And That Prob Is Not Even Everything💔💔 I Think I Give Off Eldest Child Vibes But Im The Youngest

angst angst angst angst angst angst

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep

give me a cigarette please

okay were is the camera

top weird girl canon events:

listening to Lana for the first time

7th grade winter break

being told you’re “an old soul” and “mature for your age”

hating your dad at one point

reading no longer human for the first time

obsessing over a girl you have no chance with

getting bullied by the “popular boys”

counting calories at 12

watching girl interrupted for the first time

feeling like a lost dog in friend groups

god i love sweet, sappy nicknames. call me baby, call me sweetheart, call me love. call me silly names based on inside jokes, or by the cute things that remind you of me. just the idea that someone cares for me so much that they invent a hundred other ways to have my name on their lips.

devil couldn't reach me so he gave me hypersexual disorder when i was goddamn 4yo

ik im not right in the head but i just realized how dumb it actually is

like when its someone else stuggling i hope they get better n shit but when its me i think i deserve to get worser

that shit is so normalized in my brain idk