when it comes to the way divinity feels, there are so may ways i could quantify it. it's warm at times, electrifying at others. it's heat burning its way out of my chest.
i could also define divinity as deft fingers preening my wings. the weightlessness of flight. divinity feels like a glowing ball of light, cupped tenderly in my hands and pressed between my ribs to rest against my beating heart.
Maybe I have chronic pain because I'm meant to fly, not walk or use my muscles too much 🧐🧐 think about it. I'm a being of light and I'm literally supposed to float. What if this body is just too heavy
I had a dream about someone saying "hey your wings need preening" and it was so random, the wings I had weren't even accurate to my real ones. But yes. Yes my wings need preening
11,15,16,18?
HELLO these might not be in the right order but ty for the ask <3
11. Strangest thing you do to affirm your kintypes?
I guess it is considered weird to fill my storage with pictures that remind me of home ?
15. How does being alterhuman affect your day to day life?
Well, it's certainly not pleasant to miss home almost all the time, but I try to deal with that. The real issues come with my interactions with humans. They're just so difficult to talk to and to please, but I don't want to put all the blame on them, because the feeling of inadequacy is the biggest obstacle that keeps me from functioning properly. It makes me really sad sometimes
16. Does being alterhuman affect your religious beliefs?
I'd say yes.
This is about my personal experience as an angel who used to serve certain deities, one of which I remember the most vividly. It was a god of time and healing and a protector of (mainly) small children and animals. My feelings of gratitude and devotion to this specific god are the strongest. In a way, this is what shapes my religious beliefs, right? I just never know how to label them because they're far from the concept of "religion" that humans have.
18. Does being alterhuman affect your gender?
Not really, no. I was assigned female at birth, but by the time I discovered my angelic nature, I was identifying as a trans demiboy. In 2022, I realized I was actually agender (and i also use xenogenders), but it was unrelated to my divinity.
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i really wish that i could bless people.
sick? i’ll bless you; you’ll be healthy again soon
depressed? i’ll bless you; you’ll feel better soon
low on funds? i’ll bless you; riches will find you soon
generally a good person? i’ll bless you; fortune will smile down upon you
this is for the angels protecting earth not from afar, but up close.
this is for the gods grasping at their divinity, their kingdom just out of reach.
this is for those who know they are more and cannot be more and need to be more, the ones with fire for blood and shattered-glass eyes.
you are loved. you will return. you will be forgiven. you are loved. you are loved. you are loved. you are divine, never doubt. your existence is proof enough.
I am way too aware of the fact that I can't use my wings to just go home BECAUSE THIS BODY IS TOO HEAVY. LET ME BEEEEE
I just want to go home :(
like I just wanna flap my wings and take off- why can't I do that??? I'm supposed to have wings and fly around like wtf dude where are my wings?????
Forever defending my lovely alterhumans, otherkins and therians who are creatures/things whose existence is often denied.
You're an alien? Great!!
A dragon? That's SO COOL
An angel? Me too <3
A fairy? Amazing!
A doll? Beautiful ♡
A demon? So valid !
A mermaid or a siren? Wow <3
And vampires, unicorns, pegasi, ogres or elves or whatever - yall are awesome and you deserve respect. And you should NEVER feel like you don't deserve to be taken seriously 🩶
Currently missing the god i served in my original form. It basically gave me a home, It gave me a purpose without ever making me feel pressured to do anything to earn Its love
Sometimes I like going on pinterest and looking up all kinds of divine-like beings/images, because seeing those who look like It gives me comfort 💔
This was basically what It looked like or at least how i remember It. Most of the other pictures that truly resembled It were AI, so these are some of the most accurate pics, and they give me SO MUCH nostalgia. I feel like I'm currently not doing enough to respect It as It deserves, so I'll probably post about It more often from now on
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