put me in the psych ward again, idgaf, it wont change anything
change my meds, put me on antipsychotics, make me do therapy 4 times a week, make me drink more water, make me go outside more, it doesn't fucking work.
im crazy no matter what. no treatment will help or change it at all, and dont you dare say that im not trying hard enough it doesn't work. ever.
tell my why i got up at 5:45am just to do homeworkkkkkkkkk
I’m yearning. Someone sedate me pls
I don't know if this is the right place to put this but Thank you for liking my stuff!!! I'm so happy that I joined the community:D
ahhhh!!!!! ik this is from a rly long time ago but ty!! i love all of ur stuff, even if i dont understand it! ily and all my moots!
especially @salviakat smooch!
mutual i’ve never talked to in my life: *reblogs my post*
me: ?? best friends???? forever??
idek my school is great (it better be for 80 FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS A YEAR) (im on financial aid dont come after me)
but it is not great enough
"i look rlly ugly rn icel"
no u dont ily ur so pretty all the timeeeee
literally shes so pretty
shes basically the sun and the moon and the stars. she shines so brightly i cant even look at her (or i'll go red)
relapsed in january, cut LITERALLY ONCE they sent me to the mental hospital. SO not worth it
you ever had a relapse that’s so mid you wish you just stayed clean lmao
is it the lack of medication or is it inevitable
god i just want to kiss her so bad
i want her to kiss me on the way out of our shared apartment in berkley before she grabs her coffee and keys and walks out the door to her job at the uc berkeley oceanography institute. then at her lunch break, she texts me a photo of the lunch i packed her and a selfie of her doing kissy lips and saying "thank you for the lunch, my love" and i'll send her a selfie back and say "of course! love you! can't wait for our date tonight, you booked the dog sitter, right?" and she'll say "oh shit i forgot" and i'll say "babe im just kidding, the downstairs neighbors said they'd watch luna, remember?" and she'd send back the sighing emoji and then say "i gotta run, see you tonight!" with a red heart emoji