The Whole Idea Of “if You Love Something, Set It Free” As Shown In Buffy Is Troubling To Me. Buffy

decided to start posting art on here for once… gay people follow me

hands down one of the best dean traits is just going along with everything charlie says bc she's his friend and he likes her

this man is killing me. killing me i tell you.

hello.

those lost journal 3 pages and these gay old men live in my head rent free ❄️☕️💕

(peep the code!)

BUFFY: How long was I gone?

SPIKE: 147 days yesterday... uh, 148 today. Except today doesn't count, does it?

MARY: They've only been gone for...

CASTIEL: Six weeks, two days, ten hours.

#dean and cas are basically just a married couple with 2 teenage kids

ever since I watched 'lily sunder has some regrets' again I haven't been able to stop thinking about the angel magic she was using to gain powers and stay alive. so I've been thinking, what if after they defeat Chuck, Dean becomes obsessed w learning more about angels in general in hopes to find something that would help him bring Cas back and in the moment of desperation he remembers about Lily. So he tracks down the manuscripts she's been using and once he is confident he's fluent in enochian, casts the spell. And like magic, Cas is there standing in front of him, in flesh, and he is saying something but Dean cannot hear him. First he thinks it's because he is overwhelmed by seeing Cas back but when he says Cas' name out loud but cannot hear his own voice either, he understands that he's hearing is gone. Just like with Lily, he knew using magic came at a cost and he'd be burning off his soul. So he just reaches out and pulls Cas into a tight hug and prays to him 'I missed you' and 'You can have me' and 'I love you, Castiel'

When days later he manages to signs 'beer' perfectly an gets a thumbs up from Eileen, a beer from Sam, and a kiss from Cas, he once again thinks that he made the right choice. (and maybe Cas can't heal his hearing but he can hear his prayers and turns out can speak inside Dean's mind, which, interestingly makes the sex better than any other sex Dean has had. Or maybe that's just because he is in love with Cas)

dean & children | 7.10 death’s door

insp. by this post by @clairenovvak that literally made me fall out of my chair when i saw it