’s clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.

3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is grocery store parking lots.

5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.

6] Number three is public restrooms.

7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.

8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.

9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.

10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.

POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:

1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk: can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.

2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.

4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner thigh – HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.

6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.

FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL ….

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you…. chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON’T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:

a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE RIDING A TAXI CAB) .

b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.

c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked “for help” into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it’s better safe than sorry.

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REBLOG THIS AND LET EVERY GIRL KNOW AT LEAST PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. So please reblog this….Your one reblog can Help to spread this information.

THIS COULD ACTUALLY SAVE A LIFE.”

Ways For Your Characters to Realize They’re In Love

Marathoning favorite shows/movies of their partner even though they don’t really like it

Watching their partner study for an exam

Seeing their partner sorting candy by color

Hearing the way their partner talks to kids

Looking into their eyes and really looking at their eye color

Noticing small details about them (physically)

When they remember details about their partner

Going on a road trip with their partner and having a good time singing and talking for hours with minimal awkwardness

Seeing how their partner treats another human being/animal

The way their partner looks when they fall asleep/wake up 

Seeing their partner make them a meal

Smelling their cologne/perfume in a crowd

Hearing their laugh

Having their partner reach for them without looking because they know they’re there.

Giving their partner a nickname/having their partner give them a nickname

Hearing a song that reminds them of their partner

Standing up for their partner/Protecting them

Catching their eye when they’re in a crowd

When they’re crying

When they pick them up/get picked up by them from work, school, etc.

Seeing how much confidence they have when they talk about something they love

Masterlist

One shots

(Marvel One shots)

Bucky x Insecure/Self Conscious Wife Reader.

Tony Stark x Chubby Self Conscious Reader.

(Miscellaneous One Shots)

Monkey King Wukong Sun x Confident Reader.

Multi-part Fics

(OC Multi-part Fics)

Orc OC Lance x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

Mothmen OC's x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

(Part 2/?)

Selkie OC Dave x Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

(Part 2/?)

(Fandom Multi-part Fics)

Fili x Bashful Chubby Reader.

(Part 1/?)

Do you have a master list and if not could you make one???

Yes I do! I just posted it, I had to login onto my computer to finish it my phone is glitching and not wanting to copy my links! Thank you for asking!

(Here it is!)

Can I request something for Bucky where reader and him have been married for a couple years and because of both of them being extremely busy they never get to spend any intimate or romantic time together and readers insecurities make her think that he isn’t attracted to her anymore because she gained weight. You don’t have to if you don’t want to cause I know some writers need inspiration to write. But I’ve read some of your stuff and it’s sooo good! Anyway thank you for reading this!

Of course you can and I love Bucky he's one of my favorites actually and thank you for reading my work and for understanding!!! I have been in a bit of a slump lately but I've been trying to post and be active though I lost some motivation to be when I finished the second part of my Orc fic and when I saved it to my drafts it never saved so instead of having a repeat of that again I have to write the entire fic out, edit, and post it all at once because it continues to happen so when I have enough free time in the next day or so to grind away and write it I'll get right on it!!!

A Writing Cheat Sheet: for linking actions with emotions. 

As always, click for HD.

I just discovered your mothman fic and I fell in love with. Will there be more to it?

I'm so glad you loved it! I've been really busy lately but I'm planning on writing the Second Parts soon for both my Mothmen and my Orc fic very soon!!!

Words to describe facial expressions

Absent: preoccupied 

Agonized: as if in pain or tormented

Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire

Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest

Beatific: blissful

Black: angry or sad, or hostile

Bleak: hopeless

Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern

Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent

Brooding: anxious and gloomy

Bug eyed: frightened or surprised

Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed

Cheeky: cocky, insolent

Cheerless: sad

Choleric: hot-tempered, irate

Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings

Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor

Despondent: depressed or discouraged

Doleful: sad or afflicted

Dour: stern or obstinate

Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing

Ecstatic: delighted or entranced

Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible

Fixed: concentrated or immobile

Gazing: staring intently

Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive

Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion

Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic

Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness

Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty

Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism

Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant

Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit

Jeering: insulting or mocking

Languid: lazy or weak

Leering: see meaningful; also, sexually suggestive

Mild: easygoing

Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful

Pained: affected with discomfort or pain

Peering: with curiosity or suspicion

Peeved: annoyed

Pleading: seeking apology or assistance

Quizzical: questioning or confused

Radiant: bright, happy

Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident

Sardonic: mocking

Sour: unpleasant

Sullen: resentful

Vacant: blank or stupid looking

Wan: pale, sickly

Wary: cautious or cunning

Wide eyed: frightened or surprised

Withering: devastating

Wrathful: indignant or vengeful

Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling

Moth Men x Chubby Reader. (Part 2/?)

Warnings- Language and that about it.

I'm sorry for the long wait but here you guys go and I hope you like it!!!

(Full descriptions of both mothmens appearances and personalities in Part 1.)

Hank Meyer.

Mason Lynch.

We walked out of the elevator and the first thing that hit me was the sweet smell of flowers and wet earth. Looking around the hallway on this floor was decorated similarly to the lobby downstairs but with more natural accents than the bold black furniture downstairs with white and gold walls and a grand chandelier.

No the hallway walls are a soft cream color with earthy accents and the lights are a softer yellow than the sterile white light of lobby chandelier and along the bottom of the hallways near the walls is soil while the rest of the hallway is a light sandy color while the in floor planters along the hallway has live plants of all different sorts planted or decorated the space some even climbed the walls giving it a calming but wild look to it.

I must be smelling the flowers that are planted and the plants must have just been watered causing the just rained smell along with freshly bloomed flower smell to be wafting around the entire hallway. I'm so caught up taking it all in that I don't even notice the elevator closing behind us or the soft smile Mason is giving me while watching me stare in wonder and amazement at the sight in front of me.

Only a soft tap on my shoulder jolts me out of my staring making me jump. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you I was just-" Mason looked incredibly nervous about my reaction even went as far as to hold his arms up in surrender but before he could finish I cut him off while feeling my face burning up. "Its alright and your fine I just wasn't expecting it is all and yeah sorry we should get going I didn't mean to space off like that." I say while stuffing my hands in my pockets not looking directly at Mason embarrassed about spacing out over plants being in a hallway just because it's such a drastic difference from my shit hole hallway to my apartment where I'm lucky not to get jumped walking down compared to walking past flowers and vines being the only thing waiting about the hallways.

"It's quiet alright I'm actually glad you were enjoying them so much I wouldve been hurt if you hadnt been taken by them because I work very hard on keeping them all happy and healthy so that they can brighten ones day. It took forever to get clearance to plant them here not to mention making in ground plots for them in the complexes hallway." He said softly with proud smile and excitement shining in his eyes I can tell he's very passionate about his flowers and plants.

This hallway is his personal garden so this is his pride and joy and it shows with how vibrant, healthy, and beautiful the plants are. "There beautiful and smell wonderful I'm glad you were allowed to plant them here it's the perfect touch to this pristine and perfect building to bring a little bit of the outside inside just makes it seem like something out of a fairytale compared to my normal living conditions but let's not talk about that we need to get going I think I've wasted at least 10 minutes of your time just taking in the view of the hallway we haven't even gotten to your apartment yet."

"I don't know about wasted my time, but yes your right let's get going it's apartment 603 right up here on the right follow me please." Mason smiles softly and walks ahead of me and stops two doors away from the elevator and enters a passcode and opens the door I'm waiting a few feet away when he enters the apartment and he turns around once he noticed I wasn't following him like I should have been.

"Is everything alright? Have you changed your mind? I'm sorry if this is to much for you." He gestures towards himself with all four of his arms. "I completely understand if you want to leave, but thank you for your time anyways." Mason says softly his head dropping, antennas folding back towards his head, his brow furrowed in concern, and his lower set of hands start twiddling together.

I'm shocked he would think that he commented on his appearance earlier but I didn't think he was that concerned about himself because he truly is gorgeous and looks so soft to the touch. But I'll admit I am afriad it's not because of what he is but because he's already admitted that there's not just him but another male now inside the apartment that I'm about to go into alone with and while I can defend myself just fine I don't think I can take on two guys with four arms at once and win so yeah I'm scared. As lovely as Mason has been so far doesn't mean he's not a wolf in sheep's clothing.

"No it's not because of that it's just.." I looked down hugging myself feeling more than a little anxious now but I grit my teeth and avoid meeting Masons eyes. "I just don't trust guys easily because I've been attacked, groped, and manhandled more than a few times I'm lucky to have escaped from those fucks when I did and I don't want to think about what would have happened if I hadn't been able to get away. So yeah I'm fucking nervous about going into an apartment building with two guys who outnumber me in limbs and strength but I really don't have a choice and you've been nothing but kind so far so don't get me wrong this isn't anything to do with you its just about-" Mason cuts me off by finishing my sentence. "What I could do to you." His voice is soft and eyes gentle.

"Y/n if you really need this apartment as bad as you keep saying you do why don't you just stay free of charge for your first month just to see if you can handle living with us because I can't take your money if you decide that we are to much for you and you end up needing to leave before the end of the month." His eyes widen even more if possible and he waves his arms around a bit in a panic before he face palms and sighs. "I probably just made you even more uncomfortable than you already are. I promise I'm not doing this so that you'll owe me anything I'll even write you up a contract stating so if need be. I swear to the Gods that's not what I meant by that." His antennas are dancing all around and his wings are vibrating softly behind him while his stance is mirroring mine with his lower arms wrapped around himself and his upper hands settle behind his neck while he peeks at me from under those twitching antennas of his.

He looks so fucking cute all nervous and I know if he could his face would be so bright with a red blush right now and I can't help but feel myself relax whith a small smile on my face. I shake my head and loosen the grip I had on my torso. "You didn't make me more uncomfortable actually the opposite and I know you didn't mean anything malicious by your offer, your just being kind but I can't take advantage of you like that. But thank you for the offer I really appreciate it and I already feel you aren't charging me enough as it is so there's no way I could stay here for free I would feel terrible."

It's only when I look back up from my arms that I notice just how close I got to Mason after I started talking I must have walked towards him subconsciously. I'm less than a foot away from him so now where both standing in the doorway of his apartment and I look in to see a softly lit living room with a earthy brown sectional facing towards us with a thick dark wood coffee table in front of it with a vase of all different colored flowers in the center and the T.V. remote and mug of what looks like tea sitting on the right side of it.

Behind the couch is a doorway which seems to be the kitchen but I'm interrupted from my staring once more by Mason coughing softly to regain my attention. "Would you like to go in? Maybe sit down have a cup of tea or maybe see your room but if your not ready yet that's fine too!" He said quickly trying hard not to upset me which makes me happy. He genuinely cares about my feelings and he's trying not to pressure me into anything that's a first in a long time, especially from a guy. I don't know why I'm so nervous suddenly he's so sweet I don't think he would even hurt a fly.

"Yeah actually that sounds nice I'd like to see my room first if you don't mind and then I'll take that cup of tea while we talk over formalities and paperwork afterwards." I say rubbing the back of my neck with a small blush on my face from standing so close to him. "Of course right this way and you can leave the door open if it'll make you feel more comfortable." He chirps out walking in front of me and the coffee table on the wall facing the door is a flat screen T.V. that is currently turned off which is why the couch was facing towards the door which I closed softly behind me.

It didn't take long to get to my room and Mason opens the door then he turns on the light while continuing to walk forward into the room and past my bed that has a tan wood frame and headboard with a white and green leaf comforter on it, on both sides of the bed are beige nightstands and white lamps. Mason opens the closet which has a small three drawer beige dresser inside on the back wall while the two sides are the hanging racks for clothes.

"Here's your closet I hope its to your liking." He's walking around looking pleased he must have designed this rooms decor as well then he walks away from the closet and back around the bed to go and opens the bathroom door as well. "So this is your full bathroom the tub should be able to fit you just fine it was installed to fit me or my roommate in mind but this bed is yours to use as well as the dressers and T.V. if their not to your liking or you would rather have your own furniture in here instead I can move the furniture in here now to the storage unit this building assigned to us that we've never used so you may put your furniture or belongings in there if you need to." He said sitting on my bed looking happily at me.

I'm confused about him mentioning a T.V. until I walk through the doorway and see a massive eight drawered dresser and a small falt screen on top of it hooked up to both a cable box and a DVD player. I'm speechless looking around in utter shock thinking that this is surely a dream or a sick prank maybe even a human a trafficing scheme to lure people in, but then I look at Mason and those thoughts melt away knowing that he has no malicious intentions.

I walk towards Mason whose now standing near the end of the bed looking concerned once more. "Are you alright should I step outside? Or do you not like the decor? I can put it into the storage unit if you'd prefer." He mutter looking a bit disappointed thinking I don't like the room. "Its not that Mason your fine I trust you." I say with a smile. "And the room is perfect, actually it's more than perfect honestly this is all way to much for me I don't deserve all this. Hell I don't deserve any of this! I swear to the Gods I'm dreaming because I feel like I've won the fucking lottery." I say throwing my hands in the air looking around in excitement thinking about getting a virtually stressless nights sleep on a new and not lumpy mattress in a room that smells woodsy instead of smelling like mold and mildew.

But before Mason or I can say anything more a very loud and high pitched chirping almost squeaking sound makes me whip around to see the source of the noise which was nothing but an orange and black blur that suddenly tackled me into a rough and tight hug knocking the wind out of me. I was shocked stiff this man who I can only assume is the other roommate that lives here holds me tightly to his soft plush furry chest chirping. "What the fuck are you doing let go of me!" I yell pulling back and pushing on his chest trying to get out of his hold which is hard to do without hurting him when he has all four arms tightly wrapped around me.

He pushes back from me soon after he grabbed me eyebrows raised and mouth open in fear. I stumbled back towards Mason shaken more than I'd like to admit after the sudden hug attack from this stranger I'll soon be living with. 'Gods I hope he doesn't do that often.' "I'm so sorry! I was just so excited I came out for a midnight snack and heard you guys talking then I saw you were here like actually here not on the phone or running away screaming and just yeah. I'm sorry that won't happen ever again I swear! We don't have many friends or any really especially not any human ones so to you that was probably super rude. I'm Hank by the way." He held his hand out to shake which I did quickly not trusting him yet but I couldn't help but notice how soft his hands were covered in a short black velvety fur. I'm rattled and my heart is racing but otherwise fine Hank as he said seems genuine enough though I'm definitely going to be more cautious around him thank I am with Mason.

"Would you like something to eat I was going to get some leftover double chocolate cake it's really good Mason made it himself at work he's the best baker you'll ever meet but if you don't like cake I can make you something! A sandwich maybe?" "It's okay but yeah please don't do that again without warning me first, and that's okay I'm not hungry anywa-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before my stomach grumbled and growled louder than thunder at the mention of food. My face was burning and I look down at my beat up dirty sneakers not wanting to meet Hanks eye.

The chirping sound started again and I peaked up at the noise to see Hank staring and me. "That's a lie." Mason spoke up behind me a smile on his face. Before I could respond Hanks interrupts. "I'll get you some cake and is a turkey sub okay? I need to go shopping but I've been putting it off so there's not much else in the fridge at the moment that doesn't requiring at least an hour or two of cooking. Which I'm not up to right now and that wont be any help to you, but yeah we've eaten all the ready to eat or easy meals already sooo." Hank chuckles rubbing his arms in a bashful manner almost like he's embarrassed to admit his laziness for not wanting to cook or go shopping.

"Yeah that sounds great actually if you don't mind that is. I don't want to impose anymore than I already am on you guys." "Oh your not imposing at all, and with having to pack plus meeting with me this morning I doubt you've eaten in hours you can stay in your room here or follow us to the kitchen and I'll make all of us a midnight snack as Hank put it. He'll find a way to burn the subs somehow he's not what I would call a chef." Mason chuckled and Hank shoves his shoulder as he walks in front of me towards the bedroom door pulling Hank along with him.

Feeling awkward and not wanting to linger in my new bedroom by myself I decided to follow behind them into the kitchen. "I'll pay you guys back for the food I know the agreement was that I provide my own food and toiletries." I said quietly still embarrassed but very grateful because there isn't any food in my fridge besides some moldy left overs and greasy take out does not sound very appetizing after eating nothing but for months and besides chocolate cake and a turkey sub sounds so fucking good right now.

"Take a seat and I should have everything done shortly." Mason pointed at one of the four black leather padded kitchen table chairs. I nodded and pulled out the chair nearest to the entryway and took a seat admiring the copper top of the table. "Thank you both again." I said peeking up from the table top the kitchen is a mix of black appliances, silvers pots and pans, and copper spice jars, cooking utensils, and other copper accents like the tables top with a light wood floor it blends together beautifully. "Your welcome Y/n, and here I hope this is enough cake. Hank has just about polished off the entire cake already." Mason said with a smile on his face placing a large plate with an equally large slice of chocolate cake on top of it in front of me handing me a fork separately before turning around and grabbing Hanks slice and placing his plate in front of him as well before walking back over to the counter to make the sandwhiches.

"Oh wow I don't mean to sound ungrateful in anyway but this is too much." I said shyly. "Nonsense eat as much or as little as you would like and we can save it for later if you'd like that it if not Hank won't let it go to waste." Mason chuckles at the dirty look Hank gives him but I don't doubt what he says because Hank is already halfway through his slice of cake chocolate icing covering his lips and mandabils. I decide to take the plunge and cut into my cake with my fork and take a small bite. I couldn't help the moan that slipped past my lips at the taste, I haven't had anything this good in forever. I couldn't help but take another bite this time bigger than the last it's no wonder Hanks almost finished with his slice. I was humming happily with my fork tapping against my lips unaware of the tensed shoulders and subtle stares of my new roommates.

I finished my slice of cake just as Mason was setting our turkey subs down on the table he placed Hanks down first then placed his down onto the table before grabbing my now empty plate and replacing it with a large dinner plate that held a foot long turkey sub on it right in front of me. It was clearly a fresh baked loaf of bread and had mayo, fresh lettuce, and tomato on it making it the perfect turkey sub and I was much to excited to eat it. "Thank you Mason for making me a "midnight snack" I appreciate it more than you both know!"

He gives me a closed eyed smile and I hear more soft clicking sounds faster than before sounding more like a hum than a click. "Your very welcome and don't wait on our account, dig in I hope you enjoy it." I have a giant smile on my face when I pick up the surprisingly heavy sub before taking my first bite and it tastes even better than it looks, the turkey must have been fresh it's not "meat" out of a plastic package and you can taste the difference.

I can't help but take bigger and bigger bites and I know I must look like a child with my cheeks full of food but I can't help myself I'm hungry, relaxed, happy, and this is so delicious I couldn't stop myself if I tried. I finished my sub, wiped my mouth with the napkin and took a couple big gulps of water from the glass Mason must have placed next me at some point.

I sigh happily tipping my head back on my chair my eyes closed with a small smile on my face and a hand on my soft belly I'm stuffed full almost painfully so. I sit my head up sleepily staring at my new roommates Hanks wiping his mouth with his napkin and Mason just took the last bite of his sub both looking as satisfied as I felt. "That was so fucking good thanks again." They both smile softly at me. "Your welcome Y/n and yeah fresh bread baked this moring, fresh sliced turkey breast, and fresh tomato and lettuce makes such a big difference its nothing like store bought or premade subs and I love all of the baked goods Mason brings home!"

"I'm very glad you liked it Y/n and if your still hungry I can make another for you if you'd like?" "Oh Gods no I couldn't eat another bite I'm stuffed thank you for the offer though I really appreciate it but I better start getting my belongings if I'm going to be moving in here with you guys today." They both sit up higher with their antennas twitching Hank chirps and Masons wings flutter softly before he hops out of his seat. "Right, right, sorry to keep you let me get the paperwork and your spare key in case you forget the security number real quick we've been living here for at least 4 years now and Hank still uses his key over the passcode because he can't remember it." Mason laughs before grabbing our empty plates and glasses setting them in the sink before slipping out of the room.

I sit there quietly looking down at my hands that are folded on the kitchen table thinking about all the boxes I have to move and exactly what I want to take with me I have little to no furniture and what I do have is old warped and just plan out looks like shit.

Most of my belongings are clothes, some bedding, and a few pairs of shoes all of which fit in 3 medium boxes so those will fit in the backseat of my car and the rest can go in the trunk. So I should be able to fit everything I need and want in my car with only one trip. I won't be taking any of that furniture, I'm leaving that in the shit hole I call a home along with leaving the door wide open when I leave with all my stuff for the other tenants to do with my stuff and with my apartment as they please, its a little thank you gift for my landlord.

I smiling softly starring off thinking about everything other people are gonna do to that apartment when suddenly a clipboard with my new lease agreement and keys to my new apartment om it is set down in front of me. I jump and feel my face heat up because I didn't even hear Mason come back or sit down in front of me. "Sorry about that I wasn't paying attention where do I need to sign!?" I scrambled for the pen on top of the clipboard embarrassed for starring off like that. "Your fine it's not a problem at all and just sign and date at the lines marked with an X." Mason looks at me with a soft closed eyes smile and I look behind him and see Hank is pillaging the freezer quietly trying to get the last bit of ice cream out of the tub and into his bowl on the counter I laugh nervously then move the keys off the board onto the side of the clipboard.

I see the X's marked by the lines I need to sign and when I look at the minimum lease time instead of the typical 1 year agreement most apartments have it's a 1 day agreement I smile at that and continue signing and dating every spot marked with an X it's all typical paperwork and I was done shortly. I hand Mason the clipboard back and quickly reach for my purse to get my wallet and take out the $500 I owe for rent and utilities now that I'm their new official roommate. "Here's first months rent I don't have last month's but I can get you some more money by the end of next week when I get paid again if I don't get fired that is."

I stand to hand Mason his rent money and he takes it from me gently. "This is perfectly fine as I said already I didn't expect you to want to stay and I never said I need last months rent so you don't have to pay me anything more than this and don't forget your key and if you need any help moving your boxes up to your room don't hesitate to let us know we'll be right out!" Mason starts chirping his antennas twitching as he holds the key out to me I can't help but to stare at the key in shock for second before taking it slowly from his hand. I start to tear up thinking this is just a dream that's gonna come crashing down on my head like a bucket of cold water.

"Fuck I'm sorry, I'm just so happy and relieved! I've been so stressed thinking I was gonna have to live in my car because I have barely any money and no where to go." I'm wiping at my eyes trying not to cry and make an ass of myself in front of my new roommates. "Your fine honey were happy you found us no one deserves to be homeless. I know better now to ask first but do you want a hug?" Hank offers softly arms up after setting his ice cream down onto counter.

It makes me anxious but I nod my head softly anyways I can use the comfort and reassurance right now and I know neither of these men will ever intentionally harm me in anyway. Hank comes up slowly and envelopes me in his four soft fluffy arms squishing me fluffy chest once more though this time it's a welcomed embrace that I warmly return clutching his soft fur like hair between hands. He's nuzzling the top of my head and his anteaneas are fluttering around my head touching my hair gently I press my face into his chest and I hear what sounds like purring slowly getting louder and louder the longer I stay in his embrace.

I can get used to this, I think to myself with a small on face enjoying the warm softness of my roommates fur. He is better than snuggling with your favorite stuffed plushy and no blanket or pillow could ever even attempt to compete, and while I don't trust them fully just yet I can't help but feel like this is gonna be the best and the softest decision of my life so far.