I Want This Ache To End

“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

I would look so good with my brains splattered all over the wall

i'm so disgusting someone fucking end me

Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma (Danganronpa)

I'm not too familiar with all of them (so I'm sorry if this is wrong/annoying!), but I've at least seen most of them, so my take is that you tend to obscure things behind a facade as a coping mechanism. This persona is probably a little chaotic and cheeky (bordering on concerning/abrasive at times?). The inclusion of Monomuma is particularly interesting to me, since from my understanding it's more of a puppet than anything, so I'd like to add something about you being scared of having nothing behind your facade, or even a lack of control over your own performativity/actions. This would also fit well with Sparkle since she seemed somewhat deterministic (in her devotion to her Eon (?)) to me from what I've seen.

My continuation:

Nikolai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kashiki Yuno (MILGRAM project), Hoshino Ai (Oshi no Ko), Furina de Focalor (Genshin)

Making a tag game cause I can

Rules: post 4 fictional characters you relate to and assume something about the person you reblogged from based on their characters

No pressure tag! @sidneyoftheblackwoods @mqstermindswift @stars-and-birds @zenilvar @forever-chained-to-myself @themidnightarcher @skeelly @thepencilsnameissteve @thislove-taylorsversion @thislifeissweeterthanfiction @swiftieannah @a-pessimistic-swiftie @catastrxblues @jellycanon @what-about-wendy and anyone else who wants to join<3

i do like sensitive young men i just couldn't eat a whole one unless i was really hungry

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

Sometimes killing myself doesn't feel like enough. Sometimes I think I need to be erased from history