Genderschmender - Gender Schmender

try to be gentle while tearing me apart

I like to daydream that I matter to someone

why the fuck am I the way I am

your tone changed your tone changed your tone changed just say you hate me

I once had a nightmare when I was in one of my phases of avoiding every single person who tries to be in my vicinity, and an ex-but-still-current-friend-that-I-love-but-am-deeply-embittered-by looked me in the eye and told me they knew I was pushing everyone away.

You ever just wake up from an incredibly graphic and realistic nightmare that was a pure psychological horror based on your own personal phobias and trauma and just roll over like “aw shit I got too hot last night I guess.” And then make toast like you didn’t just experience the nine circles of hell before 9 am

i dont want much i just i want to be left to rot

i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock

You should be able to kill yourself once a week to maintain your sanity