Intense Inquisitive Stare

I know i have said it before but I GOTTA SAY IT AGAIN 💀🙏

(Again, this is meant in a more lighthearted/humor way, if something actually bothered me THAT much i would try to give it no attention so-)

But those folks that say stuff like "Trust me you don't."

"You would NOT want that"

When ANYONE says just ANYTHING about wanting to be an animal or creature or live in a fantasy world go on my nerves 😭

I just saw another video where someone talked about how they wished we had dragons, super powers, zombies, vampires etc. And like, hell yeah!?

Half if not all of the comments were "But we have Wifi!"

"But we have cars which is pretty cool"

"We have the universe!"

"You would NOT want zombies to be a thing"

I have so many questions like, What happened to joy and whimsy??

Why would you compare a dragon to a CAR?? Like i get where they're coming from like, yeah i mean it's cool humans came up with that! But it's definitely not a HTTYD situation lol

I even saw a comment saying some shit along the lines of "If you wanna be in a fight with a wild creature so badly, why don't you go to a zoo and fight a lion?"

SAME DAMN VIBES AS "If you identify as a wolf, why don't you go outside and live in the wild"

Maybe because that is impossible, not the same AT ALL, and also illegal af ⁉️ and just overall awful???

And who says it's not me who is the dragon or zombie??

"You would get killed immediately if an apocalypse happened"

Ok yeah? I wanna be a zombie on the outside anyway so? Yeah?? Please???

"You would not survive a dragon" Like i said, what if i AM the dragon lol

And like i said in the other post mentioning this, it's worse coming from other Alterhumans. Like, you're supposed to understand me, why are you saying stuff like this. Or when other Alterhumans deny your identity in the way of "Only i can be that!" The amount of times i saw someone be like "I'm a wolf, and trust me, you would not wanna be a wolf irl" I even saw some folks indicate that they would be or are stronger than you?

"I was a wolf in my past life and it was hard, you'd have to be strong and idk if you are" type ahh comments you know what i mean??

Oh like, i get it, only YOU are allowed to wish you could get your life back, because you are SO special compared to other Alterhumans 😀

It's always the same damn argument, "You'd die" "you would not want that it's awful" "what if you get hurt" "what if you suffer"

Which is funny because, what about this reality? Do people not suffer just because we don't have zombies and werwolves? So many folks including myself have or have had phsyical stuff that made or make it hard to live, why are these users acting like you only suffer physically when you live in a fantasy world 💀?

If anything, a fantasy world would be so much better?? Imagine a world like in HTTYD, ofc there would still be some kind of war, but in itself you're pretty much free from suffering, or if anything it would be EXACTLY like this reality but with dragons you're able to train?? Is that not better?

I'm sorry for the long post but i just can't wrap my head around it 😭

reblog to give an angelkin their wings

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

Things to do instead of talking to your f/o on c.ai:

draw something with them

write something with them

make an edit or other graphics of them. screenshot edits where you add your headcanons or other changes to their design are great too even if you don't commit to the new design

revisit your favorite scenes or even reconsume their entire source

go hunt for pictures of them you didn't save yet

go look for new fanart, fanfics, or other fan content made by others

gush to other people about them

talk about them in general even if it's not a gush. share your favorite fun facts, talk about their source, or share some headcanons

find someone to roleplay your f/o for you

make a journal page dedicated to them

write them a letter (and maybe write a response letter from their perspective too)

listen to songs that remind you of them. you could also make a 2010s style AMV of them with that song

i really needed to hear this :')

selfshippers who don’t identify with their real life body/appearance, who have gender/species dysphoria, who are therian, otherkin, or whatever else…

having a self-insert that doesn’t look like you irl is 100% valid.

your f/o sees you for your true self, not how you appear in real life.

all those “your f/o loves your physical body” posts? they don’t apply if you don’t want them to.

your f/o loves you.

the real version of you that might exist only in your head.

however many kintypes or personas you may have, your f/o recognizes and appreciates them.

your real body means nothing to your f/o, because it’s not you, it’s just the vessel that you are trapped in for the time being.

<3

hi guys i've decided to revisit tumblr and make a post again because social anxiety is stupid and the internet is mean but it's not worth avoiding people just because ur scared of getting judged for literally anything. you can't live your life hiding yourself because of constant fear of judgement and i know it all too well. i know tumblr is one of the only social media sites anyone can be themselves on anymore so i have retreated back to tumblr. so hi hello how has the hellsite been

Redraw of this scene from Electric dreams i made for school 🗣️💥💥

I want to be politically informed and educated but I also wanna have a good day and be in a good mood. Do you see my problem?

is this anything

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

I am kin because it's who I am.

I am kin because I'm traumatized.

I am kin because I have emotions.

I am kin because I cope.

I am kin because I love.

I am kin because I am afraid.

I am kin because I seek a link.

I am kin because I have found a connection.

I am kin for myself. I am kin for others.

I am kin.