Hamonique-ao3 - Harmonique

I just... he had a little sister that he loved more than anything. he followed thea around like a lost little duckling. he was in love with his best friend and it almost destroyed him. he uses pain to both punish himself and stave off panic attacks. he survived five years of brutal torture and abuse by the skin of his teeth. his parents sold him. his little sister is dead. he wants to burn the house down. he cannot cook or shop for himself. he hates his old teammates. he loves his old teammates. he quite possibly loves his new teammates even more. he frets for the safety of people he barely knows. he's terrified of water, of being bitten, of being hurt again. he laughed when his worst abuser was dethroned and beaten and then tried to kill himself in solidarity.

he's finding reasons to live, day by day, one step at a time. a cool evening breeze, rainbows, open roads, friends.

he is jean moreau. he knows his place. he will endure.

'When I recall how beautiful you were'

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ur in her dms. she’s sending me boops on tumblr.com. we are not the same

You already know that I'm interested.

Hmm I was feeling cruel, so here are more jay sketches -

Tsc is the literary equivalent of Andrew hitting Neil with a racket 2 sec into first meeting him

DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD

The Foxhole Court

The King’s Men

The change between book one and three on how Neil reacts to an angry Wymack is something I think about often. He used to calculate the distance between the two of them to make sure he was just out of arms reach, just in case he got angry, and now he knows that if Wymack is truly angry, it will not be at them. And he doesn’t flinch.

he will use every chance he gets to be a drama queen and if he doesnt have one he will create one