This is it lads! The fandom has done it
Why am I lowkey shipping Rhonda and Quinn now??? Like she made her smile one time and suddenly I'm sold.
I'm very happy for Charley and his new love interest! I think it will be a big part of his journey towards moving on because it will be the final push he needs to let go of Emilio. Plus, Yuri seems chill, if not a little sus though it seems like it's in more of a chaotic neutral type of way than a malicious way.
Xavier continues to annoy me. The scene where he blows off Claire after finding out Maddie may be alive pissed me off so badly. He clearly cared about Maddie more than Claire, so it just gives the impression that he was stringing her along for sex and never intended for anything serious between them. To add to that, they're now setting up this romance between him and Nicole, which just further adds to the player vibe I get from him. He's flirting anonymously with Nicole, while in a situationship with Claire, while still talking like he's not over Maddie, and I'm supposed to find him likable? I just don't understand the appeal. The guy looks like a greasy rat(I haven't forgotten about that scene with the cinderblock), and the eyes that everyone seems to like so much just creep me out honestly. He's got this stare that's a mix between a tweaker and a freaky ass bird.
My main man Wally continues to be the best! I'm very worried about him, though, because if things go the way I think and Maddie is put back into her body, it's going to break his heart, and I don't think I can handle thatðŸ˜
*forgets to message back* *forgets to check notifications* *forgets to look through bookmarks* *forgets to check reminders* *forgets to check out [insert content] that i said i would* *forgets to take my phone off do not disturb* *forgets to
Oof.
When I was a (unmedicated, undiagnosed ADHD) kid, like, under 12, my room was a mess all the time. Not shocking.
I struggled keeping it clean.
I struggled getting it clean.
I would sincerely put in quite a bit of effort and be really proud of the progress I made. Then one of my parents would come check and see how I was doing.
"Well, you've still got a long way to go."
That sentence. I was like, 11 when my parents were saying that to me. It was crushing. All my pride and satisfaction with my work was completely gone. All my effort was worthless to them. All they saw what everything I didn't do.
At the age of ELEVEN, I knew that wasn't right. That wasn't fair. I swore to myself I would never invalidate someone's work like that.
Now, at 30, I catch myself thinking 'I cleaned up, but my apartment is still so messy.' and I flashback to standing in my bedroom as a child, hearing those fucking words from my parents.
'No. I wouldn't invalidate someone else's work. I'm not going to invalidate my own. I did good. I made progress.' and I'll list the things that I DID get done to myself.
You deserve credit for all the progress you make.
You deserve credit for all the work you do.
It doesn't matter how much work you have left.
What you accomplish, no matter how small, counts. Even when what you accomplished was taking a day to rest and recharge and give yourself a break.
Never let anyone invalidate your work. Not even you.
I think a lot about how, if the glorious violent revolution happens, every kid with significant medical needs in a hospital where power gets cut will die.
You can decide you're willing to sacrifice your own life, but you don't get to tell everybody else on the planet that they're acceptable collateral damage.
Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms
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