What An Interesting Choice To Make At The End Of The Night. Having To Choose Between All The Information

what an interesting choice to make at the end of the night. Having to choose between all the information and history and serotonin in the world or the back of your eyelids. Infinity or oblivion. And the sad truth is that that is the decision that literal children are faced with every night. Feel joyful and accepted and seen by strangers on the internet or feel alone, laying in the dark, staring at the ceiling waiting to fall into the sweet embrace of sleep.

Phone addictions are real things affecting real people. I haven't had a proper sleep since I got my first I pad at age 4. My eyebags are so bad I look like I have 2 black eyes. All this just because of a lack of attention. No one will acknowledge me. I feel so alone all the time. What better way to cope with that than to tell a bunch of strangers on the internet. I don't feel alone anymore but at what cost? The cost of my sleep? My comfort? My energy? I'll give my own life just to feel seen. All nighter after all nighter I'll stay awake as long as I have to to get the slightest sliver of attention and that's the sad reality of it.