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ghosttai

I am not real!

Have sporadic posts of interests I equired

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ghosttai
1 week ago

lmaooo why is clown pvping while doing money smp auditions


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ghosttai
2 weeks ago

finally got over two colour palettes…. Not looking forward to those other two


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ghosttai
2 weeks ago

backgrounds. (Throwing up noises)


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ghosttai
3 weeks ago

Random story about my time in the roblox piggy fandom I wanted to share

Back in 2020, I played a Roblox game called Piggy. At some point I hyperfixated HARD on it, I don’t remember how but I just did. At the time there were 11 chapters out and I kept replaying those damn chapters alot. I grinded for the most expensive skin at the time (Torcher) since it looked cool I think?

For some reason after I got the skin I got extremely hyperfixated on it? It caused me to hate fandom interpretation of it, more specifically, the lack of variety. Torcher was always depicted as a pig under the mask and I was stupidly angry about it, my logic being you could depict it as any animal you want yet you went with the most common option 

I also had one-sided beef with the most popular ship with it, Torcher x Soldier, it was one sided because my younger self (in most cases) fortunately had the foresight to not rain on shippers parade and not comment on my pretty damn stupid hatred of it. This might have paved the way for my general attitude towards ships which is “I hate the more popular pairing, I like the rarer one” there’s definitely exceptions to that, since my feeling of destain isn’t controllable lol

Also shoutout to my piggy amino days, I said some stupid shit back there. Two examples I randomly cringe about are:

Me trying to justify my destain for Pony x Zizzy that turned into hatred of Zizzy in general (this didn’t happen with Pony since I created an AU in which the player character and Pony were friends which meant I gave my AU Pony character. That’s legit the only reason 💀)

My post was something like, “I liked Willow for murdering Zizzy but she should’ve stayed the villain” or something? Someone asked why and my younger self tried to shitly justify my irrational hatred. This prompted someone else to point out my bullshit to which I conceded I was being irrational 

Me trying to be funny and saying to someone fan art of Owell looking like it wants to murder the viewer “oh no she heard I said she looked like a sans fangirl.” It was not funny.

Despite the cringy memories associated with Piggy because of me being a fandom baby, I still think of it fondly. Mainly because my interest in it caused me to draw more and it gave me one an OC I’m very much fond of

(Below is me infodumping about that OC)

The OC I’m referring to is Torian (I’ll just call her Ian) Ian originated as a Torcher recolouring I still wear as my YouTube account uncreatively named Blue Torcher which was just Torcher but the yellow was replaced by black and the red was replaced by blue.

Ian evolved so much from her origins. Ian or at the time, Blue Torcher (I’ll refer to this version as Blue) was used as my self insert in my piggy AU. Blue was this all-powerful god that broke the fourth wall and had little care for her supposed friends, that was because Blue the god was different from Ari, the person that the body Blue inhabited belonged to

And then I thought of another character, her name was Tyko. She was originally a gacha life (or club?) character. She became the self insert. But I still liked Blue so I kept her but gave her a different function. Blue acted as her second self. She was meant to represent me arguing with myself since I thought it was funny

And then Blue and Tai became more intertwined…

Eventually Blue became Tor who became Torian. 

Torian is a god with the power to create worlds in her bubble. The bubble functions like imagination, Ian cannot get out and no one can get in, but a weird imitation of that one can be created in that world based on Ian’s perception.

Somewhere along the way, Ian began to hate things about herself. To the point where she created a new being that represents everything she hates about herself. That being is called Thaiko

Thaiko and Torian’s story is not pretty, there’s a lot of “failing to break a cycle” in there but eventually they both reached a point in their mental health in which they become one being again


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ghosttai
3 weeks ago

Still not a fan.

Oh boy colouring. I am not a colour fan


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ghosttai
3 weeks ago

Oh boy colouring. I am not a colour fan


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ghosttai
3 weeks ago

Fellas I’ve finally gotten Soul’s face to a point I’m satisfied with!

I’m getting my ass kicked by a specific frame cause Soul’s face just doesn’t look right no matter what I do


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ghosttai
3 weeks ago

I’m getting my ass kicked by a specific frame cause Soul’s face just doesn’t look right no matter what I do


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ghosttai
1 month ago

I just did a storyboard of an animation I wanna do but I’m currently avoiding moving to the animated parts cause I wasn’t feeling it with the background.

this animation will probably take months (the animation is less than a minute long)


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ghosttai
1 month ago

Greetings!

I sort of feel awkward reblogging this since I use tumblr incorrectly (I don’t reblog)

Also, iirc you’re currently my only mutual? Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

-I brainfarted and thought this was about mutuals, Oops

@lionacuty @therewillbenoromance y’all seem cool. We absolutely do not interact but have a nice day!

 A friend threatened me to repost so I will!

Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.

@ey-theys-was-coronas

@fangirlhehe

I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-

ghosttai
1 month ago

perspective and colouring kicked my ass

Perspective And Colouring Kicked My Ass

Technically a redraw of this though I think of it as inspired

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ghosttai
1 month ago

guh

guh

ghosttai
1 month ago

HMS designs redraw

Original: https://www.tumblr.com/ghosttai/757240094266654720/im-proud-of-these-drawings-of-hms-despite-their?source=share

HMS Designs Redraw

Got annoyed that the reference I use to draw my HMS design was outdated so I redrew it

Fun fact: I didn’t realize I initially drew this image in a small canvas so I enlarged it which is probably why the quality is

That post had Whole in it but didn’t draw him cause I forgot and I’m not in the mood to add him


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ghosttai
2 months ago

The Venom They/Them audio: Scuffed HMS comic Edition

The Venom They/Them Audio: Scuffed HMS Comic Edition

Random fact about these versions of HMS:

Mind goes by It/they [mostly It]

Heart goes by They/It (mostly them)

and Soul goes by He/Him

Below is the Venom audio thing

Completely unrelated to the video but damn, Soul’s colours in this one is the best I’ve ever done


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ghosttai
2 months ago

Y’all I might have picked one of the worst person to draw this perspective on. What possessed me to do this

Y’all I Might Have Picked One Of The Worst Person To Draw This Perspective On. What Possessed Me To

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ghosttai
2 months ago

Hey y’all. Take a gander at these animals I drew. I am very proud of how I drew the fox guy and the crow gal

Hey Y’all. Take A Gander At These Animals I Drew. I Am Very Proud Of How I Drew The Fox Guy And The

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ghosttai
4 months ago

Bill and his (dead) brooooooooooooos

Bill And His (dead) Brooooooooooooos

I want to specify this Steve is the one from the Steve was there AU


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ghosttai
4 months ago

Mind and Heart get dealt with

Mind And Heart Get Dealt With

No one is happy about this.

inspiration

Three brothers Pines
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Shermie get mads cuz they took the kids risked their life for discovering mystery shits I BELIEVE IN SHARK TEETH YANKI GRANDPA SUPREMACY P

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ghosttai
5 months ago

soul art that I’m not gonna clean

inspo: https://www.tumblr.com/sunnydayaoe/763376732643508224/out-of-context-harmonia-and-his-cheese?source=share

Soul Art That I’m Not Gonna Clean

This was an excuse to draw Soul in a different outfit


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ghosttai
5 months ago

summerween cosplay gone wrong

stupid idea I wanted to draw

Summerween Cosplay Gone Wrong

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ghosttai
5 months ago

Ford and Mabel bonding!!!

Inspired by those post of Doomguy teaching various characters how to use some sort of gun

Ford And Mabel Bonding!!!

Bonus

Ford And Mabel Bonding!!!

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ghosttai
5 months ago
ghosttai
6 months ago

hey guys I drew the heads of the pines twins do y’all think it’s neat

Hey Guys I Drew The Heads Of The Pines Twins Do Y’all Think It’s Neat

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ghosttai
7 months ago

Motherfucker it did it again

The video of a series I’m watching decided to buffer in the worst time possible so now I’m writing this cause I’m pissed and to kill time I guess.

buffering in a suspenseful moment that has a huge revaluation? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ghosttai
7 months ago

The video of a series I’m watching decided to buffer in the worst time possible so now I’m writing this cause I’m pissed and to kill time I guess.

buffering in a suspenseful moment that has a huge revaluation? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ghosttai
7 months ago

Rainy month

No spooks, only rain

Rainy Month

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ghosttai
7 months ago

even I get entranced by this video

[CW: Eyestrain/Flashing colours]

Greetings CCCC fandom. Have a Yababaina meme.

I also made a version without the screen editing thing since I liked the Soul kickflip animation (despite it not being obvious that he’s doing it) and the Mind/Heart spinning animation so I wanted to view it without interruption

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