Sometimes I see people and wish I was as functional as they are. I wish I could get up in the mornings without feeling exhausted afterward or even beforehand
But then I remember I have depression and adhd and it's a major imbalance in my brain that's causing me to feel like this then I feel a little better
(It's not my fault)
(I still put in the work, it just takes more out of me than it should)
I went and cuddled with my friend and spent the night. At some point in the morning he turned towards me and grabbed me and pulled me closer. I felt so comforted and safe. It was really nice. I wanna do it again but he's not always up for visitors bc he's usually emotionally tired, which is understandable. He's just so warm and bigger than I am and I feel safe around him. I've told him and he doesn't understand it very much but I just hope I get to cuddle with him again soon
Beabadoobee by Amit Israeli for D la Repubblica June 2022
I'm learning how to make bracelets with embroidery floss. I'm learning how to scrapbook and collage. I'm learning how to be artistic again
Kurt Cobain at Maxwell’s, Hoboken, NJ, US 🇺🇸
June 13, 1989
it’s a witchy life
I wanna take a throat ripping hit then die for 5 minutes at 7 in the morning but a part of me always says no