I Cant Let Them Go Yet Apparently

best friend touya finding out you don't watch porn because you've never found anything you liked.

he asks if he can send you links, show you what's out there from a trusted source. you've always low-key had a thing for him, so you agree, even though a part of you knows there's no coming back to normal friendship after this.

the links start out tame, almost sweet. you've seen porn like it before, the basic shit that looks like a couple made a home movie. it’s not that you find it unappealing; you simply feel nothing watching two strangers fuck like they’re in love.

you send a thumbs-down reaction to the messages.

touya texts back: well shit

a flurry of links blow up your phone and you don’t get the strategy until you find one, buried in the middle, that reads: fucking my best friend so hard he cries

with your heart in your throat, you thumbs-up the message.

touya replies immediately.

omw

kiss it better

does anyone want a toxic yaoi roommates dabihawks fic because i’m writing it

an attachment formed during childhood could've saved them maybe

Shoto isn’t in here because he does not know what twitter is

happy touya saturday

"If it was... so simple a thing, then why? Why not sooner?"

au where touya stays but the abuse still happens

i’m fucking crying

he might be the love of my life