part one — angst
“please stay a while”
“don't lose your heart”
“so sad it ends as it began”
“how I loved you, how I cried”
“you'll get forgotten on the way”
“love of my life, don't leave me”
“was it all wasted? all that love?”
“I have no heart, I'm cold inside”
“you're the victim of your crime”
“each morning I get up I die a little”
“save me I can't face this life alone”
“it's always a rainy day without you”
“someday, one day, we'll come home”
“you've captured my love, stolen my heart”
“I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be”
“I've been facing this alone for much too long”
“because you don't know what it means to me”
“who dares to love forever, when love must die?”
“if I can't go to heaven will they let me go to hell?”
“funny how love can break your heart so suddenly”
“I've been looking back to find where I went wrong”
“I would surely die if you dismiss me from your love”
“there's nothing in this world to be sure of anymore”
“too much love will kill you just as sure as none at all”
“it started off so well, they said we made a perfect pair”
“for every star in heaven there's a sad soul here today”
“so please don't go, don't leave me here all by myself”
“one day we're loving each other then we're fighting one another”
“I was looking for some good old satisfaction, but pain is all I got”
“I used to bring you sunshine now all I ever do is bring you down”
“don't you hear my call? though you're many years away don't you hear me calling you?”
like if you use or save (´・ᴥ・`)੭・゚:* ♡
Pairing: slight Jimin x f.Reader, Taehyung x f.Reader
Warnings: suggestive themes, Jimin being a lot, blood drinking, Tae being angry, confusion
Wordcount: 5.3k
a/n: boy if you don’t-
You really like the songs of birds. You have always liked the songs of birds, even when you were a little girl – too naïve for the world and with far too much energy to spare – you really liked birds and their singing. It calmed you down, but also made you think of many amazing stories in your head. Most of the time those stories were about the topics those little fellas were singing about. Where the spots for catching worms were hidden in your garden, how the air all the way up in the sky felt like, or maybe just about how many people they have pooped on today. You had the silliest stories for every kind of bird and its melodies.
Now that you are all grown up – still maybe a little naïve but feeling far more tired than energetic – the music of birds reminded you of home. Your parent’s house is surrounded by a spacious garden, so your childhood was filled with happy whistling and little songs, hence the many stories. So whenever you are woken up by the songs of birds, you feel like you are back in your childhood bedroom, ready to start a new day of adventuring.
So when you open your eyes to a new day and don’t find yourself in your bedroom, you are confused. Now bear in mind, you hadn’t expected to wake up in your childhood bedroom, your mind was awake enough to realise that this was impossible. But you had expected to wake up in your apartment. White walls, which were slightly yellowed from all the previous people living in it, a big water stain on the left corner of the ceiling, the smell of your radiator heating up. But you weren’t greeted by those things, instead the clear blue sky greeted you.
You blink a few times, rubbing at your eyes when the image still remains.
“Huh.”
The sky is still here even after you rubbed your eyes. You look at your hands and start counting your fingers. You have more fingers in dreams, so your father always told you. You only have your required amount, not one more and not one less. So you aren’t dreaming. You are actually resting under a glass dome. Also what is that smell? Like old books and expensive wood?
You look around. A library.
“Oh!”
You must be stupid in sleep. You stayed over at Taehyung’s place, now you remember! This is his library, a secret he shared with you last night before you and him spent hours watching the stars and kissing until your lips were tender. You touch them, feeling your heart flutter. Last night was so amazing. He took you dancing, walked with you under the moonlight, showed you his most precious possessions and then told you that you are important to him under the starry sky and then fell asleep with you while you were resting in his arms.
You giggle, hiding your face behind your hands. Last night was epic.
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Namjoon goes to the music menu and selects the Playlists option. The first few playlists are regular playlists that everyone (including Namjoon himself) has – workout playlist, study playlist, road trip playlist… – and, apparently, the rest are all their song guides organised by album and era. Namjoon scrolls all the way to the bottom until he reaches the last playlist and abruptly stops in the middle of the sidewalk.
Namjoonie. The name of the last playlist is Namjoonie.
Or, Seokjin lends his jacket to Namjoon and he finds an old iPod inside one of its pocket. Out of curiosity, Namjoon looks through Seokjin’s music and finds a playlist titled Namjoonie.
SIBI HOLY FUCK. im so confused and scared rn.... did tae really trapped oc? who tf saved her in the end? will she be a vampire? i cant wait anymore for the next chapter which will be titled HURT 😫😭🤚🏼💔
Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader
Warnings: the beginning is very sweet until everything does a 180 and it turns very dark, violent blooddrinking, hunts, violence, betrayal, those are not your sweet romanticised vampires
Wordcount: 8k
a/n: i hate them, also istfg if just one of you blames oc i will slaughter you painfully
The sun was already getting ready for her sleep when you and Taehyung finally leave his wing. You hadn’t planned on leaving his wing, but your rumbling stomach convinced you otherwise.
You giggle as Taehyung catches up with you on the stairs. He wraps his arms around you, picking you up with ease.
“What are you doing? Tae put me down”, you laugh.
“Never”, he says, pressing you against the handrailing at the end of the stairs, “you’re mine darling”, he coos, caressing your sides.
“Mhm, yeah I am”, you say, grinning goofily. His hair feels so soft in your fingers.
“I’m so happy to have you again”, he whispers, making your heart flutter.
“I’m happy too”, you breathe, feeling your body draw closer to him all on its own.
“Let’s never ever fight again”, he says, making you chuckle.
“That’s a little unrealistic”, you say.
He pouts, earning himself a soft pinch to his cheek.
“Fine, let’s never ever fight again”, you give in with fondness in your voice.
“That’s better”, he says and smiles.
“You’re so cute."
"Ah yes? Are you perhaps talking to a mirror?"
You snort, "Tae come on”, you whine.
Taehyung grins and leans in for a kiss, stopping as your stomach rumbles loudly. You both look down at it.
“Are you famished, my sweetest?” he asks, rubbing his hand over your tummy gently.
“Yes, a little, stupid human stomach, it ruined the mood.”
Taehyung looks at you with fondness in his eyes.
“Let’s get you something to eat, shall we?”
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im not crazy for saying that i found comfort in this chapter which fucking titled HURT. im so glad yoongi saved oc and helped her and jk as well. and JIMIN..... he's turning to kinda good guy??? i really dont understand whom he's scared of. i cant fucking wait for the next chapter. you did a really really good job on this sibi ♡
Warnings: sadness, signs of trauma, slight violence, but also sweet healing moments
Wordcount: 11k
a/n: i know there is lots of plot in this chapter jfajsd i hope it’s not confusing
Is that your mother singing? And is that her hand caressing your hair? Those sheets, they feel like the sheets of your childhood bed. Soft, warm, cotton. That smell. Is that your father’s cologne? It smells like his hugs. Why can’t you open your eyes? You want to see them. You haven’t been back in your childhood home in years, not after the fire burned everything down. Paws on wooden tiles. No way. Is that Cookie? She is alive again? You laugh, but nothing comes out. You want to open your eyes and look at her, but you can’t. She barks, it makes your father laugh and soon your mother laughs too. Mama? Papa?
You sit up and gasp, ripping your eyes open. This isn’t your childhood home, this is a forest. This isn’t your childhood bed, this is the wet, cold ground. And who is that shadow sitting in the dark?
“Took you long enough”, he grumbles and steps into the light of the full moon. Min Yoongi.
“You?” you gasp and it is not long that realisation washes over you. You reach for your neck. It is dry and doesn’t hurt anymore. You pull your hand away, staring at your clean palms, “what?”
“I fed you my blood”, he says calmly.
You gasp, throat constricting. Your hand is on your chest, feeling for a heartbeat.
“No you aren’t dead”, he says dryly. He stands up and closes the distance between you and him. He squats down, red eyes racing over your face, “although I did think you would die on me for a second. You’ve been out for five hours.”
“Five hours?” you gasp, blinking in confusion, “Yoongi what is going on? What is-“, you stop talking when you watch Yoongi’s head snap up in alert. He sniffles then growls.
“Okay we gotta go”, he whispers and wraps his strong fingers around your wrist.
“What?”
“We have to go, didn’t you hear me?” he spits angrily, pulling you to your feet.
You are dizzy and the world is nothing but a blurred mess. You wobble and stumble, head pounding painfully.
“I’m so dizzy. Yoongi wait.”
“There is no time to wait”, he barks, faltering only a second later when he sees how your eyes flutter in exhaustion. He sighs, “fine, I’ll walk for you.”
He throws you over his shoulder afterwards, ignoring your squeaked out complaints. And then he runs. He runs so fast that trees turn into dark streaks of blurriness and the ground beneath your eyes is indistinct.
“Yoongi put me down please”, you plead, feeling your eyes tear up in the cold wind.
But Yoongi doesn’t answer you. He continues running through the endless forest. The darkness doesn’t even phase him, he manoeuvres through the thick undergrowth and high trees as if it was the brightest day.
“Please…” you plead.
“Quit it”, he hisses, dodging a family of low trees.
“I’m so confused, what happened?”
“Quiet.”
Oh your stomach aches so much. Yoongi is way too fast, you will throw up if he doesn’t slow down.
“Yoongi, please slow down.”
“Oh my god”, he stops, picking you up like a little baby so you would be facing him, “if I tell you to be quiet then be fucking quiet. You want to tell every bloody vampire in a radius of fifty miles your location?”
“What?” you gasp.
“Their little feeding stupidity alerted others of our kind, they smelled blood. Don’t you get it?” he spits.
“I- holy shit.”
“Now you get it”, he throws you back over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes, “so be quiet until I tell you that you can speak.”
And so Yoongi runs again, through the forest until he reaches the gates. Down the empty streets and quiet alleyways. And you stay quiet, cursing your heart for racing so loudly and your brain for slowly coming to its senses.
Feeding stupidity.
Yoongi told you so himself. Someone fed on you, used you as their own blood bag, almost ripped you to shreds. It was them. Park Jimin and Kim Namjoon and… Taehyung. Your love, the man who swore to protect you. He led you to your demise.
“Stop sobbing”, Yoongi hisses, taking a sharp turn to the right.
“They killed me”, you sob. It hurts so much. You want to cry for hours.
“You’re not dead, we’re almost there”.
“Why did you heal me? Why? I could have been like you, I could have been like you.”
“You don’t want this, trust me”, he mumbles, unphased by your continuous sobs and cries.
He betrayed you. He gave you promises of safety and he forced you into danger. You trusted him and he allowed them to kill you. It hurts so much, it’s so unbearably much.
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hi! i hope your having a good day. i just wanted to know if you had any advice for writing a betrayal and making it feel impactful?
Hi :)
Sure, here is my advice for you:
Betrayal can be a good plot twist for your character and for your reader. If it's done right, it can be surprising and highly emotional.
Reasons for betrayal
personal gain/greed
ex. money, status, power, etc.
fear
jealousy or envy
Types of traitors
the bad guy - you always knew they would eventually betray you
the weak one - the person is not strong enough to stand by your side or strong enough to resist temptation
the climber - this one wants to gain something from the betrayal and wants to climb the social ladder - and for that they need to step on you
the good guy - they're trying to actually help you, even if it means they have to betray your trust
the conflicted - they don't want to hurt you, but they have a very good reason for their betrayal
How to make it impactful
two things: not seing it coming and being close to the traitor
show how much the character trusts the traitor, how they confide in them and believe them to be on their side
or show that the betrayed would have never even considered that the traitor could betray them, so the betrayal is a complete shock to them
Why does it hurt so much?
they lose a person close to them
their memories with them are tainted now
they second-guess all their past interactions
it disturbs their sense of trust with everyone, because if even someone they trusted could betray them, then what is stopping anyone else
it confuses their instincts, since they didn't see it coming
I hope this helps and have a good day!
- Jana
“You change universities after moving towns. Your new university is an old, ancient building with secret tunnels and whispered ghost stories. There are two fraternities, which for some reason always seem to be in a quarrel. Alpha consisting of Kim Taehyung, Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin and Min Yoongi. Handsome, porcelain skinned men, who act as if they are out of another century and for some reason everyone on campus seems to be scared of. And Sanguis consisting of Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok. Men with skin just as pale and their faces just as beautiful, who always wear sunglasses when it is light outside and who never seem to open their curtains. And for some peculiar reason you always find yourself in the middle of them….”
Pairing: OT7 x f.Reader with main Taehyung x f.Reader
Genre: Mystery, Fantasy, Romance, Smut, University!AU, Vampire!AU
Warnings: This story contains very sexually explicit scenes, cursing, blood & blood drinking, morally grey characters, violence and death. If you are sensitive to such topics I advice you read with care.
Wordcount: in-progress
~ New chapters will be posted every Wednesday & Saturday at 5pm CET! ~
#01 - Initium
#02 - Rendezvous
#03 - Brunch
#04 - Schauspiel
#05 - Turbatio
#06 - Swing
#07 - Sidus
#08 - Prandiculum
#09 - Parasomnia
#10 - Rain
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⏤𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: oral sex [female and male receiving], strong language, penetrative sex, protected sex, cum eating, creampie, soft sex
⏤𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: angst, smut
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The darkest side of the love is, that it can break you in seconds. It makes you strong but weak at the same time. It depends on the person you’re in love with — and if that person is in love with you as well.
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SIBI FINALLY SANGUIS ALPHA COMEBACK!!!!!
Warnings: graphic description of torture & violence, swearing, blood & blooddrinking, vampires being out of control and very agressive, I am literally warning you this chapter is not fun or quirky this is a VERY DARK chapter, VERY DARK
Wordcount: 5.6k
a/n: this is once again a warning that this is a very dark chapter which contains themes which could be triggering for some, I tried to censor as much as possible, but there are still very dark themes in this chapter despite the censor! If you feel uncomfortable reading such themes I advice you skip this chapter and wait for the next chapter to come out, I promise you that this is the darkest chapter of the story and that the next chapter is going to be light again.
This is now the last warning. If you decide to continue, do so with the knowledge that you have been warned multiple times and decided to continue reading out of your own free will! The chapter will begin under the cut.
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"If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate; then this will be how I die my first death."
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