Necromancy Is Slutty And Cool

Papa's got a new hyperfixation!!!!! RAAAAHHHH!!!!

(Don't mind how my artstyle won't stay the same)

Angel dust>>>

“you look lonely, I can fix that”

I LOVE MENNNN

my obsession with men 30+ needs to stop (or does it)

Let's honk girls

"Is it bubble gum pink?" No it's green, biohazardus, it has cobwebs and spiders if you listen really closely you can hear monster mash on repeat

Some Sapphic bug oc's for my bug campaign with my friends! And some collages representing each of them.

masterlist of every robert sean leonard film i could find free on youtube bc i’m bored

Dead Poets Society

The Boys Next Door

Tape (2001)

My Best Friend is a Vampire

Before The Devil Knows You’re Dead (just ethan hawke)

In the Gloaming

Married To It

A Painted House

Bluffing It (this one has a fucked up start and horrible quality but at least there’s baby rsl!)

A Glimpse of Hell

Safe Passage

Ground Control

Chelsea Walls

Much Ado About Nothing

The Age Of Innocence

The Invention Of Love (play)

The Boys Next Door (if it’s not available where you live)

A Painted House (if it’s not available where you live)

MAJOR shoutout to this playlist, which is where i sourced many of these :)

lmk if i missed any, i’m currently scouring youtube for more so i’ll update this as i find more!! (btw i haven’t watched most of these all the way through, just checked to make sure they actually have my darling boys in them so lmk if there are any issues!)

What if I threw up rn

i cannot stop thinking about this lore drop atm:

so many messy thoughts about this argh.

firstly, there's so much repression in that statement. the way it's stated so factually, no feelings. he's completely dissociated himself from the trauma of it; he is aware that it happened, but it happened to a child who's no longer him.

medicine to fill the hole of family dysfunction -> using work as a fucked-up found family. the visual of bookshelves of medicine cradling him softly to sleep rather than his own mother (thoughts on wire vs cloth mother, and nature vs nurture).

chase going into the study of healing to distract himself from the pain of neglect, and because he never knew how to heal himself.

spending his formative years in a prison of books, of knowledge and facts. until one day he decided to make a home in it.

living in the permanent reminder that his father is never home, as he's locked in his father's cold and empty study. a permanent reminder of his neglect, that he is always alone.

"[life] is a series of rooms, and who we get stuck with in those rooms with adds up to what are lives are" (s3e12 one day, one room).... chase spent his childhood in that study, alone. in adulthood he's always ended up alone - abandoned by his parents, house, cameron - with his work the one constant.

it's like he's still trapped in his father's study to that day. it's like he never got over it.