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Seeing you work with clay is making me want to try! I've wanted to work with polymer clay for years but I was always so scared

Anyway, thank you for allowing us to see your progress! I can't wait to see the final result :)

nothing to be scared of, the clay is cheap and you'll be wasting nothing (it's only now that you're wasting time not having tried it) - go on, create, make mistakes and have fun!

I want to share as much of me (seemingly) failing as possible, because I feel like everyone I know struggles with perfectionism and overall a very bad/toxic mindset that social media taught us - everyone posting only their best work makes you think they surely never fail and therefore you suck. It teaches you mistakes are something very, very bad and makes you scared of even trying to make your own stuff, which is wrong on so many levels. Mistakes aren't good or bad, they're an essential part of the process you have to accept (and everyone makes them, no matter how experienced they are); you won't make mistakes only if you don't do anything, and we don't want that!

I learned to accept this a rather hard way - the shittier my life got the less serious I'd get (about myself, my art and running my socials) and failing at anything became a joke (ah man, I only have to remake it another 60 times and we'll be good!).

SO GUYS try not to take your art too seriously - everything can either be fixed, started over or remade as many times as you wish

after drawing one (1) promising anvil, I thought I could easily render metal (I could't); two attempts were made

reference pic, which is also a sequel to the cyborg gauntlet post (please, check it out), taken by me

a quick thing just to make something

🔥RAT METAL🔥(a continuation of this)

7th of May 2021, when the sky was burning

[2022] a normal class photo

this is the very first time I drew fanart, which felt super awkward and feels even worse now, when I see how wonky and overall ..not so great this is; but I'm going to close my eyes post it anyway

looking forward to redraw it, because I feel like I improved a lot you'll be able to see it for yourself when I get to the most recent stuff, because I've just finished another Arcane piece ..it's about 7 posts away tho idk stay tuned?

some more edits of the ink prints from >>my previous post<<

back with a new craft I tried

don't think I can keep up anymore, but here's the rest of the stuff I drew for Arctober before I focusted on finishing the grenade

for the "magic" prompt I tried to recreate a page from Jayce's notebook (and failed at illegible writing)

drawing finally felt fun and not like a torture! I even introduced some colour and you won't believe it, but I actually like one or two pieces presented here

for a very long time I was not used to drawing more than once a month (at best), so this is a journey I'm proud of - a "physical" proof it is worth pushing yourself through painfully scribbling some shitty drawings to actually get better and discover you're not as stupid as you thought

you know what? fuck it, I'm going to post everything I did for Arctober in slightly less horrible quality (may edit later), no matter how bad it is

it's just too special for me (this show and the challenge and new season coming up) so I'm putting all of my insecurities aside to show the unfinished, poorly drawn stuff that I'm ashamed of; join me on the painful journey of getting back to drawing (haven't done anything like this in pencil in two years or so, I'm basically missing all the basics)

above Rio it says 'poor cat' and the stuff I covered on the legacy page are some notes I've taken on what was hard for me when I drew it and what to improve ..oh, and on the very bottom on the 2nd Piltover page it says 'you fuckers will never leave Piltover', just don't mind it it's a Polish joke thing