No New Akusaimonth Fill, No. Instead Something Else That Kept Bothering Me For Days. Philipp Brammer,

[Image Description: Image is a pastel chalk drawing of adult Lea and Isa from Kingdom Hearts sitting on a beach. Lea is sitting between Isa's legs, leaning his back on Isa's chest. He is talking nonsense with a smug expression, gesturing with one hand, while Isa kisses him on the cheek, smiling. Both their eyes are closed and their hands are linked in front of Lea's chest. The drawing is done in warm sunlit colours and the edges of the drawing are slightly smudged into the white paper frame, giving the image a dreamlike quality.]

Lazy Afternoons

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Aww, look what I just found! :D

I had totally forgotten about that sketch! But now, that I found it again, I remember drawing it. I was quite down back then, mainly because of all the stress from school (it was my final year and I had to do a really really big project, which kept me busy basically every free minute for the whole year). I started writing a list of all the things I would have wanted to do, but couldn't. (Drawing AkuSai was on it, yes.) Well, one day I just couldn't see that project or anything related to it anymore so I took a few minutes and did this fast sketch. And you know, it felt ... peaceful. Like a promise that all of this would end soon. It helped me a lot back then.

Zersetzung // Decomposition

Okay, I decided I should pull myself together and draw something for at least the last day! Because today morning the time has finally come and 2.5 ReMix will be also available here in Europe! Yay!!

You know what I’m looking forward to the most? The new “secret” movie in Re:Coded!! I’m not sure if I should hope for the expectations I got from the bits and pieces I gathered here on Tumblr to be right or not. Because, if they’re wrong, I might be disappointed.

But if they are right, then I will be terrified.

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 21: Music & Lyrics

Die Welt steht still // The world stands still zwischen uns // between us Mach die Augen wieder auf // Open the eyes again Atme langsam wieder aus // Breath out again Die Welt steht still // The world stands still

[Die Welt steht still - Revolverheld]

"Die Welt steht still" is about two people who slowly drifted away from each other. They have changed over time and each of them has made a lot of mistakes which are now mounting up in between them and creating some sort of an invisible wall. He sings that he doesn't know whether it's too late to forgive all of that, to see each other anew, but he is willing to try it. It's all up to the other.

What really impressed my about this song is the video. It adds a complete new layer of meaning to it. You can see a woman who is pulled out of a river and people running her way trying to save / reanimate her. It was actually this life saving aspect that really caught my attention.

With the woman coming back around during the end of the video it is very clear how the story in the song is supposed to end, I rather wanted to show the uncertain state before the decision instead. I'm not sure myself though, whether this will be a "life saving" or a "going down together" story or something else completely.

AkuSaiMonth 2022

For anyone wondering what's up: I was asked if I would hold an AkuSaiMonth event this year and after a lot of deliberation I decided to ask for permission from @misomilk (you know, the original creator of the event!) and go for it!

Personally, I think it's a pretty fun format this year, because not only is it a bingo card (like 2015), but the BINGO CARDS HAVE RANDOMIZED PROMPT ORDERS! How cool is that?? I'm very excited about this, yes x'D

There's not a lot of time leading up to it now, I know, but if any of you feel like taking part or want to see what will be created, feel free to head over to @akusaimonth and give it a follow!! <3

There's also an AkuSaiMonth Instagram, if you want to see what's going on there as well!

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 22: Hair 2/2

Don't worry. I'll be there.

Hair. Hair. Hair, I ALWAYS loved drawing hair *3* Especially if it's flowing and silky and awwwwwww. (I can spend hours and hours on colouring hair ... and hours and hours and hours and hours and hours and hours) A KaKAO card again. :) Done with coloured pencils.

I was told that those cards seem bigger on screen then they are, so the second picture is meant as a scale. Note that this is already a maxi card, which means two cards in one. An actual KaKAO card is half the size. I plan maxi cards always in a way that they could be separated, but I seriously don't want to cut those two apart. Ever. =_="

psssst - is there going to be an akusai event this year?? >.> asking for a friend. (me - i'm the friend).

Hey friend! :) You know what? Yes, let's just do it again! I've been considering for a while, but actually: The joy of seeing everone's works outweighs any negatives. So yeah! I'll get one together! (Even though it's suuuuper late. Sorry Dx)

It will be a Bingo again, same rules as last year too! I'll try to get everything ready before the next week!

I'm currently collecting prompts (I need 24 again) so if anyone has any ideas, please share them with me! In the replies, tags, asks, whatever!! I think it's better if it's not just my ideas!

Let's have a great month again this year!

King (ID in Alt)

I might maybe perhaps possibly still be slightly obsessed with the Wilds of Eldraine story. (And Rowan specifically. Support women's wrongs!)

OH MY GOD!!! Thank you, I'm so happy right now!! This sounds so promising already, I'm soooo looking forward to the next chapter! <3

And thank you, I'm glad you like my drawings!!! <3

Parasite, Paradise

So, @emsawards just went and took the two things I obsess about the most at the moment and put them together into one, thrilling, amazing fanfiction. I couldn’t be more happy!

(For the designs, I picked a little from the manga, a little from the movie, the paladin armor, their normal outfits, Keith’s space pirate outfit and of course a good part of @v-0-3 artwork of Shiro that started it all. Though I changed Shiro’s haircolour to white in the end, because I love the contrast to Keith.)