And Tht Became A Biggest Problems Of Mine

the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.

For you!!

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most is the person you’re best without.”

— Unknown

Or a lesson

—Fyodor Dostoevsky

He said, "I know that you do not speak these words by way of protest and discourtesy. So, seek refuge in Me, and fear lest your togetherness be scattered. You should know that I am perfect in power. My power has no defect. In your very clothing and veil, I will gather you together and I will give you familiarity and togetherness with each other.” (703-4)

To be creative means to be in love with life. You can be creative only if you love life enough that you want to enhance its beauty, you want to bring a little more music to it, a little more poetry to it, a little more dance to it.

-Osho

I am not selfless and i don't want to be it

I don't feel like living anymore..Take me up god

When you share equal interests, you become more close with them..

I think it's natural

Mental pleasure >>>

Sexual pleasure>>>