I Like The Ocean
I like the ocean
I like to take a small boat n go to the ocean in the middle of the night around 1am and go out in the water until I cant see land for miles
I like to sit on the boat with no phones just a few snacks, a few bottles of jager, and a couple of blunts
I swim in the water for about an hr the I get out n lay out on the boat
I drink a bottle and smoke a few blunts. . .
I think about what I didn't do but should've done, What I could do
Then I drink some more, eat some fruit. . .
I think about what I shouldn't do
And I smoke a few more blunts. . . then swim again. . .
I think about absolutely everything I ever done
And I drink a few more bottles, eat more fruit n a sandwich. . .
While I head back to shore n finish drinking n smoking whatever I have left, I think about everything I thought about doing N what I want to do
Just a lot of thinking.š
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as a woman, i HATE
and i MISS
when we had actual style
LITERALLY anytime I think abt the f-word my face starts 2 break out and I can't sleep
And it's #stressfull bc I have less than two years left 2 figure out what I'm going 2 do I'm in 11th grade this year
I could go to college at the university of texas
Or I could just work instead and get an apartment
But my dream is to own a farm and get married and have a child yk the traditional shit he works n pays the bills I handle the stuff at home but ik that would take time 2 get but if I found a man that could build we could be like Noah and Allie (w/o all the drama they had just the love and the him building me everything)
I D K WHAT 2 DO!!!!!!š©š©š©
iām actually allergic to long-term planning
Enjoy š
Everytime I think about the way I feel,
I want to crying, throwing up, and screaming, I low-key want to kill myself but theres pros n cons to that.
