So , I Just Stopped Trying My Best

"Weep day and night, until your eyes dry out .

Use all the tears of your life so that they don't distract you again"

-Kunti

I don't think it's God's job to stop the bad .

He's there to give us the strength to get through it.

The day I met you , i wasn't sure you were the one for me . Unexpected meets always end up till death. I adore the way this is working. Until this day you are the only secret in my life. I know that we feel for eachother alot that even moonlight can't get in our way. It's been 4 years ❤️.

World with genders, create division

I fear ..if i am gonna lose everything that I have now. (Friends are temporary )

I fear, whether i will be left behind by my peers one day out of choice.

My mind always knocks on to this question ❓ Will I be anyone's first choice?

I hate sympathetic people just be empathetic

If you want to predict where you will end up in life all you have to do it to follow the curve of tiny gains or tiny losses and see how your daily choices will compound 10 or 20 years down the line.

Are you spending less than you on each month are you making it into the gym each with are you reading books and learning something new.

Each day tiny battles like these other one's that will define your future self.

#atomichabits

Don’t let anyone who hasn't been in your shoes tell you how to tie your laces.

k.b. // unknown

I don't need your advice,

just a shoulder to cry on,

a silent soul to lean on,

a bucket to catch my tears,

a fluffy pillow to soak them in,

a heavy rain to wash away

my fears, my pain & worries.

I kinda miss our talks.

Questions to which I don't have answers

Why do I feel sad when I am alone?

Why do I think like everyone around me are staring when actually they aren't?

Why do I suddenly feel broken when I get to know i am gonna be alone?

Why do my mind and heart pity me in that situation?

Why do my heart and mind gets weak by then?

Why am I not happy when I am alone?

When am I gonna enjoy solitude like others ?

How can I overcome this feeling of nothingness during solitude?

Why is sitting alone in a room with people tough for me?

Why do I act weirdly when I am with me?

Why can't I feel the sorroundings, my body and mind?

Why do I bother about others ?