.......the Urge To Retheme My Blog After Dead Apple Fyodor....

By the way — you all are welcome to bother me in my inbox! I love receiving asks; even if it may take some time for me to reply or react to them.

He came home for some reason ^^ and I figured you would be happy!

This your man?

OMG YES YES YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSS! GIVE ME HIMMMMMMM!!!

“teenage Dazai this” “teenage Chuuya that”

WHAT ABOUT TEENAGE FUKUZAWA

I know where Ranpo gets it from.

Low-key tempted to write a full breakdown of Fyodor's mental health / state... but some key points I noticed :

savior / martyr complex.

dehumanization of self; he perceives himself as something fully inhuman.

black and white thinking; unable to reconcile with ambiguity and this also causes him to have an extreme “us vs them” mentality, classic almost cult leader behavior and mindset.

( possible ) depression and anhedonia.

frequent disassociation.

does not allow people to particularly get close to him, self-isolates and keeps his relationships with others transactional.

clear-cut sadism that he rationalizes.

again & again

(sigh) 3 am and I am sleepless because my brain decided “no sleep for you tonight” and I had a writing idea..

Hello; good morning, evening or night!

I am that anon who said you seemed interesting; I decided to make an account for my ooc blog since my account was roleplay focused haha. Hope you have been well!

ahhh i see !1!1!!11! thank you very much 4 your ask hehe it really did brighten my day i’ve been doing fine and dandy !!!!!! a little tired but i’m powering through 🙂‍↕️

Thank you :')

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Omg really..? I had people say they're too scared of interacting with me...

some warmth for atsushi because he has suffered enough

forgot i had tumblr sorry