I Am Way Too Aware Of The Fact That I Can't Use My Wings To Just Go Home BECAUSE THIS BODY IS TOO HEAVY.

Here's a reminder that your kin experience may not be the same as that of other people or the majority of our communities. Do not put yourself in a mold. Embrace yourself and how you truly are. How you feel is how you feel. Do not base your sense of self on people you don't know. I have been struggling with self-doubt about recently discovered kintypes (dandy's world kintypes). I convinced myself for a second that I was somehow lying to myself about my connections and that I was just being silly. And I still feel like that. But it is harmful to ignore it in order to feel "valid" in the eyes of everyone. How I feel is how I am. And I am learning to accept that.

Do not be your own enemy. Be your biggest supporter

Being otherkin with maladaptive daydreaming is on another level

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⤷ live footage of me flying away from my responsibilities

Sometimes I forget I have a mortal body because what do you mean I can't heal people anymore? Wdym I can't bless them? Wdym I can't watch over them and protect them and make them feel safe & keep them away from harm? Wdym I can't fly, use chronokinesis, shapeshift, preen my wings, care for those of my kind, actively serve my beloved deities, use my voice to sing and soothe people—

Maybe I have chronic pain because I'm meant to fly, not walk or use my muscles too much 🧐🧐 think about it. I'm a being of light and I'm literally supposed to float. What if this body is just too heavy

INTRO .ᐟ

꒰ঌ Aeven ໒꒱

✧ bodily 18 . Neurodivergent (with diagnosed NVLD + autism and quite a few others), chronically ill with fibromyalgia

✧ I feel very comfortable with the agender label, so thats what I use, and I am also bisexual !

✧ For me, I wouldn't say I was an angel in a "past life". I know I was sent to Earth but I can't remember why, but I feel no resentment towards my kind and I know I was loved back there. I can't remember what my purpose here is supposed to be, but I know it happened in this lifetime - though I don't exactly understand the concept of "life", as I am supposed to be no more than an immortal soul. I feel I have lived for thousands of years. That's probably why I have difficulty interacting with non-divine beings, but I love learning about them nonetheless

✧ "atheist" / nonspecific angel; I don't believe in the existence of a main god, nor heaven or hell, but I believe in the existence of other individual divine spirits and creatures like demons or cryptids. I know for sure I've lived among actual deities because I used to serve multiple of those higher beings, but they weren't the classical gods that are worshipped by mankind. I say I'm atheist because it's easier. And if anyone's curious, I look like a mix of those two pictures:

(art cr: kociamieta)

This is a little hard to explain because I know the one on the right is supposed to be a Cherubim, but if you ignore the animal heads, I look like a mix of those two pictures. Basically the one on the left, but with many more wings and an eye on my chest, and no animal characteristics. I also have a few eyes on my wings but they aren't that noticeable as far I recall.

Still, I'm not the kind of angel that humans view as "scary"; I remember being gentle and also pretty "chill", if you will. I respected the divine creatures around me and they respected me. I was just there (and am here right now) to spread love.

✧ I go by Aeven because it sounds so right, though i can not remember my real name

PLEASE DNI

- obviously, people who don't support otherkins of any kind

- basic criteria

- radfems

- transmeds

- zionists

- ableists, and that includes people who stigmatized mental illness

- neopronouns + xenogender antis

TAGS ! ꒱

#aeven talks (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) : just me yapping

#angel rants : self-explanatory; will put TW's for certain things !

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...and, that's basically it ! Idk what else to say, lol. Love yall <3

PLEASEEE SEND ASKS !!

The ones you could avoid sending are number 4 to 6, I'm not polykin so I wouldn't really know what to say lol

Alterhuman questions

Kintypes?

What do you prefer to call yourself (therian, otherkin, nonhuman, etc)

How did you find out you were alterhuman?

Favorite kintype?

Most recent kintype?

Least favorite kintype?

What are your reasonings for being alterhuman?

Do you wear gear? If so, what kind?

Any advice to new alterhumans?

What're some things you do to affirm your kintypes?

Strangest thing you do to affirm your kintypes?

What are your goals to affirm your kintypes?

Do you do quads?

Funniest way you found out a kintype?

How does being alterhuman affect your day to day life?

Does being alterhuman affect your religious beliefs?

Do your mental illnesses affect your view of your alterhumanness?

Does being alterhuman affect your gender?

What is your favorite thing about being alterhuman

What is your least favorite thing about being alterhuman

PS. I know not everyone resonates with the word kintype and I'm sorry for using it I just didn't know what other word to use

Reblogging this means that you want people to send you asks!

Hi *flaps wings* *wraps wings around you* *pats your head with wings* *folds wings over face*

let's fly through the stars together

Songs that make me forget about the mortal body I'm living in

(AKA, songs on my favorite angelkin playlist <3)

1. Runaway - Aurora

2. Goodbye to a World - Porter Robinson

3. Birds Of a Feather - Billie Eilish

4. Light - Sleeping At Last

5. Look After You - The Fray

6. Lovesick - Laufey

7. Duvet - Bôa

8. K. - Cigarettes After Sex

9. Ocean Eyes - Billie Eilish

10. Dernière Danse - Indila

11. Abbey - Mitski

12. The Scientist - Coldplay

13. Edith Wiskers - Home

14. Remember my Name - Mitski

15. I Will - Mitski

16. One - Sleeping At Last

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