I would rather die than live with anxiety
It actually feels good when people are around you even if u r craving for a me time, and I realized that having too much of" me time" is depressing af
6/9/23
Sometimes I feel alone..even if people i care and care me back are around me..
You feel like .. there's actually no bond..but sometimes u feel there is.
This is the case for everyone too..
No one is really friendly and attached with thier one ..
Everything is just a part 7 stages..
People are acting inorder to live..
There is no passionate love between souls...
No one feels right..
We all are different in our own ways..
We are the actors of the universe..
Who is portraying a fake message to others.
I am not selfless and i don't want to be it
Mantra.
TAKE ME HOME
I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.
I'm afraid for myself
SOUL'S TREMOR
It’s back.
This time, it’s hitting harder.
By harder, I mean it urges aggression,
Violent and chaotic.
The soul within the soul fights to escape.
I lay myself down,
Let her take up the rod,
Hit the scrap out of me.
Smash my lungs,and
Purge what’s stored inside,
Things that evoke fear
Deep, suffocating fear.
It’s no longer patient.
The person I am now cares less,
So the girl in me turns violent,
Forcing that care to return
For my mental well-being.
So , I just stopped trying my best
It's as simple as it sounds
I always try my best but it seems like it's never enough for you.
with you, i’m the happiest