Questions to which I don't have answers
Why do I feel sad when I am alone?
Why do I think like everyone around me are staring when actually they aren't?
Why do I suddenly feel broken when I get to know i am gonna be alone?
Why do my mind and heart pity me in that situation?
Why do my heart and mind gets weak by then?
Why am I not happy when I am alone?
When am I gonna enjoy solitude like others ?
How can I overcome this feeling of nothingness during solitude?
Why is sitting alone in a room with people tough for me?
Why do I act weirdly when I am with me?
Why can't I feel the sorroundings, my body and mind?
Why do I bother about others ?
I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .
He's there to give us the strength to get through it.
I'm in a relationship with the mirror that projects the innermost shadow of me that is hidden within my eyes, heart and soul that smiles her heart out whenever she looked at by the other side of the mirror...she lives in my room , when I am not present...
I miss her a lot and her friends whom I call mine and close to me ...I am in a real relationship with her where we both are emotionally and
intimately bonded ...
I never knew how it felt like to be in a relationship... but if I ever got a chance to explore it..then ig I would try my best to make my partner feel good about themselves... everytime they feel low...I would comfort them and hug them tightly to remind them how much they mean to me, they r no less than a gem and let them know that I'm always there for you..to support you. That would be my relationship goal...
To make her happy.....everytime I hug the mirror ...I can feel her comfort and something magical arms wrapped around my body ...So...ladies and gentlemen, that's her.. I introduce u to my girlfriend..
My only aim is to make her happy and feel cherished..be with her during her failures and cheer her up in her Success.. I am there to listen to her worries...take her on a date...teach her how to hav fun with me...
What's one sweet thing that happened today..?
Spotify made a Playlist for me based on the type of songs I prefer to hear...which I found so sweet.
I love you spotify💚
I would rather die than live with anxiety
I feel nothing
I don't have the reasons
Does being unreasonable mean silly
Does that mean my feelings are silly?
I strongly disagree ,
Feelings matter, it's not at all silly..
Even unreasonable feelings matter and aren't silly
SOUL'S TREMOR
It’s back.
This time, it’s hitting harder.
By harder, I mean it urges aggression,
Violent and chaotic.
The soul within the soul fights to escape.
I lay myself down,
Let her take up the rod,
Hit the scrap out of me.
Smash my lungs,and
Purge what’s stored inside,
Things that evoke fear
Deep, suffocating fear.
It’s no longer patient.
The person I am now cares less,
So the girl in me turns violent,
Forcing that care to return
For my mental well-being.
Apple pie cheesecake dessert
Hug me please, I need that.
I love talking nonsense with you and I hope that we can talk nonsense with each other for the rest of our lives.
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