rewatching season 3..
[coughing up blood] please, I require... media that will make me feel as bad as is physically possible...
one of the most relatable and useful things someone once said to me is that what saved her from her own ideation was the knowledge that suicide is always an option.
And this runs counter to what is very often told, and I’m certainly not saying that that narrative is wrong. There are people that absolutely need to hear that suicide is Never an option.
But when you’ve been in those particular trenches for so long, the old sayings start to wear thin.
So what this person talked about was, the knowledge that she could theoretically always kill herself made it easier to postpone. Sure she could have killed herself this morning, but then she wouldn’t be out getting coffee with her friend. And she can always do it tonight.
But maybe tonight doesn’t work either because what she wants more than to be dead is to be warm in bed. So she’ll sleep on it. Maybe next week after seeing her friend’s musical.
And maybe that musical gives her the strength she needs to hold out for a bit longer, to scrape just a bit more joy from the world.
And maybe in two months it comes back, and she can’t do it anymore. But well, two months ago wasn’t the only time, she can always do it next month. Might as well wait for spring, the flowers are only just starting to come out.
So hey, maybe you could kill yourself. But you’re a long time dead with not a lot to do, so might as well scrape some more joy and excitement and interest and disappointment and music and grief and community and warmth from this world while you’re in it.
There’s always the possibility of something around the corner. Be curious and stay safe loves <3 (love heart.)
You know what....house def bouncing on that dick
We all talk about Hannibal's creepy soulless smile but this facial expression, "You don't know whose side I'm on", this is all Will's design, Will's potential, Will's nature. Mr. Will CreepyAsFuck Graham.
One of the best roasts in the series:
Will: This is my becoming
Bedelia: What you are "becoming" is pathological
still so insane to me that the term “murder husbands” was used in canon. freddie lounds was just straight up calling them gay in the newspaper.
KISS ME
On my way!
I went to bed and I woke up feeling well rested. this has never happened before what do I do
I don't like the image being forcefully put in my head rn
GoodTimesWithScar is a catboy
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