Why Do I Do This To Myself - Blog Posts

Guys is this trend still a thing? Guys? GUYS- COME BACK-

I’ve been watching MHA recently can u tell

BRO WHAT REMAINS OF EDITH FINCH IS DEVASTATING, I CANT STOP CRYING

The progress so far and I kinda stuck lol

Sooo I’m trying new things and I’m scared lol let’s see how this turns out

Satosugu coded poem ahahahahhahah

How do I tell you?

Someone I will never know again

About the verses written

Half awake, lost in daydreams

About things never to come?

Thoughts of you are shards of ice

Pierce my heart and burn

The fire consumes me and it takes all I have

To emerge from the flames

To live another day

I have a universe in me,

Ready to love you with all its might

My words to you bleed into constellations

Do you wish to loose yourself in me

My star?

I honestly don’t know why I’m still doing this…. Anyway space turtle

Oh cool it’s normal then… wait why is this normal?

Many such cases

i said that i wouldnt draw anymore hermits after i drew gem a long while ago....so i got sick and bored

Why did I spend three days working on this

This isn’t even something that I put a lot of effort in

But at the same time I put a lot of effort in it

Why

I had to share it....this guy is great.

I feel like I'm on a spiral that's only going downwards. Many people feel this way, and I'm not exempt from them. I am not a new case, I am not the exception. But all the same, I feel like they have found solid ground to build off of, and I am close to falling off this rocky surface. I feel like they have found something to lean on, and I am scrambling to be a pillar for myself. I have to be the lighthouse because I don't trust myself to trust someone else. My ship isn't close to sinking. It doesn't even have any holes(I make sure of it), but the sea I have found myself in is tossing and turning, and I can't stable the boat. I can't bring myself to ask for passage in someone elses, for that would be cruel. And I'm too prideful to ask for directions because I know that I will find myself lost again. So I'm stuck on a boat. I can't bring myself to steer it, and it's no one's fault but my own.

If this continues, I fear I will go overboard.

When you need to find that one Tumblr post for the fanfic that you're going to base it off of but you can't find it anywhere 😭

GUYS I JUST FOUND AN AMAZING BART TROPE HIDDEN IN MY 3AM NOTES THAT IS VITAL TO MY HAPPINESS AND IM STARTING A SERIES FOR A03 RIGHT AWAY STAY TUNED

So, you know that feeling of when you’re in bed and you’re comfy and all of a sudden you feel something hard and sharp poking you, I just had that happen to me with a stick of ddr1 256mb 266mhz ram… what in the actual Fuck, the fact that there is ram this old On My Bed is concerning.

And if you’re wanting photo proof, here (the cable is my switch charger that I use primarily for my phone because my switch is actively dying)

HELP PLEASE

HOW DO I START A RANDOM ONLINE CONVO WITH A DUDE I CONSTANTLY MAKE FUN OF BECAUSE HE’S ALSO A DICK TO ME BUT WE AREN’T LIKE...close. HOW DO I TALK TO PEOPLE?

Guys! I found my true sexuality and would love to share...Dylan O’Brien with a weapon

There are way too many attractive murderers on tv and I hate it because I make excuses for them. I’m like, “yeah they murder girls my age but he’s an absolute snack”

Guys! I found my true sexuality and would love to share...Dylan O’Brien with a weapon

Fictional men > reality

These hands are rated E for everyone

yep...thank you public school

I shoot like Helen Keller sees

highschool really do be like this

the mind wanders...and so does the eye

there isn’t a good explanation for this

In this world it’s either scoot or get boot

If someone hails the Soviet Union they can look at my left ass-cheek

i swear i was being sarcastic

They can never kill me if I keep eating crackers

cat when a friend of ours threatens to deport her

I've been unconscious so many times its ridiculous

first aid class was lit

You can be sad with mediocre grammar

my friends are mean

Fun Fact

it only takes 8 large carrots to consume before the edges of your mouth and palms turn orange

Colors and Flavors

If red and blue makes purple... does that mean cherry and blue raspberry makes grape?

Can someone diagnose me?

I'm aware I have depression. I have cut myself multiple times and often don't have feelings and feel like I'm wearing a strangers mask. I believe I have minor anxiety and probably insomnia since I get 2-4 hours of sleep a night. 6 on rare occasions. What exactly is wrong with me and how do I change this? I'm way to scared to go to a doctor or even tell anyone.

Fr I need to have more confidence irl 😔

imma do some trans vent post here lol

the only transphobia I do is to myself 😎