Genderschmender - Gender Schmender

found goat milk and wheat ale at the store. theres no way im NOT making a white gilgamesh tonite

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

I just tried to write a poem n almost died. Never trying to get in touch w my emotions again !!!

Fuck it we bawl (starts sobbing uncontrollably)

Self destruction is hot, attractive and addictive. I just need it to be more toxic, more damaging. I want it to hurt.

"lmao" "lol" "haha" "ok" "k"

okay cool lemme just-

my autopsy results came back negative There was nothing in there

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.