The Desperation In Annabeths “wait” When Percy Shuts The Door. When She Screams “Percy Don’t

Oh how the curtains have tabled

ANNABETH WAS SUPPOSED TO PUSH PERCY DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS TO SAVE THE QUEST, BUT INSTEAD HE PUSHED HER DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS TO SAVE HER LIFE. AND WHEN SHE HAD THE CHANCE TO CHOOSE THE QUEST OVER HIM SHE CHOSE HIM

on one hand i’m interested in what the rwrb movie is gonna be like but on the OTHER hand i’m Not interested in what the general public is gonna say about rwrb

No, but, why is everything better when you haven't accepted that yes maybe they were the one who messed you up and not everything is your fault?

Do you ever forget what gender you are and then someone says like "She's the only girl....*blah-blah*...." and then you're hit with a "Oh, shit. I, too, am a girl. What the fuck."

Or am I weird?

No, but another thing about this show that is so off from the books but we love it is how much Percy actually knows about the Greek stories. Like, yes, our Goddes Sally Jackson taught him, she prepared in the only ways she could. Like, ik in the books he was all like "Huh?" Or "What?" about what had happened (and if he wasn't then the Fandom has rendered my mind usless and I no longer have the ability to differentiate fanfics and canon) but yes.

Cardan when Jude commands him:

Cardan when anyone else tries:

You know what devastated me about ep 6?

When we hear Nico yell "Bianca!" he sounds SO YOUNG!! My friend literally thought he was a little girl because of how young he sounded! He's 10! He's a 10 year old little boy yelling for his sister because she's the only person he knows in that big bright place! They're all alone and he's 10 and he's tiny and the worse has yet to befall him!! *sobbing on the floor*

I have been at that stage for about 3 years now. And it is so scary. Like, it feels like yesterday that I pulled an all-nighter when I 1st found out about shifting just so I can know all about it. And since then, for so long, I have known almost everything. And I have understood it. And now all of it just comes down to me and my sincerity and my discipline and resolve. Like, the flip am I gon do now, bruh?

I’m trying to come to terms with the fact that I don’t need any help to shift.

I don’t need anymore tips, tricks, or methods. I don’t need more subliminals, I don’t need to constantly reprogram my mind, I don’t even need to read over my script anymore because I consciously and unconsciously know it like the back of my hand.

I know what to do, I just have to build the discipline to do it.

It’s all on me.

And that’s terrifying.

Fuck my lifeeee

YALL I SAW THIS AND STARTED FOAMING AT THE MOUTH

it is MY fandom experience and I get to do what I want