I'm Feeling An UNBEARABLE Amount Of Longing For My DR Rn I'm Going To Explode

Dreaming + Shifting

Shifting diary entry #8 !!! (and asking for help again…)

I’ve made posts before about what it means to dream and how that relates to your shifting journey, and here I am doing it again… (also I wish I’ve made more diary entries on here it’s kinda been a while, but I’ve doing A LOT of reflection in my personal shifting journal, maybe I’ll make some of them posts…?)

My whole life I’ve been a dreamer, before I even learned of shifting I lucid dreamt quite often. I would use dreaming as an escape from my life here. My dreams are often intense and vivid.

And they definitely were last night, I had so many dreams it was crazy. But to parts in particular stood out to me that made me want to make this post.

It was later in the night, I originally thought to lucid dream and shift that way instead of doing an awake method (because of something that happened earlier in the night that I’ll get to later)

I think I just forgot that I wanted to that and I didn’t end up saying affirmations as I went to sleep to help guide me into a lucid dream, instead I thought of my DR. And … I ended up having VERY vivid dream of my DR s/o. Like I don’t think I’ve had a more vivid dream related to my current DR.

(I don’t remember what was going on before this) I opened the door in the room I was in and there leaning on the wall was my s/o. Again so vivid so much more detail in this dream. I remember thinking that I felt my stomach drop when I saw him there 😭 I also thought “omg he’s so tall I need to script he’s not this tall” ??? Anyways I think we talked but I can’t remember, I just remember kissing him and us cuddling. I remember sitting in front of him with his arms around me. I think someone else from my DR interrupted us bc we had some place to go, and my sister from this reality did the same?

I remember feeling really sad when I woke up, but I just tried to feel better by reminding myself I can just be there for real 😭

Now for the part I REALLY wanted to talk about. The part that, if anyone reading can help me analyze, I would much appreciate it.

I was gonna do an awake method last night but decide I should sleep for a couple hours then do it. So I set the intention to wake up at like 4, I woke up at like 4 30 but I was waking up before this but just kept going back to sleep and anxiously waking up lol. Anyways I woke up and put on a guided meditation and went for it, but then a couple minutes in I just randomly remember this part of my dream that made me stop my meditation.

I can’t fully remember what was going on before this, but I was in some sort of library/book store and this lady asks me to tell her a cool fact. (?)I panicked and couldn’t think of anything. I can’t remember what happened between this moment and the next but it eventually led to us talking about shifting. She told me she’s an avid shifter, she’s been shifting since 2020. And she told me she’s 24 years old? I don’t know who this woman was, she’s certainly not anyone in my life and not like some shifting “influencer” I like or something? I remember her giving me shifting advice but I just can’t seem to remember what it was!?!? 😭 I remember her comforting me, and telling me stuff along the lines of “don’t worry it is inevitable that you will shift” though. Ugh, I wish I could remember. But this is why I decided to try and lucid dream instead.

But if anyone reading this wants to feel free to analyze this for me, idk what this means for me or my journey. If my subconscious mind keeps saying and doing stuff like this, why haven’t I shifted? What does this even mean for me?

I’ve had similar experiences in dreams, like this one time a couple weeks ago I was dreaming of Star Wars (odd bc I’ve never seen the movies) and I met two guys and I explained shifting to them and they were very curious about it. And I even remember thinking in that dream “should I tell them I shifted here?” (???)

Anyways I feel (slightly) sick to my stomach about the vivid dream I had of my s/o and idk what my other part means…

get a grip

Shifting is mad easy and yall make it seem like it's your math test. 💀 go get a grip. Go and shift. Do what your heart tells u to do. If u think that reprogramming your mind will help then go and reprogram it. If u think listening to music will help then do it. Don't make it so DIFFICULT I BEG UR ASS

liars in the shifting community.

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so many people in this community fabricate stories & conjure up fantasies on why they aren’t shifting. it’s “i didn’t shower” or “i didn’t finish & post my monthly shifting reading”. hm. wonder who that could be ?

trust me, i get it. i do. not reacting to the 3d is hard. i am sometimes on that sinking ship. most of the time i am on that sinking ship.

but !! what you need to realize there is no right way of shifting. you are giving simple audios & actions wayyyy too much credit. the only reason those guided meditations or your nighttime rituals aren’t working is because you have decided they will make or break your desires if not done perfectly. not a hair out of place. so squeaky clean. sparkling. glistening. & not to be like “that’s not realistic” because anything is possible but that’s putting way too much much pressure on yourself. also, time. give your manifestations time to show up. you placed your order, it’s gotta get packaged & needs stamps or a shipping label & it needs to make the trip from the warehouse to your front door. it’s not like amazon prime or uber eats.

the whole “i have to stay still to shift” thing was made up by probably you or by someone else who infected you with it by bringing it to the internet because that’s what they believe. subliminals or methods or repeating affirmations until you’re bored out of your mind are all ways anyone can shift. the reason it’s “not working” is because you believe it’s not working. the 3d is what you’re giving into when you should be giving into those feelings & thoughts you would have, as if you already shifted or changed your eye color or whatever you would like to achieve. because, spoiler: you already have. you’ve ordered it. it’s in transit. it may just take some time to get to you.

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shifting diary entry #14

4/27/25

࿔ this morning i woke up about and hour or two before my alarm was supposed to go off and when i went back to sleep at some point my dream began to be about shifting.

࿔ i was talking to my sister and she confessed to me that she was going to start shifting again ( she knows about shifting and after she shifted once a couple years ago she decided to not do it again )

࿔ i thought that i should probably give her some advice and thought to tell her things like you don’t need a method, you can use one of course but it’s not necessary. shifting isn’t physical, it’s mental. i talked to her about letting go, and that all shifting is is becoming aware of different circumstances, a different reality.

࿔ she confided in me on her views on shifting, which were probably just mine anyways.

࿔ then she just told me comforting and motivational words. told me she believed in me and that she knows i can do it too. ( which isn’t the first time someone in my dream told me this )

࿔ i’m not entirely sure what to make of this, but i wish i didn’t wake up in the middle of it probably was gonna be a another dream where i subconsciously tried to shift

if shifters in 2020 shiftok managed to shift then i don't see why you can't

How do you stay in a state of pure consciousness?

I’m not sure if I have exactly, but I’m pretty sure I’ve been in a state of pure consciousness/void state multiple times but just didn’t know until after??? So how do I recognize this and be able to stay in such a state to stay longer and use it to my advantage?

i keep dreaming about him omfg i need to shift asap.. ive been kinda just going with the flow lately but i might lock in

" there is no new information on here "

there is nothing new. no revelation, no eureka moment, no half-lit epiphany waiting in the wings to drape itself over you like some scene-stealing ingenue. not in shifting, not in loa. this is not a murder mystery; the butler did it, the secret was never secret, and the call is always coming from inside the house.

but then again, the debate flares up, bright and exhausted, like the end of a cigarette crushed against marble. tiktok is misinformation central, tumblr is an echo chamber, et cetera, et cetera. apples and oranges, atomic bomb and coughing baby. false equivalence. but sure, let’s pretend.

if you think the community is boring, i regret to inform you: you are looking for the plot twist in a story that does not require one. you are waiting for the second act crisis in a structure that is flat by design. you are watching water boil and bemoaning its predictability. shifting is easy. loa is easy. the mechanics are not some esoteric alchemy known only to those who speak in riddles or upcharge pdf guides. you just do it. you know and it happens.

but there will always be some industrious soul stepping onto their soapbox, announcing, with the breathless urgency of a man who has cracked the zodiac cipher, that they have discovered "the secret." as if there is some clandestine order, some walled garden of enlightenment, some ineffable password to be whispered at the gates of the promised land. but let’s be serious. it’s all one big game of emperor’s new clothes. the trick is that there is no trick. the prestige is that there is no prestige.

people will dress up the simple in filigree because they cannot handle the terrifying freedom of ease. they will spin their wheels because stillness scares them more than failure. they will reject the plain truth in favor of the labyrinthine lie because, deep down, they want the struggle. the suffering. the uphill battle. because what are we without a climb? what are we if it’s just......easy?

you don’t need another revelation, another discourse, another rearrangement of the same three puzzle pieces. shifting is easy. loa is easy. and the only real "secret" is accepting that it always was.

I don't know who needs to hear this but intrusive thoughts cannot manifest. I'm saying this as someone who also has them about disasters/disturbing events. You are safe.

The quickest way to manifest anything

Have a desire (e.g. a PS5), decide you have the PS5 in the 4D, and boom it's done.

Now, the 3D shows the opposite? Take a pause and think - you literally just decided that you have the PS5 a few minutes ago, right? So what are you going to do? Remind yourself that you already have the PS5. That's why they say "remind yourself", because you have it, not to get it. What are you trying to get if you've already decided you have the PS5?

That's what they meant by persisting - not persisting to get it, but persisting that it's done, no matter what your 3D shows you. And if you want to look for proof, go look in the 4D why? because it's the only reality.

the way I see the 3D I see it as a copy cat it copies everything

"but how do we change self?"

by changing your imagination...