SOMEONE TELL ME TO LOCK IN IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING A HOMEWORK THAT WAS DUE YESTERDAYY

just for lolsies

8.19.23

idk what to draw in my new sketchbook 😞😞😞

Ponyboy who’s not a Mamas boy.

Who’s not a Daddy’s boy.

Who’s Darry boy.

Who’s Soda’s boy.

Who’s Steve’s boy.

Who’s Two-bits boy.

Who was Dally’s boy.

Who was Johnny’s boy.

Who would always be Darry’s baby, ticking him awake, spinning him around after track, nearly crying.

Who was Soda’s Pony, the horse he always wanted, slipping him a Pepsi at the Dx, cuddling, crying with him, lying beside him

Who was Steve’s ‘Shithead’, joking around with him, running over to save him when he was jumped.

Who was Two-bit’s kiddo, making sure he’s not sick, putting a smile on his face, who used to tell his mama he didn’t need a baby brother ‘cus he already had one.

Who was Dally’s ‘man’, fighting in a way for him, hanging out with him, trying to keep himsafe.

Who was Johnny’s Pone, confiding in him, listening, always there for him.

And Ponyboy who with all of this still, doesn’t t fit in. Wasn’t quite right, would never be. He’s different.

Who hates that so much. Who couldn’t quite articulate how to fix it.

Who couldn’t fix it.

Who thought maybe killing hismelf would fix it, post book.

It didn’t work. Walking out bloodied right into the living room. Numb. Dull. He hadn’t expected Steve to care so much. He hated him.

He refused to leave him alone though. Pony didn’t even feel alive right now. He’s just repeated the same phrase to every question, “I’m ok.”

Even if it was a complete different question.

Why couldn’t he fuck off and go back to the Dx?? He wanted to be alone. Soda was waiting, it was only his lunch break.

He didn’t understand why he’d refused to leave him alone. Refused to even leave him alone in a room by himself. Much less the house.

Who pleaded he wasn’t a baby anymore.

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One, two, three…… test!

It’s not working!-

It’s recording Curly!

aw shit yer right!

The video cuts out for a minute, shuffling and sighing, followed by almost laughter and snickering by the two boys.

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Hello! I’m Curly Shepard!- He looks to the side. Im Ponyboy Curtis. He spits out anxiously, eyes flickering to the side, joining Curly. They both pause for a second. Ponyboy shoves his hands in his Jean pockets.

We’re residents of “Tulsa psychiatric clinic” Curly mocks. Cringing at the name. Ponyboy rolls his eyes. Yer uh… able to send us letters, we write back, the nurses said that this is supposed to teach us to “intergrade into society” again or somethin’. Ponyboy tapped his foot anxiously, standing awkwardly for a minute until the camera shit off, Curly let out an anxious blabber right as it shut off, the video ended. A picture of the mailing address popped up.

Dog Whistle is an au fanfic I’m writing, main character include Ponyboy and Curly (not featured romantically, this fic has NO SHIPS.

Dog Whistle is a WIP fanfic heavily inspired by girl, interrupted, heavy on the idea on the concepts of mental illness in both character and experiencing getting sent to a mental hospital in the 1960s.

!Dog Whistle is a fanwork of both The Outsiders and That was then, This is now by S.E Hinton. Main characters belong to her!

Send asks! Question! Chat! Can be anon off anon, idrc, even as a character in Dog Whistle!everything will be in character. @mr-freakyboy-curtis is my main, please go search for #Dog Whistle on my main, for au content if you are interested.

Please read dog whistle on a03 as well🙏 (GR3ASE_G0T_H0LD)

Enjoy!

The Shepard siblings! Thinking of drawing the Curtis’s next

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carpe diem but if I do one thing outside my comfort zone I WILL cry

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