I Really Think That Fyodor Is Just Batshit Insane And I'm Not Saying It To Excuse His Actions, But More

I drew this as practice and traced over a stock image pose

i wwss gonna put in a signature or whatever it's called but it became pixelated so i feel disappointed, and cuz i was so proud of it and the way i made it look like!!!! LOOK!!!!!

beautiful

i drarnak coffee and i've only slept three horus last night and it's really making me lose my mind

anuwaus look at this outfit i made on avatar creator!!!!!!! for someone who only has 10 robux i make a shit ton of fits that cost over 500 usually (this one was around 900 i think i can't remember)

it's supposed to be cyberpunk but i haven't seen much of the cyberpunk style so i hope it's close

mangafied sigma scene

the background isn't so detailed cuz uhhh i hate drawing backgrounds >:(

he is thinking

OH SHIT HE STEPPED ON A MINE

he's okay!!!! :D a bit toasted tho

nevermind

uh oh

(i like to think that cartman is unfazed by kenny's deaths because he remembers them)

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Okay, theory time!!!!!!!!!!!!;!!!!

Sorry in advanced for lack of evidence (and if this seems rushed) since the only reason I thought of this was because I was thinking about what different ideas caused Fyodor to want to rid of all abilities. (and cuz i need to finish cleaning my room)

He says it's like a demon vs angels thing (idk i kinda forgot) but like... I have doubt.

So, of course I thought, why else would he want to get rid of them? I had multiple theories:

What he says, saying that the ability users are demons. So basically religious reasoning.

He has no reason and is doing it to take over the world. (Highly unlikely, but it isn't entirely impossible.)

He knows he's in a story and wants to destroy the book as a sort of revenge./? (I had the theory that when the author of the book came to life, that's when ability users had begun to exist, but I can't really go off entirely on theory so I scrapped this theory.)

And the last one, number 4, where he just wants to take away the abilities for the things they do to HIM. Now, this theory kind of ties into the first, which what he just originally says, but most of the reason is that he views "sinners" the way they are because of the fact that his immortality is like a punishment to him. Therefore he wishes to remove the sin from the world and wants to save the "angels".

I feel that he may have been a good person when he was younger, but y'know, after staying alive for so long it can get depressing.

Death is terrible but it's better to die one time than to live trillions of years. You'd be unable to love others because you know they'll be gone within a century, and though you could make the sacrifice of getting hurt by their death, it would really break you down after a while, depending if you haven't become desensitized to it yet. Humanity as well will be gone as a whole eventually since there's no fighting the inevitable explosion of the sun. And once again, that's if humanity hasn't progressed enough by then to escape it. But even so, you'll always be lonely in the end. I doubt the human mind can handle loneliness long enough.

So, I think, Fyodor is just insane. Literally all it is. He has good intentions, though it may be a bit for selfish reason (but who can blame that? immortality sucks). But he has REALLY fucking insane ways of achieving his goals. Like damn?? I've heard of what happened in the recent chapter and I'm just.

There are better ways to find that book.

I also think that Fyodor thinks of abilities in a religious way is that it's his way to cope I guess??? I haven't really thought about it.

I dunno, I hate fyodor but god his character is so interesting

so is dazai's, but HOLY SHIT he's so hard to analyze. My best theory is that he's just lonely.

i really think that fyodor is just batshit insane and I'm not saying it to excuse his actions, but more that it would make sense saying so. (at least imo) i will elaborate more later since I'm cleaning my room and I'm only typing this down as a note for myself

shading is so hard bro

FYODOR IS SUCH A FUCKING TWINK I HATE HIM

LIKE HOW IS THIS SMART-ASS RUSSIAN MAN BUILT SO FUCKING....>??>?????///?? GAY HE'S SO KILLABLE TOO IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY

SKULLY IS DONE!!! but i feel like it's missing something and it's dfkshfkg

yknow i'm not sure if i mentioned this already cuz i talk about it a lot, but there was this game on roblox called FANGZ, and it was basically like an alt version of vampire hunters, except you didn't have to buy clothes and had to use IDs instead, which is the reason why I liked this game better than vampire hunters despite how it was heavily in development i think. Like there was this shop or something but it didn't work much.

i found the game a long while ago when i remembered about it, and i have the link:

it may not look like it but i joined it and that's it. i loved this game and i had a bunch of great memories there (because i played this game almost 24/7) i'm sad it's dead now n when i was looking for the game i was hoping people still played it

i think about this game a lot now