I Want Grapes Something That’s Low In Calories But Noo ALL WE CAN FUCKING HAVE IN THIS HOUSE IS JUNK

I’m terrified of death so it’s sad when I would rather die than be alive at the moment.

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

I need a friend that I can have deep conversation with.

YOOO FUCKING. MAGIC WEIGHT LOSS WOW

YESTERDAY I WEIGHED 133.2 LBS BC I BINGED FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS AND I WAS LIKE “LETS FUCK UP MY DAY EVEN MORE” AND WEIGHED MYSELF AND NOW IM 127.4????? WHAT IS THIS SORCERY??

FUCKING REBLOG TO LOSE SIX POUNDS OVERNIGHT IM FUCKING SHOOK

ReBlOg n’ Go crAzY gO sTuPiD lose 25 pounds this month.✅❌🛑🖤🔒📌 AHHGGGGAGHHH!

I had the flu the past week and a half so I’ve been easing my body into working out and not passing out🌚 Some days I don’t do as much as I wish but hey AT LEAST IM DOING SOMETHING😭 🙏🏽🤷🏽‍♀️

December 13

Yoga (15 mins)

December 14th

Yoga (15 mins)

Cardio (15 mins)

December 15th

Cardio (20 mins)

December 16th

Yoga (20 mins)

Cardio (30 mins)

I wanted to boost momentum for 2024!! Let’s start accomplishing our fitness and wellness goals before the ball drops on 2024.

I’m So excited to announce this because posting on this blog has been so healing for me and I appreciate everyone who likes, reblogs, sends well wishes or asks a question.

Giveaway entries start December 1st , more details soon 🤍

I don’t want any one crying at my funeral. No one. It’s not like anyone fucking cared when I was fucking living so why bother now.

Guess what you dumb whores (I say that lovingly) I found even more to hate about myself low key didn’t trying it was possible but I looked in the fucking mirror and I’m never losing my virginity since so one should even have to see my body naked✌🏽🤗😚 👅

I honestly and truthfully hate myself.

My hair:

I’m black and I get perms and I really wanna go natural. Told my mom and she told me that if u were to go natural all I would do was get made fun of. My relaxed hair grows so fucking slow and turns nappy really quick so when I get sew-ins you can tell the difference and I already get made fun of for that plus my fave is already fat and the only thing that makes it look slightly better is my hair. Yikes

My body:

I’m fat. I have scars everywhere. My thighs look like drum sticks. I have hip dips and that plus the way I already look makes me go from a 1 to a -12. I have stretch marks literally make me look so fucking disgusting and I have so many that I know that none of them are going away even when I lose weight. SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS MY FINGERS ARE EVEN A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT. my fingers couldn’t be fucking normal and straight and have of them if curved. My fucking nails are just annoying. My sister lifted my shirt and goes oh I thought ur stomach plugged out a lot more than that.

My skin:

My pores are fucking huge. Every time I shave you can see the pores in my leg from a mile away and it looks like a have a fucking disease, I have bad hygiene and I don’t take care of my skin and it’s fucking disgusting.

My face:

My acne is so bad. My hyperpigmentation has literally ruined any confidence I had left. My teeth are ducked up and the adults in my fucking house hold refuse to get me a dentist appointment.my nose literally is a pig nose which makes it SOOOOO much better bc I am a fucking pigs. My eyes are this dull dark brown. Not that beautiful hazel color that everyone loves it just plain and fucking boring.

There is nothing for anyone to love about me. There’s nothing for me to love about my self.

Bitches be having 3 panic attacks in a row. It’s me I’m bitches like literally

U bitches deadass have nothing on me