Back in 2020, I played a Roblox game called Piggy. At some point I hyperfixated HARD on it, I don’t remember how but I just did. At the time there were 11 chapters out and I kept replaying those damn chapters alot. I grinded for the most expensive skin at the time (Torcher) since it looked cool I think?
For some reason after I got the skin I got extremely hyperfixated on it? It caused me to hate fandom interpretation of it, more specifically, the lack of variety. Torcher was always depicted as a pig under the mask and I was stupidly angry about it, my logic being you could depict it as any animal you want yet you went with the most common option
I also had one-sided beef with the most popular ship with it, Torcher x Soldier, it was one sided because my younger self (in most cases) fortunately had the foresight to not rain on shippers parade and not comment on my pretty damn stupid hatred of it. This might have paved the way for my general attitude towards ships which is “I hate the more popular pairing, I like the rarer one” there’s definitely exceptions to that, since my feeling of destain isn’t controllable lol
Also shoutout to my piggy amino days, I said some stupid shit back there. Two examples I randomly cringe about are:
Me trying to justify my destain for Pony x Zizzy that turned into hatred of Zizzy in general (this didn’t happen with Pony since I created an AU in which the player character and Pony were friends which meant I gave my AU Pony character. That’s legit the only reason 💀)
My post was something like, “I liked Willow for murdering Zizzy but she should’ve stayed the villain” or something? Someone asked why and my younger self tried to shitly justify my irrational hatred. This prompted someone else to point out my bullshit to which I conceded I was being irrational
Me trying to be funny and saying to someone fan art of Owell looking like it wants to murder the viewer “oh no she heard I said she looked like a sans fangirl.” It was not funny.
Despite the cringy memories associated with Piggy because of me being a fandom baby, I still think of it fondly. Mainly because my interest in it caused me to draw more and it gave me one an OC I’m very much fond of
(Below is me infodumping about that OC)
The OC I’m referring to is Torian (I’ll just call her Ian) Ian originated as a Torcher recolouring I still wear as my YouTube account uncreatively named Blue Torcher which was just Torcher but the yellow was replaced by black and the red was replaced by blue.
Ian evolved so much from her origins. Ian or at the time, Blue Torcher (I’ll refer to this version as Blue) was used as my self insert in my piggy AU. Blue was this all-powerful god that broke the fourth wall and had little care for her supposed friends, that was because Blue the god was different from Ari, the person that the body Blue inhabited belonged to
And then I thought of another character, her name was Tyko. She was originally a gacha life (or club?) character. She became the self insert. But I still liked Blue so I kept her but gave her a different function. Blue acted as her second self. She was meant to represent me arguing with myself since I thought it was funny
And then Blue and Tai became more intertwined…
Eventually Blue became Tor who became Torian.
Torian is a god with the power to create worlds in her bubble. The bubble functions like imagination, Ian cannot get out and no one can get in, but a weird imitation of that one can be created in that world based on Ian’s perception.
Somewhere along the way, Ian began to hate things about herself. To the point where she created a new being that represents everything she hates about herself. That being is called Thaiko
Thaiko and Torian’s story is not pretty, there’s a lot of “failing to break a cycle” in there but eventually they both reached a point in their mental health in which they become one being again
guh
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I just did a storyboard of an animation I wanna do but I’m currently avoiding moving to the animated parts cause I wasn’t feeling it with the background.
this animation will probably take months (the animation is less than a minute long)
Original: https://www.tumblr.com/ghosttai/757240094266654720/im-proud-of-these-drawings-of-hms-despite-their?source=share
Got annoyed that the reference I use to draw my HMS design was outdated so I redrew it
Fun fact: I didn’t realize I initially drew this image in a small canvas so I enlarged it which is probably why the quality is
That post had Whole in it but didn’t draw him cause I forgot and I’m not in the mood to add him
finally got over two colour palettes…. Not looking forward to those other two
The only recollections I have of the cartoon was that it was animated and it aired on TV (that memory better not be a mandela affect) the show was episodic I think and the focus were usually at three shape monster things
I distinctly remembered the plot of one episode centred around a fire-based shape creature-monster thing that fused and spat fire into the pipes of a sewage system, one of the other cartoony creature tried to use a toilet but their behind got heated up (man I don’t even remember if there was any fire)
I know this exist because for some reason I fixated on the purple magician creatures (Not because of anything they did, I just liked the designs) and drew OCs based one them on MS paint, which my oldest brother found while he was browsing my old MS paint art… Cringe lol
miscellaneous:
- I remember playing a game that had the cartoon abominations, one was a crossover game I played at my moms old laptop. I don’t even know what the game was about or if it was official. I just remembered one of the other world in the crossover being Umizoomi. The other was a mobile game dedicated to the creatures. The only mechanics I remembered were that you break the creatures out of something they’re trapped in and you can fuse.
- I don’t have access to the MS paint drawings nor the games I mentioned above. The computer I used to draw those abominations got it’s contents rebooted and I have no idea where the old memory things are nor have the knowledge to access it. Regarding why I can’t access the games is because I deleted the mobile game for reasons I forgot and the other crossover game was browser based to my knowledge.
only completed 3 outlines so far
pain
Good Tyler, Bad Tyler except it’s Mind
Images I referenced
The jeff the killer image is from Pastra’s Jeff the killer rewrite video and the collection of images is by Ran_Exist
The power’s making them manic! out of the HMS headspace they go WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Surprisingly not my first spinning animation of these guys [First is this one , I’m still salty it flopped lol]