“Sometimes I Contemplate, Am I In Love With The Darkness Or Perhaps, The Darkness Is In Love With Me

“Lately Ive been picking through my brain

Searching for the reason why I finally went insane

But I’m out of luck

I Guess I’ll never be the same

Maybe I’m just crazy or have I always been this way

Come to think of it

Ever since a jit, I shied away from other kids

Sitting on the playground

Thinking everybody’s judging him

Forward six years later

And I still cant let nobody in”

Whosthatkidd

“I don’t know why I have to stay alive if i’m going to live forever sad…”

—

does anyone else constantly get the feeling that you’re running out of time?? and for no reason!! i could be lying in bed in the middle of summer vacation and my mind is like “hurry up!!! before it’s too late!!!” and i’m just like “hurry up and do what?? leave me alone wtf!!!”

Someone’s tone changes for even a split second and it’s like suddenly you can’t focus on anything but for the fact that you MUST have done something to upset them and you need to either fix it or just shut up