Hi, this is really random, and you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want: I’m asking you because I like the way you speak about life, and fate, and whatnot. But does life get better? Does it ever actually get to be something that’s not a struggle everyday? Do you think that fate has plans for some people to be struggling or overcoming obstacles so that they can carry out something specific? Like for instance, Virginia Woolf or Van Gogh?
I’m sorry to bring down the mood, I just wondered what you think about this since the way you speak about fate and life really makes sense to me 🫠😅
TRIGGER WARNING: I WILL BE DISCUSSING SENSITIVE TOPICS IN THIS POST. PLEASE BE CAREFUL READING.
Yes! This is a fascinating question and it actually pulls me to a different topic, but hopefully it’ll help with your question.
To feel great pain is a great privilege because it means you actually care.
So many people drift through life just trying to find anything they are passionate about. They don’t suffer at all because they don’t care. Nothing truly matters to them and they will struggle with that. Everyone struggles with something, but it’s varying degrees.
From all the evidence I’ve been able to gather, we all descend on life to become better human beings. We all have things to work on, and we chose our challenges to hopefully improve on our faults. Maybe we need to be more patient. Maybe we need to learn to extend grace to others. Maybe we need to learn to stand up for ourselves. Maybe we need to learn to be more selfless.
We learn a lot through struggling.
But sometimes aspects of our life goals for this life span are to help other people. Virgins Wolf, for example, her suffering has actually become a great solace for others who are suffering. She can offer loneliness a companion. Sometimes your goal is bigger than just yourself.
But on a personal note - yes, life does get better. I’ve yet to see someone whose truly struggling not be able to overcome it in some way or another. It does get better. Life is wonderful, but sometimes chapters just suck and that’s ok. You sometimes need the suck to appreciate the amazing.
TRIGGER WARNING: suicide
This is including people who commit suicide. They often are in a place of true misunderstanding and not one that I’ve spoken to on the other side doesn’t regret their choice. Some, for example if they have health problems, feel a sense of relief but mixed with regret. Others who have clarity now fully regret the decision and are working on bettering their next life. Some will wait for their loved ones so that they can apologize to them. Some become spirit guides to their loved ones to try to limit the pain and damage suicide can cause.
duality pt. 37738329293 (cr. namuspromised)
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SEOKJIN x GQ KOREA
this is very very much domestic and CUTE .... imagine falling asleep while taking a bath and leaning on your lover's chest 😣😫 but idk im a bit scared of tae here, i really hope he really wants to protect oc. anw pls be healthy and keep going sibi!!! i really love all your works 💜
Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader
Warnings: talks of wounds, casual nudity, sharing a bath, Taehyung being a very worried boyfriend, he is a lil sulky and mysterious too, but overall he is so sweet :(
Wordcount: 7.5k
a/n: at this point, i am in love
Taehyung doesn’t raise his head. You know that he must have heard you come in and yet he doesn’t raise his head. It shouldn’t hurt that much, but it does. But then, he is still in the belief that you don’t want to talk to him. Perhaps he is simply trying to respect your wishes. Shouldering your bag, you make your way over to him.
“You were right.“
Taehyung finally raises his head. His eyes travel over your face, stopping on the cut on your cheek for a moment before they flit to your eyes. His brows furrow as he takes in your bruised eye.
"I hear that quite a lot, you must be more specific”, he says dryly and looks back into the book he was reading.
It seems that he is still a little pissy. Understandable, you were terribly rude (and unfair) to him last time you spoke. You sit down next to him.
“About the ring-"
Taehyung scoffs and flips the pages.
”-and that it has magical powers. I should have believed you and yet I didn’t.“
"And yet you didn’t”, Taehyung sends you an icy glare. He looks away a moment later, continuing to read.
You stay next to him, watching him with nervous eyes. You know that he can feel your stare because after a moment he lets out an exasperated sigh and closes the book.
"What changed your mind?“ he asks.
"Uhm so about that”, you start fumbling with your sweater sleeves nervously, “I may have ran into Jimin and at first he tried to mind control me but then when it didn’t work and he saw the ring on my finger, he ripped it off of me and”, you lower your eyes, “he made me dance with him”, you whisper.
“So Jimin took your ring?” he asks, quirking up an eyebrow.
“Yes, he did."
Taehyung looks back into his book.
"I see. I apologize for my friend’s behaviour, I will ask him to return the ring once I see him again”, he murmurs, flipping the page slowly.
You furrow your brows in confusion. Well, that was not the reaction you had expected. He seems so uninterested in what you have to say. He hasn’t even asked you about the wound on your cheek or your bruised eye. Not that he needs to, but it is still weird, given how worried for your safety he was last week. One must think that a wound like yours would worry him like crazy.
“Hey, Tae uhm, are you still mad at me?” you ask quietly.
“Mad at you?” Taehyung asks, flipping the page, “why should I be mad at you?"
"I don’t know”, you shrug your shoulders, “maybe for the way I treated you at the ball?"
Taehyung licks his finger, flips the page and takes a deep breath.
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OH MY GOD, SIBI WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME???? THIS CHAPTER IS SO FREAKING EXCEPTIONAL. I CANT BELIEVE TAE JUST ADMITTED HIS TRUE FORM.....
Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader
Genre: Smut, Romance, tiny Angst in the beginning
Warnings: dom!Taehyung, fingering, dirty talk, consensual use of vampire compulsion, basically she wants him to make her “really horny for him by using his vampire hormones” and he does, rough yet passionate sex, sex on a kitchen table, multiple orgasms (f.recieving), multiple positions, cumplay, sweet aftercare and pillowtalk
Wordcount: 8.7k
a/n: honestly at this point I am *yells*
You startle awake. Someone just rang your doorbell. You close your eyes again and settle back in your pillow. It was probably just a dream.
It rings again.
Your eyes flit open, brows knitting. Or perhaps not. Groaning in annoyance, you sit up.
"Huh."
You just realised. You have no recollection of when you went to bed. It is like you walked into your apartment and blacked out. How peculiar.
It rings again.
“Who the frick?” you ask, not even realizing that you asked a question.
You get out of bed and drag your feet out of your bedroom. You don’t even bother turning on the lights, the moon is bright enough to illuminate your apartment.
It rings again.
“Coming”, you murmur, knowing very well they won’t be able to hear you.
You take a peek through the spy first.
Taehyung.
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i really THOUGHT tae would bring oc home to be 'an evening meal' for him and his friends, but THANK GOD HE'S JUST A REALLY SWEET LOVER CAN I PLEASE DATE HIM RN
Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader
Warnings: none just the CUTEST FKCING DATE!!! and Taehyung being the dream man
Wordcount: 6k
a/n: this is self-indulgent and I am not ashamed to admit it lmao
Taehyung closes the door behind him as carefully as possible.
“Quiet now darling, we don’t want to wake my roommates”, he whispers, holding your hand as he is tiptoeing through the entrance hall with you.
“Okay, okay I got it”, you whisper back, stifling a giggle. You are walking on your tiptoes again, looking left and right every so often.
Sneaking around with him makes you feel like you are ten again. As if you and your childhood crush came home late from playing outside the entire day, now sneaking through the corridors and hoping that your parents wouldn’t wake. With your hand tightly clasped by his’ you tiptoe up the stairs. The moon illuminates your way.
“Stop laughing”, Taehyung warns quietly, looking over his shoulder. He carries fondness in his eyes and a mischievous grin on his lips.
“Sorry I just can’t help it. This is so exciting”, you whisper, hiding your mouth behind your hand.
Taehyung smiles fondly, pulling you closer.
“Hush darling”, he whispers, nuzzling his face into your hair and pinching your sides playfully.
“Tae”, you squeak, “stop it this is-”, you giggle loudly.
“Quiet darling, quiet”, he teases, tickling you gently.
You giggle and squirm, hiding your face in his chest.
“You’re not helping”, you whine.
Taehyung laughs fondly before leaning in to kiss your cheek.
“You are beyond adorable."
You lift your head, gazing at his pretty face. Like silver porcelain. His skin looks beautiful in the moonlight. You can’t stop yourself from reaching out and touching his cheek, running your thumb along the soft skin under his eye.
He leans into the touch, turning his head so he is able to kiss your palm. He does so with his eyes closed. It makes your heart flutter and your skin tingle.
“Come now”, he breaks away from you, holding your hand again, “let’s hurry.”
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✎ tentitoo ❝ 9k ⚐ teen
Namjoon goes to the music menu and selects the Playlists option. The first few playlists are regular playlists that everyone (including Namjoon himself) has – workout playlist, study playlist, road trip playlist… – and, apparently, the rest are all their song guides organised by album and era. Namjoon scrolls all the way to the bottom until he reaches the last playlist and abruptly stops in the middle of the sidewalk.
Namjoonie. The name of the last playlist is Namjoonie.
Or, Seokjin lends his jacket to Namjoon and he finds an old iPod inside one of its pocket. Out of curiosity, Namjoon looks through Seokjin’s music and finds a playlist titled Namjoonie.
SIBI HOLY FUCK. im so confused and scared rn.... did tae really trapped oc? who tf saved her in the end? will she be a vampire? i cant wait anymore for the next chapter which will be titled HURT 😫😭🤚🏼💔
Pairing: Taehyung x f.Reader
Warnings: the beginning is very sweet until everything does a 180 and it turns very dark, violent blooddrinking, hunts, violence, betrayal, those are not your sweet romanticised vampires
Wordcount: 8k
a/n: i hate them, also istfg if just one of you blames oc i will slaughter you painfully
The sun was already getting ready for her sleep when you and Taehyung finally leave his wing. You hadn’t planned on leaving his wing, but your rumbling stomach convinced you otherwise.
You giggle as Taehyung catches up with you on the stairs. He wraps his arms around you, picking you up with ease.
“What are you doing? Tae put me down”, you laugh.
“Never”, he says, pressing you against the handrailing at the end of the stairs, “you’re mine darling”, he coos, caressing your sides.
“Mhm, yeah I am”, you say, grinning goofily. His hair feels so soft in your fingers.
“I’m so happy to have you again”, he whispers, making your heart flutter.
“I’m happy too”, you breathe, feeling your body draw closer to him all on its own.
“Let’s never ever fight again”, he says, making you chuckle.
“That’s a little unrealistic”, you say.
He pouts, earning himself a soft pinch to his cheek.
“Fine, let’s never ever fight again”, you give in with fondness in your voice.
“That’s better”, he says and smiles.
“You’re so cute."
"Ah yes? Are you perhaps talking to a mirror?"
You snort, "Tae come on”, you whine.
Taehyung grins and leans in for a kiss, stopping as your stomach rumbles loudly. You both look down at it.
“Are you famished, my sweetest?” he asks, rubbing his hand over your tummy gently.
“Yes, a little, stupid human stomach, it ruined the mood.”
Taehyung looks at you with fondness in his eyes.
“Let’s get you something to eat, shall we?”
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“𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘫𝘪𝘨𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘱𝘶𝘻𝘻𝘭𝘦. 𝘍𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘺.. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴. 𝘈 𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵, 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘋𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳. 𝘈 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 "𝘉𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘶𝘳." 𝘈 𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳. 𝘈 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦. 𝘈 𝘱𝘰𝘱 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘋𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦. 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥. 𝘗𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴? 𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸... 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶?” —Yae Noguchi
FIRST LOVE: HATSUKOI 初恋 (2022) dir. Yuri Kanchiku
gods and angels are only dreaming of to have what this man has ♡ for @gimbapchefs ♡ {cr. namuspromised}
"If this can no longer resonate, no longer make my heart vibrate; then this will be how I die my first death."
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