My dad is dead.
I talk about it pretty often but not as someone who's greveing, as a fact.
And I think that might hurt more. Haven't been able to process it, I still think he faked his death to get away from us. But my dad, an alcoholic and liar that I loved very much died.
Also I'm 90% sure he killed himself, he was told that he would die if he kept drinking and he lied about it to everyone so he could keep drinking.
It makes me really happy that the atoms that make up my body could have been from anything, an atom on my heart could literally be made out of star dust. Like?!??!
Science is cool kids
Do you ever just get a really unnerving feeling that your father (who is dead) isnβt really dead? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IM BEING DEULU I KNOW IT BUT NOT REALLY (cuz of the gut feeling)
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE WRITE A FANFIC BACED ON "Shall I compare thee to a summers day" ITS LITERALLY THE MOST FAMOUS LOVE POEM OF ALL TIME WHY ISN'T THERE ONE??? πππ IT WOULD BE AMAZING
I just made the realisation that jegulus' initials are R and J ππ
Romeo and Juliet forever destined all soulmates with the initials R and J to be a great big, tragedy.
I really want to have a relationship with someone (doents have to be platonic or romantic) just a really happy relationship, i want to be able to always feel comfortable and happy, always be able to talk to them, never ever is there any kind if awkwardness. You know??
I'm watching Megamind rn and it's so gay. Like.. damn.
There is something so sad but exciting about growing up, like those mini potatoes? They don't bring me the joy they used to, that kind of excitement that won't let you sleep before a big day?? Gone. It's so sad but soon I'm gonna be able to buy a house and fill it with colour and plants so???
Bitches have horrible relationships with their siblings and are MAJOR regulus kinnies, to the point where everyone around them is concerned that they will drown themselves.
It's me, I'm bitches.